1999

The man who received two heavy punches staggered, tried twice before he managed to get up from the ground, and fled with one leg.Before he fled, he desperately wanted to look back at Hu Da's appearance, to confirm whether the other party was the ugly old man who made a living by delivering couriers in the post, but he saw Hu Da's toes approaching to catch up. He ran away in fright.

After the man left, the world became very quiet.Hu Da quickly returned to Wu Jiusheng's side, busy checking his whole body.

His movements were rough and he didn't know how to restrain himself. He hurt the young man several times, and the young man held back and didn't cry out.Until Huda finally lifted his collar and saw the red half of his neck near his collarbone.

His little sanity was almost eaten away at that moment.

"You won't make a sound when you encounter that kind of thing!"

That was the first time Hu Da really lost his temper at the young man in front of him, Wu Jiusheng's body trembled under his arm,

"You just let him come? Why didn't you call for help! There are people living everywhere here! What if I didn't find you! What do you ask me to do! I just wanted to kill him!"

"I..." The young man opened his mouth, and lowered his head as if he felt that he had done something wrong, "I don't want to attract all the neighbors...I don't want people to see that kind of thing..."

He finally said that.

"I think it's ugly... Uncle, in fact, I don't like those things very much until now. I feel dirty if I do that with anyone else. Only you. I'm not afraid. I'm afraid that someone will be called and things will spread. go out……"

Huda said nothing.His chest was now like a huge cauldron full of lava, and the only sound he could hear was his heavy breathing.

"Who is that, and how did he find you?" After a while, he suppressed the anger in his heart and asked Wu Jiusheng.

"He...he said he was the same kind of person as us, and he found it after reading the post on the Internet. Last time he didn't recognize me, I thought... thought it was all right..."

Hu Da suddenly punched Wu Jiusheng on the wall behind his ear.He really couldn't find any other way to vent the explosion-like excitement in his heart when he heard the young man say that sentence.

"He has troubled you once before, why didn't you tell me!"

I--

Wu Jiusheng's eyes were wet, and he blinked timidly and sadly. He knew that Hu Da was angry, so he didn't dare to look at him, but he felt a little wronged in his heart.

"I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable if you know..."

Why is it uncomfortable?The answer to this question did not even occur to Huda himself for a moment.

Wu Jiusheng thought of it for him.

It was hard for him to accept that "not everyone hates homosexuality enough to avoid it", and he began to believe a little bit that the world might not be as bad as it should be.Shenzhen is so big, maybe it will really be different, maybe in this big city before them, they can really find such a corner of their own shelter.At this time, how can he understand that even though there are people of the opposite sex who are tolerant and tolerant, there is still malice among the same kind.

Uncle Hu managed to find some courage.Wu Jiusheng really didn't want to let everything go back to the past state where everything was in danger.

He knew that man was not a good person, and that had nothing to do with his sexual orientation. Not all people in the world are good.He also knew that people like that were just exceptions.But Huda, Huda is still willing to listen to his persuasion, willing to believe that there is still a chance for them to stand side by side in front of people in a fair manner?

"I know I was wrong..."

Wu Jiusheng finally bowed his head deeply, and apologized sullenly.

"No, you're right. I was wrong. I swore to you before that no one would dare to touch your finger again. I didn't protect you well."

After Hu Da said that in a deep voice, he held the young man's buried head in his hands, leaned over and kissed it.

They were in such a narrow doorway that no sunlight could come in, and there was only darkness around them. Their two pairs of lips were biting together and biting each other, and they kissed in the same dark.

Hu Da knew that at this moment, he really needed the warm breath of the young man close at hand to calm down the almost tyrannical impulse in his chest.He was too scared, afraid that he would lose control and cause a catastrophe. Like Lin Jianhua, he left his lover outside the prison alone, helpless.

People like them who have missed a step in their errands are hanging on a beam all their lives.Reason is a fishing line that may break at any time, and one cannot be called a normal-sounding, flesh-and-blood person without something to stabilize one's heart.

It was Wu Jiusheng who made him reborn once.The young man gave him love and attachment, gave him everything.He really shouldn't, how could he not help getting angry at the little guy.

Hu Da hugged Wu Jiusheng tightly, while kissing him predatoryly, while repeating the three words "I was wrong".

They kissed so deeply, the air in the two chests was exhausted and they were still connected to each other, and their minds became drowsy, almost suffocating.

Wu Jiusheng was dizzy, and wanted to push away the person in front of him several times but was reluctant. Finally, after Hu Da calmed down for a while, he was able to breathe in the first breath of life-saving air again.

"We're moving, right away." Huda said as if he had made up his mind as soon as he separated from the young man.

Not to mention whether the man just now will be found again, the influence of the posts that have been posted on the Internet can no longer be evaluated, what if the young man meets a more difficult object next time, what should he do?This place seems to have become a place of right and wrong, and it is impossible to live in it no matter what.

"But..." The young man frowned hesitantly.

They have just moved to the city for less than half a year, not to mention the liquidated damages that they have to pay if they cancel the lease that they have already signed with the landlord, the sudden move will inevitably bring more traumatic consumption.Hu Da's work is so hard, and he is now approaching the critical period of preparing for the final exam...

Hu Da understood what the young man was thinking. He was silent for a while, and raised his hand to caress the top of the young man's head.

"It's okay, I'll take care of it." He comforted Wu Jiusheng so firmly and said, "I'll clean up the house. We'll find you a separate place first, so you can settle down and study. It's really not possible. Some express hotels also provide short-term rentals. For service, you can go there alone."

Hearing this, the young man frowned even deeper.

"Uncle, I know what you're thinking," he suddenly said with a dark face, "You want to be separated from me again like that time, don't you?"

He was referring to the fact that when Hu Da first returned to Pingxiang from Dongguan, in order to avoid the temporary rumors, Hu Da asked him to draw a line with him, and even moved back to the dormitory of the factory.

At that time, Wu Jiusheng himself was still stupid. Although he was very reluctant in his heart, Hu Da insisted, and he did so.

It's different now. Young people today can more accurately figure out what they are thinking than at any time in the past.Not only did he understand himself clearly, but he also understood Huda clearly, so he suddenly became dissatisfied.

"What are you going to do? Find another place in the city and pay two rents at the same time until you stay here and settle the lease issue? What about me? I'm in a new place and nothing will happen Have you? There will always be people in this world, and we will always be seen by others. Yes, I admit that I have encountered this time and told you that I did something wrong, but I don’t think I We did it wrong. We have to meet all kinds of people all the time, life will not be peaceful, because we are such people, we can’t change. Uncle, this world is not a cage, we can’t keep running away, hiding After going from one place to another, where can I escape? If there is nowhere to hide, do you want to say, for my own good, it is better to live separately from me? How can I let Do you believe, how can you stop being so afraid that the world will hurt me?"

As the young man spoke, moisture came out of his eyes.With Huda by his side, the fear has long since left him, but the man in front of him is obviously in disarray and stubbornly wants to protect him again, move him to a corner that can shelter him from the wind and rain, and let him hide and escape. There is a deep, unspeakable sense of powerlessness.

How should he explain this matter clearly.

"Uncle, look at me. I've grown up. Xiaojiu is no longer the little Jiu who couldn't do anything. I said that I will take care of you in the future. You can trust me once, and give me again." Give me a little time, I will grow up faster and be more capable, so that we don't have to hide all the time for this kind of thing. Really, no matter what happens, I'm not afraid, but don't keep saying that you want to separate from me like this If so, I really don't want you to have that kind of thought, you have some confidence in me, okay?"

After hearing this, Hu Da rubbed the back of Wu Jiusheng's neck and shook his head.

How can he not have confidence in you, he thought, you are the smartest, most motivated, and most sensible young man I have ever met, as long as you don't have to be dragged down by these troubles, you will definitely achieve a lot.

"Uncle believes in you." Huda replied, "Uncle just can't take risks. You don't know how important you are to Uncle. It's too important. I can't allow you to make a mistake. I will go back and go astray. I will Killer, you understand."

The young man looked into Huda's eyes, and he understood.

All of this was not Huda's fault, nor was it caused by the troublemaker just now.

Huda will be so worried about gains and losses, he will be so worried about losing control, just because of one point——

"It's my fault." Wu Jiusheng suddenly cupped Hu Da's cheeks and said, "I know, it's because I'm not capable or good enough now that you can't let go and try. I don't blame you. "

His expression calmed down, and he gently stroked Huda's side face like coaxing a child.

"But it doesn't matter, I will do it. One day, I will give you all the courage you need." Wu Jiusheng said, "This time, I will listen to you and move out of this place first. But We don't need to rent another place to live. I have a place to go, which can be used as a transition first. I will pack myself up and study hard in the past. Uncle, you also take care of yourself. When I have done everything I have to do, I will Come back to pick you up."

Hu Da was stunned when he heard Wu Jiusheng's words.

"where?"

he asked in a daze.For a moment, he didn't realize what the young man meant.

Until at some point, two embarrassing coughs came from outside the open door.

Hu Da came back to his senses as if he had been electrocuted, subconsciously blocked Wu Jiusheng behind him, turned around and looked out.

Outside the two half-open broken doors, there was an uninvited visitor that he never dreamed of seeing here in the narrow alley that seldom passed by at this time——

Wu Jiusheng's fellow villager and alumnus, Zang Wenqing, a guy from Shandong nicknamed Pipi Shrimp.

Wu Jiusheng also saw him.Compared with Huda's, his expression was very calm.

"When did you come?" he asked.

Zang Wenqing didn't know which human language he should use to answer that question at this moment.

His tongue was about to tie itself into a knot with himself.

"Just, just, just since the two of you were just hitting each other..." He wanted to scratch his face with his hand, trying to resolve the embarrassment in his expression, but he poked his finger into his eye.