he killed himself

"So, Feng Zhen lost his memory and forgot about Zhou Chen?" Seeing the waiter coming in to deliver the food, Lin Tang stopped talking, just in time to digest the story that Chu Yuan just narrated.

Dr. Chu Yuan is very good at skinning and deboning. A story is told without blood and flesh, and there is not much cause and effect, giving people too much room for imagination. At this time, the advantages of peers can be fully displayed. When the little girl who delivers food goes out Lin Tang got closer to Chu Yuan and lowered his voice, "Did Mr. Zhou leave when Feng Zhen was unconscious?"

"Why do you think Mrs. Feng can be admitted to the Fourth Army Hospital?"

"Medical insurance." After thinking about it, Lin Tang immediately understood that Mr. Zhou was responsible for all these things. She and Feng Zhen were both children from the ordinary middle class, and they knew that for a family like theirs, Good doctors and good education are not such easy resources to get. All of this requires money and a network that ordinary people cannot afford. "From this point of view, this Mr. Zhou is not a heartless person."

Chu Yuan was noncommittal. A story only tells some passages in the middle but not the whole story. Anyone who reads it will be good.

"Then why didn't Mr. Zhou take the initiative to tell Feng Zhen about the past?" From her perspective, even if Feng Zhen saved Zhou Chen's life at that time, Zhou Chen did not choose to stay with Feng Zhen and wait for him Wake up, but people have their own lives and choices, and it is not a fair thing to ask Zhou Chen to give up his own future. This must be understood with Feng Zhen's personality, not to mention, Zhou Chen has done it now. With so much, the two of them can be regarded as not owed to anyone. If they explain it clearly, even if Feng Zhen has forgotten the past, the two of them can still get along with each other.

"Then he has to ask himself."

Lin Tang squinted her eyes. At this time, there was a neat and orderly party outside, so she put away her gossipy eyes and watched the pair of young people come in. Losing the doctor's unique delicacy, to be honest, the two are really a good match.

After blowing the meal and sending Lin Tang home, Zhou Chen first sent Chu Yuan back to the hospital to pick up the car, and brought the two packaged small fried dishes to Lin Xiao by the way. The hospital is the busiest time at the end of the year. The son just came out of the operation, dragged off the blue protective clothing, and hadn't put on the coat yet. Seeing Zhou Chen coming up, he waved his hands meaningfully, "What did you bring?"

"Dried lotus root and pumpkin porridge."

Just suitable for people who work overtime, Lin Xiao moved the chair and ate food half-spread, "I have another surgery in 20 minutes, so I won't see you off."

"It's okay." Zhou Chen sat down opposite him, 20 minutes was enough to ask two questions clearly.

"Feng Zhen how much longer?"

"If you survive this winter, you can survive summer, if you can't survive it, it will only be a few days." The doctor said this indifferently because he has seen too many lives and deaths, "I originally expected that she would not be able to survive December."

"Where is Feng Zhen?"

"He's alive and well, what's the problem?"

"Recently Uncle Wu showed it to him and said he had sequelae."

"After lying in a vegetative state for so long, it is inevitable that you will suffer from various major injuries and minor pains, and your resistance will be much worse." Lin Xiao dug out two medical records and threw them to Zhou Chen. Is this compounded?"

"I think unilaterally."

"Then you can remind him to come for a reexamination next year. There is nothing useful about that person. If you don't pay attention now, you won't know when you get old... Oh, and you may not be able to grow old."

These words startled Zhou Chen, and when he was about to ask what was going on, Lin Xiao was hurriedly called out by a nurse. He left his job and didn't even have time to put on his white coat.

There was already a lot of noise outside, there were cries and calls for help. A man covered in blood was being carried onto a cart. Lin Xiao went up to push the cart. With a sound, the crying and shouting family members were isolated outside the door, and the emergency room was quiet and busy.

Zhou Chen watched quietly, but his limbs felt cold again, just like that night.

They were all squeezed into the deformed car. Xiao Heng in front was hanging upside down and was not breathing. Zhou Lin had been thrown out, and there were people surrounding her and making phone calls.

He couldn't move either, because Feng was really on top of him.

When the truck in front hit him, he hadn't reacted yet. Suddenly, his eyes were dark, and Feng Zhen was already in front of him. He propped up the seat with one leg, and his arms supported the backrest like a steel frame.

"It's okay, Zhou Chen, don't be afraid."

The fool!He stretched out his hand, and when he was about to push the fool away, suddenly there was another impact. The man's body, which had been tense just now, seemed to soften in an instant, and landed on him.

"Help us." He could only call out like this in his heart, the impact just now was too heavy, causing him to lose his voice for a moment.

After living for more than 20 years, it was the first time he felt the helplessness of life and the slow loss of life. It was also the first time he knew that there are not so many high and low levels in people. In the face of death, there is only one life.

The only luck is that they all survived that day.

But, they can no longer live well.

Closing his eyes and then opening them again, Zhou Chen felt the blood slowly returning to his body, answered Yi Zheng's call and replied that Xiao Heng was not with him, and he drove home quietly.

When he got home, Joe had already gone to bed. He entered the door and gave the child a good night kiss. The new year is approaching, and everyone is looking forward to the reunion. This year, Zhou Yuyang has already agreed to bring Zhou Lin and Joe back to Beijing for the New Year. The second aunt has already prepared a room, just waiting for someone to come over.

In fact, in the past two years, he has not brought his younger sister and Joe back to his home in Beijing. Since Joe returned to China from his mother, he has rarely taken this child to see other family members—because sometimes he doesn’t know what to do.

Very early on, he realized that there are many things in this world that money cannot solve.

For example, Joe's autism, his sister's short-term memory is impaired, and Feng Zhen forgot about him.

But he couldn't stop, or he would lose everything.

Feng Zhen took his mother home, and unexpectedly met a familiar person at the station——Wei Heng.

They went in the same direction, got off the bus, got on the same bus, and finally arrived at the same community and the same unit.

This is a bit of fate, probably because the child Xiao Heng has a really good relationship with Feng Zhen, he looks quite pleasing, and he came here alone, so Feng's mother invited him to eat hot pot at home in the evening , "His second aunt sent a lot of spinach and mutton over. It's good to eat more of these in winter. You look thin, just like our Feng Zhen."

Looking at Wei Heng like this, Feng Zhen felt a little weird, but couldn't tell the details.

In the evening, Chu Yuan called and asked if Xiao Heng was here. Feng Zhen said that he was living upstairs in his own house. When he was talking, he looked outside the door. This Mr. Xiao Heng was helping to choose vegetables. The New Year's advertisement shot by this man in a red sweater is playing on the TV.

"This shape is not good-looking." Xiao Heng said.

"Teacher Chu wants to talk to you."

"Boss Chu?" Xiao Heng directly refused, the reason is very simple, "I'm busy."

What are you busy with?People just waved the spinach on their hands.

Fortunately, Chu Yuan didn't force it. He knew where he was, so please take care of him. Then he said something to the person behind him, and asked Feng Zhen to send the address later, and there were some things to send.

Feng Zhen asked Xiaoheng for his house number and mobile phone number, and sent the address.

Seeing Xiao Heng like this, he suddenly understood his strange feeling, this Xiao Heng was not that Xiao Heng.

Although he was not Xiao Heng's therapist, when he came into contact with this person, he still knew very well that this person was more like a child who didn't grow up.

But this person is not, the young man in front of him, although wearing Xiaoheng's skin, is so unruly in his eyes, it seems that he is contemptuous and playing with this world.

"Who are you?" Feng Zhen asked after the meal.

They were all cleaning up the dishes in the kitchen. Although Xiao Heng didn't intend to help, he was fiddling with a small pot of kumquats, "I'm Wang Ke."

"Wang Ke's specific information is here," Chu Yuan frowned. He was about to fly to France, but he didn't expect Xiao Heng to appear suddenly, "Yi Zheng is going to celebrate the New Year there tomorrow. ask him."

Zhou Chen lowered his head and looked through the files. He didn't ask too many things about Wang Ke, but just asked his friends to bring him blessings to the two elders.

"A lot of things are going to be better next year."

Zhou Chen was puzzled by this conclusion.

"Now is the worst time." Chu Yuan patted him on the shoulder, "Everyone is hoping that something will end soon."

This is true for anyone in the story.

Zhou Lin and Joe were sent to Beijing by the Zhou family's guards, and Zhou Yuyang was there to arrange everything, so Zhou Chen felt relieved. Now that the company has nothing to do, Ji Zibai stayed in Nanjing for the New Year anyway, so he ignored the man's murderous eyes , went to Lianshi with Yi Zheng.

Along the way, the two chatted about the arrangements of the two families for the new year, and some ideas for the next year, and finally the topic returned to Xiaoheng or Wang Ke.

"Wang Ke actually appeared when Xiao Heng was 15 years old." Yi Zhengdan was wearing a sweater and looked at the road ahead, his expression was more like a memory, "Do you still remember being beaten up in the first year of high school? Did Xiao Heng make a move?"

This memory is easy to be drawn out. In high school, a few people rarely got together. They were at a party on Ming Street (Bar Street). Maybe the young people were too ostentatious and were targeted by some gangsters. Those people didn't know their identities. A few words If the words don't match your tongue, you're a fucker.

Although a group of sons and gentlemen were a bit showy, they couldn't keep up with the crowd when they fought. Yi Zheng took a stick for Xiao Heng and fell down. When he was half-conscious and half-comatose, he saw a thin 13-year-old boy with his arms crossed. Holding a stick, maybe the light was dim, maybe the fog was too thick, the little boy was like a Rakshasa who came out of hell, he beat people with his head, and his strikes were fast and poisonous.

"Could it be that Xiao Heng is angry? After all, he doesn't care about the consequences when he gets angry."

Chu Yuan was procrastinating with some things that day, so he came out a bit late, and only caught up with the processing scene. Zhou Chen and Lin Xiao were beating the other side, and Yang San went out to call for someone. The scene of flying does not have the shocking experience that Yi Zheng has, so some doubts will be raised.

"There was a man that day whose hands were almost useless."

Zhou Chen could remember it because the man had two wine bottles stuck in his hands, "No wonder he didn't talk to us at the police station at that time."

This Yi Zheng doesn't know, but he can understand that too much talk will mean something. Wang Ke's position on his identity has nothing to do with this circle, and he has thoughts that completely occupy Xiao Heng's heart, so naturally he won't show his flaws so easily. .

"I often wonder if Xiaoheng wouldn't be what he is today if it wasn't for what happened that day."

"What did Uncle Wu say?"

"It's still the same sentence at that time, he came to me first in this life, and the specific words are gone."

The Yi family has always believed in Buddhism, and the family even worships Bodhisattvas. The fifth uncle of Yi has been cultivating in it all year round. Although he doesn't know the source of what he said, many of them are still prophecies. However, the fifth uncle only signed words, not made Explain that everything is left to them to explore by themselves.

What Zhou Chen experienced the most was that he once took Feng Zhen to Uncle Wu to prescribe some prescriptions to recuperate his body, and Uncle Wu laughed privately that he had found a doom for himself.It's a pity that I was enjoying the fun at that time and ignored such a simple sentence.

Something suddenly came to his mind, but he didn't catch it for a while, so he gave up the idea and changed shifts with Yi Zheng.

The author has something to say:

The second boss took my medical records and threw me directly in the face——waking me up from my dream......

On the 100th day of quitting meat, applaud yourself~