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He went back to his room with a solemn face, Yuta was not away, he was the only one in the dormitory, he put the bag on the only table in the room, stared at it for a long time with icy blue eyes, full of struggle and hesitation and confused.

In the end he chose to tear open the seal, and inside was a thick stack of papers.

The top one is a notice of critical illness, dated not long ago, he was shot in many places and lost a lot of blood, and his vital signs were weak when he was sent to the hospital.

The hand holding the paper trembled violently, the handwriting shook, and a slender figure appeared in the unclear field of vision, as if it would disappear in the wind at any moment.

Turning to the next page, it is the records of Yushi's various physical abilities, all of which are real data, each of which is shocking, and the data is refreshed every once in a while, from the time she was three years old to five years old.There was a special piece of paper in the middle, and the flamboyant characters were a little hard to read, and the words that took some effort to understand made Fuji's pupils shrink sharply.

Yushi was four years old. As the designated heir of the special department, he received cruel survival training earlier than the previously selected heirs. Under the circumstances that everyone at the time thought was feasible, he appeared insanity suspected of split personality.

The Ninzu family achieved their expected goals, and even Yushi's performance was better than they thought, but there were so many incomprehensible things in those eyes that were no longer childish overnight, which made people feel alarmed.

The following year, Yushi's father made an engagement with the Atobe family, vetoing her inheritance rights with one vote.

It was the next page again, and it was also a notice of critical illness, but it was very long ago.

That year, Yushi was five years old. She was in a car accident when she was out with her family on the highway. Many tissues and organs were damaged. The most seriously injured Yushi was in a coma in the intensive care unit for a whole month without any sign of awakening.

An incredible scene happened. During the hospitalization, Yushi's figure appeared in front of the Ninzu's family, and made a clear request: If the marriage contract is not dissolved and her inheritance rights are restored, she will choose to leave.

The Ninzu family refused, and that illusory figure disappeared as if it had never appeared before.

After continuous efforts, Ninzu Yushi finally woke up, but she lost all her memory, only the most basic living ability remained, and all abnormal body values ​​returned to normal levels, followed by a big change in her temperament, completely different from before People, causing troubles and troubles, almost ruined the marriage contract with the Atobe family.

This situation lasted for ten years. A few months ago, the person who disappeared for ten years reappeared, and the request was exactly the same as ten years ago. This time, the Ninzu family agreed.

As a result, Yushi Ninzu's character changed from day to night, and the engagement with the Atobe family was finally broken. She didn't want to attract the attention of others, so she transferred out of Hyotei to Seigaku.

After the real Ninazu Yushi came back, her father invited many psychological experts to dispel the shadow deep in her heart, but it was fruitless.Because of her childhood experience, every time she encounters a similar situation or someone related to it, she will unconsciously avoid it and let another strong and calm her face it.

And not long ago, that [her] disappeared, when Shinobu Yushi was struggling on the death line.

All the way to the end, Fuji suddenly felt that the paper in his hand was as heavy as lead. If these are true... then how is Yushi doing now?

There was also an unremarkable pen in the kraft paper bag. He picked it up and looked at it for a while, then accidentally pulled the cap of the pen, a clear voice came out immediately, his surprised expression gradually became dazed, and when the recording ended, At that moment, he couldn't help clenching his fists.

The door opened suddenly, and the chestnut-haired boy walked out of the room with a sullen face, and met Yushi who had been standing in the corridor for an unknown how long. Things were stuffed, and the sound of footsteps hurrying away could be heard in my ears.

Yushi was taken aback, looked down at the file bag in his hand, exerted a little force on his fingertips, and bowed slightly in the direction where Fuji left.

please.

He believes in being a good person, if he really likes Yushi, he will not ignore her now.And among the people he knows, who can control Yushi's heart, he happens to be one of them, and he is also the last hope.

In Tokyo General Hospital, the hour hand points to the "10" position, but Yushi lay on the bed but didn't feel sleepy, so she simply put on her clothes and came to the window. In the quiet hospital, only a few places were lit.Curled up on the sofa, pillowed on the cool moonlight, sparkles in the clear purple eyes.

She will be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and by then, she should go to Osaka.

Everyone here, it's time to say goodbye.

No, it should be gone.

Strange, when she left Tokyo last time, she felt that everything was fine, but this time, when the word of leaving was mentioned, her whole body became weak, even the air was pushing against her body, as if to maintain this The posture keeps going, in order to stay on this familiar land for as long as possible for a second.

Is this reluctance?

I didn't feel much before, but now... white fingers gently buttoned the skirt of the shirt, and the fingertips pressed against her slow and silent heartbeat. After that person was missing, all emotions became clear, and she could hear the deepest part of her heart. Nostalgia, but have to endure to make a decision against his will.

Life and separation seem to be more painful than farewell. She chose to let time dilute everything, but felt that the longer she stayed, the more acute the heart-wrenching pain. It was a pain that lasted forever.

The gentle turning of the doorknob brought Yushi, who was immersed in her own thoughts, back to her senses. It's past ten o'clock, who would be at this time...

However, the person who walked in made her face full of doubts turn pale instantly, "You..."

Walking into the ward, every time he stepped forward, his breathing slowed down, until he stepped into the moonlight, only the girl sitting by the window was left in his eyes.Under the moonlight, the thin and soft short hair was shining with a faint silver light, and his eyes were slightly widened, clearly reflecting his face.

On the way from the training dormitory to the hospital, the chaotic heartbeat gradually calmed down, and the emotions that had been restless for several days suddenly felt like the dust had settled, and Bu Er couldn't help reaching out and stroking her cold hair. After reacting, he immediately dodged.

"Why are you here?"

The outstretched hand just hung in the air like that, the cool air circulated on the fingertips, and there was a kind of mysterious silence.

Youshi shrank and hid on the other side of the sofa, her purple eyes turned away, and she no longer looked at him.

In the silent ward, a young man's clear voice slowly sounded, "You haven't visited the hospital since you came back, so I came here at this time."

With a soft and normal tone as if nothing had happened, Yushi's eyes trembled, and she turned her head to look at the chestnut-haired boy, "You...you should have heard it all...I clearly said..."

Those hurtful words...

Bending crescent-like eyes, Buer bent down with a smile and asked, "What did you say?"

Clenching her five fingers tightly, Yushi flinched back a little, "That day..."

The blue eyes quietly looked at Yushi who dodged again and again, as if patiently waiting for her next words.

[A person like me...how could I like someone? 】

[It was just that I felt bored at the time and wanted to find someone to pass the time. 】

[Fuer Zhouzhu, it's only because he looks like you that I pay more attention to him. 】

Her pale lips parted, but no sound came out of her throat, and the emotions trapped in her heart were raging, she bit her lips tightly, lowered her eyes and murmured, "You have heard it, why should you Listen again?"

"Didn't you tell me that on purpose?" Buer looked at her quietly. He wanted to find a chance to meet Yushi that day, but he didn't expect that when he walked to the door of Yushi's room, he would hear those awls. words of the heart.Every word ridiculed his innocence, and the chaotic emotions did not calm down until he hurried back to the dormitory.

Yushi's body stiffened suddenly.

Bu Er looked at her deeply, his smile gradually faded, "Student Renzu always mixes the truth and lies, so I don't believe what you said that night."

Qi and blood surged up, the sound of heartbeat came to the throat, and the dry eye sockets suddenly became hot, "I..."

"It's too difficult to hear you tell the truth once. I can only hear it from others. It seems that I am not enough as a lover." Fuji squatted down on the sofa and held her cold little hand.

Yushi stared blankly at the unremarkable pen in her palm, feeling familiar in a trance, and it took a while before she remembered where she had seen it before. Saito had always pinned such a pen in his suit pocket. Pen.

As if to answer her doubts, Fuji lightly pressed the golden cap of the pen, and a voice quite familiar to Yushi came out, it was Saito's voice, and hers.

[The departure of "her" made you very painful, right?The person who has been with you all the time for ten years disappears in an instant. For you, it is a kind of pain of blood separation, which is incomprehensible to others. 】

【...I'm dead, but... still alive. 】

[After being resurrected from the dead, you seem to have chosen to inherit the will of "her" to live. Do you want to become another "her"? 】"

【No, I just... don't want to cause trouble to the people around me anymore.My side is very dangerous, because I alone can cause anyone around me to become a target, this time they can escape, what about next time?This time I can survive, what about next time?I don't want others to worry about me anymore, be it Zhou Zhu, Yushi, Erina and everyone...]

【Worry comes from love. This is the proof that they love you. If a person lives in this world without anyone caring about him, that is a failed life. 】

【So I'm very scared...very scared. My selfishness has already killed me. I don't want to torture other people anymore. Instead of letting them worry about it day and night in the future, it's better to let me disappear. 】

The pupils shrank sharply, and the body trembled involuntarily, "No, it's not...I..."

When she was taken out by Saito that night, she was wearing his coat, and everything she said was recorded!

"Do you think that saying some willful words and then hiding will make me stop worrying about you?" Holding Yushi's trembling hand tightly, Fuji's eyes turned sad, "It's not that simple, Yushi."

Gently drawing her pale and frightened face with warm fingers, she straightened up and hugged the person on the sofa into her arms, "When I can't see you, I can't help but wonder if you're doing it Something dangerous, and this worry will remain no matter how long you've been away, until you come back to me."

"So, if you don't want me to worry, just stay."

The position of the heart seemed to be attached to a ball of fire, boiling her blood and heartbeat, Yu Shi stared at the empty space, "Why..." The recording pen in her hand fell to the ground with a clatter and rolled under the coffee table.

There was a low sobbing sound in the room, and the background was the soft and melodious music of the blues bar, which came from the pen.When the music gradually stopped, the crying became clear, from suppressed sobbing to crying bitterly.

"...I'm sorry...I don't want to go...I'm sorry..." There was a buzzing sound from the recorder, which seemed to stop here.

Crystal tears overflowed from the corner of her eyes, Yushi stared blankly at the place where the voice came from, how did she say it...

Bu Er carefully wiped away the meandering tears on her face, his trance-like gaze made his heart ache, "I said, there is only one chance to take it back, and I will remember what you said in the future, so you said If you don't want to leave, I will write it down. If you must force yourself to leave, I will not feel at ease. "

The tears seemed to be unstoppable, but the warm fingertips carefully wiped away the teardrops from the corners of her eyes time and time again, Yushi closed her eyes and lowered her head and murmured: "Let me go, please..."

Bu Er tightened his embrace, and asked softly, "Let yourself go, is that okay?"

His forehead touched Buer's shoulder, and tears soon wet his sleeves, "Are you crazy, keep me by your side, the days to come will not be safe..."

"It's okay." Caressing her soft purple hair, the shoulder-length length made his eyes dim slightly. I heard that it was because the wound bled too much at that time, and the scabs stuck to the hair were too difficult to deal with, so they all cut it off. It must have been dangerous, right?

"Maybe next time I'm injured and won't wake up again, is that okay?" Yushi's voice was low and inaudible.

With a pause in the palm of his hand, Buer helped Yushi sit up straight, and looked at her seriously with blue eyes, "I believe that you will protect yourself no matter what happens, so don't mention the non-existent assumption, okay?" ?”

The gloomy eyes lit up with a faint light, like the morning dew that was about to roll off the tip of the leaves, Yushi sniffed, stretched her arms around Fuji's neck, and the hot teardrops slid down the curve of her profile all the way to her pale lips By the side, the salty taste gradually spread, and she apologized hoarsely: "I'm sorry..."

Rubbing the drooping little head, "Do you still want to go?"

"...not leaving..."

There was a gentle smile on the boy's face, and a hint of relief flashed in his narrowed eyes.

It was late at night, and the ward was quiet. On the sofa by the window, a boy and a girl cuddled up to each other. Yushi didn't know when she curled up in Buer's arms and fell asleep. All relaxed.

Bu Er quietly looked at the girl sleeping peacefully in his arms, with a trace of tenderness flowing in his warm eyebrows and eyes.

A black figure quietly opened the door and walked in without the slightest sound of footsteps, so Buer was shocked when he saw him.

But the other party raised a finger to his mouth, and motioned to Yushi who was sleeping in his arms.

Buer stopped the action he was about to take, and stared at the unknown person.

He took a blanket and slowly covered Yushi's body with very light movements, as if afraid of waking her up. Afterwards, the man in black handed out a note.

Borrowing the cool moonlight, Bu Er vaguely saw the words on it:

Yushi's grandpa wants to see you after the training and competition.

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It is especially embarrassing if the computer is confiscated.The mobile phone code is vomiting blood, I don’t know if the format will be messed up T﹏T