The Fate of the Red Chamber
Chapter 88: The only time when the world is old and old is now
It is said that Daiyu was wandering in the bamboo forest, and suddenly heard someone calling her, but there was no one, she couldn't help being surprised, Xueyan and Bixiang hurriedly protected her in the middle.
The three of them nervously patrolled in all directions, the bamboo in front of them rustled, and a sapphire blue shadow appeared in an instant.With fluttering black hair, red lips and white teeth, smiles filled the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, and a folding fan of purple sandalwood bone in his hand made him look even more plump and handsome, like an immortal descending from the earth in such a bamboo forest.
"Hanxiang has seen the prince." After being stunned for a moment, Daiyu has already shortened her body to salute.
"Do you always have to be so polite to me?" In the silent bamboo forest, there were only the occasional chirping of birds and the sound of the wind. At this moment, he really didn't want to talk and act with her in a clinging manner.In such a brisk environment, shouldn't she be more casual, or she always regarded him as a stranger in her heart.
polite?Have it?They have only met a few times in total, so how does he want her to treat him?Daiyu was just surprised, isn't this prince Liu always respectful, why is he berating her now?
She was so confused and puzzled, rolling her incomparably smart and beautiful eyes, pausing on him, there was no flattery or admiration that other women would have flashed in her eyes, just surprise.He didn't know whether he should be happy or disappointed.Doesn't he just like her for being different, and he also wants her to be as seductive to him as other women.
Liu Xuan finally laughed loudly, and clasped one hand on a thin bamboo, and asked in a low voice: "Does Hanxiang like bamboo?"
Hanxiang is not the princess.
Daiyu became more and more surprised, Prince Liu seemed to be a little bit wrong today, and actually changed his words to her.But Hanxiang was bestowed by the Empress Dowager, so there is nothing wrong with him calling her that way, as long as she is not called by her original name, she is acceptable.
"Yes, I like it very much. Where is the prince?"
"I have liked it since I was a child. My father gave the Jade Bamboo Pavilion to my concubine. The Jade Bamboo Pavilion is full of bamboos of various colors. I love to go there to sit there in my spare time, watch my concubine paint, listen to birdsong, and listen to The rustling of bamboo leaves, all the exhaustion dissipated. Later, my mother and concubine passed away due to illness, and my father also locked the Yuzhu Pavilion, and even I was not allowed to enter. Sometimes, I always want to climb in outside the wall , but I dare not, I am afraid, I am afraid that if there is no voice and smile of the concubine mother, there will no longer be Yuzhu Pavilion there.
Many years passed in a flash, and Yuzhuxuan became a remote place, where my mother and concubine were buried and my childhood was buried.
However, my love for bamboo has never changed, but I often dare not go in alone.Oddly enough, I just wanted to go in and have a sit, when I heard your footsteps. "At first, he was looking for a rare ray of light under the layers of bamboo forest, but later he stared at Daiyu with such eagerness and longing. He never talked about such past events and preferences in front of anyone, but Dudu is willing to be defenseless in front of her.
The ignorance of the unknown gradually became clear, and Daiyu understood some things without saying anything. She was never stupid, and once she was given a little hint, she would understand.Footsteps, you don't need to see people, you don't need to hear voices, you can identify a person only by the sound of footsteps, which must be extremely familiar or impressive.
Daiyu's face was blushing quietly, her brows were downcast, she dared not look at her, she never dealt with such occasions.What's more, she didn't intend to, twisting the handkerchief with her little hand, biting the corner of her lips, and said: "Han Xiang has to take a step ahead. Goodbye, my lord."
After finishing speaking, she turned around hastily, wanting to escape.
But the feet were too fast, the body was unstable, the moss was slippery, the embroidered shoes slipped, and the person slipped forward.Unexpectedly, such a change suddenly occurred, Daiyu was so shocked that her face turned pale, and she desperately tried to catch the snow geese with both hands.
Liu Xuan hadn't had time to be disappointed when he noticed the strangeness in her, before thinking too much about it, someone had already passed by, gently grabbed her slender waist in his hands, and the two of them took a turn before they stood still.
"Miss." The voices of Xueyan and Bixiang both sounded like weeping, the young lady was talking to the prince, their slaves did not dare to get too close, they waited three steps away, they did not expect that Daiyu would be slipped suddenly.
Daiyu's chest was still rising and falling, she was holding Liu Xuan's arm tightly, her face was pale, and it took a long time to calm down.Realizing his gaffe, he quickly let go, withdrew from Liu Xuan's embrace, and said in a low voice: "Hanxiang, thank you lord for your help." He wanted to help the maid's hand and leave.Here, it's too ambiguous, she doesn't like it.
After walking a few steps, Mo Han's anxious call sounded not far from the forest: "Sister, sister, where are you? Xueyan, sister?"
Baochai's half-naked snow-white body and her shy and timid demeanor instantly filled Daiyu's mind.She knew that all of this had nothing to do with her elder brother, but she was just unhappy, and when she thought that Baochai might have become her elder brother's person, her heart felt so dull and painful that she couldn't extricate herself from it.
Even if there is no Baochai, there will be others in the future who will take care of my brother and protect him day and night. The place of my brother belongs to other women, and it is no longer a place where she can walk around at will.Even the elder brother belonged to someone else, and she could only get the little favor he gave to other women.She doesn't want it, she doesn't allow it, she will be very painful, she really hopes that her brother belongs to her, but she can't.
Mo Han's voice was far away and near, one after another, full of anxiety and fear.
Daiyu really wanted to go out, she really wanted to throw herself into her brother's arms desperately, but she couldn't.That person was never hers, it belonged to someone else.His kindness to her and his love for her are only temporary, just like father and mother, they are all temporary, and one day they will go away from her.
If I had known today, why did you treat me so well, making me think I could rely on you forever?Daiyu questioned Mo Han and herself over and over in her heart.
Liu Xuan was about to agree, but happened to find that something was wrong with Daiyu, so he paused.Xueyan Bixiang has been with Daiyu for many years, and the master can often guess what he is thinking, this time he must be angry with the uncle.
After a while, Mo Han's voice disappeared, and Daiyu just felt empty, with no place to rest, and regretted that she was angry just now, and everyone left this time.
Unhappily, the four followed each other out of the bamboo forest.Daiyu secretly looked around, and sure enough there was no sign of her brother, could it be that he didn't look for her anymore, or he really didn't want her anymore.
The glare of the sun made them unable to open their eyes, and the heat rushed towards their faces. Daiyu, who was already weak and tired, felt a little dizzy and soft after being exposed to the sun.
Liu Xuan watched intently, Daiyu's complexion looked pale and weak under the scorching sun, and she was heartbroken, and asked softly: "Miss Lin, let me take you back, is it okay for you to be so afraid?"
Daiyu shook her head slightly, and said with a wry smile: "It's okay, thank you for your trouble, my lord." She turned away to avoid Liu Xuan's approaching hands.
"Liu Xuan, you bastard." There was a thunder on the ground, and the anger came to the sky.
I searched most of the summer resorts, but I couldn't find my sister. It turned out that the bastard Liu Xuan hid her in the bamboo forest. He didn't know what he wanted to do, bully her sister.Even if I, Lin Mohan, have something to ask for your help, I will never allow you to bully my sister.
Mo Han's willow eyebrows stood on end, veins popped out on his forehead, his fists were clenched tightly, he rushed over a few steps, grabbed Liu Xuan's skirt with one hand, swung a punch with the other, and then punched directly at the door.
When Liu Xuan didn't react at all due to the sudden change, he was beaten a bit blindfolded, and blood came out of his nose after a few blows, and it was only then that he saw clearly that it was Mo Han.I don't know where I offended him, but he is a prince, and he has never been beaten by someone grabbing his clothes like this, so he became angry and dodged away, refusing to let Mo Han beat him in vain.
But in an instant, the two rolled to the ground, and you punched me.
Daiyu and Xueyan were stunned, it was so sudden that they didn't understand what happened.Seeing that the fight between the two was getting worse and worse, Daiyu panicked, shouted loudly: "Brother, stop fighting. Prince, you can talk after you get up."
How could Mo Han listen at this moment, his heart was filled with the injury of someone touching his most beloved thing, and he just wanted to give him a good beating to vent his anger.
Seeing that Daiyu stopped her, Liu Xuan couldn't fight back anymore, and shouted: "Lin Mohan, why are you crazy? Can't you talk well if you have something to say?"
"What's there to say, you bullied my sister."
The two rolled into a ball again.Daiyu was so anxious that she wanted to cry, but the three weak girls didn't dare to go forward and forcefully pull, so she continued to shout: "Brother, let the prince go quickly. If you do this again, I will be angry?"
Daiyu originally wanted to stop Mo Han first, but unexpectedly this sentence touched Mo Han's heart. My sister is helping Liu Xuan. Could it be that Liu Xuan hid her sister just now, but my sister voluntarily, and my sister fell in love with him?
Heartbroken and wronged, Mo Han became a little unscrupulous, stopped his hands and looked at Daiyu coldly and asked, "Are you in love with him?" At this moment, he is just a wounded man who has returned to his original nature. , completely forgot the rules here, forgot that Daiyu is the daughter of the boudoir, how could she ever hear such a bastard talk.
"You, you? You're bad." Daiyu's face was flushed with anger, tears were streaming down her face, and she poured out her words from the bottom of her heart: "I, who am I with is none of your business? You are just my brother, as long as you take care of me." I'll just grow up, and you don't have to worry about these things? Why do you have to be so good to me, why do you have to think about everything for me all the time, and why do you treat me better than my own brother. Daddy entrusted me to you, you As long as you can save face, why do you have to be so nice to me.
I don't want you to take care of my affairs in the future, just take good care of your Miss Xue, marry your sister-in-law early, and inherit the incense for our Lin family as soon as possible. After she finished speaking, Daiyu choked with anger, and every time she said a sentence, she regretted it to death, wishing to bite off her tongue, but she couldn't control it and said the next sentence.
In fact, what she thought was not like this at all, but when she said it, it changed completely. She just wanted his promise, but what she heard was all questioning.She really felt that she was an asshole to the extreme to say such a thing.She couldn't take back the water splashed by what she said, so she could only cry silently like a child who admitted her mistake, not daring to look into Mo Han's eyes.
Why should I be nice to you?I am your brother?Why?Why?
At some point, Mo Han had let go of Liu Xuan, staggered to his feet, and staggered towards him, like a wounded beast that couldn't find a way out.
The heart full of love and lovesickness, and all the pain and despair at this moment finally forced him to express his affection that he had thought about for a long time and hated for a long time: "Why should I be so nice to you? Why should I be so nice to you?" ?Why should I meddle in your business?
Because, because I like you.Do you know that I like you.It's not that my brother likes my sister, but I, Lin Mohan, like Lin Daiyu, you know?I am happier than you when you are happy, and I am more sad than you when you are sad. I wish I could take every bit of injury you suffered for you. I am willing to do things that make you happy even if I die.
do you understand?As long as it is for you, I am willing to die.
Every day and every night, I tell myself bitterly, I am your elder brother, and I cannot have any other feelings for you.But I can't do it, every time I see you, thousands of determinations are gone, I don't want to care about morality or ethics.I just want to be with you, not to take care of you temporarily as an elder brother. I want to be with you for the rest of my life, sharing every moment of your joy and sorrow, every bit of your sickness and health.
Yes, I am your brother, and I love you so hard.
I often think, if I hadn't met you, it would be great if I wasn't the stepson of the Lin family, wouldn't it be so painful for me?
But, I can't.Without you, what is the point of living in this world for me, Lin Mohan? Without you, Lin Daiyu, why should I stay here and live a life that I hate.So, going to heaven and earth, being scolded by all kinds of people in the world, and being scorched by the flames of hell, I am also glad that we met.Even if our acquaintance was a mistake, I hope to be able to make a more thorough mistake. "
Sometimes violent, sometimes lyrical, sometimes angry, sometimes tender, just like the sudden thunder in summer, and like a faint ray of sunshine in heavy rain.Just that, gently, bit by bit, broke Daiyu's heart, and the overwhelming joy of rubbing her to pieces devoured her reason, her strength and forbearance.
As if an invisible hand was grabbing her throat and her chest, she couldn't say a word, let alone what to say?How can she bear the words of condemnation; how can she bear the ruthless break.What's more, she knew that at that moment she saw the splendor and beauty that she had never seen before.Even if all of this is wrong, as he said, how much she hopes to continue being wrong like this.
Tears fell down her cheeks drop by drop and dripped into the soil. She even felt the scorching heat, which made her feel like crying out for pain but was so happy.
Daiyu's silence was a fatal blow to Mo Han.How long has he been afraid, how long has he been afraid, when he released himself in front of Daiyu, he was anxious and anxious, as if he was about to swallow him up.He is no longer that high-ranking person who looks at history with a smile. For her, he cruelly fell himself into the abyss of eternal doom; for her, he abandoned his dignity and himself.
And her tears seemed to be an accusation against him, that he had betrayed his promise to himself, and he had never been so unconfident as he is now.In front of her, he was just an ordinary man, a hurt man who was afraid of losing what he loved.
He felt that he was about to collapse, and he knew that he couldn't stand her rejection no matter what, he would rather turn around and leave.So, with his last persistence, he turned around and turned his head, but couldn't move.
Daiyu was really scared, afraid that he would leave her, afraid that he would leave her alone, afraid that she would never see the person who appeared thousands of times in her sleep.
"Brother. Brother. Brother." When she spoke, she hesitated, then became firm, and in the end she had unstoppable courage. For the first time, she felt a courage in her heart that did not match her weak appearance.
She forgot all about morality, brothers and sisters, and curses. She just wanted to fall into his arms and keep him until the end of time.So, Daiyu ran towards him at a speed that surpassed hers, bumped into his back, and tightly wrapped her arms around his waist.When it hit him, there was a slight pain, and it was even more reassuring that made her dizzy.
Yes, she ran to herself and threw herself into her arms.For the first time, Mo Han knew that she could bring him destructive happiness, and his strong heartbeat returned to his chest.
He broke her tight little hand, turned to face her, and rubbed her into his body.He couldn't leave his back to her.
The low sobs and hot shoulders confirmed that all this was not his dream, but a real existence, and his sister did not push him away.
The two hug each other tightly, the bamboo forest, the scorching sun, the snow geese, and Liu Xuan all become air, unable to enter their hearts, because they only have each other in their hearts.
Xueyan and Bixiang received the strongest impact ever. They were so scared that they didn't dare to look at it, but couldn't help but want to look at it.As servant girls, even if they are completely trusted by their master, they also know that such things are beyond their comprehension.What's more, right now, apart from being shocked, the two of them really have no second thoughts.
Liu Xuan was still sitting on the ground, when Mo Han spoke, he was stunned, followed by despair.Perhaps the most feared thing in his subconscious had happened. He believed that he could defeat any other man, but he couldn't defeat him.He used to be so thankful that they were brother and sister, but now he hates it so much, it is the false name of brother and sister that gave Mo Han the opportunity to capture Daiyu's heart over time.
Yes, this is a false name.He often warned himself to be careful of Mo Han, but he didn't think about Daiyu. He thought he would protect his heart for the sake of etiquette, but he didn't expect that he could be desperate for her.
The two people embracing each other is such a beautiful picture, no one can bear to destroy it.But under such a scorching sun, everyone experienced the coldness of the coming wind and rain.
The three of them nervously patrolled in all directions, the bamboo in front of them rustled, and a sapphire blue shadow appeared in an instant.With fluttering black hair, red lips and white teeth, smiles filled the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, and a folding fan of purple sandalwood bone in his hand made him look even more plump and handsome, like an immortal descending from the earth in such a bamboo forest.
"Hanxiang has seen the prince." After being stunned for a moment, Daiyu has already shortened her body to salute.
"Do you always have to be so polite to me?" In the silent bamboo forest, there were only the occasional chirping of birds and the sound of the wind. At this moment, he really didn't want to talk and act with her in a clinging manner.In such a brisk environment, shouldn't she be more casual, or she always regarded him as a stranger in her heart.
polite?Have it?They have only met a few times in total, so how does he want her to treat him?Daiyu was just surprised, isn't this prince Liu always respectful, why is he berating her now?
She was so confused and puzzled, rolling her incomparably smart and beautiful eyes, pausing on him, there was no flattery or admiration that other women would have flashed in her eyes, just surprise.He didn't know whether he should be happy or disappointed.Doesn't he just like her for being different, and he also wants her to be as seductive to him as other women.
Liu Xuan finally laughed loudly, and clasped one hand on a thin bamboo, and asked in a low voice: "Does Hanxiang like bamboo?"
Hanxiang is not the princess.
Daiyu became more and more surprised, Prince Liu seemed to be a little bit wrong today, and actually changed his words to her.But Hanxiang was bestowed by the Empress Dowager, so there is nothing wrong with him calling her that way, as long as she is not called by her original name, she is acceptable.
"Yes, I like it very much. Where is the prince?"
"I have liked it since I was a child. My father gave the Jade Bamboo Pavilion to my concubine. The Jade Bamboo Pavilion is full of bamboos of various colors. I love to go there to sit there in my spare time, watch my concubine paint, listen to birdsong, and listen to The rustling of bamboo leaves, all the exhaustion dissipated. Later, my mother and concubine passed away due to illness, and my father also locked the Yuzhu Pavilion, and even I was not allowed to enter. Sometimes, I always want to climb in outside the wall , but I dare not, I am afraid, I am afraid that if there is no voice and smile of the concubine mother, there will no longer be Yuzhu Pavilion there.
Many years passed in a flash, and Yuzhuxuan became a remote place, where my mother and concubine were buried and my childhood was buried.
However, my love for bamboo has never changed, but I often dare not go in alone.Oddly enough, I just wanted to go in and have a sit, when I heard your footsteps. "At first, he was looking for a rare ray of light under the layers of bamboo forest, but later he stared at Daiyu with such eagerness and longing. He never talked about such past events and preferences in front of anyone, but Dudu is willing to be defenseless in front of her.
The ignorance of the unknown gradually became clear, and Daiyu understood some things without saying anything. She was never stupid, and once she was given a little hint, she would understand.Footsteps, you don't need to see people, you don't need to hear voices, you can identify a person only by the sound of footsteps, which must be extremely familiar or impressive.
Daiyu's face was blushing quietly, her brows were downcast, she dared not look at her, she never dealt with such occasions.What's more, she didn't intend to, twisting the handkerchief with her little hand, biting the corner of her lips, and said: "Han Xiang has to take a step ahead. Goodbye, my lord."
After finishing speaking, she turned around hastily, wanting to escape.
But the feet were too fast, the body was unstable, the moss was slippery, the embroidered shoes slipped, and the person slipped forward.Unexpectedly, such a change suddenly occurred, Daiyu was so shocked that her face turned pale, and she desperately tried to catch the snow geese with both hands.
Liu Xuan hadn't had time to be disappointed when he noticed the strangeness in her, before thinking too much about it, someone had already passed by, gently grabbed her slender waist in his hands, and the two of them took a turn before they stood still.
"Miss." The voices of Xueyan and Bixiang both sounded like weeping, the young lady was talking to the prince, their slaves did not dare to get too close, they waited three steps away, they did not expect that Daiyu would be slipped suddenly.
Daiyu's chest was still rising and falling, she was holding Liu Xuan's arm tightly, her face was pale, and it took a long time to calm down.Realizing his gaffe, he quickly let go, withdrew from Liu Xuan's embrace, and said in a low voice: "Hanxiang, thank you lord for your help." He wanted to help the maid's hand and leave.Here, it's too ambiguous, she doesn't like it.
After walking a few steps, Mo Han's anxious call sounded not far from the forest: "Sister, sister, where are you? Xueyan, sister?"
Baochai's half-naked snow-white body and her shy and timid demeanor instantly filled Daiyu's mind.She knew that all of this had nothing to do with her elder brother, but she was just unhappy, and when she thought that Baochai might have become her elder brother's person, her heart felt so dull and painful that she couldn't extricate herself from it.
Even if there is no Baochai, there will be others in the future who will take care of my brother and protect him day and night. The place of my brother belongs to other women, and it is no longer a place where she can walk around at will.Even the elder brother belonged to someone else, and she could only get the little favor he gave to other women.She doesn't want it, she doesn't allow it, she will be very painful, she really hopes that her brother belongs to her, but she can't.
Mo Han's voice was far away and near, one after another, full of anxiety and fear.
Daiyu really wanted to go out, she really wanted to throw herself into her brother's arms desperately, but she couldn't.That person was never hers, it belonged to someone else.His kindness to her and his love for her are only temporary, just like father and mother, they are all temporary, and one day they will go away from her.
If I had known today, why did you treat me so well, making me think I could rely on you forever?Daiyu questioned Mo Han and herself over and over in her heart.
Liu Xuan was about to agree, but happened to find that something was wrong with Daiyu, so he paused.Xueyan Bixiang has been with Daiyu for many years, and the master can often guess what he is thinking, this time he must be angry with the uncle.
After a while, Mo Han's voice disappeared, and Daiyu just felt empty, with no place to rest, and regretted that she was angry just now, and everyone left this time.
Unhappily, the four followed each other out of the bamboo forest.Daiyu secretly looked around, and sure enough there was no sign of her brother, could it be that he didn't look for her anymore, or he really didn't want her anymore.
The glare of the sun made them unable to open their eyes, and the heat rushed towards their faces. Daiyu, who was already weak and tired, felt a little dizzy and soft after being exposed to the sun.
Liu Xuan watched intently, Daiyu's complexion looked pale and weak under the scorching sun, and she was heartbroken, and asked softly: "Miss Lin, let me take you back, is it okay for you to be so afraid?"
Daiyu shook her head slightly, and said with a wry smile: "It's okay, thank you for your trouble, my lord." She turned away to avoid Liu Xuan's approaching hands.
"Liu Xuan, you bastard." There was a thunder on the ground, and the anger came to the sky.
I searched most of the summer resorts, but I couldn't find my sister. It turned out that the bastard Liu Xuan hid her in the bamboo forest. He didn't know what he wanted to do, bully her sister.Even if I, Lin Mohan, have something to ask for your help, I will never allow you to bully my sister.
Mo Han's willow eyebrows stood on end, veins popped out on his forehead, his fists were clenched tightly, he rushed over a few steps, grabbed Liu Xuan's skirt with one hand, swung a punch with the other, and then punched directly at the door.
When Liu Xuan didn't react at all due to the sudden change, he was beaten a bit blindfolded, and blood came out of his nose after a few blows, and it was only then that he saw clearly that it was Mo Han.I don't know where I offended him, but he is a prince, and he has never been beaten by someone grabbing his clothes like this, so he became angry and dodged away, refusing to let Mo Han beat him in vain.
But in an instant, the two rolled to the ground, and you punched me.
Daiyu and Xueyan were stunned, it was so sudden that they didn't understand what happened.Seeing that the fight between the two was getting worse and worse, Daiyu panicked, shouted loudly: "Brother, stop fighting. Prince, you can talk after you get up."
How could Mo Han listen at this moment, his heart was filled with the injury of someone touching his most beloved thing, and he just wanted to give him a good beating to vent his anger.
Seeing that Daiyu stopped her, Liu Xuan couldn't fight back anymore, and shouted: "Lin Mohan, why are you crazy? Can't you talk well if you have something to say?"
"What's there to say, you bullied my sister."
The two rolled into a ball again.Daiyu was so anxious that she wanted to cry, but the three weak girls didn't dare to go forward and forcefully pull, so she continued to shout: "Brother, let the prince go quickly. If you do this again, I will be angry?"
Daiyu originally wanted to stop Mo Han first, but unexpectedly this sentence touched Mo Han's heart. My sister is helping Liu Xuan. Could it be that Liu Xuan hid her sister just now, but my sister voluntarily, and my sister fell in love with him?
Heartbroken and wronged, Mo Han became a little unscrupulous, stopped his hands and looked at Daiyu coldly and asked, "Are you in love with him?" At this moment, he is just a wounded man who has returned to his original nature. , completely forgot the rules here, forgot that Daiyu is the daughter of the boudoir, how could she ever hear such a bastard talk.
"You, you? You're bad." Daiyu's face was flushed with anger, tears were streaming down her face, and she poured out her words from the bottom of her heart: "I, who am I with is none of your business? You are just my brother, as long as you take care of me." I'll just grow up, and you don't have to worry about these things? Why do you have to be so good to me, why do you have to think about everything for me all the time, and why do you treat me better than my own brother. Daddy entrusted me to you, you As long as you can save face, why do you have to be so nice to me.
I don't want you to take care of my affairs in the future, just take good care of your Miss Xue, marry your sister-in-law early, and inherit the incense for our Lin family as soon as possible. After she finished speaking, Daiyu choked with anger, and every time she said a sentence, she regretted it to death, wishing to bite off her tongue, but she couldn't control it and said the next sentence.
In fact, what she thought was not like this at all, but when she said it, it changed completely. She just wanted his promise, but what she heard was all questioning.She really felt that she was an asshole to the extreme to say such a thing.She couldn't take back the water splashed by what she said, so she could only cry silently like a child who admitted her mistake, not daring to look into Mo Han's eyes.
Why should I be nice to you?I am your brother?Why?Why?
At some point, Mo Han had let go of Liu Xuan, staggered to his feet, and staggered towards him, like a wounded beast that couldn't find a way out.
The heart full of love and lovesickness, and all the pain and despair at this moment finally forced him to express his affection that he had thought about for a long time and hated for a long time: "Why should I be so nice to you? Why should I be so nice to you?" ?Why should I meddle in your business?
Because, because I like you.Do you know that I like you.It's not that my brother likes my sister, but I, Lin Mohan, like Lin Daiyu, you know?I am happier than you when you are happy, and I am more sad than you when you are sad. I wish I could take every bit of injury you suffered for you. I am willing to do things that make you happy even if I die.
do you understand?As long as it is for you, I am willing to die.
Every day and every night, I tell myself bitterly, I am your elder brother, and I cannot have any other feelings for you.But I can't do it, every time I see you, thousands of determinations are gone, I don't want to care about morality or ethics.I just want to be with you, not to take care of you temporarily as an elder brother. I want to be with you for the rest of my life, sharing every moment of your joy and sorrow, every bit of your sickness and health.
Yes, I am your brother, and I love you so hard.
I often think, if I hadn't met you, it would be great if I wasn't the stepson of the Lin family, wouldn't it be so painful for me?
But, I can't.Without you, what is the point of living in this world for me, Lin Mohan? Without you, Lin Daiyu, why should I stay here and live a life that I hate.So, going to heaven and earth, being scolded by all kinds of people in the world, and being scorched by the flames of hell, I am also glad that we met.Even if our acquaintance was a mistake, I hope to be able to make a more thorough mistake. "
Sometimes violent, sometimes lyrical, sometimes angry, sometimes tender, just like the sudden thunder in summer, and like a faint ray of sunshine in heavy rain.Just that, gently, bit by bit, broke Daiyu's heart, and the overwhelming joy of rubbing her to pieces devoured her reason, her strength and forbearance.
As if an invisible hand was grabbing her throat and her chest, she couldn't say a word, let alone what to say?How can she bear the words of condemnation; how can she bear the ruthless break.What's more, she knew that at that moment she saw the splendor and beauty that she had never seen before.Even if all of this is wrong, as he said, how much she hopes to continue being wrong like this.
Tears fell down her cheeks drop by drop and dripped into the soil. She even felt the scorching heat, which made her feel like crying out for pain but was so happy.
Daiyu's silence was a fatal blow to Mo Han.How long has he been afraid, how long has he been afraid, when he released himself in front of Daiyu, he was anxious and anxious, as if he was about to swallow him up.He is no longer that high-ranking person who looks at history with a smile. For her, he cruelly fell himself into the abyss of eternal doom; for her, he abandoned his dignity and himself.
And her tears seemed to be an accusation against him, that he had betrayed his promise to himself, and he had never been so unconfident as he is now.In front of her, he was just an ordinary man, a hurt man who was afraid of losing what he loved.
He felt that he was about to collapse, and he knew that he couldn't stand her rejection no matter what, he would rather turn around and leave.So, with his last persistence, he turned around and turned his head, but couldn't move.
Daiyu was really scared, afraid that he would leave her, afraid that he would leave her alone, afraid that she would never see the person who appeared thousands of times in her sleep.
"Brother. Brother. Brother." When she spoke, she hesitated, then became firm, and in the end she had unstoppable courage. For the first time, she felt a courage in her heart that did not match her weak appearance.
She forgot all about morality, brothers and sisters, and curses. She just wanted to fall into his arms and keep him until the end of time.So, Daiyu ran towards him at a speed that surpassed hers, bumped into his back, and tightly wrapped her arms around his waist.When it hit him, there was a slight pain, and it was even more reassuring that made her dizzy.
Yes, she ran to herself and threw herself into her arms.For the first time, Mo Han knew that she could bring him destructive happiness, and his strong heartbeat returned to his chest.
He broke her tight little hand, turned to face her, and rubbed her into his body.He couldn't leave his back to her.
The low sobs and hot shoulders confirmed that all this was not his dream, but a real existence, and his sister did not push him away.
The two hug each other tightly, the bamboo forest, the scorching sun, the snow geese, and Liu Xuan all become air, unable to enter their hearts, because they only have each other in their hearts.
Xueyan and Bixiang received the strongest impact ever. They were so scared that they didn't dare to look at it, but couldn't help but want to look at it.As servant girls, even if they are completely trusted by their master, they also know that such things are beyond their comprehension.What's more, right now, apart from being shocked, the two of them really have no second thoughts.
Liu Xuan was still sitting on the ground, when Mo Han spoke, he was stunned, followed by despair.Perhaps the most feared thing in his subconscious had happened. He believed that he could defeat any other man, but he couldn't defeat him.He used to be so thankful that they were brother and sister, but now he hates it so much, it is the false name of brother and sister that gave Mo Han the opportunity to capture Daiyu's heart over time.
Yes, this is a false name.He often warned himself to be careful of Mo Han, but he didn't think about Daiyu. He thought he would protect his heart for the sake of etiquette, but he didn't expect that he could be desperate for her.
The two people embracing each other is such a beautiful picture, no one can bear to destroy it.But under such a scorching sun, everyone experienced the coldness of the coming wind and rain.
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