Love the Red House

Hearing Daiyu say in a calm tone that taking a step back is not giving in, Xiangyun was stunned for a moment, raised his bright eyes like lacquered autumn water, stared at Daiyu, his expression was full of incomprehension, and slightly frowned and said: "I understand what my sister said, but I just don't understand what is the meaning behind what my sister said."

Daiyu closed her eyes for a moment, a ray of coolness spread over her delicate eyebrows, and her voice was as sad and desolate as the autumn wind: "My sister also knows my situation. In this place, I have no one to rely on. Fish, if you just refuse, what will happen is really hard to predict."

When she said this, her voice gradually became dignified, with a hint of indomitable determination: "I have already thought about it. I am in adversity, and I really can't give up. Why don't I promise them first and leave the dangerous place of Jia's house?" , As for the road ahead, let’s take it step by step, that’s all.”

Xiangyun was still ignorant and dazed, his eyes fluttered, and he asked in surprise: "So, what is my sister going to do in the days to come?"

Daiyu raised her hand, took a cup of tea from the case table, took a sip to moisten her throat, and said slowly: "I have been in the boudoir all these years, and I know almost nothing about foreign affairs. When I was in the Beifu, I chatted with Princess Mei, occasionally talking about the present day, although I have been on the throne for ten years, and I have not made any great achievements, but I am generous and benevolent, and I can distinguish right from wrong, no matter who I am facing, I have never shown any favoritism."

Hearing that Xiangyun's eyes moved, revealing a thoughtful expression, he looked at Daiyu for a long time, and pondered: "Sister said so, do you want to borrow the power of the emperor?"

"That's right," Daiyu nodded, her voice was calm and breezy, "Sister Yun must have heard of these three words, since Concubine Yuan wanted me and Tanchun to be her firm favourites, When we go there in the future, we will definitely meet the emperor soon."

Speaking of this, she raised her lips slightly, but the smile lines were extremely pale and cold, almost nothingness, like the coldest ice flower blooming in winter, "I will never be a chess piece for the Jia family and Concubine Yuan, on the contrary, As long as I wait for a suitable opportunity, I will pour out all the sufferings I have suffered in front of the emperor, and when the time comes, the emperor will decide whether it is right or wrong."

After hearing Daiyu's words, Xiangyun pondered for a long time, finally nodded, and said softly: "If you are empty, you will be real, if you are real, you will be empty. My sister is in a difficult situation, so she retreats to advance, which is indeed the best strategy."

I couldn't help admiring, I knew early on that the Daiyu in front of me was smart and intelligent, but I didn't realize until now that this woman was not only smart, but also flexible and forbearing in her bones.

She is able to understand her own situation, but she never shows the courage of ordinary people, but soberly weighs the gains and losses, comes up with countermeasures, and then implements them step by step.

Such a temperament is not only extremely rare among boudoir women, even ordinary men should be ashamed of it.

And in terms of noble status, who can control the power of life and death, and who can check and balance the entire Jia family, looking at the world, there is only one person who is high above the emperor.

If it is true that as Daiyu expected, the grievances can be brought out one by one in front of the emperor, and if the emperor is willing to uphold justice at that time, then what will happen in the future can only be imagined.

The most important thing is that such an ending was brought about by the joint efforts of the Jia family and Concubine Yuan. By that time, how dramatic and gratifying it would be.

However, most of the time, there are contingencies in everything, not to mention, the palace is such a capricious place, there are some expectations, it is really impossible to be too sure, let alone look at the emperor who ruled the world with ordinary eyes.

Thinking of this in his heart, Xiangyun raised his head, glanced at Daiyu slowly, with smoke-like sadness in his brows and eyes, hesitantly said: "My sister is determined to take this step, and I support it, but my sister also wants to take this step." You should think about it carefully. The concubine Yuan is still very favored in the palace after all. Now that she is pregnant again, the emperor must have favored her. With the strength of her elder sister, how can she beat her? The Jia family is the head of the four great families in Jinling. There are two hereditary positions, and they are very close to the princes and grandchildren of the capital, but my sister is alone, how can I fight against the huge Jia family?"

Daiyu got up slowly, walked to the window, cast her eyes on the dark night, she was silent for a while, and then she moved her lips to speak, her voice was ethereal like light smoke, calm and determined: "What my sister said, I Why haven't I thought about it, but the Jia family is a land of wolves and tigers, if they stay here, what will happen is really unpredictable, on balance, it's better to choose this path."

Speaking of this, he paused for a moment, let out a light sigh of relief, then continued to talk, and said slowly: "I have been thinking about this matter for a long time, and the chance of winning is indeed very small, but it is not completely impossible."

"The Jia Mansion has a great reputation and has a history of a hundred years. Naturally, its foundation is extremely deep. However, when the moon is full, it will lose money, and when the water is full, it will overflow. This is the most reasonable thing in the world."

"Although I often stay in the boudoir, I still understand some things very well in my heart. Sister, take a look, what does the whole Jia family look like?"

"Over the years, the Jia family's reputation has deteriorated greatly. Except for the second uncle who is still an upright official, the Hefu doesn't think about making progress, and there is no one who can use it."

"The people in power in the Rong and Ning mansions even secretly collude with corrupt officials to act recklessly and humiliate the common people. The top beam is not upright and the bottom beam is crooked. Naturally, the people below are also working as minions and bullying others. How can they be serious?"

"If you get to the bottom of it, the entire Jia family owes you the grace of the king. It's just because no one came forward, and another noble concubine came out, so they barely supported it. For the time being, nothing happened. If someone came out to expose it and plead for the people, it would be a bad deed. Ban Ban cannot escape punishment."

"In addition, my younger sister also knows that our Lin family has been loyal for five generations. When my father was an official, he was even more upright and upright. He never made any mistakes. If the emperor takes this into consideration while administering the government impartially, then everything will naturally come to fruition. "

She spoke calmly and in an orderly manner, and Xiang Yun almost nodded in agreement, but in the end he still cared about the unusual place in the palace, and there was still a glimmer of worry in his eyes, but he didn't know how to respond in a hurry.

Xueyan, who had been silent all this time, raised her head, stared at Daiyu, hesitated for a long time, and finally bit her lips and said: "Actually, the girl is indifferent by nature, her eyes are clean, and the palace is an extremely dangerous place. Miss Yun's concerns , It really makes sense, I wonder if the girl has thought about it, think of another way, for example, using the power of the Northern Palace?"

When she said this, her breath suddenly became long, and there was an inexplicable light in her eyes, and her voice was even more urgent: "Although Princess Mei and the girl have only met twice, the relationship has always been very good, Bei Jing Wang Wei is upright and sincere, and he also cares about the girl, if we try to send the news that the girl is in danger, the Beifu will naturally not stand by by then, girl..."

"Snow Goose," Daiyu raised her hand and shook her lightly, stopping her words, "The Beiwang Mansion is very good to me. I never doubt that, but you should also understand that I am not related to the Beifu Mansion. What standpoint do I ask them for? What standpoint can they use to help me? Besides, the Beifu and the Jia family have always been family friends. If the Beifu is involved for no reason, how can I be embarrassed? Moreover, the Jiafu has made up its mind to If I get into the palace, I will naturally do my best, how can I easily let the news leak out?"

Speaking of this, the figure of that handsome and jade-like man suddenly flashed in his mind, and his voice unknowingly slowed down, with an inexplicable meaning: "The most important point is that whenever something involves the harem, It is extremely difficult, the Beiwang Mansion has a clean reputation, and the Beiwangye is also known as a young and wise king, and is respected by the world, I really don't want them to be involved in disputes."

Xueyan looked at her, furrowed her long eyebrows, but she still refused to give up, and continued to persuade her: "Young lady is too worried, with the enthusiastic attitude of Prince Bei and Princess Mei, he will definitely be willing to help young lady."

Daiyu still shook her head, turned around slowly, cast her eyes on the twilight sky, Ning Wan said: "No matter what, this dispute is always a matter between me and the Jia family. Even if they are willing, I will You must not be at ease, it is better to rely on yourself, it is naturally good to succeed, and it will not hurt others if you fail."

Xueyan knew her heart, the calmer she spoke, the less she would change, she couldn't help feeling anxious, but she couldn't think of other words to persuade her, and she didn't want to go against Daiyu's wishes, so she lowered her eyes and said bitterly: "Since the girl insists on this, I will follow the girl."

Hearing that she finally gave up, Daiyu relaxed slightly, raised her hand to press her shoulder, and then comforted her: "Okay, don't think about it too much, the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and think about the benefits, there are many people in the palace. Royal doctor, if given a chance, maybe he can heal your face."

Xueyan lowered her eyes, nodded quietly, and said nothing more.

After listening to this conversation, Xiangyun was overwhelmed by Daiyu's demeanor, and while he was moved, his face was filled with admiration, because he said: "Sister Lin is really different. This word, if it comes from another woman's mouth, it is hard to escape the suspicion of hypocrisy, but when my sister said it, not only was she not hypocritical, but she also had a demeanor of a pink scarf, which made people feel uneasy."

Sighing, with the faint frown still on his brows, he raised his head and said, "I have known Sister Lin for many years, and I am worried that it will be too difficult for Sister Lin to go here. If you have anything to say, just say it clearly, don't be shy."

"Sister Lin's disposition, I can't help myself, but I don't know if my sister has thought about it. My sister's beauty is one of the best, and she has a unique temperament. No one in the world can match it. If the future comes In front of the emperor, the emperor must have been astonished as a man of heaven before he could tell his pain."

Speaking of this, staring at Daiyu, her voice suddenly lowered, but it was a little more heavy and sad: "Today, there are very few children, and the concubine Yuan has a dragon heir. Needless to say, her status is dignified. Even though the Jia family has misbehaved and the Lin family has made outstanding contributions, I'm afraid it still cannot be worth the weight of an heir."

"If the emperor wanted my sister to be a concubine, he would be willing to favor her. At that time, how can my sister get along with herself, and how can she get away with it? Good sister, I'm telling the truth, don't be angry."

Daiyu lowered her eyebrows slightly, and the jade hairpin tassels on her temples swayed a little soft halo, which reflected her eyebrows picturesquely. It took a long time before she opened her lips and said in a peaceful voice like a pool of still water: "My sister is telling the truth, she really treats me as a Sister, how could I be angry?"

Speaking of this, he curled his lips, but there was a sad and determined smile in his smile: "I understand what my sister means, and I have already thought about it. I agreed to enter the palace because I had nowhere to go. Can win in danger."

"I already hate the Jia family to the bone, but no matter what, I will never go against my heart, and I will never commit myself to the powerful."

"So, if the emperor really puts forward an extraordinary request, it means that he is definitely not the wise king I expected. At that time, I will return this life to him, that's all."

Xiangyun was startled suddenly, walked up to Daiyu, pressed Daiyu's hand, and after a long while stabilized his voice, he said softly: "My sister has her own views on the world, and I don't have much. What are you talking about, it’s just that the imperial palace is different from other places. After my sister enters, it must be difficult, so be careful in everything, and don’t be careless..." When I said this, I felt so sad in my heart, my voice gradually became weaker, and I couldn’t say anything anymore. Come on.

Daiyu has known her for many years, especially recently, she has a deep understanding of her sincerity and worry, and when she was moved, a slight smile appeared on her lips, she straightened her sleeves, her voice was slow and calm, and she did not see her. A wave of waves: "I've made up my mind on this matter, sister Yun doesn't have to worry too much, anyway, no matter what the result is, I won't back down if I take this step, let alone regret it.

She spoke so calmly, like a deep pool of clear and cold water, but Xiangyun felt so sad that she almost shed tears.

When my thoughts are ups and downs, I can't help but think of the scene when I was admiring the scenery and discussing poetry in the Grand View Garden with Daiyu. At that time, Daiyu was so proud and fresh, how high-spirited, like a branch of beautiful jade ganoderma, or like a stream of clear water and clear waves. However, outside the world.

What kind of difficult and helpless situation made a woman with both talent and beauty and a clean eye finally let go of her pride and had to go into the world?

How did the pressing plan force her to have such a cold and decisive mind in such a short period of time?

Between the eyebrows and under the eyes, there was endless sighing and sorrow, but in the end, he could only watch her walk away, helpless and powerless in his heart.

The moonlight was hazy, falling on Daiyu's cheeks, adding a touch of beauty and beauty, such a beautiful woman, although her voice was soft and melodious, but cold and cold, like broken ice gently touching the water surface, like a broken blade suddenly falling to the ground General: "Everything in the world is like a chessboard. If you don't go to the end, you can't tell who wins and who loses. But I will use myself as the bet, either win or lose, life or death."

——Man is a knife and I am a fish. Then, I would rather be a piece of jade than a tile.

This is Daiyu's point of view, after experiencing so many ups and downs and grievances, so many calculations and indifference, she has no nostalgia for the Jia family, but only full of sadness and grievances, full of resentment and unwillingness.

Pressed by Jia Mu and Mrs. Wang step by step, she was alone and helpless. In order to save herself, she finally had to make a choice and take a step back.

But in doing so, it is by no means to bow to them, but to break with the Jia family with a decisive heart, to break up with the Jia family, and to use one's own way to expel all the grievances and pains you have suffered along the way. Ask for it back.

Hearing Daiyu's words, Xiangyun's body trembled and his heart was deeply shocked. After a while, Fang Kai let out a long sigh, and said slowly: "Today, Master Miao gave a fortune to my sister, saying that something big will happen. Sure enough, she was right, but she also said that she can't figure out whether it's a blessing or a curse, and she only hopes that when Sister Lin enters the palace in the future, she must see the right timing and hit it right away."

Daiyu nodded gently, and agreed: "I will walk my own path well, cherish myself, my sister will wait for the news."

Raise your eyes, outside the window, a cold moon hangs high, like a hook like a string, on the horizon, several layers of clouds are filled, as if they have not dispersed.

It's hard to tell what the road ahead is, but I have no regrets.

Three days later, Concubine Yuan sent a young eunuch to Jia's mansion, and passed down an oral order, saying that after pregnancy, she was often worried and depressed, and missed her relatives very much. Yu enters the palace and spends the day with him.

The news spread to everyone in the whole family, and Xue Baochai of Lixiangyuan naturally heard about it. At the same time, he also guessed that the original intention of the concubine Yuan was not just to have someone to accompany her. The most likely thing was to let these two people enter the palace to serve the king , to assist Gu Chong.

Xue Baochai had been looking forward to such an opportunity to climb the dragon and become the phoenix for many years, but it was all in vain. While burning with jealousy, she couldn't help thinking of Daiyu's resolute expression when she broke up with her hairpin that day.

Even Xue Baochai, who is sophisticated and tactful, can see that with Daiyu's expression, there is absolutely no chance of turning around their relationship.

And this woman's fortune is actually better than mine. If she enters the palace, with her unique appearance, talent, and temperament, the status she can reach in the future is beyond my reach.

Thinking of this, Xue Baochai felt sad day and night, as if her heart and chest were pressed down by a big stone, it was extremely heavy, and there was no more peace.

Daiyu knew nothing about her thoughts, and she didn't care, so she went quietly to Sister Feng, Li Wan, etc. to say goodbye, and packed her luggage with the maids below, packing up some ordinary clothes, the relics of the Lin family, and The Phoenix Wuqin presented by King Shui Rong of Beijing Jing, as for other things, they are all sealed up and will not be reviewed again.

The day of leaving the house is coming soon.

Waking up early this morning, Daiyu washed and tidied up, held Xueyan's hand, and went to Jiamu's room. Tanchun dressed up, and brought her servant girl over to bid farewell to her.

Under the watchful eyes of everyone, Mother Jia held Daiyu in one hand and Tanchun in the other, with a sad look on her face, and said with tears in her eyes: "Among my grandchildren, only you two are top-notch, and now you want to leave me. How can I bear it? It's just that the empress is in the deep palace, and she misses her relatives very much, so it's imperative for you to go and accompany the empress well, so that she can take care of her body and live with peace of mind."

Speaking of this, his eyebrows raised lightly, his voice was less whimpering, but more profound: "I knew the dispositions of the two of you, the imperial palace is different from Jia's mansion, after you enter, you have to obey in everything." The arrangement of the empress must never be decided without authorization, let alone disobey the empress, otherwise, the consequences will be unimaginable."

Hearing these words, Tanchun hurriedly lowered his eyebrows and agreed, and Daiyu's lips curled up into a slight smile, no joy, anger, sorrow or joy could be seen on her clear and beautiful face, and she answered without any flaws: "These words, The old lady has already said it once, and Yu'er has already kept it in mind, and she will never dare to forget it."

Mother Jia nodded in satisfaction, she remained silent for a while, her eyes slowly fell behind Daiyu, she raised her hand, pointed at Xueyan slowly, and said hesitantly: "I know, you have a very good relationship with this maid, but it's different now, It seems a little inappropriate to enter the palace with her appearance, why not choose another one who is smart and handsome from among the maids in the mansion."

Mrs. Wang who stood by her side smiled, and said: "Although she is only a maid, but with such an appearance, she will inevitably lose her status as a big girl. It is better to stay in this mansion. I will let people take care of me. Don't let her be wronged."

Xueyan shrank back, her eyes showed a hint of fear, but she didn't dare to speak, she just looked sideways at Daiyu, her expression was full of resignation.

But the smile on Daiyu's lips didn't fade, and she clasped her hands and said, "I understand what the old lady and second aunt mean, but I brought the snow geese from the Lin family. Regardless of life or death, our master and servant will never be separated." After finishing speaking, he quietly lowered his eyes to the ground, and said nothing else.

These words were spoken calmly and indifferently, without any fluctuations in the eyebrows and eyes, but only in this way did Daiyu show her indomitable persistence in her heart.

Facing Daiyu like this, Mother Jia felt that she couldn't say anything else, and thought that the matter was irrelevant. After thinking about it for a while, she finally gave in and said, "Forget it, she's just a maid. Do whatever you want. Anyway, after entering the palace , Your Majesty will definitely arrange other maids, it won't get in the way of anything."

Daiyu didn't say a word, she just bowed slightly as a thank you.

Seeing that Jia's mother had agreed, Mrs. Wang didn't say anything more, but said: "In that case, let's settle it like this."

As he said that, he squinted at Daiyu, and said with a half-smile: "The old lady obeys the eldest lady. If the eldest lady can treat the empress like this after entering the palace, I will feel relieved."

Daiyu pursed her lips lightly, glanced at her, and said calmly: "Second Aunt, don't worry, I have my own sense of what to do."

After saying this, Mrs. Wang ordered people to prepare the car and sedan chair. Mother Jia was silent for a long time, her eyes fixed on Daiyu. Years of light and the remaining thin family affection condensed into one sentence: "Yu'er, take care of yourself." , don't make me worry too much."

Daiyu looked back at her, suppressing all the sorrow and resentment in her heart, her face was as calm as water, she nodded and said: "Yu'er understands." .

Jia's mother also felt bored, so she couldn't say anything more, she just looked sideways at Tanchun, and said gently: "I've already told you what to do, you just have to remember it."

Tanchun quickly nodded, and said nonuo: "Tanchun understands, and will never dare to live up to the old lady's expectations."

After a while, the people below came to report that the carriages and horses were ready and ready to set off. Tanchun and Daiyu gathered their clothes and bowed three times. OK.

Although it is winter, it is clear outside the curtain, the Chinese sedan chair is rolling, and when passing the second gate, looking from a distance, four familiar figures come into view, namely Xiangyun, Feng Jieer, Xichun and Jiahuan.

The carriages and horses stopped beside the four of them. Daiyu looked at them, with a warm feeling in her heart, and nodded to them. Before she could speak, Tanchun in the sedan chair behind her said, "Why did Huan'er come out?" ?”

Jia Huan looked at her coldly, and said indifferently: "You just look down on me, and you are worried that others will see you and gossip about you. Today, it's your own fault. I'm here to see sister Lin off, and it has nothing to do with you."

Tanchun didn't expect him to say these words, his face turned red and white, he was too embarrassed to speak, and after a while he let down the car curtain with a "huo", and fell into silence.

Only then did Sister Feng come up, holding hands tightly with Daiyu, choked with sobs and said, "My sister's fate is so rough, it's really sad. It's a pity that I'm just a superficial beauty in this family, and I can't say a word for my sister."

Daiyu has always attached great importance to love. Although she has gone through wind and rain, she shouldn't have the original intention. Seeing her true feelings at this moment, she can't help but feel sad and unspeakable in her heart. She turned her head and said, "Sister, you don't have to be like this. I understand what you want, and that's enough." .”

Xiangyun stared at Daiyu, raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, smiled sadly, and said slowly: "I hope that my sister's dream will come true and her wish will be fulfilled."

Daiyu understood the deep meaning in her words, nodded, then smiled lightly, and said softly: "There is a long shed for thousands of miles, there is no banquet that never ends, I will go my own way, sister don't have to worry too much."

Hearing this, Xiangyun was even more sad, with tears streaming down his eyes, but he was speechless.

At this time, Xichunxing came up and also held Daiyu's hand, Daiyu frowned slightly, and said, "Fourth younger sister rarely comes out for a walk, today is really an honor."

Xichun looked at her and sighed: "My sister finally walked out of Jia's mansion. It is reasonable to congratulate me, but now I am going to such a difficult place. I really can't make people happy. I have nothing else to say. I just tell my sister to do everything. Be careful, and take care of yourself.”

Daiyu nodded, and the thousands of words in her heart were reduced to one sentence: "If there is a destiny, maybe we can meet again in the future, if there is no destiny, my sister should take care of herself."

As he spoke, holding back his heartache, he turned his head away gently, his bright eyes streaming down slowly on Jia Huan, and said gently: "Brother Huan has made up his mind, I am very pleased, I promised that day that I will do my best to help Jia Huan." Now it seems that your strength is a bit difficult, but fortunately, there is still sister Feng in the Jia family."

Then, he looked at Sister Feng, smiled, and said sincerely: "Sister Feng, Huan'er is alone and helpless. I entrust him to you. I hope you can take good care of him, don't let him be wronged. Don't let the people below bully him."

Sister Feng didn't expect that she was alone, but she was quietly helping Jia Huan. The grief in her eyes grew stronger. She nodded her head in agreement, and said firmly, "I will never forget my sister's trust. Please rest assured my sister."

Jia Huan lowered his head and remained silent for a long time. When he raised his head, tears appeared in his eyes, but his voice was as firm as jade: "For my sister's care, one day, I will realize my ambition and never let my sister disappointment."

Daiyu nodded with a smile. Apart from being gratified, she could see a lot of reluctance from the bottom of the young man's eyes, and there was also a vague admiration, vaguely present, but not superficial.

Daiyu was slightly shocked, but quickly calmed down, and said quietly: "Brother Huan can make progress, I am very happy, but don't do it for me, don't do it for anyone else, your life belongs to you, and you should be responsible for it yourself." , as for me, it will be the same."

Her life already has too many burdens and too many unknowable variables, and she really can't bear any more emotions.

Jia Huan was not a stupid person, but recently he had devoted himself to studying hard, and his mind was more clear and alert. After hearing this, he immediately understood, the brilliance in his eyes gradually dimmed, he lowered his head and did not speak.

Daiyu sighed softly, but she was also speechless, but her heart was like still water, without any fluctuations. She had already done what should be said and done, and the rest was beyond her control.

After a while like this, the snow geese behind her tugged on her lapel and gently reminded: "Girl, we should go."

Daiyu also knew that she couldn't delay any longer, so she nodded slowly, and her eyes passed by the four people standing there one by one. Just as she was about to let the bearers set off, she suddenly heard a man's voice approaching, but it was Baoyu: "Sister Lin, wait a minute."

When the voice fell, the person had already walked over, Daiyu ignored it, but smiled coldly and put down the car curtain.

When Baoyu saw this, he couldn't help being puzzled, and said out of breath: "My good sister, I came here to see you off, why don't you want to meet me?"

Across the sedan chair curtain, Daiyu smiled indifferently, and said softly: "So what if we see you? So what if we don't see you? My cousin and I are already strangers, so let's avoid these pretentious words."

Baoyu stomped her feet again and again, looking anxious, and insisted on begging: "I know, sister Lin has become estranged from me a lot recently, but, unlike in the past, my sister will go to the palace to accompany sister Yuanfei, and it will take a long time before she comes back. , sister, don't be too stubborn, at least let me take a look, don't make me feel sorry."

He was so naive and childish, Daiyu couldn't hold back any longer, and the cold voice slowly came out from her lips, like cold jade slapping lightly: "Regret or not, it's your own business and has nothing to do with me." After saying that, Order the bearer to set off and leave in the dust.

The gate of the mansion has already left, and Jia's mansion, which has lived for ten years, is finally left behind.

Sending to the Hou's family alone, the wind, the sword, the frost, the sword and the sun are pressing against each other.

In the deep boudoir where the Xiang curtain hangs low, tears often wet the brocade sleeves.

From the age of six to 16, the circle of her life was limited to Jia's family, and the days of living under the fence could not escape ridicule, ridicule, grievance and calculation.

At this moment, looking back at the past ten years of life, the hardships and grievances, helplessness and bitterness inside are beyond comprehension, let alone comprehension by outsiders.

In fact, in the past ten years, she has never smiled sincerely, and has never felt a sense of peace.

Jia's mansion is like a big prison, imprisoning people's body and mind. Inside, everyone's hearts only value wealth and glory, and only value the enjoyment of self-interest. As for those family ties, they are thinner than paper.

For their own selfishness, they intrigue, intrigue, scheme against others, and at the same time be schemed by others.

It was so before her arrival, and it won't change afterward.

However, that is their own story.

And she finally walked out of this place. Although the road ahead is unknown and full of thorns, this moment is still something to be thankful for.

Daiyu closed her eyes and smiled sadly.

Before the laughter fell, Xueyan on the side had already looked over, her voice was full of worry: "Girl, what's wrong with you?"

Reaching out to La Daiyu, she choked up a few sobs and said softly: "Girl, I know you can't bear Miss Yun and the others. If you are sad, you might as well cry out."

Daiyu was quiet for a while, then opened her eyes, straightened her clothes, and said proudly: "I won't cry. I have made a decision three days ago. From now on, no matter how hard or sad I am, I won't cry." If I cry again, I have suffered enough, and it is time for others to cry."

She spoke indifferently but firmly, Xueyan was stunned for a moment, then quickly raised her hand, gently wiped away the tears that were about to fall from the corners of her eyes, and also showed a strong expression, nodded and said: "I believe, the girl will be able to do it." of."

Daiyu nodded approvingly, looked up at her, and when she spoke again, there was a sense of guilt in her voice: "You have followed me, you have lived in Jia's house for ten years, and now you are going to enter the palace again. I'm tired of you."

Xueyan shook her head quickly, a smile appeared on the corners of her lips, her words were calm and peaceful, without any disturbance: "Why did the girl say that? I am used to being with girls, as long as I can be with her, no matter what happens in the future, I will feel at ease and happy in my heart." Yes." Daiyu sighed softly, and when she was about to speak again, she might as well shake the sedan chair, Xueyan turned sideways quickly, and put her hand on the brocade box beside her, with a cautious look on her face.

Daiyu couldn't help being curious, and forgot about other things for a moment, she just raised her finger to the brocade box and asked, "What is it that you are so careful about?"

Xueyan raised her lips slightly, and there was a flash of light in her eyes, and she replied: "It's Fengwuqin from Beifu."

Daiyu was slightly stunned, and Fang reached out to take it. When he opened the box to look at it, it was silk-like strings, glowing with light and light, and his thoughts drifted in an instant. The man in the shirt, the curling sound of the piano and the flute, and even the moonlight in his memory, became warm and soft.

He said, the song is the voice of the heart, Miss Lin knows my heart well;

He said, how many people can have a feeling of pity for fallen flowers in the glitzy world?Thinking about it, raising your eyes and looking around, there is only Miss Lin in the vast world.

He said that a woman's life is like a flower blooming and falling. The most important thing is to find someone who cherishes the flower and take care of it carefully, so that this life is not in vain.

In his eyes, there is a clear sense of regret and deep concern.

After such a deep thought, even Daiyu's heart felt melancholy, but she still woke up quickly and closed the brocade box gently.

——The days in Beifu were free and unrestrained, almost without feeling sad, but when I recalled it inadvertently, it has been reflected in my heart and is unforgettable.

But so what?

She will never forget what she is facing in front of her.

In this life, the body is like duckweed, involuntarily, that memory can only be sealed in the bottom of my heart, and that man can only be at the end of the world and be happy separately.

that is it.

Volume Two: From Cocoon to Butterfly