The first half of my life Yu He Nanping

Xie Yanwan's study room.

He Han poured tea for Xie Yanwan, "Auntie, drink tea."

"Mom, what auntie, you drank all the wine from my house." Xie Yanwan took it with both hands, "Don't you want my daughter?"

He Han pursed his lips and smiled, "Mom, drink tea." He asked someone to find this tea, knowing that Xie Yanwan likes to drink Pu'er.

Xie Yanwan tasted the drink, "Well, not bad." He chose the gifts very carefully, because he cared about it.

"Nan Nan said that if you like it, it proves that the tea is good." He Han doesn't know how to taste Pu'er.

Xie Yanwan's smile faded after these words, and she put down the small teacup in her hand, "Xiaohe..."

"Tell me." He Han also put down the teacup and waited solemnly for Xie Yanwan.

Xie Yanwan looked at him tenderly, "Are you blaming me?"

He Han didn't answer right away, but also looked at Xie Yanwan squarely, "I feel a little resentful in my heart, why is such a knowledgeable and well-cultivated elder like you so, so strict with a girl who is not yet 20 years old."

"It's not harsh, it's cruel." Xie Yanwan accepted his resentment, "I told her that because of protecting her, a group of people died except Ming Ke, and now Ming Ke also stepped into the coffin, I was hysterical like a shrew Questioning like that, no, insulting her who is completely ignorant." That was also the part she couldn't recall the most.

He Han dimmed his eyes.

"Because of me, she was shot by a sniper when she was eight months pregnant with Ming Yan, and she lost [-] milliliters of blood. She almost lost Ming Yan in a coma, and she woke up after sleeping for a month. I remember." Xie Yanwan clasped her hands together, "You, Nan Nan, and Xiao Yan all don't know each other because of my selfishness."

He Han frowned, closed his eyes, and then opened them, "Mom, all of this is over, we still know."

"Knowing that the time taken away cannot..."

"No." He Han snatched half a sentence, "everything has two sides, the time deprived cannot be recovered, and it is precisely because of the deprived time that I realized what is precious, what is the love and warmth between men and women, lovers I think you are very clear about my emotional trajectory over the years. I am not a good manager, or even a failure, because the relationship is not managed by one person, but requires mutual dedication and trust. and persevere."

Xie Yanwan watched He Han's every move intently.

"Nannan said that I have a guiding personality. I think what she said is right, but after getting along these days, I have nothing to guide Nannan. Even if I guide her, she may not listen, because I know that maybe she will. , The world I have seen is wider than I know." He Han sincerely expressed his heart to Xie Yanwan, "I am willing to take the lead in all relationships. I don't feel that I have complete control when I am with Nan Nan. I have the initiative, but I am not worried or anxious at all. Instead, I feel at ease, very at ease, as if she is shoulder to shoulder with me, back to back, and I can shield her from the wind and rain, and she can also shield me from the wind and rain; How people see it, I think she is very real, makes me relax, I like being with her, I really feel at ease with her, I like having her company, I don't know what is going to happen in the future, just want to hold her hands, spend the rest of our lives earnestly."

"Because you and Nan Nan are changing each other, it's because you're unconscious, not deliberate." Xie Yanwan agrees, "Nan Nan doesn't eat seaweed, and she didn't touch it at all, but she ate it last night and gave it to you. I ate it myself; I know you don’t eat pigeons, not even roasted pigeons, but you ate them yesterday, and you took the initiative to tell Nannan that it tasted good.”

He Han remembered "because, the taste is really good." It turned out that her family had been observing.

"Xiaohe, keep this trust in each other." Xie Yanwan actually observed through last night's dinner, "This is also the basis of my husband and I being interdependent. You should understand that trust is also the cornerstone of getting along with others in your current position. ;No matter what happens to you and Nannan in the future, I hope you can tell her frankly, yes, some psychologists think that individuals should leave [-]% space for themselves, but Xiaohe, women are born with feelings You have a sensitivity that men can't understand, not to mention Nan Nan who has received special training and can guess your next move from a glance or a movement. Rather than you keeping [-]% of the space, you should tell her, and at the same time Tell her your decision, it's hard to do, but it's what I want you to do as Nan Nan's mother."

He Han could hear Xie Yanwan's hopes for herself and her feelings for Rong Yu, "I will try my best."

"I will make up for what I did wrong. This has nothing to do with what I told you." Xie Yanwan asked him to distinguish "Xiaohe, if Nannan makes you feel real, please face her truthfully, not on top of your head." The so-called success, excellence, and freedom, even in the relationship between you and her, you pretend to maintain this trait effortlessly, no need, this kind of halo will put huge invisible pressure on people; in time, even Nannan If you don't hate you, you won't be able to bear it yourself."

He Han's heart was poked by Xie Yanwan's words, "I know that Nan Nan didn't show up to meet me, and she studied hard to show off in front of me. She lost me for 17 years, so losing me would be a big deal for her." There is pain but it is not fatal. I think she, she even hopes that Tang Jing is an excellent woman who can surpass herself. In the relationship with me, she subconsciously regards her own as compensation, but she is not afraid of losing me, because of her The fact that I am not afraid makes me a person who is more afraid of losing; when I say this, Mom, you should also be able to perceive that I am the one who wants to maintain this relationship." He also analyzed his thoughts.

"Xiaohe, acting is very tiring. Don't act in the relationship with Nannan, not even once." Xie Yanwan said to him seriously, "You and Nannan don't act anymore for the rest of your life. You have acted with others ten times." Young boy and girl, I think you are actually tired; Nannan has played various roles in the past 17 years, and it is even more tiring; since you want to spend time with each other, don’t act in your eyes, don’t act or pretend; trust, truth, Don't worry, I will send you these six words."

He Han looked at the sincere Xie Yanwan, "Mom, I will... trust her and deal with the problems that we may have in our lives honestly and frankly, so that Nannan and you can feel at ease."

"Don't be for us, the elders don't need you to make us feel at ease, just need you to really live well." This time, Xie Yanwan poured him a cup of tea. "Life is a very long and cumbersome thing. Trust each other, Tolerate each other and take good care of each other, and when our older generation is gone, knowing that your daughter will have you to love her for the rest of her life, and to be able to close her eyes with peace of mind, is enough."

He Han nodded solemnly, "I am willing to use what I have to marry Nan Nan."

"Actually, don't make it too complicated." Xie Yanwan suddenly lowered her voice, "What I mean is that you and Nan Nan can register. It's really a ceremony. I doubt that my old man can make it a century wedding, and Nan Nan may bring it with him that day. You staged a 'red and blue fight against marriage escape'." My husband and daughter knew it best, "Do you know about actual military drills? I guess it's that kind."

He Han couldn't help laughing out, "Mom, you are really a mother and daughter, Nan Nan also said this."

"Because our mother and daughter don't care about these red tapes, no matter how luxurious the wedding ceremony is, or how expensive the wedding dress jewelry is, it cannot guarantee a happy and long-lasting marriage." Xie Yanwan put the words aside, "Even if there are legal documents, it is not insurance for marriage. It's fine to get together and get together, but if you betray Nannan during the marriage, what will happen to you, He Han... There is a family rule in our Ming family that has been used since my father-in-law."

"He who knows the current affairs at home is a hero, and he will kill the enemy outside." He Han told himself for her, "I heard Honghui say it."

"My old man respects his father, and he strictly abides by this rule." Xie Yanwan smiled gently, "Xiao He, you saw her father, brother and nephews love her at last night's dinner. I really love her." I don’t want you to see another side of them! I hope they greet your uncle with a smile every time.”

"I still want to try to play Fei Hua Ling next time without losing." He Han heard her advice.

Xie Yanwan said earnestly, "Then you work hard, those children have learned since childhood, and they haven't fallen behind all these years."

"I will definitely spend time and work hard." He Han's words had a deep meaning, and he believed that Xie Yanwan could understand "Together with Nan Nan."

Xie Yanwan smiled and nodded: He focused on 'taking time' and the last sentence.

……

Minghua study on the other side.

Minghua drops Baizi.

Rong Yu's attention was on the chessboard in front of him. After seeing the overall situation, he took two pieces and placed them in the lower right corner of the chessboard, signaling to the opponent 'I admit defeat'.

Minghua slightly raised his eyes to look at his daughter who had surrendered, "The layout is more detailed than before, and it will not be easy to win you."

"Failure is the mother of success. You've always taught me that. Of course I have to give you a headache." Although she lost this game, she also learned more. Advancing can be attacked, retreating can be defended; I was still wondering why you would suddenly let Mr. Zhao accept the shares of Chen Xing for you, and put it under Ming Yan's name, and let me be the agent." He Han didn't agree with this point. I don't know, the staff of Chenxing don't know even more, only the people of Chenxing's board of directors know.

"Who made you worry so much? If you don't plan, I have to plan for you." Minghua tidied up the chess pieces. Use this spirit to take care of messy things."

Rong Yu didn't help, so he relaxed completely, leaning back on the chair, resting his head on his hands, "Don't worry about the big things, Mom just indulges you, and you really don't need to arrange those things, so why waste all your energy, you and Mom are similar Let's be apart for ten years, now is the time to enjoy the old age with Hemei Mei'an."

"How many older generations are old, have they said anything?" Minghua separated the black and white chess pieces, "And your dad." He died in the workplace.

"So, I don't have a father anymore. I was young at that time, but the pain of losing is still in my heart. Can't you make me feel at ease? Just say you love me." Rong Yu used 'angry' to express Expressing his worries about his adoptive father, "I don't believe it anymore. There are still four or more years of old Japanese spies who invaded China in power."

"Speaking of your father." Minghua suddenly stopped moving, "Are you planning to take He Han to Jialin?"

"Well, the death day of my mother is coming soon." The ashes of my biological father are in a martyr's cemetery. "There must be some unlucky saying."

"Then there is one thing that Dad wants to ask you." Minghua got up, went to the desk and opened a drawer, took out a white file bag, "Can you?"

"You've already said that." It's okay if you can't.

Minghua sat back and handed over the file bag, "The phone inside has only one number."

Rong Yu opened it, and there was an old push-button mobile phone and a text of military casualty insurance money inside.

"The beneficiary of her insurance is her younger sister, and she has no immediate family members." Although he knew that she did not pass away, but just left, thinking of everything she would face in the future, Ming Hua still felt a little hurt.

Rong Yu opened the document, looked at the name of the beneficiary on it, and raised his head, "Why?"

"Fu Anmin's cousin." Ming Hua nodded, "She's also my student."

Rong Yu looked at his father, "I remember that she only has one older sister." She didn't know anything else, but only knew something about Fu Anmin.

"Now she doesn't even have her elder sister, only Zhuang Shu and her newborn daughter." Ming Hua put his hands on the armrest of the seat. "You can refuse, I will let them go through the regular channels."

"When did this happen?"

"Last Christmas, Paris, on business."

Rong Yu knew that because of their particularity, the follow-up work would be delayed. The family members got the news quickly for a year. Some people died in the line of duty for many years without their family members knowing. This is also to protect their safety. "This is your situation again. ? Isn’t there Lin Huan? You are not like you.” Return the things to him, “You go through the formal channels.” Organizational principles are still necessary.

"Yo, you still go online with me." Minghua looked at the file bag she put on the chessboard, "You can go as an office worker, I have already said hello."

"No, just now, He Han was still worried that I would change from outside work to inside work, and he suddenly mentioned an inside work status, and his face would definitely droop, Dad, I won't take you to destroy it like this." Rong Yu and Ming Hua really talked More casual "The steps of the 'seven-level pagoda' in our house are still outside the door; besides, you have to think about it for Ming Yan, that kid pokes He Han's heart with his ideals, He Han's words are true." There are all objections, if you make your son-in-law unhappy at this time, Ming Yan will definitely have no chance after that, this will completely dampen the enthusiasm of the child, oh, it's not that you are not strong enough to 'choose one', but that your father is angry with you, the child knows it How do you feel?"

"Ming Yan wants to go this way and you won't stop at all?" Ming Hua still wants to talk about this matter, "You didn't know it in the past, so you didn't agree or oppose it. Now that you know it, return these six words? Is this way fun? Others don’t know that you don’t know? I didn’t do this to want you and his own father to change his ideals.”

"What can I say?" Rong Yu puffed his cheeks, "Isn't the 'Choose One' still going on, even if it is said that the country is rich and the people are strong, but you and I both know that someone else has to do it, other people's children can be sacrificed, Why can't my children."

"You are still blaming Ming Yan for poking his father's heart, but this time you are poking my heart too." Minghua really can't do anything with her, the daughter he spoiled "What a Rong family, your father still has You, now you want to hook up with Xiao Yan? You have earned a lot of loyalty."

"Since it's so bitter, the Ming family doesn't stick in the same way." Rong Yu muttered, "Your father, you, elder brother and Ming Wei don't go out to work, but the country is just as dangerous, so I won't order the others; Dad, I I know, of course we all know." You feel sorry for Ming Yan and me, and you are afraid that he is in danger "But it is because this Manmen may have a little more chance of winning and peace of mind than others, so it has a little more chance of survival than others; I also feel distressed, But what if he can't make it through the 'One of the Picks'? Why bother to object now, this kid has a stubborn temper, and if he feels rejected by us and used by others, I'd rather he go to the 'One of the Picks'."

Minghua took a deep breath, and felt that what his daughter said was true, don't look at what the Ming family is doing, it's not just the rival company that is staring at the Ming family. The child's father will lose the child, and your brother and sister-in-law are also against it."

"Success, I got it." Rong Yu didn't care much, but he still remembered his father's attitude in his heart, "For that matter, you go through the formal channels, and I won't make her cry. I'm most afraid of people crying."

Minghua pointed at her as "hard-spoken!" If she didn't believe her, she would go to Jialin to see Zhuang Shu.

"It's fine if you don't harden your heart." Rong Yu picked up a chess piece and threw it high, and then the chess piece fell into the chess box precisely. "Oh? Why is there no movement at my mother's place?"

"Worried about your mother?" Ming Hua put away the file bag.

"Don't worry, you talk to your lungs, and she speaks to your heart; you and the elders are a team, don't scare away the hot goods I finally found." Rong Yu took another chess piece and threw it away. Gao, let it also fall into the chess box "His girlfriend from ten years ago is still waiting for him to see him in the hospital." She can say this to Ming Hua.

"She will have an operation in two days." Minghua sat back at the chess table again, "Dare to show this sourness to me."

"You are my father, so I can tell you with confidence." Rong Yu flattered, "You don't know about her affairs, it's really hard work, I can handle it well."

"Okay, I believe you can handle it well." Ming Hua nodded, "Talk to me if you have something to do."

Rong Yu threw two more "Okay." They quickly fell into the chess box.

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