If there is no freedom, what is the difference between living a day and a lifetime?

The inexplicable accusation came out of nowhere, and even sounded a little unreasonable.But looking into the reasons in detail, it is extremely sad.

I was really scared of being locked up.He found it unbearable even to think about it briefly.

Lian Di didn't expect his thoughts to suddenly jump so far, and he only had time to say, "I didn't think about it that way."

"But that's what you've always thought of me, hasn't it?"

Xian Ziyu's impulsiveness reappeared, and she pursued it relentlessly, "You clearly still treat me like a child who doesn't understand anything!"

"I have long since ceased to be that fragile Xian Ziyu who needs to be closely guarded to survive."

Eager to find reliable facts to prove it, he finally began to speak nonsense, "When I'm not with you, I myself live well?"

"..."

As if hurt by this sentence.Lian Di opened his mouth, but no words came out.

Xian Ziyu sobered up after venting, seeing how sad he was, and began to regret that what she had said was too much.

But I couldn't save face to admit it.

He was the one who interfered with what I did wrong first.

Xian Ziyu thought, if he is willing to say a few soft words to admit his mistake, I will apologize along with it and explain the matter clearly.

However, no one spoke.A breathless silence filled the room.

Lian Di was silent for a while, before saying, "Do you have anything else to say?"

"...you get out for me."

Cold and stiff.After waiting for a long time, there was only such a sentence.Xian Ziyu got angry again, pulled the quilt up over his head, and his voice came out from under the quilt muffled.

"I don't want to talk to you now."

When joking before, he also said something like "Can you be a little bit fierce to me".But even he himself didn't realize that, in fact, he was soft-tempered rather than tough.

But Lian Di knew it all, so he never scolded him loudly, and would patiently explain everything clearly.

But this time, it was too scary.

Lian Di stood by the bed, watching Xian Ziyu put on a posture of refusing to communicate, and unconsciously closed and clenched his fingers.

When he heard the news, he accidentally broke the glass.The fragmented appearance seemed to be happening to Xian Ziyu.

It was a scene he couldn't even imagine.

Everyone has moments when they can't control their temper.But Xian Ziyu was also stubborn, bumped into each other, and the two of them got angry at the same time which was rare.

"Well."

At least people are safe, and other things can be explained slowly.Lian Di suppressed his emotions forcibly, intending to give each other time to calm down, "You rest first. I will pick you up at night."

Such a calm tone made him look like an unreasonable child.

Xian Ziyu turned over angrily and ignored it.

Lian Di's eyes dimmed little by little, and he let go of his fist and took a step back.Seeing that the person pretending to be asleep on the bed still didn't move, he could only turn around and leave in frustration.

After going out, Sister Zhong was sitting at the door.

Seeing that Lian Di's expression was not very good, she guessed that there was a conflict between the two of them, and persuaded him, "He has a childish temper, he will be fine in a while."

Lian Di didn't look at her, just whispered a word and strode away.

"Stay here with him. I'll be over later."

**

Xian Ziyu covered her head and suffocated herself for a while, but she didn't hear any more movement, and finally couldn't bear to get out from under the quilt.When I turned over and looked out, I saw Sister Zhong sitting on the single sofa beside him, looking at him with a half-smile and a bit of disgust.

He looked around and saw that there was no one else in the ward.After pursing his lips twice, he still asked, "...Where's Lian Di?"

"Didn't I get mad at you and go away?"

"Obviously he is angry with me!"

It's only been a few minutes.Xian Ziyu clutched the corner of the quilt with her fingers, feeling that this person had no patience at all.Just leave.

"He said he would pick you up at night."

Sister Zhong stood up and thumped her waist, she seemed to be accustomed to his dissatisfaction, "You are almost done. He also has a job, so coaxing you like this every day, one day will be annoying. If you regret it at that time, there is no place to cry cry."

"I heard that Lian Di is not such a good-tempered person. He has treated you very well. If he wants to let me go, he would have cleaned you up and taught you to be honest. How can it be your turn to play tricks here? Lose your temper."

Xian Ziyu was even more dissatisfied when she said, "I'm not the only one who loses his temper! You didn't even see him when he asked me to coax him!"

Sister Zhong walked beside his bed, squinted her eyes, and uttered a condescending syllable, "Heh."

It can reflect mental activity.

"..."

Xian Ziyu was out of breath and felt wronged.

Obviously Lian Di was the one who made the mistake first...

Why does the wrong person seem to become himself instead?

Then why should I wait here so obediently.

Xian Ziyu raised his head suddenly, his eyes were bright, and he was about to get out of bed after throwing off the quilt.

Sister Zhong was taken aback by him, "What are you doing! Go back and lie down."

"Discharged, I can't rest well here."

Xian Ziyu landed on one foot, bouncing around and helping Sister Zhong's shoulder to move out, commanding in a rather forceful tone, "Now I'm your boss, listen to me."

**

Lian Di did not return to the company.Turn right at the intersection and drive the car straight home.

Compared with companies and studios, hospitals are actually closer to home.He has no important matters to deal with, and now he just wants to find a place to calm himself down.so as not to make the situation worse.

After entering the door, the living room was quiet.

Three or four pillows were scattered on the sofa.There are more piles on the carpet in the bedroom, all of which Xian Ziyu likes.He always likes to lie on it when he has nothing to do at night, carefully picks out one to hold in his arms like a draft pick, and plays with the TV on his mobile phone.

There are also all kinds of gadgets he collected on the shelf in the porch, and he just picks up one to play with when he's bored.The baby squirting whale that he puts in the bathtub in the bath has fallen out of favor and is kept neatly in his toy box along with several others.

Lian Di returned to the bedroom, sat on the carpet, picked up a pillow in the shape of a cartoon bear, and rubbed it on his knees.

It feels fluffy to the touch.He lowered his head and buried his face in it.

He also said he was not a child.

Obviously there are toys everywhere in the house.

You are obviously easy to get hurt, why don't you accept my protection?

He obviously never thought of imprisoning him, why can't he explain it?

Lian Di closed his eyes, remembering the only time he took Xian Zi Yuqiao's house out to play.

That night, Xian Ziyu carefully touched the moss on the tiles of the eaves, and her eyelashes were wet with joy.All he said was, "That's great."

A bird landed beside me.He stretched out his hand and watched the bird get frightened, flutter its wings and fly to the sky again.Fly far away.

He looked at it for a long time with his small face upturned, tears slipped down his cheeks and into his collar without realizing it.Just smiled and said over and over again, "That's great."

It is very distressing to see.

It seems that when I think about it now, I can still vaguely feel the mood at that time.

Lian Di buried his head lower.

On the night of the Lantern Festival that year, Xian Ziyu only scribbled two words on the paper lantern.It seemed that he didn't have any hope, but he firmly imprinted it in his heart.

So I tried my best to set him free.Even if he was later found dragged into the torture hall and lost most of his life, he never gave up.He secretly planned a more comprehensive arrangement, trying to take him out.

I didn't think about anything back then.He only wants to replace paper lanterns to fulfill his wish and give him the freedom he wants most.

Now it's been realized, but it's starting to feel uneasy again.

Perhaps for him, freedom is the most important thing.

……what about me?

Lian Di recalled the more distant memories.

On his way to move his family.It was the first time in his life that he encountered such a chaotic scene. His mother pushed him away like crazy, and shouted hoarsely, "Go... let's go!"

He was terrified.He really ran that far away, until he couldn't help but turn around, only to see his mother was pierced through the chest, lying lifelessly on the ground.

Still an ignorant teenager.He hid in the grass, looked at the corpses all over the ground outside, and lost all thoughts, as if he was the only one left in the world.

It was finally discovered.When he was thrown off the cliff, he even felt a sense of relief.It seems that the end of life is much easier than the life of not knowing how to wander after being lucky enough to survive.

But he was saved by a child who couldn't speak clearly.

Like a bright beam of light, it fills his entire vision without hesitation.Rewrite his whole life.

Until now, he still clearly remembers his thoughts at that time.

The world is dark.You have to get closer to the light so you can see the way ahead.

Later, knowing the fate of Xian Ziyu, he was even more reluctant to leave.

How could he bear to see such a dazzling light go out?

Xian Ziyu said that if he wasn't with him, he might have been tortured to the point of mental breakdown.Like so many "Xian Ziyu" before, he could not see hope and gave up his life ahead of time.But I don't know, in fact, the reverse is the same for him.

Now, Xian Ziyu is no longer that young master who was detained in a small courtyard, waiting to die day after day.But he was still that lost boy who didn't know where to go other than following the light.

yes.Lian Di thought, he was right.

Even if they are not together, Xian Ziyu is still alive and well.

There are so many people with high martial arts skills and extraordinary skills in this world, it is not necessary for him to stand by Xian Ziyu's side.

What's more, Xian Ziyu now has enough confidence and courage, she doesn't need anyone to protect her, she can take good care of herself.

He has a bigger world and a more exciting life.

Maybe he's already...

I'm not needed anymore.

It's not that Xian Ziyu can't live without Lian Di.

Lian Di couldn't do without Xian Ziyu.

**

After an unknown amount of time, the phone buzzed in his pocket.

Lian Di came back to his senses and took a look at it.

It was a text message from Xian Ziyu.

"I'm still very angry now. So I decided to reconcile with you after I go home after recording the show."

"Don't call me, even if you call, I won't answer."

"That's it, I'm leaving."

The author has something to say: Lai Liao

Yu Zai's text message was originally in the next chapter.After thinking about it, it seems that I look like a sharp knife here, so I added it.

Ah, it hurts my heart to write this.I must write this paragraph tomorrow.

If I can't finish a chapter, I will add more!

good night everyone liao

*today's bow time*

Thanks to Jiumo Wugui for throwing a landmine.

Crab and Crab are cute! mua

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