1999

After Wu Jiusheng vomited that one, his complexion was still scary.Zang Wenqing is not a person who knows how to take care of others. He watched Wu Jiusheng straighten up while leaning on the bridge railing, hesitating whether to touch him or not. He heard the young man choking and coughing. Yes, flashed past Hu Da's hesitant face looking at Wu Jiusheng before parting.

Zang Wenqing was not blind. The silent man was so worried about the young man in front of him that he even suspected that if he didn't take over and take good care of Wu Jiusheng at this time, he would feel guilty, as if he had done it. What a very sorry thing, maybe in the second half of the night I would dream of Huda coming to settle accounts with him.

forget it.Zang Wenqing took a deep breath and walked forward, regardless of Wu Jiusheng's reaction, he put the young man on himself without saying a word.

"Let's go home first, new roommate." After he finished speaking to Wu Jiusheng, he asked the driver again to drive on the road.

Zang Wenqing's small apartment is about 15 minutes' walk from the subway station. The neighborhood is quiet. There is a snack street and a small supermarket not far downstairs. It is a high-rise building with four households and two elevators. The fresh night breeze blows, which is much better than the place where Wu Jiusheng and Hu Da rented before.

As soon as Wu Jiusheng entered the door, he saw the folding camp bed that Zang Wenqing had improvised.The small space that was temporarily separated still looks very rudimentary now, with only the bed, desk, and lamp, and even the wardrobe must be shared with Zang Wenqing, but Wu Jiusheng didn't feel any dissatisfaction.

He didn't need much, a place to read and sleep was enough.

Zang Wenqing helped him carry the two luggage bags upstairs and entered the door. Seeing Wu Jiusheng standing at the door and looking at the small private room in front of him, he picked his nose in embarrassment.

"I bought the bed on JD.com. It's cheap. I made it up at the last minute. If you feel like you can't sleep well, I can change it with you."

He also doesn't know why he has become so generous, obviously it is his house, but he is always afraid that he will not take care of the young man enough, and he will be sorry for what he received from the other party's eyes when he took the luggage from Huda's hand. That heavy feeling.

"No." Wu Jiusheng replied bluntly, "I got up early during my review period and didn't sleep much, so I don't need such a good bed."

"Wow, I heard what you said, your head is hanging on the beam and your buttocks are piercing, how early do you have to get up..." Zang Wenqing asked jokingly, putting down his luggage and going into the kitchen to search for a water glass.

He poured a cup of hot water for the young man who had just vomited.

"Thank you." Wu Jiusheng took the hot water, and his expression finally relaxed a little. He sat down on the bare camp bed, opened his schoolbag with one hand, and took books out one by one, "Speaking of which, maybe it will really disturb you. .I calculated, according to the progress, I need to study for about [-] hours a day, and I am not very efficient at night, so I go to bed earlier, and then I get up at four o'clock to continue studying."

"Four, four o'clock?!" Zang Wenqing couldn't help but yelled, "You're working too hard, I remember you're only in your first year, right?!"

His surprise was not without reason.Originally, there were many credits to be taken in the undergraduate program, and the course schedule has been highly compressed. Most of the students have indeed studied very hard, but the undergraduate courses that they have just started in the first year are limited. Logically speaking, it is relatively easy.

"I applied to the school and added a few pre-selected courses to the course selection list." Wu Jiusheng replied.

"What do you mean?" Zang Wenqing was even more surprised after hearing this.Compared with full-time students, the foundation of undergraduate students is weaker than that of full-time students, and the tuition fees are very high. Generally, they don’t want to pay the part of the cost of retaking the exam after failing to pass the exam, so they will be careful when arranging credits. The conservative line of the school is mainly based on passing, and strive to pass one gate is one gate, and one point is one point.It is not easy to complete the training plan step by step. Zang Wenqing rarely heard that someone would take the initiative to increase the class schedule by himself.

"You can think clearly," he couldn't help but persuade Wu Jiusheng, "If you take the make-up exam, every credit is money."

"I know." Wu Jiusheng replied, "It is because I know that I need to go all out to prepare. Only in this way can I shorten the number of years as much as possible and meet the standards for applying for early graduation."

"You still want to graduate early?!" Zang Wenqing yelled again, his eyes widened, and he snatched the book Wu Jiusheng was holding in his hand in disbelief, a thick "Introduction to Law" It is already densely packed, and the young people are asked to make reading notes to fill it up.Introduction to Law is only an additional subject for the accounting major, but Wu Jiusheng's book is more thorough than that of a political and law student.

He couldn't help but blushed secretly, and said with a sigh: "My God, how many credits have you taken...?"

Wu Jiusheng really didn't count them. He took out his timetable and ran it from top to bottom.

"Fifty-five," he replied.

"55???!" Zang Wenqing's eyes nearly popped out, and he took Wu Jiusheng's timetable and looked at it.In addition to the 10 credits of Sixiu, Maogao, and Chinese for graduation, Wu Jiusheng has added advanced mathematics, political economy, Chinese tax system, basic accounting, introduction to national economy, financial management, and introduction to economic law. In addition, additional exams on the basics of computer application and introduction to law were added.

It was a madman's schedule.What he said just now was just a joke, but seeing Wu Jiusheng's class schedule, he felt that if he really did his job, it would be impossible to get all the credits at once without making up the exam. It's as difficult as reaching the sky.

He couldn't hold back his glance at Wu Jiusheng.

"What the hell are you thinking... Damn, it's no wonder your complexion is so bad. If I learn like you, I'll just cultivate immortality and forget it. How can you do it like this? If you learn to ruin your body, your boy ——What about you, your uncle coming to settle accounts with me...?"

"You are not allowed to tell him about this." Wu Jiusheng covered his stomach and glared at Zang Wenqing, "I came to you to study hard, and at the same time not let him worry about me. You have to tell him, I still have to worry about his mood, how can I study with peace of mind."

"I—!" Zang Wenqing bit his tongue inexplicably, "Damn it, you really hid from me because you didn't want him to know that you made yourself like this, didn't you! "

Zang Wenqing is a good person, but sometimes Wu Jiusheng really can't stand his loud voice, especially when he already feels uncomfortable.He was too lazy to explain to the other party, sighed, spread out the book he wanted to read, and lay down on the table.

"Anyway, thank you... To be honest, without your help, I can't think of a way to hide it for the time being. Maybe it won't be long before he finds out."

Wu Jiusheng lowered his tone and said to Zang Wenqing.

That thank you came so suddenly, Zang Wenqing felt uncomfortable when he heard it.The young man was already lying down on the desk to read a book, and he couldn't figure out what else he should do. Should he go downstairs to buy some medicine for Wu Jiusheng?Or go get him another glass of water?

Under the light of the warm yellow desk lamp, the young man's slender arms were resting on the book, and Zang Wenqing stared there for a while.

"I didn't say that, you are too thin..." He murmured, reaching out his hand as if curious, and squeezed Wu Jiusheng's arm.

Thin and white, like a girl, Zang Wenqing couldn't help thinking.

At that moment, he suddenly felt that the young man in front of him was very distressing. He will not be much older than the average college student next year, but he works so hard. When ordinary children are still skipping classes, playing games, and falling in love , he has already come up with such desperate energy to study, and I don't know why...

Or it can only be for the uncle who takes care of his life.Maybe it's not for myself, but because I want to lighten the other party's burden, so I don't hesitate to do this.

Zang Wenqing's heart suddenly softened a little.Homosexuals and non-homosexuals are actually ordinary people, as long as they love the right person, they will sacrifice themselves for the other person.Isn't it very attractive?

Zang Wenqing couldn't help but think, if Wu Jiusheng was a girl, if he could have such a girlfriend who was so dedicated to him, probably... probably he would be the same as the uncle, thinking of each other in his heart.

"Have you squeezed enough?" Wu Jiusheng suddenly interrupted his reverie. Zang Wenqing lowered his head and found that the young man was looking at him with a puzzled face. "If you squeeze enough, let go. I still need to read."

His heart trembled, and he withdrew his hand hastily.

"Hey, your temper is too straight, but I thought you were cute just now, okay?" Zang Wenqing said while shaking his head violently, "It's better to be a girl."

Wu Jiusheng glanced at him as if he was insane.

"Okay, good girl, I see." After he finished speaking, he specially retracted his arms so as not to bump into Zang Wenqing.

"Hey, hey, you just know what you know! Don't get me wrong!" Seeing Wu Jiusheng's displeasure, Zang Wenqing hastily explained, "I didn't look down on homosexuals, or that you like men! Really, not at all. !"

After hearing that, Wu Jiusheng's complexion improved slightly.Although actually, he didn't mean to blame Zang Wenqing.

"I didn't misunderstand," he said, "I know you mean no harm. Even if you did, I don't care. I thought that for people like us, to survive in this society, we always have to live with each other." Therefore, it is very important to deal with the relationship with others so that they can see us correctly. But now I understand that it doesn’t matter what other people think. Whether the world is tolerant or intolerant towards you is not a result of charity. , what is important is yourself, and what is important is that you are capable enough."

As the young man talked, the pair of eyes under the light became more and more firm.

Yes, that was a truth he had figured out recently, but he hadn't had time to convey it to Huda well.

"Uncle Hu will be scared because of me, all because I'm not good enough..." He lowered his eyebrows and said, "People say that homosexuals are perverts, but no one scolds Leslie Cheung, right? Every April [-]st someone To commemorate him, there are pictures of him on TV, in newspapers, and on Weibo. Everyone watches his movies, and everyone knows that he likes another man. And Turing, people only see He is a great scientist. The Apple mobile phone has printed the logo commemorating him as a trademark. Everyone uses an Apple mobile phone, and no one looks down on him because he is gay. In fact, this world has always had a way out, and we always There is a way to own my own world, so I have to work hard to stand out."

Zang Wenqing was stunned.Before he realized it, he had already bent down, lay down next to Wu Jiusheng, raised a thumb of one hand, and gestured towards the young man.

"What are you doing?" Wu Jiusheng glanced at the finger and asked.

Zang Wenqing didn't know what he was going to do either.As if he had been greatly shocked, he could only express the most honest thoughts in his mind at the moment:

"Fuck," he exclaims, "you're the most inspiring gay man I've ever met."

Wu Jiusheng stared at his silly face for a while, then suddenly made a snort, turned his face away, frowned in the gentle light of the desk lamp, and smiled.