[Zongyingmi] What can I do, I am also desperate

"You still have nothing to gain?"

Sandra folded her wings and landed quietly beside Tim, and the cold night wind of Gotham rolled up a corner of her cloak.She stood dangerously on the corner of the roof like a crumbling kite, but Tim knew that even if he fell, Sandra with wings would not be able to fall from here.

Tim shook his head.Sandra stopped beside him and quietly watched the night scene of Gotham with him for a while, and then suddenly said to him: "I have discovered something."

Tim didn't seem to expect that Sandra, who stayed in the house all day long, would find out a little bit, but Sandra touched her head as if she was a little embarrassed, and added: "I'm not too sure...you guys It’s better not to have too much hope.”

After saying this, she spread her wings and was about to jump off the edge of the rooftop when she heard Tim's voice hesitantly calling her back: "You...why did you choose to stay in Gotham?"

Sandra's movements paused for a moment, and after flapping her wide wings twice, they retracted and curled up quietly behind her.Her ear wings were slightly stretched, as if she was carefully capturing every syllable Tim uttered, and her attitude was so earnest that Tim couldn't quite talk about his own problems.

Sandra was taken aback slightly after hearing Tim's question.She held the corners of her lips and smiled, her slender and curly eyelashes drooped slightly and retracted, leaving a clear cut mark in her soft and mellow reddish-brown pupils.

"This," she said, and her soft voice reached Tim's ears like a nightingale fluttering away in the night wind, "this is another very long story."

After Tim raised this question, Sandra was not in a hurry to leave in such a short time.She found a suitable place on the edge of the roof and sat down. Her thin body seemed precariously dragged in mid-air, as if she was about to fall from the edge of the roof at any moment.

"You haven't been in contact with her for long, have you?"

Sandra sat on the edge and dangled her calves, asking casually like a carefree girl sitting in a brook stretching her legs and stepping on the water.

"It hasn't been long since she mutated, and it's been a month or two since she possessed magical abilities."

Now Tim also seems to have taken off his red Robin coat, and like an ordinary boy who is worried about his companions, he mentioned the matter of Sandra in their world with some anxiety: "She has not yet familiarized herself with her abilities. , but I was seriously injured at such a time... It's all because I was too careless."

"If you can still be considered careless, then there is no one in this world who can be called careful," Sandra smiled, a gleam of joy flashed in her reddish-brown pupils, "Everyone of us The changes are quite different. Although generally similar, we all have our own innate abilities. Although I can peek into the future and different parallel worlds, I am not omniscient after all, and the help I can give you is quite limited. , if you are willing to listen, I can tell you all the things I have concluded."

Tim tilted his ear in her direction to show he was listening.

"Each of us is different, but each of us is the same. Only Sandra in your world...is the most special one."

Sandra raised her head and looked towards Tim, her eyes were instantly deep and unbelievably deep, like stars spinning all over the sky, almost involving people's souls.

"Not all of us will meet evil birds, little boss. The evil birds come after us, not in every world," Sandra said calmly, but Tim heard it in his heart. It set off a turbulent sea, "I have never seen an evil bird, and I have never been hurt like this. I met Tony and the others because my prophecy ability was just awakened. When I was under my control, I accidentally got to know them when my soul left my body and fell into their world."

"As my ability grows, I can see more and more things, especially things related to 'me'."

Sandra narrated, but Tim's heart became more and more heavy.

"Just like what Sandra said in the world you experienced last time, not every world's 'I' will meet Tony and the others, and not every world will have an 'I'. It should be said that there are Our world is a minority, and the worlds where I and yours intersect are even rarer. Like Sandra in your last world, because of her own reasons, our world and Tony’s world merged with each other. Only hers That world and yours."

"Although they are studying parallel worlds because of Superman, I can still see a lot more than her with my natural ability, especially when it comes to 'me'."

Sandra looked down at Gotham, which was flickering with dim lights like will-o'-the-wisps, like a climber standing on the edge of a cliff, but because he was nostalgic for the beautiful scenery below the mountain, he was hanging on the edge of the cliff and refused to accept it. Climbing up the cliff, he didn't even take into account the cracked stone wall.

"I can see all the worlds where 'me' exists, and I can see the evil birds appearing in all the worlds," Sandra said, as if she didn't know how much her words blew up Tim. Gu Zi continued, "I don't know what she wants to do, the only thing I know is that she should be looking for a certain 'Sandra'."Obviously, she can also foresee part of the future. At least she knows what kind of scene the Sandra she is looking for will be in. It's just that the information she got is obviously not comprehensive enough, otherwise she wouldn't have Sandra from the previous world. La recognized the Sandra she was looking for. "

A bad premonition suddenly rose in Tim's heart, and Sandra, who was sitting on the edge of the roof, turned her head sideways as if feeling his thoughts, unlike Sandra in the previous world That kind of person who always likes to hide behind the mask tightly, still looks a bit immature, showing a half-smile expression on his face, and slightly nodding his head, confirming Tim's guess.

"As you can imagine, the reason why Sandra from the previous world was trapped in Tony's world in their world is because of the handwriting of the evil bird," Sandra said in a low voice. The soft voice was almost torn apart by the cold night wind in Gotham, but it was so clearly conveyed into Tim's ears, "How could Raven successfully stop it with only Raven's ability alone? A grown-up 'me'."

"But it seems that at that time, the evil bird was sure that the Sandra in that world was not the one she was looking for, so she would just let it go in the later stage. Otherwise, according to her character, that Sandra's situation might be very difficult. There are many hardships, and the things I have experienced may not only be death."

It seems that when mentioning himself in the previous world, Sandra has a lot of emotion, but what he does is only emotion.

She will not randomly intervene in the worlds that other Sandra lives in. Not to mention that each world has only one tolerance for people with special characteristics like them. She can't even protect her own world. Not to mention having to intervene in someone else's world.

Although most of them have a good temper, they still have a strong sense of their territory.

"Speaking of the concept of adulthood, I can't clearly estimate the age of adulthood for each of us." Sandra didn't really want to tell Tim too much about Sandra in the previous world.

No matter how people are dead, there is no point in saying more.

"According to my observations, our adult age has to be mutated for at least ten years. But I think the evil bird has already determined that she is looking for Sandra from your world, so I am not sure about this point. Will there be any accidents on Sandra in that world, such as entering adulthood early or something. But there is one thing we have in common, our physical development will stop at the age when we mutate, which is why the evil bird One of the reasons why I found Sandra from the previous world."

"My mutant age is too young. I was only fifteen or sixteen years old when I mutated. Among the people I have seen so far, the youngest mutant grade is an eleven or twelve-year-old girl. Obviously she wants to What I was looking for was a Sandra who was mutated by at least a young man, so those of us have not been found by the evil birds. I don’t know what is special about Sandra in your world that she is persistently looking for, but the evil birds After staring at her for a while, don't you think you can get rid of her."

As a bystander, this Sandra obviously knew more than Tim thought, and she didn't seem to have any intention of hiding it. Tell Tim everything you know.

But in the end, she still didn't tell what she guessed, what she saw, and what she was about to witness.

Except that she, as an "outsider", cannot expose too much of the future and the "reality" she has glimpsed, and she cannot rely on her own power to reverse the future of the entire world.

What's more, most of the content is just her own speculation. This Sandra in Tim's world is the most special one that the evil bird has been looking for. Sandra is not sure whether her speculation can It cannot act on that self.

These things were already the limit she could tell Tim about them without touching the evil bird.

She naturally knew that Tim and the others would search for the lost soul of Sandra in their world in various parallel worlds, which must be written by evil birds.But according to the "past" she saw between them, the evil bird obviously made them fall into the magic and couldn't get out. She didn't know to what extent the evil bird monitored them. The world she guarded suffered disaster, which was the result she absolutely did not want to see.

That's all she can do.

After all, she is not just a person who is still thinking about the past, she is also one of the guardians of this city and this world, and her arbitrary actions can only override the extent to which everything she guards will not be harmed.

"Speaking of which, did you ask me why I stayed in Gotham?"

Although he looks immature, he is an old guy who has lived for more than 200 years and has not been peaceful. The immature appearance will only give Sandra an advantage when talking.She easily ended the previous topic, looked at Tim with a smile, stretched out her hand to curl a strand of hair from her sideburns and hooked it behind her ear, her upturned face revealed an innocent purity, which was quite Ten's appearance is deceitful.

Tim didn't press the question any further. Judging from Sandra's attitude, he knew that it was pointless to continue to press the question, so he restrained his Tim Drake posture, and changed back to the calm and controlling red. Robin looked at Sandra, as if waiting for her next words.

Sandra pursed her lips and smiled, two small dimples appeared on her cheeks, making her already childish face look more innocent and cute.

"Because I like you," Sandra said, looking up at Tim's reddish-brown eyes as if melting into a brilliant starlight, "I like you the most, so I choose to stay There is a place for you."

Red Robin, known as the most Batman-like Robin, just stood there like a sculpture, as if he was not surprised by this sentence at all.Sandra, who didn't get Tim's response, also stuck out her tongue out of boredom, and looked up at Gotham gloomy and gray, but unexpectedly, there were a few stars in the twinkling sky, and the sound soaked into it. With an almost lingering tenderness, he said: "Because this is Gotham, and I'm a Gotham person, that's why I stay here."

"The best of me, the worst of me, who I was, who I am now. Everything about me, everything that's imprinted on me, comes from Gotham."

Sandra looked at the stars in the sky that shone faintly but were unwilling to extinguish their brilliance, and narrated in such a gentle way: "Like all of me, I escaped from my birth and my life. Circumstances. I escaped my past, I escaped my everything."

"But in the end I will come back here. No matter how much I hated this place, how much I hated myself, but in the end, like Bruce, I began to learn to integrate Gotham into my blood and bones, and began to learn to face it. Everything she gave me."

"No matter how I try to avoid it, it's an undeniable fact that I belong in Gotham."

"In fact, apart from Gotham, there is no place that belongs to me."

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