[Zongyingmi] What can I do, I am also desperate

Especially from the perspective of Sandra's current life, compared with her in the previous few time periods, it can be said that it is... so peaceful that it is already a bit boring.

"What are you going to eat today?"

Unlike Sandra, who almost relied on takeaway food before, this 200-year-old Sandra is obviously good at craftsmanship, at least the few people present are quite satisfied with her craftsmanship, and the premise of being poisoned by junk food cannot be ruled out. Mtoni and Bucky couldn't tell the difference, but at least Warren still had a better taste than those of them who lived on junk food, and he also admitted Sandra's current craftsmanship.

So now the most lively part of the day in Sandra's not-so-spacious house is cooking time.

She didn't stop them from running outside, the only thing she would do was to give each of them a magic pendant she made herself when they asked to go out and have a look.

"I'm afraid that something will happen to you. This pendant can distort the memory of the people around you to a certain extent. In their subconscious mind, they will think that you are someone they know and will not be wary of new faces like you. Gotham Because I am here, it is always inevitable that I will be watched by some people from above, so I cannot give you the keys to my house. If they find out, Jimmy will be troubled by others, and I will also be arrested. People are making trouble."

Sandra's aesthetics seem to be similar to Sandra in their world, at least this pendant is no different from the pendant Tim received from Sandra before. If there is a difference, only this pendant looks more It is more refined, and the patterns on it are also somewhat different from those given to him by their own Sandra.

"You also carry her magic props?"

This Sandra asked Tim with a smile, and then took back the pendant she handed him.

"There may be any magic inscriptions on the magic props that will conflict. Since you still have her magic props, then I won't give mine to you, so as to save any accidents when the time comes."

Sandra explained: "And this magic is not a good magic. Although I modified it, it will only have the ability to bewitch others a little bit, but I'm not sure if there is any magic item in the magic item she gave you. What are the inscriptions that resist this type of spiritual magic, if there is one, you may still be attacked by the magic item itself during the confrontation."

Tim nodded to express his understanding, but in the end he still didn't ask the slightly impolite question "Why do you always make the same magic props?"

The little princess meowed and rubbed towards Bucky, who was sitting upright on the sofa, then limply lay on his lap and made a purring sound, exposing her stomach to the sky.

Bucky's complexion was slightly soft, he stretched out his hand to gently stroke the little princess's soft belly, ripples appeared in his eyes like pools of stagnant water, which seemed to make him a little bit more Vivid popularity is no longer cold like a puppet.

"I want fried rice, little pigeon."

Tony lay on the sofa with a sluggish look, motionless, and only gave Sandra a little movement when she raised her voice and asked.

Although Sandra made each of them a pendant that can be used to hide their identities, in the final analysis, only Tim and Warren, who always follow him out for unknown reasons, often like to run outside.Rather than exploring this strange world, Tony is more inclined to understand the level of technological development in this world.

And Sandra seemed to know his preferences. After the first night of their stay, she prepared a lot of scientific magazines for him, and told him that if he really wanted to experience their In terms of technology in the world, she can take him to the STAR laboratory.

"Although it's rarely open to outsiders, if I just take people to visit, they shouldn't mind."

Sandra tilted her head and looked at Tony, her face full of subtle expectations and apprehensions.

Everything Tony wanted to say was blocked back in his throat.He muttered that he didn't know what to say for the first time, and then he simply fell down on the sofa, rather aggrieved, and honestly read the magazines that Sandra had found, which was considered to pass the time for himself.

Tony didn't know how to respond to the way Sandra looked at them every time he looked at them.

Such feelings are too deep and heavy, 200 years is a long time that they have never experienced, and it is also a period of time that ordinary people like them—at least physically ordinary people cannot experience.

200 years is too long for a person.

The feelings that have settled down during this long period of time are beyond their ability to bear.

"Did I put too much pressure on you?"

As if aware of his avoidance, Sandra put a plate of cut fruit in front of Tony while he was lying on the sofa idly reading a magazine, and then looked up at him and asked.

Tony didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question, and was a little embarrassed and overwhelmed for a while, not knowing how to answer her.

In front of Sandra of this age, he always seems too reserved, which probably has something to do with her own elderly aura.When Tony faced Sandra, he always felt as if he was facing an old grandma who cared too much for her little grandson. This feeling made him quite uncomfortable, but when he saw Sandra's hidden ardor and hope Behind the sight, he can't always say too harsh words.

Ha, it's really funny that the billionaire Iron Man, who has always opened his mouth and acted recklessly, has a day when he can't speak.

Tony thought so in his heart, and Sandra knew he was right when he saw his silence.After she put down the fruit plate, she sighed, suppressed all the overflowing thoughts in her eyes, and said with a smile: "I'm so sorry, looking at you, I can't help but think of you before... when they were still there. If If you didn't show up, I might not even remember what they looked like."

Tony smiled dryly, not knowing what to say.

"By the way, the boss said that something seems to have been found recently, do you want to go and have a look with him?" Sandra smiled and put a piece of apple on the fruit plate into her mouth, seemingly casually biting said so.

"You still call him boss?"

Tony noticed that no matter which Sandra seemed to call Red Robin that.Everyone who knew Red Robin never called them by their first names, whether in front of them or not, as if consciously or unconsciously avoiding revealing his identity.

"I'm used to it," Sandra smiled, "and their family values ​​their privacy very much. I don't know if your boss has told you his real name, and I can't directly tell you his real name." Just call him by his name, if I let him know that I leaked his name to him, he will definitely be angry."

"And besides him, no one has ever been my boss."

Although she later joined the Justice League, Batman is also her nominal boss, but Batman is the boss of the entire league. For her, Tim is the only one who is really her immediate boss.

"I'm going to find the little red bird first," Tony always had a feeling of not knowing what to say when facing Sandra, so he just talked to Sandra hastily and casually. After talking a few words like this, I couldn't wait to walk outside, "By the way, you..."

"Don't pay too much attention to me, you can do whatever you want," Sandra said, looking at him with a smile, "In this place of Gotham, I can still be a local snake and be arrogant."

Tony responded vaguely, feeling a little uncomfortable after just such a short time.

His uneasiness is not only because the feelings that Sandra has accumulated for so many years are too heavy, but also part of him can't help but recall the Sandra in the previous world when he looked at her. reason.

Even though the exhausted and desperate feelings that finally converged into desperate determination were not intentionally conveyed to him, but in this turbulent, wildfire-like high temperature that almost burned people to dust, they These outsiders, too, were not immune to that fiery wave.

Not to mention that a large part of Sandra's feelings are based on him...he was born in that world. Even if they didn't mention it or show it in front of him, Tony still couldn't help but be touched. affected by her emotions.When looking at the current Sandra, I can't help but think of the look that Sandra looked at him at the end time and time again.

As Warren said, if you can't get out of this magic, you can't get out, maybe it's not just Sandra.

Sandra smiled and looked at the back of Tony leaving in a state of embarrassment, a touch of melancholy gradually faded in the reddish-brown pupils like melted chocolate, and finally gradually restrained the smile on her face, and sighed softly .

She lied to them after all.

Her talent is indeed the ability to predict, and her ability to predict becomes stronger as she grows.As if she had foreseen their coming, Sandra had already seen the past and future that were attached to them when she saw them for the first time.

A past that is very similar to her but very different, and a scattered future that is hard to fathom.

She saw them travel through worlds and witness the death of "she" one by one. She was gradually affected by this magic game, and was inevitably infected by the feelings conveyed by "she" in it, but she still didn't intend to stop her pace. , still looking for the only "her" in these parallel worlds intertwined like a spider's web.

The missing Sandra in their world is not only a responsibility to them, but also a companion that cannot be abandoned.

"That's great." Sandra gently clutched her chest.Attached to her chest is a pendant that has been warmed by her body temperature all year round.

A small photograph is concealed in the pendant hanging from the brass pendant.This is a photo taken in the Batcave by Nightwing and her with several other ex-Robins, current Robins, and Batman who was troubled by other girls.

Ye Yi likes to call it a family portrait. Although several other former Robins and current Robins have expressed dislike for this name, their breeders can't stop their love for this photo, and they framed it properly. In the photo frame, it was placed in the most prominent position on the bat computer in the Batcave, so that Mr. Big Bat, who was obsessed with fighting Gotham criminals every day, could see this photo at a glance.

Therefore, this photo was taken as a rare family photo between them and was carefully treasured by each of them.Although Jason and Damian didn't say it, Sandra still knew that the two of them also took good care of hiding this photo in their own secret hiding place of treasure.

Dick, Jason, Tim, Damian, Bruce, Barbara, Stephanie, Cassandra, Kate, and her.

Nightwing, Red Hood, Red Robin, Robin, Batman, Batgirl, Trickster, Black Bat, Batwoman and Bluebird.

It's just that up to now, she is the only one who still misses this photo and everyone in this photo.

"That's great," she muttered to herself, gripping the round pendant she caressed tightly, "those people you care about are still there."

You don't have to experience the pain of such long missing like I did.

The author has something to say: I don't know which is more painful, the heart-piercing pain that burns people like a raging fire or the continuous heart-piercing pain like ice water.

But at least compared to the distraught unjust Sandra in the last world, Sandra in this world has experienced a happy enough ending.What she can't let go of until now is only the parting of love that she never forgets in her heart