[Gintama] Silent

The best way to start a day is in the morning, because the air is always the freshest at this moment.

Even Takasugi, who hadn't closed his eyes all night, was surprisingly sober now.Just leaning against the wall of the ship, silently smoking the pipe in his hand.

Occasionally, there will be a bit of cold breeze blowing by, blowing the green smoke around, just like myself who is always on the ground.

He squinted at the General's Mansion, which was almost towering into the sky.

The news of Tokugawa Dingding's death has probably reached here, and the people inside must have their own thoughts.

Whether it is true grief or hypocritical hypocrisy, only the person concerned really knows.

As for myself, now I only need to be a silent bystander.

Suddenly, there was an earth-shattering scream from somewhere, so sharp that it could almost pierce the eardrum.

Takasugi suddenly came back to his senses and realized that the voice seemed to be coming from Youzi, so he hurried towards the room.

Noisy quarrels came from inside the door, as if they were about to overturn the entire battleship——

"Youzi, listen to me explain to you!"

"I don't listen I don't listen!"

In the next second, he saw the blond girl rushing out of it, so fast that he even ignored him standing at the door.

Hasumi immediately chased after him out of breath, his eyes lit up the moment he saw him, as if he saw light and hope.

"Your Excellency, you came just in time! Hurry up and explain it to Youzi!"

After knowing each other for so many years, it seemed that it was the first time that he saw such a panicked expression on the other person's face, which was always flattered and humiliated.

Before I knew it, I started to tease: "Huh? Explain clearly?"

Lian Jian immediately raised her forehead when she heard the words, showing a sad and indignant expression of "Why did I get involved with these two unlucky children".

Then he hurried to catch up, leaving only a helpless back and a series of angry roars——

"Youzi, it's not what you think! The relationship between me and him is so pure that it couldn't be more pure..."

The voice gradually faded away, and slowly disappeared in the narrow corridor.He walked into the house slowly, and finally decided not to bother about the fight in the distance.

The bedding was already in a mess, and the remaining warmth was still proclaiming the fact that there were indeed people here just now.

Gao Shan leaned against the wall, and his thoughts drifted away unconsciously.

After seeing Renjian passed out last night, he did consider whether to take him back to the room.

However, as they gradually approached, the woman who should have fallen asleep suddenly raised her head unexpectedly.

She muttered casually, with a little slurred speech: "It's not the shogunate, it's not the whole world...Jin Zhu, who is your enemy?"

Takasugi froze in place at that moment.

Maybe it's because of this hard-won title, maybe it's because of the meaning contained in this sentence.

Whether it overthrows the shogunate or destroys the world.From beginning to end, he never confided his true thoughts to anyone.

Everyone thought he was crazy, even his former companions thought that he really wanted to destroy the whole world.

Only the woman in front of him, seeing through all the disguises, asked softly who his enemy was.

Only she can understand that everything that seems hysterical is actually out of deliberation.All the desperate efforts to connect vertically and horizontally are nothing more than step by step.

Who is his enemy?

The answer to this question could not be clearer now.

If the start of the War of Stealing the Country was just an accident, then the emergence of the Heavenly Daoists was an inevitable result.

The names of the monarch and his subjects have lost their true meaning, and the operation of power can only be barely maintained by establishing a puppet regime.

This decadent country has long been dying of illness under its strong control, and is facing the predicament of impending collapse.

And what I have to do is to destroy this world created by the heavenly guides before everything gets out of control.

It seemed that only a moment passed, and it seemed that after a long time, Takasugi finally returned to his original state.

The hugging action is very familiar, as if it has been done like this many times.When putting it down, it is like treating a priceless treasure, so be extremely careful.

It was at this time that the moonlight outside the window suddenly poured in, gently shining on the two people who were cuddling together.

Under the silver light, the woman's face is beautiful, her skin is as white as jade, and her beauty is unbelievably beautiful.

He just watched quietly, with tenderness in his eyes.

Then slowly stretched out his right hand, wanting to touch the other person's face lightly.But when he was about to touch it, he stopped suddenly.

Gao Shan has long been unable to remember exactly when he fell in love.

Maybe it was when the two lived a stable and peaceful life in the remote and remote village at the beginning?

Or was it the moment when she finally chose to betray the shogunate and resolutely join the ghost army?

Or did none of them fail to notice the moment when they get along day and night and help each other?

Whether it's love at first sight or love over time.It is nothing more than these two ways that can produce feelings.

But thinking about it now, he didn't seem to have any reason to know.Because Renjian doesn't know how to ask, and he will definitely not speak in the end.

Gao Shan didn't think about restraining himself deliberately, after all, feelings are always something that cannot be controlled.

It will always grow quietly in your heart, like a ghost, silent during the day, but making it difficult for you to sleep at night.

The eyes that keep drifting away, the occasional care, all actions are already involuntary and uncontrollable.

But he can still choose to remain silent, for everyone.

It's like a big tree standing quietly next to an old house, growing round and round with its annual rings, and it's just branches shaking all over the ground.

It's like an actor who has been babbling and singing all his life, but keeps his voice hoarse about his own story.

Because he has never forgotten the heavy responsibility on his shoulders.

Although the matter has developed to this point, I have been a little confused, whether all the previous actions were for my own selfishness, or for the sake of the public.

The country is at a time of life and death, and our generation must be desperate.

The world may call such fearless figures "revolutionaries", but in Takasugi's view, they are just poor people living in no fixed place.

Just like when he first embarked on this path, he was already ready to die at any time.

Just like a "rebel" like myself who will go to the guillotine one day, he has lost the qualification to have all emotions from the very beginning.

He seldom had any thoughts of regret.

Whether he was kicked out of his home to protect the Matsushita Village School, or now he betrayed his relatives in order to destroy the world created by Tiandao, Takasugi has never lamented his own experience.

If you really want to talk about regret, there is probably only one moment.

That was the moment when he redeemed Ren Jian and the two teamed up to deal with the killer sent by the shogunate, he calmed down and said "approved to join the team" to her.

Since then, all situations and things have been out of control, and they are heading for a situation where there will be no redemption.But he could only watch helplessly, just like when Songyang was killed.

So powerless.

Family affection, friendship, and love, these things are not burdens to me, but weaknesses.

If there is always an invincible existence, one day suddenly exposes all the weaknesses it has to the enemy.

Want to get rid of it quickly?Rise up and attack?Takasugi couldn't imagine what the final outcome would be like.

All he can do now is to secretly keep some selfishness before completing the plan.

Hide your thoughts in the deepest place, and silently look at the one you love in front of you in such a quiet night.

I can't even say "I'm sorry" that I've been wanting to say for a long time, and I can't say it.

Perhaps as early as Matsushita Village School, everything was already doomed.

They were all wayward kids back then, and even over the years, they've only become a bunch of wayward adults.

Everyone focuses on different directions, and the path to take is completely different.

Only Takasugi has been paying attention to Songyang himself from the beginning to the end, so he is the only one who discovered these abnormalities.

There is always nothingness in the eyes of the teacher looking into the distance, and a bit of reluctance in the occasional smile.

That man once seemed to have said something inexplicable like "What I am fighting against is not God's will, but myself".

At that time, he was still young, he didn't know what these signs meant, and he didn't have any idea to tell the people around him.

Even though he gradually realized the seriousness of the matter in the future, even though he had met Gintoki and the wig countless times.

Gao Shan also just lowered the bamboo hat on his head, and passed the two of them silently.

Xinnv's words finally indirectly confirmed the conjecture in her heart-there is indeed a certain relationship between Xu and Songyang.

What a terrible thing it is to have two or more souls in one body.

What's more, one of them is still like a god of death.When the time is right, the whole world will be plunged into true despair.

Perhaps it is because of being pampered since childhood, the stubbornness and stubbornness in his bones have reached the extreme.

The things that make up our minds are always the same, and the established ideas are difficult to change in the end.

Even if everyone disagreed with such an extreme approach, he wouldn't mind at all.

It's just not being understood. Anyway, over the years, I have long been used to fighting alone.

Even if there is no one behind him, even if you have to bury your feelings with your own hands, even if it may cost your own life.

He absolutely can't stop at this time, but walk along this road until the end.

The author has something to say:

When writing this chapter, I have already regretted writing the article that the hero is the governor for the n+1 time.However, the hole I dug to my death, I have to fill it up on my knees [waves]