The breeze shines into my eyes

Back home, Gu Yitong found a pair of slippers for Xia Lusheng: "It may be a bit big, you can make do with it first, and I will buy you new ones in two days."

Xia Lusheng responded in a low voice, and after taking off her shoes, she groped tentatively on the ground with her toes, and accidentally kicked the shoes that Gu Yitong had just placed in front of her crookedly.

Xia Lusheng pursed his lips without saying a word, and continued to search for the opening of the slippers with his toes, and tentatively stretched out his feet after touching the slippers.

Seeing this, Gu Yitong held the slipper with the side of his foot calmly, preventing the slipper from running forward. Xia Lusheng didn't notice Gu Yitong's small movements, and put the shoe on his foot smoothly, and the other foot did the same. After putting on the shoe Xia Lusheng breathed a sigh of relief.

Gu Yitong followed with a sigh of relief.

Gu Yitong led Xia Lusheng inside, and patiently introduced bit by bit: "The front is the living room, um... the tables and chairs in the living room may be a bit uncomfortable, they are all made of solid wood, and the sofa is not soft, I, I learn I have practiced some three-legged cat kung fu, so I can live stronger."

Xia Lusheng, who was very uneasy about contacting a new place, was stunned for a moment after hearing Gu Yitong's words "strong".

Gu Yitong racked his brains thinking about Xia Lusheng's living habits, but to no avail.

She really doesn't know what Xia Lusheng likes or dislikes, and she doesn't know what little habits Xia Lusheng usually has.

Even though they have been together under the same roof for four years, Gu Yitong still doesn't know Xia Lusheng well.

After Xia Lusheng in 09 arrived at home, he locked himself in the room. Although the two were under the same roof, they didn't communicate much.

In other words, there is no communication at all, Xia Lusheng has no sense of presence, and will not cause trouble for Gu Yitong.

There were times when Gu Yitong was busy with work and forgot to come back to deliver lunch to Xia Lusheng, and Xia Lusheng just waited until night hungry.

The socks are torn, the clothes are too small, Xia Lusheng can't even tell, it's all up to Gu Yitong to find out by himself.

Gu Yitong always felt that Xia Lusheng didn't like to be close to her, and she didn't want to put a hot face on a cold butt, so he gave Xia Lusheng enough space.

Therefore, until Xia Lusheng committed suicide by cutting her wrist, her relationship with Xia Lusheng was not considered close, so she never found out that there was anything wrong with Xia Lusheng.

Later... Later, when Xia Lusheng had an accident in the bathroom, she was shocked to see the new and old scars on Xia Lusheng's body, but she was unwilling to believe that Xia Lusheng wanted to die on purpose, so she went to a forensic doctor and a psychiatrist .

The final guess is that Xia Lusheng suffered from depression, and Xia Lusheng failed to overcome this terrible disease.

She chose to be free, but pushed Gu Yitong into the abyss.

Gu Yitong began to have nightmares incessantly, dreaming that Aunt Xia was sometimes sad and sometimes complaining and accused her of clearly promising to take good care of Xia Lusheng, why she didn't do it; dreaming that Xia Lusheng was lying in the bathtub, scratching her wrist with a knife, she Crying and begging Xia Lusheng to put down the knife, but Xia Lusheng smiled at her, and then she watched Xia Lusheng helplessly...

Waking up from nightmares night after night, she blamed herself over and over again for not caring more about Xia Lusheng, why she felt that giving enough material things meant taking good care of her.

Thinking of what happened before, Gu Yitong's eyes turned red, and he subconsciously tightened his grip on Xia Lusheng's arm.

"Go to the bedroom."

Gu Yitong's home is not small, with three bedrooms and two living rooms, and the master bedroom has its own bathroom.

After thinking about it, Gu Yitong dragged Xia Lusheng into the master bedroom.

"Lu Sheng, this is your room. There is a separate bathroom in it. Come on, let me show you the location. Well... the floor of the bathroom is a little slippery. Be careful. Oh yes, there is a hanging toilet in this room. Sandbag, I'll replace it later, before you get hit on the head."

Although Xia Lusheng was blind, she didn't know everything. She knew that usually only the master bedroom had a private bathroom. She bit her lip and lowered her head.

At that time in Mapo Tofu, she grabbed Gu Yitong tightly, completely subconsciously.

At that time when she was isolated and afraid of collapse, when her mind was full of daggers and sticky blood, and when the police were aggressively questioning, a person she knew suddenly appeared. She couldn't express that feeling. come out.

A piece of wood floated in front of the drowning person, and a small hole was drilled in front of the person who was about to suffocate in the closed space.

Her instinct made her grab Gu Yitong tightly.

Gu Yi's fairy tale fell for a while, but he didn't hear Xia Lusheng's response, so he asked in a light tone: "Don't you like it?"

Xia Lusheng shook his head.

Gu Yitong looked sideways at Xia Lusheng, then frowned, and after a while, he pulled her to the edge of the bed and sat down: "Lu Sheng, sit here obediently and wait for me for 10 minutes."

However, in less than 10 minutes, Gu Yitong returned with two eggs in a towel.

Xia Lusheng heard the movement from Gu Yitong, but didn't know what Gu Yitong was doing.

"Close your eyes." Gu Yitong stood in front of Xia Lusheng and said.

Xia Lusheng hesitated for a moment, then followed Gu Yitong's words and closed her eyes. The next second, something hot and Q bomb was attached to her eyes. Shocked, Xia Lusheng suddenly withdrew her body, avoiding the heat source warily.

"Don't move, it's the egg. Your eyes are swollen from crying. I'll use the egg to reduce the swelling." Gu Yitong continued to stick the egg on Xia Lusheng's eyes with one hand, and clasped the back of Xia Lusheng's head with the other to prevent Xia Lusheng from hiding, and then Explain in a low voice.

Xia Lusheng paused a little stiffly, and put his hands on his lap uncomfortably.

Gu Yitong looked down at the little girl who was half-circled in his arms, and asked, "Is it hot?"

Xia Lusheng subconsciously shook his head, the shaking egg instantly deviated from its position, and the round white tender egg fell from Gu Yitong's hand, with a small "pop", it just landed on Xia Lusheng's hand on his lap inside.

Xia Lusheng and Gu Yitong were both stunned.

Then the next second, Gu Yitong laughed out loud: "This egg seems to like you very much."

Hearing Gu Yitong's smiling voice, Xia Lusheng pinched the smooth egg in his hand, and after a moment's pause, he couldn't help but bend his lips.

When Gu Yitong saw Xia Lusheng's smile, a big stone fell from her heart. She had been worried that the mapo tofu would make Xia Lusheng emotionally broken for a long time, but it didn't seem so bad now.

"Fortunately, I prepared two eggs. Since you don't want to keep that one in my hands, you can take it. I have another one." Gu Yitong peeled the other egg and continued to reduce swelling for Xia Lusheng .

Seeing that Xia Lusheng gradually relaxed, Gu Yitong tentatively asked, "Lusheng, will you stop playing the piano at the Mapo Tofu Hotel?"

Xia Lusheng subconsciously opened his eyes, obviously unable to see, but still raised his head and looked towards Gu Yitong.

Gu Yitong took the egg back and held it in his hand, looked at the little girl in front of him, and said softly, "I don't trust you."

Xia Lusheng's long eyelashes trembled.

After a long time, Gu Yitong heard the little girl say, "I, I don't want to be a burden, and I don't want to drag others down."