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"Yes... so what?" Facing the warm sunshine, his chestnut hair fluttered gently, and the ice blue color in his eyes was a little illusory to transparent, "Obviously it should be resentment, but I really made up my mind to hate that When I was a human being, I found myself the most ridiculous. The problem has always existed, but I never figured it out.”

It is well-known that Ninazu Yushi likes Atobe Keigo, and they have known each other for ten years. Her love for Atobe cannot change overnight, but he has been avoiding it until the end Even the most unreasonable place is ignored.

"Why don't you ask yourself to understand?" The eyes behind the glasses were serious and cold.

Buer lowered his eyes and chuckled, with a hint of self-mockery on the corner of his mouth, "I already know the answer."

The straight eyebrows were wrinkled, as if something irreversible had happened between the two of them.

In Tezuka's silence, Fuji turned his head and showed a slight smile, "Don't worry, Tezuka, I will take care of it, it just takes time."

He stared at the young man with the same smile for a long time, pursed his lips and nodded slightly, "I understand." He watched Bu Er go away, turned slightly, and walked towards the direction where the crowd was concentrated.When he reached the steps beside the court, he stopped and looked at the blue-haired boy leaning against the tree with his arms crossed, as if he had been waiting here for a long time.

"How is he?" Pushing his glasses, his mellow voice was slightly deep, Yushi stood up straight under Tezuka's gaze, and walked out of the shade of the tree slowly.

"What's wrong with Ninjazu?" Tezuka asked without answering Yushi's question.

Knowing who this ninjutsu was referring to, Yushi shook his head with a wry smile, and sighed under the suspicious eyes of the other party, "She has changed when she returned to China this time, perhaps because she was greatly stimulated by the previous incident. I don't know anything else, but I can't think of anything worse than this in her current condition."

Recalling what Yushi said, he always felt that he had missed a very important message, which contained a very heavy truth for Yushi.

His eyes were slightly cold, Tezuka only found out about what happened in Karuizawa when he was chatting with Oishi about the current situation of the tennis club alone, about the kidnapping incident they encountered on the last day of the camp and Yushi's disappearance.

Maybe it was because he felt that the matter was over, and Yushi came back, so Oishi told Tezuka, who was the minister, what happened secretly, and he understood the general process.Although he was not there in person, he could still imagine how dangerous the situation was.

"Although I don't need to say, Tezuka-kun will also take care of his companions, but I still want to say please on Yushi's behalf." At least from Yushi's standpoint, he is not qualified to appease that boy anymore.Putting his hands on his chest and bowing slightly, Yushi turned and walked to another place. I don't know if that person has arrived in Japan at this time.

Since Yushi moved into the intensive care ward of Tokyo General Hospital, she has never stepped out, and the farthest she has been has been to the French windows, overlooking the leafy garden below.

The acacia has faded long ago, and now the only thing that can be seen is green, all kinds of green, emerald green, grass green, emerald green, tender green... sick people or some playful children sometimes shuttle in the garden accompanied by others, Or happy or sad, or innocent, or sad.

Accompanied by the nurse, the young man walked into this quiet ward, and immediately saw the girl leaning against the window, with short soft hair against her pale side face, and a slender figure sitting with her knees wrapped around her knees. On the sofa next to her, her dull eyes trembled when she heard the sound of footsteps, she turned her head, and frowned slightly when she saw the person coming.

"How did you get in?"

She had ordered the hidden guards to invite back all the people who came to see her, but unexpectedly this guy pretended to be a doctor and came in. What are the people guarding the door doing?

Taking off his white coat, the young man took off his headgear and mask, smiled and walked to sit opposite her, "As Miss Yushi's future brother-in-law, I'm here to report to Mr. Renzu."

Turning her eyes, Yushi glanced out of the window lightly again, "Huerina agreed?"

"No, actually I came here specially to propose. Miss Erina's marriage requires many people to agree, including herself. Of course, your attitude is also very important." Saito put his hands on his knees, "Hope Yushi Miss can be a lobbyist."

"Your methods are so clever, do you still need me as a lobbyist?" A soft snort came out of the slender nose.

"Well... because Ms. Hui Linai has given me a big problem, and I can't think of a solution for the time being." Saito frowned with a distressed look, and how he looked at that shrewd and rigorous face, how to act, " So I can only come and ask Miss Yushi."

The crescent eyebrows were swept away, and Yu Shi signaled him not to beat around the bush and get straight to the point.

"Oh, that's what Ms. Hui Rina said, let me make you happy, and she will consider my proposal." Saito squinted his eyes, and pursed the corners of his lips at the suddenly stunned Yushi.

The plain face fell silent, and a deep sense of powerlessness covered his eyes, "Do I look that bad?"

"What do you think?" Saito said slightly seriously, "Now anyone can see that you are in a bad state."

"That's right." With her arms tightened, Yushi hugged her knees tightly, hiding in the ward all day long, refusing everyone's visits, she didn't want those who cared about her to see her at this moment, "I Will recover as soon as possible."

"You don't have to force yourself, Yushi." Saito's tone was a bit depressed, and he hammered heavily on her heart, "When you are sad, you can vent it, and it will be very uncomfortable if you hold it in your heart."

She curled her fingers slightly, and her dim eyes trembled violently, but she shook her head and buried her head in her knees, "No need."

The expected answer, Saito sighed, "But it's not okay to be bored in the room all day, how about going out for a walk?"

"Don't go."

"Then it's settled. I'll find a way to take you out secretly tonight. Let's look forward to it." Saito said as if he didn't hear it, and whispered in Yushi's ear in a low voice, "Whether How to keep it secret, if it is found out, Mr. Renzu will definitely scold me, and Erina will also blame me for it."

Yushi's expression was stiff, watching Saito leave the ward was complicated.

At 09:30 in the evening, all the wards in the hospital turned off the lights, leaving only the lights in the corridor.A black shadow quickly passed the duty desk. The unaware nurse thought it was just a gust of wind. It quietly came to the door of the ward where the guard stood. Before the other party could react, it knocked on the neck with one left and one right. After a while, the latter only felt a numbness in his neck, and his body tilted and fell down.

Hei Ying lightly put the two of them flat on the ground, and pushed open the door. There was no one on the hospital bed. As soon as he turned his gaze, he saw a pair of purple eyes shining in the darkness, and the long and narrow eyes showed a hint of a smile, " Sorry for the long wait."

Yushi's eyes fell on the two lying guards at the door, and she said that it was really sneaky, and even the person guarding her rest was down...

"It's okay, I didn't take much drug, I'll wake up soon." Saito's chuckling voice sounded in the darkness, he carefully took off his coat and put it on Yushi's thin clothes, and hugged her horizontally "Let's go, it's not good to disturb other people."

The corner of her mouth twitched, and Yushi struggled uncomfortably. There seemed to be a strange force in her frail body, which made her unable to break free for a while, "Zai, Teng, Guang."

"For a while, I'll let you down when you get in the car." Saito took Yushi lightly through the corridor, and then flashed past in front of the duty desk, and took her into the elevator without disturbing anyone. The number dropped all the way to the underground garage of B2. During this period, Yushi kept staring at Saito's relaxed and freehand expression, as if trying to poke a hole out of his head.

Carrying Yushi all the way to the car, Saito carefully fastened her seat belt, "OK."

Her lips were pressed tightly the whole time, until Saito started the engine and drove all the way to the streets of Tokyo, her head was woken up by the night wind blowing, and Saito actually abducted her out of the hospital.

"Thank you Miss Yushi for your cooperation. If you yell or kick me over, I'm afraid it won't go so smoothly." Saito held the steering wheel with a smile in his voice.

If she could have kicked him, she would have kicked him long ago. As for yelling for help, this was something her self-esteem would not allow.Yoshi leaned on the seat and looked casually at Tokyo at ten o'clock in the evening. There was a heavy rain in the evening, and the neon lights on both sides of the road reflected balls of psychedelic light on the wet asphalt road, and then reflected into The bottom of her eyes.

"Where are you going?"

Hearing the cold female voice, Saito couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, "Of course it's a good place. I used to go there when I was in a bad mood in Japan. I think it's also suitable for you."

Yushi didn't respond, she seemed to be dazzled by the flickering lights, and seemed to be looking for something.

The wheels stopped, the secluded place in the bustling area, inaccessible.Yushi got out of the car and looked up at the blue font flashing in front of her: BLUE.

Saito came behind her and gently pushed her to take a step forward, "The boss and I are acquaintances, and he specially greeted us tonight, and only entertained us two guests."

Pushing open the sound-proof glass door, melodious music came from every corner. Sure enough, there was no one in the empty hall, only a few lamps lit by the bar.Saito pushed her to sit beside her, "How do you feel here?"

You Zi's gaze circled lightly, and finally landed on her lap, without comment.

The bartender quickly served two glasses of wine red liquid, and Saito pushed a glass in front of Yushi, "Try it?"

I don't know why Yushi felt that Saito's expression was full of evil and bewilderment at this moment, she looked down at the thick red cup, and took it up slowly after a while, "Don't you know that I can't drink now? "

"Oh, I didn't expect Yushi to be a good kid. I thought you were a bit rebellious." Saito watched her take a sip from the edge of the cup, squinted his eyes, "How do you feel?"

Compared with the bitter red wine in the past, the content in this glass is a bit too choking, as if swallowing a mouthful of burning flames, it rolled down the throat and into the stomach, and the pale face suddenly turned crimson , She lowered her head and covered her lips and coughed.

Saito smiled, picked up his wine glass and waited for her to calm down slowly, "How is it?"

Turning her head to the other side, Yushi's voice didn't sound very calm, "It's normal."

Raising his eyebrows, Saito didn't speak, and the only thing left in the bar was the singing echoing in the hall.

Assure as the sun will rise

(Like the sun will still rise)

I can never say goodbye

(I'll never say goodbye)

Even if we go are separate ways, ooh~

(Even if you and I go on different paths)

In my heart you'll always stay

(You will always be in my heart)

Yushi lay on the bar counter, her burning face was pressed against her thin arms, something seemed to flow out of the corners of her swollen eyes when she wasn't paying attention, she closed her eyes tightly, and even her breathing was slow down.

After taking the second glass of wine from the bartender, Saito took a sip and put it on the bar. The sound of the glass colliding with the tile was very clear, "I took time to meet your brother in the afternoon."

Yushi remained motionless on her stomach, but Saito knew she was listening.

"The departure of 'her' makes you very painful, right? The person who has been with you all the time for ten years disappears in an instant. For you, it is a kind of pain of blood separation, which is incomprehensible to others."

"...I'm dead, but... still alive." Yushi's voice was hoarse and lonely.

"After being resurrected from the dead, you seem to have chosen to inherit the will of 'her' to live. Do you want to become another 'her'?" Saito stared at the back of his head.

"No, I just... don't want to cause trouble to the people around me anymore." Yushi said lightly, "My side is very dangerous, because I can cause anyone around me to become a target, this time they can escape Come out, what about the next time? This time I can survive, what about the next time? I don’t want others to worry about me anymore, whether it’s Zhou Zhu, Yu Shi, Hui Rina and everyone else…”

Saito looked at Yushi quietly, seemed to be thinking about how to answer, and then said softly after a long while: "Worry comes from love, this is the proof that they love you, if a person lives in the world without anyone caring about you, then that's the truth." It's a life of failure."

"But I'm very scared... very scared," the trembling voice changed in a low tone, Yushi shrank her shoulders, and the unknown cold continued to flow through the gaps in her clothes to the warmest part of her body, "I My selfishness has already killed myself, I don’t want to torture other people anymore, instead of making them worry about it day and night in the future, it’s better to let me disappear.”

"Have you already decided? Don't regret it?" Saito sighed, and it seemed that he had no room for advice.

"……Um."

Saito came to Yushi's other side with the wine glass, and gently put it down in front of her, "This glass, I will practice it for you."

The reddish eyes moved away, but he picked up his glass of wine, "Thank you."

"Don't thank me, I didn't help much." Saito shook his head helplessly.

Yushi took a sip as usual, the taste was as choking as always, and the warm liquid burst out of her eyes instantly. She raised her hand to wipe it, and stared down at the crystal clear teardrops in her palm. The emotion in her chest seems to be oppressing her breathing and heartbeat, as if there is a kind of tight pain, making her suffocate.

"No one here knows you. It doesn't matter once in a while. At least adjust yourself to the best state before you leave. Otherwise, your appearance of wanting to cry but not being able to cry will only make others worry more."

Saito's voice was a little illusory, and Yushi couldn't hear what he said later.

The salty liquid slid down her cheeks, she lowered her head, her forehead pressed against the cold countertop, the crystal water flowed back into a river in her trembling eyes, blurring her vision.Yushi lowered her wet eyelashes, and the transparent teardrops shattered on her knees one by one, leaving deep and shallow marks, like a valve that has been in disrepair for a long time, once it is opened, it can never be closed again.

Obviously, it is only one step away from the end, why is she so uncomfortable now, as if a piece of her heart has been dug out alive, it is more panic and pain than knowing that [her] has disappeared forever, it seems that the whole body is screaming talk.

She wants to stay!

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Tonya Mitchell's "Stay" is still relatively good