deformed bone

Probably because of being immersed in the memory, Calvin didn't feel that he fell asleep—or rather, he felt that he only slept for a short while.

But when he opened his eyes again, the gaps in the shutters that had been set into the old wall and looked like they hadn't been scrubbed in 100 years were filled with bright sunlight.

Calvin stared at the sunlight for a while, and the thick dust, cobwebs, and dust flakes were clearly visible under the light, but at the same time, the shadows outside the light were also extraordinarily thick.Can

He heard the slow and regular breathing of Joyce and Han not far from him.He turned his head sideways and saw that the two people were lying on the ground in a posture that was very uncomfortable at first glance, and fell asleep.

And a little further away, on the only bed in this humble apartment, Isaac closed his eyes tightly, also in a dream.

Coming back from a severe gunshot wound wasn't completely harmless, and even after a whole night, his face still looked abnormally pale, his head thrown back slightly, breathing Hasty, chapped and bloodless lips, as if the next second he was going to die from extreme weakness—

Calvin felt a wave of unspeakable anxiety and fear.

He sat up suddenly from the sofa, and the springs of the ancient sofa cushion made a harsh sound.

Calvin's movements were paused because of this.

Joyce and Han should have been awakened by the horrible noise, but they just turned around with a frown and went back to sleep.

"Don't worry, I gave them some drugs to relieve emotional anxiety, and it was difficult for them to wake up during the prescribed time."

A pair of hands rested lightly on Calvin's shoulders, and then Red Deer's voice sounded, as if he didn't need to use words to communicate with Calvin.

Calvin couldn't help looking at the red deer, and then he was slightly dazed.

At this moment, almost everyone in the safe room looked haggard and tired (even Joyce, who was as strong as Joyce, seemed to have aged ten years in this period of time), with the exception of Red Deer.

This one-time death row inmate, serial killer and split personality is like a monster born to absorb invisible nourishment from human pain and chaos.Even after going through so many terrible and weird events, he still looks radiant and radiant... It can even be said that he is more handsome, younger, and more attractive than when he first appeared in front of Calvin.

And he's real.

Calvin has always known that the red stag's extraordinarily beautiful appearance hides unspeakable evil, but precisely because of this, he is better than the illusory beauty Calvin had before. The so-called family, fatherly love, and peaceful life... Be more real.

At this moment, Calvin suddenly wanted to kiss the red deer.

And he did.

Red Deer seemed a little surprised at the beginning, but then he took the initiative, and the feedback he gave Calvin was so strong that it seemed that he would split Calvin into small pieces of flesh and swallow them in the next second.

"Well……"

Calvin let out a low muffled grunt, and wrinkled Red Deer's shirt vigorously with his fingertips.

After a long time, the red deer let go of Calvin. Calvin panted, slightly raised his head and stared at the latter's face.

The red deer didn't seem to be really satisfied (although Calvin had already faintly tasted the faint blood in his own mouth), the evidence is that his pair of green eyes still glistened with bloodthirsty eyes, like a forest deep in the forest. Like a ferocious beast that hasn't eaten for a long time.

Calvin licked his lips unconsciously, but when the tip of his tongue touched his lips, the smell of rust and a faint tingling came at the same time, which proved what Calvin had noticed before, the kind of extreme greed that came from the red deer And longing is not imaginary.

The red deer did bite Calvin.

"Sorry, I'm a little out of control."

Red Deer's pupils became deeper and deeper. He stared straight at the bright red blood dripping from the small wound on Calvin's lips, and his voice became hoarse.

"It's ok."

Calvin said calmly.

What he didn't tell Red Deer was that, in a way, he even kind of wanted Red Deer to hurt him—or hurt him.Only this kind of pain can make Calvin feel a little real.

When he finally realized last night that Dr. Holden was also related to his life experience, he had been in this illusory state.

He wasn't sad, he wasn't shocked, he wasn't in disbelief.

He just simply felt that his past was like a long and fragile dream, so that now he couldn't find the reality in life at all.

Thankfully, he still has red deer by his side.

Although this person has his evil side, but he is always clear in Calvin's empty life like some kind of coordinate, and Calvin is barely anchored in the nightmare of reality.

Of course, something wrong with Calvin could not escape Red Deer's eyes.

"what happened?"

Red Deer leaned down and asked with concern.

Calvin raised his hand and gently stroked the red deer's face.

"I was thinking...you are a terrible monster." Calvin said softly, he paused for a moment, and then smiled at Red Deer, "And I am actually a monster too."

That's why I'm so attracted to you uncontrollably.

Red Deer's pupils shrank slightly, but he quickly returned to normal.

He sat next to Calvin to be closer to him.

"Don't say that, you are my angel... and my salvation. I may indeed be a terrible devil, poof, I will not deny that. But I will never admit that you are a monster."

Red Deer took Calvin's hand and pressed it to his chest.

"But if you say that you are some kind of demon that can confuse people's hearts, I will admit it... because you can always easily attract all my thoughts. Do you know that if you need it, I am willing to take my My soul and my heart are all dedicated to you without a moment's hesitation."

Red Deer said this with a smile, but the two people who heard this sentence knew that there was not even the slightest bit of falsehood in this sentence.

"The way you look worries me a little bit, honey."

Red Deer said to Gall again.

"I'm fine, really, I just remembered something," Calvin said, and he couldn't help but glance at Isaac, who was still asleep.

"You know? It was only last night that I finally realized that I had been living a huge lie.

Calvin said bitterly.

Both Dr. Holden and Redbeard were once researchers of that terrible god-making project.It can be said that the reason why Calvin appeared in this world is precisely because of the sins they committed.However, for some reason, Dr. Holden managed to escape from that research institute, changed his face and used another identity to live in this world.

Although Calvin's arrival was not his plan, he did stubbornly hide everything from Calvin in the following decades.

As for Redbeard...Redbeard felt that Calvin should not exist in this world from the very beginning.Perhaps before this, he had been trying to conceal his killing intent, but after Joshua plunged the entire country into extreme chaos, the red beard obviously pushed everything on Calvin.

"...He originally wanted to kill me."

Calvin murmured to Red Deer.

"So he didn't leave any room for people, he planned to kill me in the first place - Isaac took it all for me. I don't think Redbeard originally planned to do that, he didn't intend to hurt Ai Zach, he just, he just couldn't stop."

Calvin kept imitating the scene of Aizhak's attack in his mind, and it was precisely because of this that he finally noticed the details that he had completely ignored before.

Amidst the continuous sound of gunfire, after the red beard realized that Calvin was shot by Isaac, he quickly glanced at Calvin before leaving.

At the same time, he muttered a sentence with a fast speech speed and a low voice that was completely inaudible——

【"Everything is your fault."】

……

"It's all... your fault?"

On the sofa in the safe house, Red Deer sneered disdainfully after hearing this sentence.

He obviously disapproved of Redbeard's words, but Calvin, who was familiar with Redbeard's steps, would not be so relaxed.

"No, I can't stay here—the red beard will find a way to get here."

Calvin said calmly and firmly.

"Maybe he does have some special channel of news that makes him feel that everything is because of me, everything that this country suffers from me, or everything is just his own prejudice... There is only one thing that is beyond doubt, He will use all his strength and methods to kill me completely."

For this reason, he even did not hesitate to shoot at his son who was once a close friend.

Those unfamiliar with the red beard might still have doubts about what the old man was capable of, but Calvin was by no means one of them.You know, Redbeard was the one who sheltered the Holden family for many years under the most intense search by the Adventist faction. As an ordinary researcher, he was able to become the uncrowned king of the underground world in the end. Science and reason.

When he was the patron of Calvin's family, Calvin was more than once thankful for Redbeard's fortitude and ruthlessness, but now he felt uneasy and troublesome because of it.

Calvin immediately asked the red deer to wake up Joyce and Han, and asked them to protect Isaac.

As for Calvin himself and Red Deer, they left the safe house directly.

"We will find a way to get rid of the red beard first," Calvin said to Joyce and Han before leaving, "If all goes well, we will also find some medicine for Isaac."