[Zongyingmi] What can I do, I am also desperate

"Your positioning of feelings is very strange, I guess you don't know it yourself."

Although it was just a guess, Warren was sure that his thoughts were correct when he saw Sandra's blank eyes looking towards him. He raised his hand and pressed his thumb against his temple, feeling a little headache. Sandra said, "Do you know what I just did?"

"Kiss me?" Although she didn't know why Warren asked such a mentally retarded question, Sandra subconsciously replied, "Did you poison my mouth?"

Silence spread in the room for a moment, and Sandra looked at Warren's expression before realizing that her words seemed a little unreasonable, and she added in an embarrassing way: "I was just joking." ...Anyway, you won't harm me..."

"Don't you think there's something wrong with your attitude towards the opposite sex?"

Seeing Sandra looking at him cautiously, Warren was more than half discouraged, supported his temple with his thumb and rubbed it twice, sat back on the chair and watched Sandra ask this question.

"What's wrong?"

Sandra just looked at him puzzled, then as if remembering the question Warren asked just now, she added again: "I know you don't have any malicious intentions... and I've seen this kind of thing a lot and I'm used to it , I have experienced even more embarrassing situations, and I know how to protect myself, so it doesn't matter."

Sandra thought that Warren was talking about her defenseless attitude towards the opposite sex, so she explained something, and then saw Warren leaned over and put his palm on her cheek lightly, his green eyes were tight Staring at her closely made Sandra feel as if she was being watched by a predator.

"How do you feel right now?"

Warren stared closely at Sandra's expression, and the slightly drooping curly eyelashes cut the brilliance in his eyes to pieces, but even so, those emerald-like magnificent eyes still hooked people's eyes. .

"……nervous?"

Just as he expected, Sandra, who was stared at by him like this, was not at all shy or uneasy about being stared at by the opposite sex. Instead, her pupils constricted slightly, and the muscles on the cheeks covered by him tensed subconsciously, and she was already thin His cheeks were suddenly sharp like an unsheathed dagger, and he was in a very aggressive tension like a young bird being targeted by a raptor.

Even when she was with her partner, some behaviors were obviously too intimate for her partner, but Sandra seemed to not feel it at all, without the slightest difference, how should she be with her partner? The partner still gets along with her partner in the same way, so that the relationship between the two of them is so close, but no one thinks about it the other way.Even when facing other boys or men in the X Academy, there is no sign of the different attitudes that women will subconsciously show when they see the opposite sex. It is as calm as meeting a stranger who is exactly the same Same.

Yes, Sandra has the same attitude when she sees everyone.

Maybe she didn't notice it herself, but Warren couldn't believe her astute partner didn't either.

In fact Tim hadn't noticed it.

Sandra's interactions with other people are quite normal, and Tim is busy. He himself is not as good at this kind of more delicate emotional issues as the girls in the family, so he didn't notice such a problem at all.It was Warren who sensed Sandra's problem from the crowd coming and going around her.

It is because the communication with other people is too normal, which itself is an extremely abnormal thing.

Everyone has their own preferences and biases. They will be happy when they face people they like, and they will be bored when they face people they don't like. It is impossible for people of the opposite sex to be intimate as soon as they meet like people of the same sex.

But Sandra doesn't seem to have any preference for everyone. Although she is very close to Katie now, and getting along with Katie is very intimate and natural, as if she had known each other a long time ago, but Warren believed that even if it wasn't Katie, if someone else got along with Sandra like Katie, Sandra's attitude towards that person would still be exactly the same.

Just like a programmed robot, it has no clear likes and preferences. To it, people are just people, regardless of whether they are beautiful, ugly, good, evil, men, women, young or old, they are just "humans".

It is because there is no difference that they can be treated equally.

Warren stared closely at Sandra, trying to observe some clues from Sandra's expression, but in fact, there was nothing on her face other than slight confusion and nervousness in the face of predators. The other redundant expressions, even the tension dissipated little by little, and finally there was only a slight confusion about Warren's incomprehension of this action, as if it didn't mean anything about Warren's action at all.

"Do you know what my action means?"

Fingertips slid down Sandra's cheeks and hooked Sandra's chin. Warren lowered his eyes and lowered his head, but didn't quite let his lips touch any part of Sandra's face. Skin, just asked in a voice that was still mellow and deep, and couldn't hear the emotion.

Sandra moved her body uncomfortably—she was really not used to being so close to people, and she could even feel Warren's breath from her gently like velvet brushing over her lips. She brushed across her lips, but Warren would never hurt her, so she let Warren raise her chin docilely, thought for a while, and then said uncertainly: "What do you have to say... teasing? "

Warren raised his eyes and looked at the pair of red-brown eyes that were so clean that they didn't even have any emotion. There was no shyness or embarrassment at all because this action was too ambiguous.Sandra seems to be purely puzzled by his behavior, but she trusts any of his actions purely as if she has determined that he will not harm herself. A trace of uneasiness.

"I thought you were at least shy or something?"

The slightly rising ending sounded like the light and rising tone of a nightingale, murmuring with a delicate and continuous lingering melodiousness, and the slight laughter slipped into Sandra's ears with such a sentence, but it didn't arouse her in the slightest. a little fluctuation.

"Why be shy?"

Sandra didn't seem to understand what there was to be shy about.It's not like you're doing something shameful, and the other party doesn't mean to insult you, so why should you care?

Warren felt that the number of sighs he sighed today had almost caught up with the total number of sighs in the past few years. Looking at Sandra's appearance, he put away some bad factors rising in his heart, let go of his hands and walked toward Leaning back, he frowned again and straightened up. The snow-white wings behind him moved uncomfortably, and then retracted restrainedly.

"Shyness doesn't need a reason, it's just an instinct," Warren, who is tall and handsome, is very attractive even if he is just sitting on a chair. He watched Sandra frown slightly, watching One can't wait to smooth out the wrinkles between his brows bit by bit, "No matter what kind of emotion there is, it doesn't need a reason, it's just an instinct."

"It's like falling in love at first sight between people, and liking or hating others at first sight. These are innate instincts."

"But you have never shown such a change," Sandra still looked at Warren blankly, a little puzzled by what he said, Warren just sighed slightly and continued, "It means that you ’ It’s totally different from normal people.”

"You never show your obvious preferences, or your liking or preference for anything, and you seem to get along with everyone, but you don't really fit in with them at all "Warren paused, his pair of lake green eyes that were as soft as lake water, like floating sparkles, fell on Sandra's face, showing a sighing expression, "Whether it's your partner We're all good, you've never really been one of us."

No matter what the behavior or whoever it was, Sandra always had a reasonable response.She smiles when she's amused, complains when she's upset, and suffers when her partner hides it, but in the end she won't say or do anything.

She always seemed to be persuaded and always able to submit to others.Although if she really doesn't want to do something or something she doesn't want to touch, she will directly avoid it, or simply change the subject to prevent it from falling on her head, but in terms of other things, no matter what it is, as long as it is She will always accept other people's requests and reasonable ones.

Just like when she complained to herself before that her partner always kept everything from her, after she analyzed it and thought her partner was doing the right thing, she stopped talking at all, and she was unwilling to do it again. This topic is gone, and he doesn't even mention the plans that may harm her life, as if he doesn't care about his own life safety at all.

If she had just trusted her partner so wholeheartedly, Warren would have thought they were close.But actually, Sandra is, for most people.

No matter who makes a request to her, as long as she thinks it is beneficial or reasonable, she will basically not refuse, even when this matter may endanger her life safety, she does not care, There will be no anger, nor any other redundant positive or negative emotions.

Just like she was seriously injured before and she accompanied Tony Stark in the laboratory for more than a month to do experiments at will. Now that the condition is not stable and the wound is not healed, she will still ask hundreds of times for the experiment of the beast. Yi Baishun is always on call, without any impatience or boredom.

She seems to have packed all her emotions in the bottle properly, the water in it will never overflow or vortex and make waves, and it will always stay just below the safest limit, without any excess Only when the stones are thrown in will there be shallow ripples.

Sandra was momentarily at a loss for Warren's words.She didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her attitude towards other people. She felt that she had tried her best to integrate into every group she could get in touch with, and she never deliberately approached or pretended that they had a good relationship or something like that.She earnestly gave her feelings, and she also earnestly responded to the feelings others gave her. Why did she say that she didn't blend in at all...

"I've said it a long time ago..." The faint sigh seemed to ring in her ears, making Sandra's hair stand on end in an instant, "You and I are the same kind of people..."

"Blue Bird, we are different from them..."

In a trance, Sandra seemed to feel that the evil bird was talking softly against her ears. Even for a moment, she felt as if she saw the strange pair of evil birds, full of tenderness, but with a A kind of creepy soulful, lifeless eyes.

But in the blink of an eye, her eyes returned to their original appearance again. Warren was still sitting on the chair so gracefully, with the same decorations, and even the curtains did not move a little.

Sandra felt that she was hallucinating, but the cool and slippery feeling seemed to linger on her ear, making her hair stand on end like a wet frog lying on it.Before she subconsciously raised her hand to rub her ear, Warren's last words made her fall into a long silence.

"You don't understand feelings," Warren held Sandra's chin and made her look directly into his eyes, with a gentle expression but a slight worry in those lake-like eyes, "you don't know how to position yourself." Your own feelings, Blue Bird."

"You don't know how to give different feelings to different people, so you have the same feeling for everyone... No, it can't be said that it's all the same feeling."

"What you have learned is only a few monotonous emotions, but you have applied these thin emotions to everyone, regardless of depth, regardless of intensity, self and others."

"Blue Bird, do you understand love?"

"You can't think I don't understand 'love' just because I'm not shy?"

Although he refuted it like this, Warren has observed Sandra for a long time and has been with her for a long time, so he naturally knows what kind of character she is.Regardless of whether what he said makes sense or not, Sandra may refute or agree, but she always thinks carefully first and then sorts out all the thoughts carefully, so after saying this, Sandra frowned and fell into a dilemma. He didn't say a word in his contemplation, which was completely within Warren's expectation.

Seeing Sandra lost in thought, Warren didn't disturb her, but just sat quietly opposite her and watched her.

To be honest, he really likes this girl who is similar to himself, otherwise he wouldn't be patient and suppress his temper and personally bring her by his side to teach and raise her.He was not a good-tempered person in the past, and he even joined Tianqi's camp during the battle of Tianqi. Although he finally entered X Academy because of Tianqi's failure and his own injuries, but because of his unruly temper, he and others The mutants got used to it and gradually blended into it after a period of time.

So although he looks a lot more cheerful and sunny now, he is still the most solitary one in the entire X Academy, even more so than Logan.

But that doesn't mean he doesn't want someone who can be with him

Sandra is such a mutant who can accompany him, and even the mutant features are very similar to him.

Perhaps in his eyes, Sandra is like the thorny self in the past. Most of the love for her comes from the love for the former self. No matter what, he hopes that the other party can be well and healthy. Grow up and don't repeat his mistakes.

He would teach her everything, everything.

The author has something to say: The result of the particularly critical chapter is that Kawen collapsed... By the end of the writing, I didn't know what I was writing, and my brain was muddled..._(:з」∠)_

Tomorrow, I will go through my thoughts again and maybe revise it again... This chapter is really hard to write _(:з」∠)_

It can be regarded as an explanation of Sangqiu's relationship problem. It must not be explained clearly, and it will be completed slowly later. After all, it is impossible to summarize all the foreshadowing of so many chapters in the previous chapter.

I originally planned to start the daily update, but it just happened that something has happened these few days, so I can only update it every other day...I'm really sorry everyone, the daily update will definitely start in April!

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