[Zongyingmi] What can I do, I am also desperate

Just as Sandra thought, Dugo, who is her halfling, can indeed replace feathers as the communication channel between their two worlds.It’s just that Du Ge is not very happy to stay in one place all the time. This is a kind of torture for the lively and noisy macaws. Of course, it is also a kind of torture for humans.

So no matter when the call between them is always over as soon as possible, otherwise Du Ge, who has been nagging at the side all the time, may make a fuss before their call is over, and people can't help strangling him first.

As expected, it didn't take long for Tim to tell Tony that they could connect to each other's worlds.Bruce and the others are trying their best to speed up the research on how to get them back, but after all, they are not professional scientists, so they can only leave most of the work to the STAR Research Institute, with the help of Tony, Let this matter end as soon as possible.

It's not that Zatanna didn't think about using magic to get them out, and even went to Constantine in the end.But it is a pity to find that neither she nor Constantine can rely on the medium to open the magic circle that can send them back in another world, as if there is no magic power in the other world, and it can't even accommodate a little The existence of magic, so that every time they try to open the space-time tunnel in the world Tim they are in now, they will fall short in the end.

But it is obvious that this world with the Supreme Mage cannot be without magic power. Since it can accommodate Sandra to use magic, there is no reason not to allow Zatanna and the others to use magic.After all, although the magic systems of the two of them are different, the root of the magic power is the same, and there is no reason for this to happen.

But in the end, this matter is still nothing. The most urgent thing is to return to their original world. If they can't use magic, they can only pin their hopes on Tony and STAR.So after Sandra and Zatanna's method failed, Tim immediately told Tony about it, and then brought Sandra back to live in the Avengers Building.

Uh...Actually, Sandra didn't need to stay in the Avengers Building together this time, after all, the things they discussed were beyond her ability, but after thinking about her lucky E physique, it didn't cost much At that time, Sandra made the decision of "I will take the boss wherever the boss goes." The boss's words are the direction of my life.

It's not cowardly!How can you call the matter of a fan girl cowardly!

Sandra was worried that she would get into trouble as soon as she went out, and the little princess obviously needed a little private space to calm herself down, so Sandra didn't go out to look for her again, just stayed there every day. In the Avengers Mansion, according to Jarvis's recommendation, he chased and recuperated the script code words, and was intoxicated with delicious food and beauty every day.

Oh, in order to prevent any accidents, Sandra usually doesn't stay alone now, and spends most of her time in the training room.Steve would soak in it for several hours every day to exercise himself, just to prevent it from happening when he was alone. With Captain America around, at least in terms of fighting, Sandra is not needed I'm worried.

At first, Steve was quite surprised that Sandra's face appeared in this basically unused training room. After hearing Sandra's explanation, he remembered that the little girl in front of him came to this world not long ago. After suffering so much trouble, he also had some clear approval in his heart, and he agreed to Sandra's behavior.

Although at the beginning there was a person in the training room who did not do training but looked at him from time to time, and the presence of this person was not low enough to make Steve feel a little uncomfortable, but he got used to Sandra staying quietly every day. He was typing on his notebook, and after the training, he could still see the girl raising her head and smiling at him, which wasn't bad.

Because of the coma, Sandra hadn't boarded AO3 to fill the hole for a long time.

With the quiet rise of the topic of "superheroes", articles with this TAG gradually began to spread in AO3. A pseudonym, but some articles have begun to boldly use their real names.

Regarding the content, it is rare to draw on most of the facts like the previous books that became popular, and cautiously walk between the relationship and conflict between superheroes and ordinary people, only occasionally involving some vague But I can see the ambiguity of human hormones.In the recent new articles, the wives always rely on their rich imagination and insight like piercing eyes to discover any content that can be used as material, and then enrich the content according to their own imagination, so that Sandra When reading the text, there is always an illusion of being thunderous and refreshing, or that you are reading an original.

And god damn it, there are also colleagues of himself and Tim.

Just relying on the short video during the Manhattan battle and his appearance at that moment, there are actually people producing food, and there are still a lot of food in the newly rising pit, this feeling is simply overwhelming. Della felt that it was so sour, and she was so excited and couldn't stop clicking fan after fan.

Among the shallow pits that were opened, Sandra has seen countless beginnings that speculate that Tim, who did not appear by her side that day, has already been taken away.Including those who were seriously injured in the battle with aliens after the Manhattan War and died in an unknown hospital. Unfortunately, they were seriously injured and died on the spot in order to save others. They wandered in the dark and finally died in the hospital. In the dark, when I went out while pretending to be an ordinary person, I was hit and killed by an old enemy who saw through the disguise...Anyway, there are all kinds of ways to die, and they are all very tragic. Went out and pretended to go to the toilet several times to make sure Tim was really alive.

Emmmm......

If these "lonely backs" and "lonely silhouettes" were not used to describe herself who was waiting to close the net at that time, Sandra still felt that these articles were written quite wonderfully, profoundly, and still fresh in the memory.

The premise is that the protagonist is not himself.

Even though she was thinking this way, Sandra still couldn't control her hand to open the document. While looking at these texts that were not bad except for herself, she opened the document and started typing on the keyboard. Started a new day's update archive.

"Light and Darkness", which has already been published before, has become one of the earliest known works when the subject of superheroes was not so popular. Sandra still intends to continue this story this time, and does not intend to continue Changed the protagonist again.

Although this pit, based on Superman and Batman, does to some extent allow readers who are mixed in AO3 to understand the concept of the word "superhero" from two perspectives, but...

not enough.

Sandra unconsciously dug a few times on the keyboard, and while she was maintaining the flying bird form, her overly sharp nails left a few clear and quite deep marks on the black keyboard. Sandra quickly came back to her senses and restrained her sharp nails, touched the keyboard distressedly, sighed long, and began to think about what she should write today.

"what happened?"

Steve was more or less curious about Sandra's frowning face for a period of time every day and the state of writing quickly, but out of politeness before, he felt that their relationship was not close enough for him to ask Sandra casually. Della's privacy, so Steve never asked questions, but after so many days of getting along, Steve felt that his relationship with Sandra was not so unfamiliar, so he still expressed his curiosity today.

As soon as Sandra looked up, she saw Steve who was slightly bending over and asking her gently.Captain America's muscular frame was wrapped in a simple gray vest that was already drenched with sweat.Thin and dense round beads of sweat are distributed on the large, plump and strong muscles. Those clear drops of water fell along his texture without any hindrance, accepting the invitation of gravity, and smudged some mottled rings of water on the ground. stains.The short blond hair was wet with sweat, showing a soft and furry touch. Under the light, it almost softened the edges of Steve's face, and against his smiling eyes, it looked like a pool of water. The clear and clear blue eyes are almost as beautiful as those male statues with the golden ratio under the masters of the Renaissance.

"Ah, it's nothing." Sandra, who was used to seeing such beauty, still couldn't help but indulge in it, and after a moment of stunned, she recovered and explained, "I just feel a little bit Calvin every day... And there was no outline when I wrote it, so now I always get into difficulties from time to time."

"what are you writing?"

Steve blurted out this question almost subconsciously, and when he was thinking about whether he asked Sandra's privacy too much, he heard Sandra's voice rang briskly.

"I'm writing something about...superheroes to post online and discuss with others," Sandra muses that it doesn't seem right that she's writing a fanfic, and that she has to explain the fanfic to Steve What is it, so she was vague, and explained to Steve like this, anyway, it is almost the same meaning, "Because people like us... can't help but want to pay attention to this aspect Things. Although I shouldn’t care about it, I still want to understand what kind of existence we are in the hearts of ordinary people.”

"Then what do you think?"

Steve picked up the mineral water that was put aside and sat beside Sandra after getting her consent. He politely controlled his gaze so that he didn't catch Sandra's big and wide open. The screen that can be seen clearly at a glance, but asked this.

"I feel...I don't know it very well myself."

Sandra sighed deeply and leaned back, frowning and replied.

This is also the main reason why she often cares about these days.

In the process of communicating with others, as the communication deepened, she became more and more confused.

As a professional vigilante... Such a statement may be a little strange, but after all, among these Chaoying, her own position is biased towards Chaoying, although as the communication deepens, although her original position And the faith was not shaken, but there was more, and the inevitable confusion haunted her.

Sandra let out a long breath and organized her words, as if she wanted to clear all the thoughts accumulated in these days at once.

"Some people think superheroes are a cool thing, some people are proud to emulate us, and there are even quite a few people who have become 'superhero' fans after the war in Manhattan."

"But how should I put it... just like my boss's big boss said, we superheroes should not be idols worshiped by ordinary people."

"In our world, people like us existed much earlier than yours, so I have personally experienced and felt some ordinary people in our world. What kind of opinion."

"Superman is theoretically the most powerful existence in our world, so many people regard him as omnipotent, so many people think that he has the ability to save everyone, so most people also think that he should be Bear the burden of these people's lives and shoulder the responsibility of protecting this world."

"But before Superman became this omnipotent Superman, he was first a human being... Although he is an alien, he was raised by a human couple and he did have a human heart. He would hesitate, he would suffer, He also treats others equally, and he has never been able to treat everyone equally. One small mistake will trigger a terrible crisis of trust, and it will collapse the altar they have built for him with all their hearts. When he was a kitten, someone would ask him why he didn’t save people, and when he saved a thousand people, someone would always ask him why he didn’t save 1 people.”

"He is always trying to save more people, always trying to do more good deeds, but when there are two people alone, when so many people take his contributions for granted, when he is in danger What should they do when they lose Superman when they just need to shout Superman? Let themselves fail, let others die, just because a person didn't come all the way to save such a person?"

"Our excessive help will only corrode the ability of others to save themselves. No one can be perfect, and no one can always save the world over and over again. Heroes always grow old, just like people always die. When the hero is gone and there is no one to rely on, should ordinary people indulge in disasters? Do people with extraordinary power have to shoulder such a heavy responsibility?"

"We shouldn't be anyone's hero, everyone should be their own hero. Otherwise our existence is meaningless."

"When empty prayers can become established reality, and all panicked cries can be received by us, and can be saved by us, then what will we people become in the eyes of others? God? Or demons? ? We will bring, in the end is happiness or disaster?"

Although Sandra felt that as long as she could help others, that didn't mean she didn't go back and think about it seriously.But counting her previous life and this life, she has never experienced such a special occupation in all her life, so she also has some thoughts about the lingering thoughts that sometimes appear in her mind and refuse to let go. Confused and bewildered.

But after all, she won't get entangled with too many people. After all, her life experience in Gotham told her that sometimes, don't get too involved in some things, otherwise it may not only be her own life, so this The first time I said this to Steve, it was just that these things were too much in my heart after these days, and I didn't have to get an exact answer from the other party.

Just like the previous life told her, since what she did was not wrong, then don't care about other things, just keep doing it like this.

Helping one person is also helping, helping a hundred people is also helping, helping a thousand people is also helping, since she has the ability to help others, why doesn't she do it?

After Sandra finished speaking, she paused for a moment, then raised her head and looked at Steve who was sitting next to her, showing a slight smile, her reddish-brown pupils looked like melted chocolate under the warm light With a mellow fragrance.

"Thank you for listening to me. I'm not a person who should think about this kind of problem. Thinking about these things will only make me more and more confused, and finally get myself involved. Speaking of which, I actually want to trouble you Yours, I don't know if you have time."

In the end, Sandra briefly skipped what she said before, and then asked Steve with a smile.

"Is there anything I can do to help you?"

Steve also showed a gentle smile, melting the warmth of the scorching sun on his handsome and resolute face, and asked politely.

Sandra tilted her head, and the ear wings curled up in her curly black hair seemed to flap a few times subconsciously as she meditated, but they were stretched and restrained with a cute touch, and then accompanied by the incomparable smile on her face. A bright smile curled up obediently into the thick black hair like seaweed.

"It's like this. If you have time, can you draw a cover for me? If the cover is not good, can the illustration be okay?"

Sandra smiled sweetly and brightly, but Steve always felt that something was wrong with that smile.

The upright and handsome Captain America thought for a while but couldn't find anything wrong with Sandra's words, so he quickly suppressed the little uneasiness he felt, nodded slightly and replied gently: " Although I'm not good at designing covers, if it's just illustrations, I think I can still help."

"Then I'll send you a copy of my things when the time comes," Sandra's tone couldn't hide the eagerness to try, "one or two is enough, thank you."

As for the cover... If it doesn't work, let Jarvis do it.

The most outstanding artificial intelligence in the world, she still believes in Lao Jia's aesthetics.

Sandra made up her mind with confidence.

Although I said that when I was writing a novel before, I always felt that I would be found out who I was writing and then it might be @%&……& or something, but human beings love to die by nature, and they never slack, The more she dies, the more Sandra can't resist the urge to die.

So after screening the candidates around her, she decided to attack the American team, who was rigorous and upright but also had the best temper.

To be reasonable, if she hadn't been lying on the bed for such a long time that the artist she had talked about had blown away, she wouldn't have attacked Captain America, so it wasn't her fault at all!