The first half of my life Yu He Nanping

An outdoor seat at the Wooloomooloo Prime Tsim Sha Tsui store in Hong Kong.

"Such a good wine?" He Han tasted the red wine, a little surprised, "Actually, it doesn't have to be."

"Apology wine is always better." Tang Jing seemed to be in a good mood, with a thin blue sweater draped over her shoulders.

He Han was very relaxed, "I didn't expect that she would tell the truth in such a situation."

"Yeah, I didn't expect that, just so suddenly, it can be regarded as solving a knot between us for so long." Tang Jing's eyes were soft, and she smiled gracefully.

He Han felt a sense of relief, "Actually, it's been so long, it doesn't matter if you don't understand it; I am no longer who I was ten years ago, and you are no longer who you were ten years ago." With Tang Jing clink.

Tang Jing's smile was somewhat bitter at this time, but she still drank the wine "Vivian has been coming and going by your side all these years, but suddenly said that she stopped playing and gave up... I think I should apologize to you, This is something that is very important to me.”

He Han smiled indifferently, "If you hadn't misunderstood my relationship with her at that time, and had a cold war with me, maybe we would have been married long ago; but then again, over the years, some of our mutual friends have gotten married and some Divorced, some are sick or even gone, but we can still sit together as friends, taste such good red wine together, and explain past misunderstandings together, it’s really good.”

"What about ten years later? Can we still eat and drink together like this?" Tang Jing kept smiling and asked lightly.

After hearing what she said, He Han raised his glass, and after signaling, he drank the wine in the glass.

Tang Jing also looked at the beautiful night view of Hong Kong in the distance.

"Do you really think it's Vivian who has been standing between us for so many years?" Tang Jing put one hand on her lap and the other on the table. I am too busy, or what singleness, unmarriageism, the most important reason is because you don't love me that much at all!"

He Han listened to her words with a somewhat serious expression, and smiled a little after she finished speaking, "You are not the same either."

Tang Jing's expression was complicated because of this sentence, she was a little bit surprised, surprised that he would think so much about her feelings for him, a little bit disappointed, disappointed that they have been strangers for ten years, and even a little bit angry, angry that he didn't understand at all How deep is my feeling for him "I am a woman, do I have to bow down in front of you and ask when you are willing to marry me back home?"

He Han lowered his eyes slightly.

"Maybe some women can do this, as long as they are married and promised, they can do anything." Tang Jing straightened her back, "I came to Hong Kong because this is my last self-help, I don't want to see you together, show Your tacit understanding and love, I don’t want to be by your side like this, pretending to be friends, for ten years, 20 years, pretending to enjoy eating and drinking, feeling life; and I’m leaving like this, it’s also a kind of relief for you, lest you have to be strangled Give me as many explanations as you can, and give her many explanations."

"There is no need to explain." He Han shook his head slightly, "Just like I am eating and drinking with you now, she knows; Tang Jing, you know, you are angry because of that photo, I felt a little proud at first, but I didn’t have such thoughts at all later, and I even think that you are angry because of that photo, not because you are jealous, but because you never trusted me.”

"Trust?" Tang Jing seemed to find it funny, "I have known you for ten years, and I have trusted you too many times." And you let me down every time, how can I trust you again.

"Your distrust is not because I'm not trustworthy, but because you don't have the confidence to trust me at all." He Han knew it was cruel to say this, but now he is saying it for this reason "Yes, we have known each other for ten years, but it seems ,Pity."

"It's a pity." Tang Jing smiled bitterly, spending ten years by mistake, "I know that even if I say I want to leave, you won't keep me."

"But I will miss you." He Han said the truth.

Tang Jing's smile faded, "Remembering is the most perfunctory way of saying it; I think you used all means to keep people who went to the United States to recuperate." Without comparison, she wouldn't be in such pain. It's not the comparison, but the fact That's it.

He Han also smiled wryly: Is it a perfunctory thing to worry about?That's just what you think.

"It's better to write off the past than to be missed by you when you have nothing to do, or to forget about me long ago." Tang Jing said ruthlessly.

He Han looked at Tang Jing, who was looking far away, and had already expected this result, but his words were indeed hurtful, "Tang Jing, you said you wanted to leave, but I didn't keep you, because I am no longer qualified to keep you In other words, to restrain you, you have already made a decision at the engagement banquet, and then you said you broke up in Jiangzi, can it be that you are only allowed to be proud of everything, and you can only announce the beginning and end, and leave nothing for me Room to discuss and linger?"

Tang Jing turned her eyes, and the night breeze blew her short hair slightly. She looked at He Han with a wine glass in her hand: Why don't you understand, I just want your sincerity! "Isn't it your wish to say that breaking up?" She still has this tacit understanding, and he left himself the last bit of self-esteem; the breakup after engagement is said to be yourself, but in fact it is you who really wants to break up!You broke up with me at the so-called graduation banquet.

"I listened to your pride, and thank you for breaking up." He Han also wanted to take advantage of this time to spread out the ten years of each other. You will be sad, restless, and hesitant, but you can't see it at all. You don't allow yourself to have this kind of pessimism that wastes time, so I can't have it; but now I think this kind of emotion is not a waste of time, but seeing the most important thing in your heart. An inevitable step for people and things."

Tang Jing took a sip of red wine by herself, drank it all, put the empty wine glass on the table, and poured herself a glass: the most important person!

"Over the past ten years, it's not that we haven't broken up. Every time we separate, as long as you are willing to come back, I will be there whenever, wherever, and this is what I think is liberation. I also think that the relationship between people is the longest love. No, that’s it.” Let you fly, and I’ve been saying, “I think that I may not be able to do the kind of vigorous love and commitment, or the well-known lively scenes and sweet words.”

"But you did it now." Tang Jing stroked the slender stem of the wine glass between her fingers, "You can't wait to let everyone know that she is back. The party arrangement is lively. Many people have told me that you are intimate , It’s not like you just met for a few months; you can’t do this for me; you can do it for the woman you love the most, and you are very willing to do it without hesitation.”

He Han nodded, acknowledging her accusation, "It's more than that, I've already thought about it, as long as she is willing, I will take everything I have to marry and spend the rest of my life with her; Tang Jing, I accept you I also accept your breakup; this is also an important reason why I came to the appointment."

Tang Jing stared straight at him, "Just because she is your first love?!"

"Not all." The years they've been apart aren't fake.

"It's more because the person you love is her, right!" Tang Jing gave the reason he hadn't said yet, and toasted him.

He Han couldn't argue, he clinked glasses politely, and he drank his own glass of wine: He didn't want to involve Nan Nan too much in this conversation.

"If there is one of us who is not so proud and reserved, maybe it won't be her turn to change anything, or she will have to become the same person as Ling Ling?!" Tang Jing smiled lightly, with a smile To cover up the pain of being torn in my heart "This is destiny!" It is destiny that she will return to your arms, it is destiny that we have been together for ten years or we broke up, and it is destiny that you do not belong to me "When will you come to Hong Kong next time? , remember to tell me." As friends, their ten years were not worth the appearance of a woman, and she felt sorry for herself.

"Of course!" He Han picked up the wine vessel and poured a glass for her, and also for himself, picked up the wine glass, "I wish you all the best."

"Thank you." Tang Jing couldn't say the same thing to him, if everything goes well, will they get married soon?

He Han drank and put down his glass, "Do you want to call a car for you?"

Tang Jing's eyes were deep and charming, "Are you going back?"

"Yes." He Han didn't choose to hide it, "Even if I don't do anything, I still think it's pretty good." Watching the night view of Hong Kong on the rooftop with her, every second is so beautiful.

"Don't do anything... You used to race against time." Tang Jing tilted her head slightly, "Will you feel good about wasting it like this?"

He Han nodded, "Yes, I think it's good, even if we're in a daze together, it's good." His eyebrows and lips curled into a smile.

Tang Jingbie started, "Let's go."

"Goodbye, Tang Jing." He Han got off the high chair, and this farewell was the end of those ten years: we have broken up, no one will 'perfuse' you anymore, you can freely find what you love" I wish you all the best."

"Goodbye." Tang Jing's voice was a little dull: he is leaving!This time it's really over.

He Han knew that she was sad, but he felt unspeakably relaxed, so he stepped forward and left the restaurant with his head held high.

Tang Jing turned her head, put her hand on her forehead and watched him leave without looking back, tears that once felt weak fell unconsciously: He Han, I...

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Double shifts are not too capricious. For me who often double shifts, third shifts are really capricious. It is rare to meet everyone's requirements!If you have a request, you can raise it, but whether you agree or not is another matter! →_→