impatience

The next day, Luo Fei took Mo Ziyi to the company. Before Mo Ziyi got off the car, he said to him: "I will pick you up in the evening. If you finish earlier than me, just wait for me in the company. Don't worry." Standing outside, it's windy."

"Yeah." Mo Ziyi put on his scarf, "Then I'm leaving."

"Just leave like that?" Luo Fei looked sideways at him.

Mo Ziyi buried his face in the scarf, and then turned Luo Fei's question into a statement: "That's it."

"Okay." Luo Fei nodded, "Then don't beg me to forgive you tonight."

"I begged you before and you didn't spare me." Mo Ziyi whispered.

Then he opened the door and got out of the car. Luo Fei looked at his red ear tips and smiled playfully.

If Mo Ziyi knew what would happen next, he might take the initiative to kiss Luo Fei, satisfy him once, and leave some good memories for each other before they parted.

Before getting off work, Luo Fei sent Mo Ziyi a WeChat message: I can't pick you up today, sorry.

It wasn't a big deal at first, but Luo Fei's "I'm sorry" made Mo Ziyi panic.

He asked: What's wrong?what's the matter with you

Luo Fei: There is something urgent.

Mo Ziyi: Good.

Looking out of the window, he saw the cold winter wind blowing on the bare tree trunks. Looking from the room, he didn't seem to feel how strong the wind was, but as soon as he walked out, the piercing wind was like a knife, and could go straight through a person's chest.

Standing in the corridor outside the emergency room, Luo Fei said to the middle-aged man in front of him, "Uncle Ding, I'm sorry."

Ding Yan committed suicide. She took sleeping pills and left a suicide note. If she hadn't been discovered in time, she might really have died.

She only wrote one sentence in her suicide note: I want you to remember me forever.

Luo Fei's father, Luo Ming, stood aside with a livid face. On the way, he had already warned Luo Fei that the two families had known each other for many years and cooperated in all aspects of business. It can be said that their interests are inseparable. If Luo Fei didn't say anything about such a thing, it would really be unreasonable.

Naturally, the original words were not so calm, and Luo Ming could almost be said to force Luo Fei to be responsible for Ding Yan.

A few years ago, Luo Fei stayed with Ding Yan because of the pressure from his family. At that time, his personality was rather crazy and he didn't care much about matters.But this time Ding Yan made such a fuss, Luo Fei's pressure was even greater, not only because Ding Yan's parents loved her daughter, but the two families also wanted to use this opportunity to marry them, so that they could be better in all aspects of business in the future. Good cooperation and contact.It has nothing to do with feelings, but that they had intended it long ago, and Ding Yan's suicide just speeded up the process by the way.

"Luo Fei, Xiaoyan really likes you, you hurt her like this..." Ding Yan's father didn't continue, but the meaning in the words was obvious.

"I see, uncle." Luo Fei calmly looked at the bright lights on the corridor, and said flatly, "I will be with her, and this kind of thing will never happen again."

When Luo Fei said this, he didn't know whether it was sadness or compromise. In the past, he was arrogant and fearless, and no one could force him to do anything, but since he left his uncle and returned to his normal life, no matter what , seems to be able to suppress him intentionally or unintentionally.He was unwilling to face this before, but at this moment he finally understands and admits that in social relations, some things cannot escape. Take complete control of a person.

Luo Fei was not spared either.

Because he knew clearly that he could no longer return to his previous life. Although his uncle protected him very well, it did not mean that Luo Fei could follow him for the rest of his life. After all, he would return to his parents and embark on the so-called normal life path.

He didn't complain before, because he met Mo Ziyi, and he felt that it was right for him to get out, so that he could be with him like an ordinary person.But now, Luo Fei felt a little regretful, he would rather never come back.

Ding Yan was still in a coma, and Luo Fei stood in the corridor, looking at Mo Ziyi's WeChat chat box, but couldn't say anything.

He always felt timid in front of Mo Ziyi, obviously Mo Ziyi was such a non-aggressive person, but Luo Fei often felt that he couldn't face him, and dared not face him.

Mo Ziyi brought out all Luo Fei's tenderness and patience, and also inspired his sense of shame, the most cowardly side of his heart, making Luo Fei look directly at his own weakness for the first time, and also understood the feeling of being helpless.

He hadn't waited for Mo Ziyi's answer. He actually wanted to ask yesterday, but he was very scared in his heart, afraid of hearing an answer he didn't want to hear.But now, even if Mo Ziyi gave him an affirmative answer, Luo Fei couldn't do anything else, it would only make him sadder.

A red dot appeared in the top chat box, and Mo Ziyi asked him: How are you?

Mo Ziyi rarely took the initiative to chat with him, but at this moment, Luo Fei couldn't be happy at all.

He looked up at Ding Yan who was lying on the hospital bed through the glass, feeling a little numb in his heart, more of a feeling of being overwhelmed and out of breath.

Luo Fei: Sorry, we may not be able to meet again in the future.

Mo Ziyi: Good.

What's so good, Mo Ziyi thought to himself.

He lay on the bed, turned off his cell phone and closed his eyes, but his nasal cavity felt sore one after another, as if when he opened his eyes, all the unsatisfactory tears would roll out.

not good at all.

Mo Ziyi envied Luo Fei very much. His confession and farewell came so straightforwardly, but he was indecisive and needed to confirm his mind over and over again. When he was finally determined, before he could tell him, Luo Fei told him say goodbye

He wanted a reason very much, but thinking about it, so what if he knew it, the result was in front of him, Luo Fei had already given up, why would he need a reason?Besides, he felt that he had no position to question, after all, he and Luo Fei were not really together.

It's great to be friends with sex, Mo Ziyi finally thought of it this way, there is no need to take any responsibility, and there is no need to say unnecessary words, as long as the situation does not allow it, just say goodbye, save worry and trouble.

"Asshole." Mo Ziyi said.

Then he covered the quilt and went to sleep. He didn't open his eyes from the beginning to the end, because there were tears in them, and they would flow more when he blinked. He didn't want to do this.

As the new year approaches, the temperature rises a bit, and there is a faint warmth in the air, as if spring has arrived early, and it is wet, which makes people want to feel lazy.

Mo Ziyi and his company are already on holiday. During this period of time, they have been relatively free, and the others are miserable. Lu Yu and Lu Zhan are busy with the group affairs, Li Jing is busy with closing the case at the end of the year, and Xiao Yibai is busy at the military hospital. During the internship, Zhou Yue was busy managing a company that his father had entrusted to him.

Zhang Ran is also busy, busy traveling with his girlfriend. It is said that the two of them will spend the Chinese New Year on the trip, and they will come back when the company starts work.

Mo Ziyi sleeps late every day, and when he wakes up and washes up, he stands on the balcony to bask in the sun. He grows a lot of flowers on the balcony, but it is winter after all, and few flowers bloom. The most vigorous one is That pot of cactus.

Mo Ziyi's hair is no longer curly, it is now naturally straight, hanging limply on the top of his head.He had been dyed dark brown before, but now he simply dyed his hair back to black again, making his whole person more refreshing and cute, plus his face is young, he looks like a high school student, with the same soft and youthful appearance as Lu Zhanshang The next time, she also said that she would ask him to go to the gate of the city middle school to pick up girls.

The end result was that Xiao Yibai ignored him for three hours after hearing it, and Lu Zhan was bitter all night.

Mo Ziyi walked back to the living room, leaned on the sofa and picked up his mobile phone, and saw Shen An sending himself a WeChat message: When will you be free, a new bar opened near the university, let's go and have a look?