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These records in Zhuo Yuanshan's handbook are enough for Yingyao to deduce what happened in the past 52 years. At the same time, he also vaguely understands the purpose of Zhuo Yuanshan asking him to send his body to a place other than Xixue Mountain. Gently closing the last page of the letter, he lowered his head and rested his elbows on his knees, and fell into deep thought while looking at the snow that leaked through the crack of the closed door.

It is obvious that Zhuo Yuanshan did kill his father, and then obtained the fake Heaven-reaching Seal from his father. Ying Yao can roughly infer the scene at that time based on what he heard and saw in the Heaven-reaching Realm:

Zhuo Yuanshan's mother controlled Zhuo Yuanshan's father with longing love, maybe before entering the secret realm, or maybe it was induced by the environment created by the secret realm after entering the secret realm, and the secret realm required the complete trust and cooperation of the people in the crystal house The people outside the house, Xiang Xiangsiyin could control Zhuo Yuanshan's father's actions, but could not control his thoughts, so they were trapped in the first level of the secret realm in Tongtian Territory.

That checkpoint might not be like the one he and Zhuo Yuanshan went through, because no one has entered the secret realm for many years and the spiritual power supply of the master of the secret realm, Ke Li, has become much easier. The monk pretending to be a mountain spirit is probably a real tongue-in-cheek Precisely, he tricked Zhuo Yuanshan's mother into communicating with him in order to sign a contract, and then took advantage of the situation to seize her.

Fortunately, Zhuo Yuanshan's mother's soul was still strong and was not taken away by him. However, the effect of longing for love was weakened by some turmoil in the soul. Zhuo Yuanshan's father took the opportunity to get rid of her restraint, and had sex with her Turning against each other, he took advantage of the power of the mountain spirit to lock her soul into the crystal house, exchanged the positions inside and outside the house with her, and then moved on alone.

However, this crystal house is not only the passage to enter the secret realm, but also the only way to leave the secret realm. Instead, Zhuo Yuanshan's mother got a blessing in disguise and appeared directly in the gray mist.

Ke Li was probably bored at that time. He met Zhuo Yuanshan's mother's primordial spirit who was trapped in the crystal house, and gave her a Tongtian seal that could leave the Tongtian Realm, and then sent her to the difficult In front of Zhuo Yuanshan's father who was struggling during the trial.

As long as there is lovesickness, longing lovesickness is effective. She regained control of Zhuo Yuanshan's father, but what happened in this story should be far away. He only knows that in the end Zhuo Yuanshan's mother sent him away with the Tongtian Seal He lost his father, and his father got the usage of longing love, and at the same time, he became a ruthless Taoist monk who chose to cut off his connection with the world in the simplest and rude way.

From the point of view of the ruthless Dao monks of today, there are three kinds of ties with the world that are most difficult to cut off, namely love, kinship, and the relationship that Ying Yige once questioned Ying Yao. Ying Yao believed that Zhuo Yuanshan's father had died at that time. Completely cut off the relationship, according to the common order, the next one should choose to cut off the relationship between father and son, the records in Zhuo Yuanshan's handbook can prove this point.

Judging from the vague description of past life revealed between the lines in the handwriting, Zhuo Yuanshan, who was not yet an adult, lost his mother suddenly, and his close and trustworthy father not only did not comfort him, but also reversed his past patience and gentleness, beating and scolding him , Hurting and drinking, no longer giving him a little love, even sitting by his bed with a sharp knife in his hand when he was sleeping, thinking about how to kill him.

Zhuo Yuanshan couldn't understand what happened to his father, and his father's constant love for his sister Zhuo Yuanlan made him only look for problems in himself, but he also didn't understand what he did wrong.

Hundreds of days and nights had passed since he first found his father sitting beside his bed with a sharp knife in his hand. He never fell asleep, but he didn't dare to open his eyes, so he could only lie on the bed and pretend to sleep night after night.

No one can bear such pressure, Ying Yao asked himself, if he and Zhuo Yuanshan changed places at that time, would he make the same choice?And the answer is yes.

There is no record of any words of that day in the notebook, and Ying Yao has no way of telling when it happened, nor does he know how many nights of struggle Zhuo Yuanshan's father sat by his bed, but one day Zhuo Yuanshan finally used his own The collected evidence pieced together that his mother's death was related to him. Perhaps at that time, the practice method of the Ruthless Daojin method had been spread, and he also understood that his father wanted to use himself to overcome the tribulation of love, so he had to Escape from this home.

Ying Yao was convinced that Zhuo Yuanshan's first thought at that time was to escape, but this idea encountered obstacles when it was implemented——

He probably told Zhuo Yuanlan about his discovery, and Zhuo Yuanlan, who was so loved and didn't find anything wrong with his father, told their father about Zhuo Yuanshan's plan, and the specific details should be There is no way to know that about a month later, Zhuo Yuanshan killed his father, took the Tongtian Seal and left Xixue Mountain with Zhuo Yuanlan to Wuliang City.

The conflict between the two of them arose from this. Zhuo Yuanlan felt guilty towards Zhuo Yuanshan, hated him for killing his father, and coveted the Tongtian Seal in his hand. They quarreled every time they met in Wuliang City. In the end, Zhuo Yuanshan He broke off contact with her, was lured by a demon, and moved to this wooden house outside the Western Snow Mountain by himself.

These letters record the process of Zhuo Yuanshan from resisting the demons to accepting the demons, and then to cheer up and integrate the demons. Ying Yao can read every change and the reason for it. Zhuo Yuanshan asked in the letters : "People don't have the feeling of licking a calf, and there is no selfish love for a black bird, but I have seen these emotions many times in the snow bear who was hunted and besieged by people, and made the top of the plate for dinner. , Snow bears can also be called people, so can people eat snow bears? Can snow bears eat people? Which of the two is a beast, and who is a primate?"

This was the last pre-practice question recorded in Zhuo Yuanshan's last notebook. After that, he was completely obsessed. Ying Yao opened the book again and stared at these lines of words for a long time before sighing.

Zhuo Yuanshan's Nascent Soul was probably still in the form of a human being. It was only when he became a demon and transformed into a god that he left the human form and became a white wolf. Since then, he neither regarded himself as a human being nor regarded human beings as his own kind, so he disregarded human life , And treat it as usual, can slaughter a mortal city for one's own selfishness, and can also regard Ying Yige as the apple of the eye for a little cheap and thin sympathy, pretending to be redeemed from it.

Ying Yao closed the letters again, opened the bookcase and put them back to their original place. With a movement of consciousness, she dragged the coffin containing Zhuo Yuanshan's body out of the mustard ring and gently placed it in the middle of the house.

There are many different burial methods for monks after death. Zhuo Yuanshan did not explain clearly, and Ying Yao didn't know which one he wanted to use. Unfortunately, he died, and his body turned into fertile soil, good water and spiritual energy to return to the heaven and earth. I think Zhuo Yuanshan's ruthless way of cultivating himself into the heaven and earth would not mind him burying him in this way.

Ying Yao hadn't held a monk's funeral alone yet. After thinking about it for a while, he still sent Zheng Chuan a summons talisman to inquire. Then he opened the coffin according to Zheng Chuan's instructions, and put the bookcase on Zhuo Yuanshan's right hand side. He twisted a rope and pretended it was his talisman, then closed the coffin again, left several fireproof, waterproof and frostproof talismans in the hidden place with his spiritual power, retreated from the room, and raised his sword to attract the people on the mountain. The snow completely frozen the wooden house and the mountains together.

In addition, it is necessary to prevent others from entering by mistake, or people with evil intentions come to dig up the corpses. Yingyuan should leave a series of concealment and defense formations around the place where the wooden house was originally, and then arrange enough After the warning method, three sword arrays for killing people were left in the innermost layer, and a tombstone was left outside to indicate that this is a monk's burial place, so that no malicious person will notice that there is a spirit here. The force fluctuates and enters by mistake.

The coffin that Zhuo Yuanshan prepared for himself was not a material that could maintain the immortality of the corpse, and Ying Yao did not deliberately leave any talismans with similar functions on the outside of the coffin. It will probably be decades before the spiritual power in Zhuo Yuanshan's corpse If it is scattered and clean, some emerald green creatures can still grow on this snow mountain.

Ying Yao used his finger as a pen, and wrote on the tombstone: "Using the end of human beings to search for the infinity of the world, counting astray, and finally fulfilling one's wish."