The first half of my life Yu He Nanping

the next day.

The three of them watched the sunrise on the sea together, and felt the insignificance of human beings between the sky and the earth and the majesty of the sea and sky. They were fishing together on the sea. There is a piece of sea area, so I really caught a few.

After going ashore and having lunch, they drove around the island by themselves. Although there were no cultural relics on the island, such a small fishing village island still made them feel a relaxation that was completely different from the steel jungle in the city.

In the evening, they grilled the fish they caught and ate it, seasoned with a little salt, and it tasted delicious.

All three of them were exhausted from playing that day, so they rested early.

midnight.

He Han woke up, turned on the camping light and found no one around him, got up, got out of the tent, looked around in the dark with the light, and found a fire in the southeast far away, and there were still figures beside the fire.

"Nannan?" He Han approached and found that it was indeed her.

Rong Yu turned his head, his expression not showing under the firelight, "Why don't you sleep?"

"I woke up all of a sudden." He Han walked up to her, and suddenly found an opened wooden box on the ground beside the fire. That box was obviously the same wooden box in the sofa chair, but now It was already half protruding, half recessed and open, and there was nothing in the box, it was empty; it was just that the fire was burning hot, and He Han couldn't help but look up at her.

The two looked at each other.

He Han put down the camping light in his hand and walked over.

Rong Yu took a step back and rejected his extended hand.

"Nannan, it's all in the past." He Han blurted out because of her refusal, "It's all in the past."

"I lost fishing today." Rong Yu looked at the fire, "You and Ming Yan both have three, and I only have two. According to the punishment, I should tell a secret." Then he looked up at He Han.

At this moment, He Han realized that although her gaze was looking at him, she was also looking behind him more, and turned her head.

Ming Yan put on his coat, "I saw that there was no one in your tent, and I also saw that there was a fire here, so... If there is nothing wrong, I will go back." Seeing that they were all well, thinking it was their interest, he wanted to turn back.

"Han Yan." Rong Yu suddenly said loudly, "Tolerance and continuation, Ming Yan, no, it should be He Yan."

Ming Yan stopped and suddenly turned sideways.

He Han also looked up in surprise at this moment.

The two of them moved surprisingly in unison.

They were only four or five points alike at first, but the consistency of their actions and expressions made them seem like one person.

Rong Yu's expression and voice were like laughing or crying, "You all know?"

"Aunt..." Ming Yan wanted to step forward.

He Han stretched out his hand to stop, "Nannan, I told you, it's all over."

"Yes!" Rong Yu nodded, "It's all over, for me, it's all over!" The recognition in his mouth made his attitude even more angry.

"It's no one's fault. I like my grandparents, my parents, and my aunt very much, especially my aunt." Ming Yan still took a big step forward and stood by the fire. "The reason why I didn't say anything is precisely because of this special I love you deeply, I don’t want you to be hurt again; you are my most cherished family member, I just want you to be happy and happy, just a little obsession to know the source of genetics.”

Rong Yu was very calm, "Obsession is a terrible thing, really, if you want to set foot in the business of your grandfather and me, you must discard this horror; this thing is really annoying, it almost ruined our Rong family; Because of this obsession, you became Ming Yan." Against the backdrop of the fire, his expression appeared gloomy.

"If you lose your memory and don't remember my existence, it will be safer for you and me at that time." Ming Yan actually checked a lot, "That's why grandpa arranged it like this."

"Yes, because the other party thought that you died after I was shot, and you didn't even have a chance to be born. The joy of success will paralyze him, who was also seriously injured, and you will be really safe." How did she Will not understand "If it were me, I would also arrange this way; it cannot be sent to He Han's side, not to mention that he is also under continuous surveillance, even a big man like him can't bring a baby, so adopt you and let you As a child of the Ming family, I can protect and take care of you as a matter of course." Tears fell down.

"I said it's not anyone's fault, you're right! He Han is right!" Ming Yan roared, it was anger at causing pain to Rong Yu, "It's all the fault of that bastard who was killed by you, It's all his fault! If he didn't believe in white supremacy from the bottom of his bones, nothing would have happened, no grandpa would have been killed by him before him, and my father would not have died in danger. Grandma won’t be so sad that she told you the truth, let you know the truth about your father’s death, and made you decide to walk alone in order to protect your relatives and loved ones. At that time, you didn’t know that I had arrived, yes Only found out after we parted, and I guess by then you were stuck, so you had to bite the bullet; so we were all right."

He Han stepped forward and hugged the excited Ming Yan, "That's right, we're all right." It's just that God made a nasty joke.

Then, someone stepped forward and hugged them both——

...and the fire continues to burn.

After the three of them calmed down, they sat by the fire.

Sitting apart, not far from each other.

after a long time.

"I've already burned everything." Rong Yu's voice was a little loose in the wind.

"Ming Yan said his surname is still Ming." He Han looked at the fire, "I agree."

Rong Yu was not surprised, "What else?"

"If possible, I don't want you to know." Ming Yan also said.

"Okay, I don't know." Rong Yu seemed to agree with this decision, "Just pretend not to know, Ming Yan is my nephew, that's all." He stood up.

"Aunt." Ming Yan also got up, "I just..."

"Just told me the decision." Rong Yu didn't seem to care. "He Han, your son is really good, and I'm going to avenge you!"

He Han also got up, and grabbed Ming Yan who wanted to chase, "She is full of guilt now, and you won't listen to what you say." He squeezed his shoulder comfortingly, "I told her; it's getting late, go to bed first. "

"Me." Ming Yan also knew that Rong Yu had misunderstood now, and his own explanation might not be audible.

He Han patted him on the shoulder, "Go to sleep."

Ming Yan had no choice but to wait for dawn to speak, so he had to go back to his tent first.

He Han put out the fire, tidied up and returned with the camping light. When he returned to the tent, he found that Rong Yu was sleeping on the sleeping bag with his clothes on. Down.

But before he could speak, Rong Yu turned around and stared at him.

He Han raised his hand and put the coat on her body, suppressing the sense of urgency of being stared at by her, "Go to sleep, we will talk about everything when we return to Shanghai."

"Why did you agree?" Rong Yu didn't allow him to delay, "He—"

Since she didn't want to delay, then she said, "Your parents have grown up with your blood, what's the difference? If he doesn't come to me, I may not know, even if I know, I'm afraid it will be a setback. It's normal to have your own thoughts; and it's a win-win situation for all three parties. He has fully appreciated the kindness of the Ming family's upbringing, and he has also fully forgiven his heartache after telling me the truth and not wanting you to know. He will not be in a dilemma and cannot let go ;Nannan, your mind is turning so fast, will you not think of it?"

"I was a douchebag when I met you." Don't you know that?

He Han couldn't help turning his eyes, "I'm still seeking truth from facts."

Rong Yu suppressed all the emotions in his heart, and changed to face up, "We are not qualified."

"Indeed, Yang En is too big, and they raised the child so well." He Han seemed not afraid of 'stabbing' her, "so don't think too much about it."

"Suddenly feel that he is the best in the world." Rong Yu laughed at himself having such a ridiculous idea.

He Han held her hand, "I've been thinking about it recently, but I can't declare it, and I'm aggrieved."

"I should say sorry to him and use him as bait." Rong Yu's eyes were red, and he guessed what he did at that time.

He Han sighed, "Instead of being sad and saying sorry, it's better to try to change his mind."

"No!" Rong Yu almost subconsciously refused, "Don't do this either."

"Because we are not qualified?" He Han was a little annoyed at the moment, and sat up, "I don't need to mention what kind of path you're walking, and life and death are uncertain, but that world, the secret world you know, you know better than me Hundred times, I just guessed and felt shuddering, if Ming Yan is a little careless...he didn't grow up with us, he should stay with us for a few more years."

"Being tough or using tricks to change his will will only make him rebel." She still understands Mingyan "Don't worry too much, this road is not something he can walk on if he wants to, my dad told me back then that even You may or may not be able to take this path, it all depends on whether you can choose one out of ten thousand, and it’s your own fault if you fail.” Rong Yu said, “Let him go to study and travel around the scenery outside. ’ Well, if he can’t pass this level, he won’t be able to leave, and the door of darkness won’t open easily.”

"There is a way to heaven if you don't go, but there is no way to enter hell?" He Han sat and turned to look at her, "What if he passes?" I didn't expect this sentence to have such an explanation.

"I don't agree, I don't object." The six words I said made me feel chilling. "I'm not a good role model. I can't say what I want to persuade people." The purpose of my participation is not pure. Although I passed the selection, I still hold The determination to go all the way to the end is just that "loyalty" alone is not pure enough. There is absolute loyalty and selfishness.

"I'm not opposed to him serving the country. There are many things he can do, and he doesn't have to go that way." He Han is most worried about this. the old way?She didn't dare to ask about her scars.

Rong Yu pulled him to lie down again, "This is probably going to be heartbreaking again. Didn't we say that a child is not an accessory, he should have his own life, since he is not afraid of the future, there is nothing wrong with going on, even if we are in this line of work Few have a good end, but if this life is meaningful, what's the point of death? Vigorous and unexamined life is a life, how to choose is entirely up to him; the probability of being hit on the road is not without it, no one can count life number."

"I couldn't say a word to persuade him, but I said a lot of words to persuade me." He Han looked away.

"It was my fault that you separated your flesh and blood." Rong Yu pressed his forehead against his shoulder, "But if there is any compensation, then there is no such thing."

"What is right and wrong between us is unclear." He Han pinned the back of her head with the other hand, "We can only compensate each other, don't always be so special, as you say, gentle and lingering, ordinary and make do all life, in this world Aren’t men and women always accompanied by young couples, how many 17 years do we have to be noisy and squandered? Why don’t you hold me and I hold you.” Leading and owed are almost the same.

"Indeed, the world is unpredictable. I came here to play, but I didn't want this kind of secret to be contained in the box." Rong Yu couldn't sleep.

He Han also didn't ask "Why did you burn the contents of the box?" Shouldn't she have used those to force her to ask, if she hadn't woken up, would she have chosen to hide it?

"It should be thrown into the sea directly, so it saves the crying and laughing." Rong Yu didn't answer directly, and suddenly remembered the conversation he had with his mother. It turned out that he really had a child.

He Han listened to her somewhat depressed tone, "Suddenly became the parent of a 17-year-old child, don't tell me you only knew about it, and I didn't fully accept it."

"I see that you accepted Ping'er without resistance." Rong Yu withdrew his hand, "So worried that he will be taught badly by me."

"I'm worried that you meddle too much. If the child grows crooked, it will affect your relationship with Luo Zijun." He Han lay down again, lying on her side, "You have almost no friends, Chang Jie counts as one, and who else is there? There should be one or two friends who don't count interests."

Rong Yu reached out and touched his face, "He Han..."

"I'm not sorry. You see, the child is cute, but also annoying. We missed his infancy, childhood, and youth. Maybe we missed a lot of happiness, but we also missed a lot of angry moments." He Han grabbed her "And didn't you plan to do it? We'll have another one when you get better. Now that you know Ming Yan, you don't have any pressure." He bowed his head and approached, "Although there is a difference of more than ten years, I believe Ming Yan will He is a good brother."

Rong Yu looked at him with a happy expression.

"You, Mingyan, darling, glutinous rice balls, I suddenly have a lot more." He Han counted in detail, "So there is no sorry, only thank you."

After Rong Yu laughed, he was still a little sad in silence.

He Han huddled together with her, sleeping together, "Do you think we should go to Beijing earlier? I'll make arrangements and go on Thursday."

Rong Yu turned over and embraced him, "It's really not up to us to decide, it depends on Phil."

"Cat and mouse, you are having a great time." How could He Han not know.