impatience

At the entrance of the restaurant, Luo Fei did not unbuckle his seat belt for a long time. Lu Zhan had already got out of the car. He stood outside the car door and looked at Luo Fei who was in a daze, and asked, "What's wrong with you? Get out of the car."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and waved his hands in one direction: "Zhang Ran, here it is!"

Luo Fei's heart was obviously beating fast, but he always felt as if there was something pressing on his heart. The heartbeat was violent but was always suppressed, and it was extremely painful, and his breathing was unbearable.

He turned his head and saw Mo Ziyi and Zhang Ran got out of the car together through the window on the other side. Mo Ziyi was wearing a black flight suit cotton jacket, neat overalls and sneakers, and pure black hair A few wisps were blown up, and the whole person stood in the wind, thin and slender.There was no expression on his face, and he looked a little indifferent and calm, a little strange.

The dress is strange, and the look is also strange.

Luo Fei didn't know how he unbuckled his seat belt. He got out of the car, closed the car door and looked up when he met Mo Ziyi's eyes. Unexpectedly and sadly, Mo Ziyi saw him His expression and eyes didn't change at all.

Luo Fei looked away, and walked up the steps with Lu Yu, followed by several others. Lu Zhan put his arms around Mo Ziyi's shoulders, and smiled: "Oh, you didn't want to come out when I called you a while ago, what's the matter?" ah?"

Lu Zhan's voice was clear, and Luo Fei was only one step away from them, so he could clearly hear their conversation.

"It's cold, it's too cold, I don't want to go out." Mo Ziyi said, his voice was still soft, and he couldn't hear any other emotions.

"Okay, why hasn't Zhou Yue arrived yet? He's dying." Lu Zhan said, as if remembering something, and said, "Brother, Xiao Yibai said he had an operation, so he won't come tonight."

"Yeah." Lu Yu turned his head and nodded at him.

"Yo, isn't Dr. Xiao coming?" Li Jing was also very angry at the moment, "It's a pity."

Lu Zhan hissed, and Luo Fei heard a rustle behind him, and they probably started fighting again.

Luo Fei didn't dare to turn his head, and Mo Ziyi walked behind him and Lu Yu. Luo Fei felt his back was numb, and his whole body was a little stiff.

After taking their seats, Luo Fei and Lu Yu sat together, and Mo Ziyi sat diagonally across from him, without raising his head, and the two of them made no eye contact.

"Huh? I remember Ziyi, you and Luo Fei are quite familiar, right?" Zhang Ran asked suddenly while eating.

Luo Fei's hand holding the wine glass froze for a moment, but he didn't have the courage to look at Mo Ziyi's expression, only to hear him say indifferently: "No."

"No?" Zhang Ran frowned and looked at Luo Fei, "I remember you called me several times because of Ziyi."

Luo Fei didn't know how to answer, his usual flexible words seemed to be ineffective, and he couldn't deal with this question.

It was Lu Zhan who answered, "I remember Luo Fei blocked Ziyi a few years ago, right?"

Luo Fei nodded: "Yes."

Just as he was talking, the door was pushed open, Zhou Yue came in, and sat down next to Mo Ziyi: "It's too cold today, my God."

Mo Ziyi flinched from the cold air on his body, Li Jing scolded Zhou Yue: "Take off your down jacket, don't rub it against Ziyi, I don't know that he has a poor constitution and is prone to catch a cold?"

Zhou Yue took off his coat and looked at Mo Ziyi with a smile: "Xiao Mo, why don't you order some supplements to strengthen your physique?"

Mo Ziyi didn't even look at him: "No need, you should eat more brain supplements yourself."

Lu Zhan and the others laughed. Luo Fei looked at Mo Ziyi. It seemed that this was the first time he had seen Mo Ziyi replying so rudely. It seemed that when he was with this group of friends, he was willful and relaxed. of.

How did Mo Ziyi feel when he was with him?Is the person with me a part of Mo Ziyi's personality, or is he accommodating with forbearance?

It seems useless to think about it now, because no matter what the truth is, Mo Ziyi will never do that again.

"Hey, Luo Fei, I heard you're getting engaged?" Li Jing asked suddenly.

Mo Ziyi still ate vegetables with his eyes downcast. Luo Fei turned his eyes back from his side, looked at Li Jing, and nodded: "The middle of next month."

"Have you had enough fun?" Li Jing asked him with a smile, "I remember that the number of men and women chasing you used to be too numerous to count. In the bigger bars and nightclubs in City A, as long as you go there, there will be no one in the evening." How many people want to come together."

"It was arranged at home." Luo Fei ate the food, "It's not like you don't know, I'm gay."

Others were a little surprised by Luo Fei's candid attitude, but Li Jing didn't take it seriously: "I can't, didn't you switch between male and female friends back then?"

"That was when I was a child. I have thought about it clearly in the past two years." Luo Fei said lightly.

"Then does your fiancee know?" Lu Zhan asked.

"I told her everything, this is her own choice." Luo Fei lowered his eyes slightly, "The two families have always had this idea, plus some other reasons, that's it."

Mo Ziyi didn't know if the "other reasons" he mentioned meant that Ding Yan committed suicide or that Ding Yan was pregnant.

"I'm going to the bathroom." Mo Ziyi put down his chopsticks and got up.

"I'll go with you." Lu Zhan also put down his chopsticks.

"You two are little sisters, and you have to go to the toilet together." Zhou Yue asked.

Mo Ziyi took a look at him: "Didn't you also yell and drink when you went to the toilet in high school?"

Lu Zhan made up the knife: "Yeah, you drag me to the bathroom every day after class, huh? Sister Zhou?"

Zhou Yue drank his drink peacefully: "You guys hurry up, there's no place for you to go late."

After the two of them went out, Zhang Ran said, "I always feel that Ziyi has been acting weird these days."

"What's wrong?" Lu Yu asked.

"I can't say it, but I don't talk much. I just focus on work every day. I often stay alone in the company at night. I don't like to come out during the holidays. You all know that."

Luo Fei listened to every word and sipped his wine.

"Did he fall in love after breaking up last year?" Li Jing asked.

"No, there must be none now anyway, how can anyone take the initiative to work overtime at the company every day after falling in love." Zhang Ran said.

Luo Fei guessed that Mo Ziyi probably didn't come out to his friends, so they didn't know that Mo Ziyi had a boyfriend.

"On New Year's Eve, I made an appointment with Xiao Mo to go to the bar." Zhou Yue said, "Afterwards everyone got drunk, and when the countdown was counting down, everyone crowded together, and then he seemed to cry."

Luo Fei suddenly asked without thinking: "Does Mo Ziyi like to cry?"

Lu Zhan just entered the door, and when he heard Luo Fei's question, he answered casually, "Come on, I grew up with Ziyi, and I haven't seen him cry a few times."

"Yeah, he looks weak and innocent, but he's actually quite resistant. He doesn't like to talk to people, and keeps everything to himself." Zhang Ran said.

After Lu Zhan came in, he closed the door, and Li Jing asked him, "Where's Ziyi?"

"I'm answering the phone." Lu Zhan sat down again, "Our little Mo doesn't like to talk heart-to-heart anymore. It's with you. He still talks a lot with me."

"Yes, you two are little sisters after all." Zhou Yue said.

Lu Zhan threw a pile of napkins on his head: "Shut up, you're annoying."

Luo Fei looked at the wine glass quietly. He remembered the many times Mo Ziyi had cried in front of him, and only then realized what a wrong thing he had done in those days.

It was wrong in the first place, they shouldn't have started at all.

However, Luo Fei was always obsessed with the memories of the past, struggling to save himself, but he never thought that the past that he refused to forget was such an unbearable period of time for Mo Ziyi.

He wiped his hands and got up: "I still have something to do, I'm leaving first, you eat slowly."

After saying goodbye and leaving the box, Luo Fei looked up after closing the door and saw that not far away Mo Ziyi was hanging up the phone and walking this way, he subconsciously wanted to turn around, although he didn't know where to go after turning around, but he really There is no way to face it.

It was too late to turn around, and they met their gazes. There was an unbearable tranquility in those black eyes that had been seen countless times. Then Luo Fei slowly let go of the doorknob, and his Adam's apple moved up and down. The person who walked up to him said, "I'll go first."

"En." Mo Ziyi responded lightly, and without looking at Luo Fei, he opened the door and entered the box.

Luo Fei didn't drink a few sips of wine, so he drove home by himself.

The street lamp flashing by the side of the road cast shadows on his face indistinctly, and it was fleeting. In this flickering light and shadow, Luo Fei only felt that he was really despicable.

Liang Nuan had scolded him so many times before, but he was immersed in the established fact that he couldn't be with Mo Ziyi and refused to seriously think about it. After today's dinner, he finally realized clearly how selfish he was.

That's right, why, why should such a good boy waste time with him, consume his feelings, and destroy his self-esteem.

What was going on in Mo Ziyi's mind during those times when they were secretly together?He hasn't said anything to himself, has he been living alone with those unspeakable emotions, tossing and turning in self-blame and inferiority complex.

When he wanted to let go, he was the one who forced him back again and again. Luo Fei had fallen by himself, but when he fell into the quagmire, he still dragged Mo Ziyi to accompany him to sink. Why?

What right did I have to lose my temper, what right did I have to complain about Mo Ziyi's attitude?

Luo Fei quietly parked the car downstairs in the apartment, picked up his phone and opened the address book.

"Uncle Ding, I want to meet you tomorrow."

"What is it?"

"About the cancellation of the engagement."