he killed himself

Feng Zhen went back to work on the seventh day of the holiday. Chu Yuan just came back from skiing in Russia. It was a surprise that the silly boy didn't take a good vacation. After all, even the school schedule only started in March.

"Save a quota for the remaining 7 days."

"I can't keep up with my work status, and I don't have any vacation or money."

"I'm OK."

The teacher looked at his student, probably because this child has been in such a depressed state for many years, and at this time he can't say anything other than mourning.

There is a word in the world to turn grief into strength, and Xia Wei is very sensitive to the tendency of his senior brother.

It’s rare to come one day earlier, and I didn’t meet Dr. Xiao Li from Zhanhuajiacao Night Sleeping Clinic, nor did I meet Chen Guo who worked overtime until midnight the night before but didn’t know what he did. I made a cup of coffee and felt that I was No. 1 today. When he arrived, he spit out a mouthful of coffee——I saw his senior brother was flipping through the documents with his head down, and he turned his face to the side when he heard the voice, asking if he had breakfast.

At 7 o'clock in the morning, the morning light fell on the man's face through the greenhouse, which was very soft.

So she said she didn't eat it.

12 a.m.:

Lin Tang said, "Feng Zhen, shall we have lunch?"

"I'm not hungry for now, you guys eat first."

12:30:

Chen Guo said, "Boss, do you want to bring something to eat?"

"No, I'll go down and buy it later."

12:55:

Dai Zhexuan brought up KFC, "Brother, come to eat?"

"Oh, I ate it, I won't eat it."

Xia Wei: ...

At 6 o'clock in the evening, Dr. Feng sat at his desk and said goodbye to those who got off work.

At 8 o'clock in the evening, Dr. Feng was still sitting at his desk, staring intently.

At 9 o'clock in the evening, Dr. Feng finally got up, yes, he got up!

At 9:10 in the evening, Dr. Feng sat at the table again, the coffee in hand was steaming.

At 10 o'clock in the evening, Dr. Feng stretched his waist, finally got up, poured the undrinked coffee, cleared the table, wrapped up the down jacket, opened the door, turned off the lights, and went out.

Look, it's a good thing I'm not too obsessed with work and don't know how to go home.

However, this situation has been going on for 3 days.

Xia Wei just stretched out his legs, "Brother, block the way and rob."

The woman was full of smiles, which surprised Feng Zhen, "Haven't you left yet?"

"The moonlight is good today."

There was a bright moon outside, bright and bright, and it was indeed a good moonlight, but, "You are a girl, it is not safe to go so late." Although the security in Nanjing is not bad, it is not very safe after all.

He called a car and took Xia Wei home first. The girl was not willing to go back, "Do you know what day it is tonight?"

"Lantern Festival, Lin Tang brought me Lantern Festival at noon," but I haven't eaten yet. At this time, there are red lanterns hanging outside. In fact, Lin Tang also made an appointment to see the lanterns today, but he felt that he was so yin that he was not suitable to be close to this pregnant girl. The same was true, he did not let Lin Tang come over for his mother's funeral.

"Brother and Dr. Lin have a really good relationship."

"The two of us are brothers and sisters who have worshiped."

This is really a more gratifying explanation, not to mention that Dr. Lin is a woman with a partner?

"I heard that Qinhuai's boat can arrive at 12 o'clock, senior brother, shall we take the boat?" The little girl is the best at grabbing your hand and looking at you with big eyes blinking, "I will pay the full price, and you will be covered tonight." Okay?"

"Overnight?"

"Include your food for a month."

The young man's black eyes were fixed, and he was pushed by the woman to turn around.

"Oh, let's go, let's go, it's too late if we don't go."

In the past few years, Chinese people's traditional cultural concept has become less and less. On the contrary, the city is extremely lively when it comes to cultural life. There are lights and festoons everywhere, exaggerating cultural traditions.

Although Xia Wei said that she would pay the bill, Feng Zhen was still a man, so he would not let Xia Wei pay at this time.

The two bought a rabbit at the rest of the stall, and the boss had a promotion, buy two get one free, so they both had one in their hands.

There was still the last boat on the Qinhuai River, and the two of them boarded the boat, feeling the scenery across the river that still sang flowers in the back garden—it was just ordinary.

After getting off the boat, Feng Zhen checked the time. It was already past 11 o'clock. He bought some food for Xia Wei, and called a car to take her home. The girl had a great time, and emphasized that she would contract Feng Zhen for a month "Anyway, my mother cooks a lot, so if you don't dislike me, brother, just bring it with you."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome." The girl chewed the oden and looked at him sideways, "Brother, I heard a sentence from Dr. Gao's opening speech some time ago, and it makes sense."

"I don't seem to be there." The young man's brows and eyes have been relatively stretched, "What did Doctor Gao say?"

"He said that as long as a person has someone he wants to see, he is not alone. However, brother, what do you say if you have no one you want to see?"

The sky and the earth are slightly cool, a round of bright moon has reached the center, the young man's face is calm, seems to be caught in this problem, Xia Wei didn't bother him, and reminded him to tell him when he got home, but she looked more like a senior sister at this time.

Feng Zhen returned to the residence, Zhou Chen's car was downstairs, and he was standing in front of the apartment building, he breathed a sigh of relief, it was really cold tonight, this tall man shrunk slightly like a penguin He was lying down, with a scarf wrapped around his neck, but he didn't use it to cover his face.

When the man saw him, he seemed to grow a few centimeters suddenly, and his eyes lit up.

"Why are you here?" I happened to give him the buy two get one free rabbit lantern.

"I'll come and see you." The handsome man took the lantern, trotted over to open the door, took out an insulated box and trotted over again, "Aunt Shen made glutinous rice balls, I thought you would come back sooner."

Aunt Shen is the one from Beijing. Feng Zhen was a little surprised that this aunt came to Nanjing, but he didn't ask anything. After all, the internal arrangements of the Zhou family have nothing to do with him.His fingers touched the cold fingers of this man, and he paused. He knew that this man could not come here just to give a glutinous rice ball, and it was impossible to let Zhou Chen go back directly at this time, but he didn't want Zhou Chen to enter the house.

"It's the brown sugar stuffing you like. Aunt Shen said that you ate a lot when you were in Beijing. Go up, it's cold outside." Zhou Chen was still talking, this person waited for so long, and didn't even ask where he was going Feng Zhen finally softened his heart, looked back at Zhou Chen, and thought about asking someone to sit up and warm up - after all, according to Xiao Heng's words, this person was responsible for the heating of the floor in that room.

The businessman surnamed Zhou has always been quick to respond to this kind of willingness to interact. Feng Zhengang showed this idea, and he trotted to keep up with the trend, and went upstairs in two or three steps, without even giving him time to regret it.

"..."

Feng Zhen's residence was still the same as before. Most of Mrs. Feng's things were neatly put in a box. After looking carefully, I noticed that the books on the table were all packed in the box.

The message is obvious, "Moving?"

"Change the company to a closer location, this side is far away."

"Have you found a house yet?" I didn't even know it was time to find a house.

"Live in Jiangning first, don't worry for now, you sit down first," Feng Zhen moved the glutinous rice balls into a bowl, washed the thermos and came over, asking him if he wanted tea hot or lukewarm.

"It's hot, thank you." Zhou Chen maintained a certain sense of safe distance, and asked where the house was and how far it was from the company.

"It's okay." He really didn't know the exact time.

Jiang Ning’s house was bought by Feng’s father when his son was in a coma. It has two bedrooms and one living room, with simple decoration. At that time, the house price in Nanjing was not as high as it is now. son.

The teacup in his hand slowly lost its warmth, Zhou Chen moved closer to Feng Zhen to see this person more clearly.

Xu Shi sensed the temperature beside him, Feng Zhen turned his face, and the two looked at each other, "What's wrong?"

"I want to take a good look at you." Zhou Chen couldn't take his eyes off him. For so many years, he has never been able to take a good look at this person so unscrupulously. "When I first came to England to study, I always dreamed of you. You stood in my way." in front of me, tell me not to be afraid."

"Actually, no matter who it was at that time, I would have done that."

"I know," Zhou Chen knew the answer a long time ago, just like Feng's father and Feng's mother did not blame him too much when they knew their son saved him, and Feng's mother even comforted him a little, after all, this is His son's choice. At that time, the gentle parents didn't know that their son had been let down by him. This was also a thorn in Zhou Chen's heart. "Do you regret saving me?"

"I don't regret saving people." The young man lowered his brows slightly, filled the cup with hot water, and answered simply and sincerely, "I'm just sorry that I didn't see my dad for the last time."

Feng's father was terminally ill and needed money urgently. The family spent a lot of savings and sold the homestead and car in Yunlian City, and refused to move the house here, let alone borrow money from others.

He knew that he would not live for too long. Now that his son has not woken up, the cost in the future is unknown, his wife's health is getting worse day by day, and there will be no one to take care of her in the future.

As a father and husband, he stubbornly made the decision to stop treatment, leaving more capital for his wife and children to live in the future.

That's a great father and husband.

"I'm sorry that I didn't find out about your father's situation in time." At that time, he was abroad, confused but also dreaming, obsessed with studies and work but at a loss, and even blocked all domestic news until Jiang Yu directly found him and beat him up. After a while, I just woke up from a dream, and I rushed back to China on the same day, but unfortunately I didn't catch up with Feng's father for the last time.

"My mother said that he took a bottle of sleeping pills and walked away peacefully without suffering too much." The three-good young man also expressed his gratitude, because he helped a lot with his father's funeral and took care of his mother.

So, as if he was the one being comforted, Boss Zhou narrowed his eyes and smiled, "Do you have to be so generous?"

"Zhou Chen, it's all in the past, you are not such a person stuck in the past."

The black pupils were so calm, filled with him without any fluctuations.

Is it true what Chu Yuan said, the main reason he is willing to remember you now is because he let go.

"You feel guilty for everything I've done?"

"You must have your own considerations." But he was not very interested. "Zhou Chen, we don't owe anything now. I saved your life, and you helped mine with your living self." family."

If they are each other's passers-by, maybe they will stop here, and they will not owe each other, and they will even be grateful to each other.

"Feng Zhen, listen to me," Zhou Chen raised his hand and pressed down on the young man who was about to get up, his eyes almost looked into those black pupils, seeing through the darkness, "I did it because of guilt and guilt .”

The ice surface seemed to vibrate at this moment.

The black-eyed young man paused, he couldn't see his face clearly when he lowered his head, then looked up in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

"I lied to you." After so many years, the words that had been suppressed in my heart finally came out, "I'm sorry, Feng Zhen, I'm sorry."

"Oh, it's nothing, it's just easier for me to chase." The young man accepted the apology like this, smiled generously and educated, looked at the time, "It's so late, you should go back first, we can talk about it tomorrow if there is anything else. "

A well-educated and good-tempered person, once he becomes mean, his normal speech will directly hit people's hearts.

How can Zhou Chen know how to look at his face, and he sighed in his heart that Feng Zhen not only can advance, but also learned how to take a step back. According to the principle of negotiation, he should continue to strike at this time, digging a little crack in the ice, just looking at the young man. After all, the exhausted look couldn't bear it.

Except for his appearance, the former cheerful young man has almost disappeared, and now in front of him is this mature man named Dr. Feng.

He has experienced too much, the seemingly miserable and deceitful feelings in his youth may be just a scar in Dr. Feng's world today, and it will hurt a little under special circumstances, but it is not worth chewing on.

He was really cruel to himself, and buried the old Feng Zhen in hell.