my school boy

Dong Yan took a long breath, and could only blame himself for accidentally knocking over Shen Shucheng's jealous jar, "Mr. Shen, I have to go to the laboratory in the afternoon, so I'll go first." After speaking, he slipped away quickly.

Before Shen Shucheng and Tian Yu were together, they could pretend that nothing happened and get along with each other normally, but now that the conversation is over, both of them feel a little embarrassed.

"Mr. Shen, I..."

"Xiaoyu, that me..."

Shen Shucheng pretended to be calm and shook his hands, put his hands on his waist again, coughed twice and turned his face away, "You talk first."

Tian Yu pursed her lips, but she didn't want to speak when the words came to her lips, "You should say it."

"I..." Shen Shucheng's Adam's apple twitched, and it took a long time before the words came out of his throat, "I'm not jealous, you really can't eat, when you recover, I'll peel apples for you every day. "

Tian Yu looked at Shen Shucheng standing uncomfortably beside the bed, and sighed softly.

"Oh……"

"Oh?!" Shen Shucheng turned his head away, his face flushed, "Oh, what do you mean?"

Tian Yu's big watery eyes flickered, and she looked at Shen Shucheng eagerly, "Oh, it means, I believe in you!"

Shen Shucheng was speechless after being stared at by Tian Yu's innocent eyes. He took several breaths of the hospital's disinfectant-smelling air before trying to calm down. He straightened his hair and tried to calm down, "What did you want to say just now?" ?”

"Me?" Tian Yu lowered her head to look at the white quilt again, "I just want to say, if the two of us are like this, won't it affect you?"

"It doesn't matter if I am a transparent student, but you, this matter will not be good for your family, right? I feel like a nail stuck in your happy person. In fact, you don't need to be with me Together, I am used to it alone..."

Shen Shucheng patted Tian Yu's head when he heard Tian Yu's rambling words, and interrupted Tian Yu's words, "Xiaoyu, what are you talking about?"

"I mean……"

"Do you like me?" Shen Shucheng looked into Tian Yu's bewildered eyes and asked seriously, "Do you like me? You can answer yes or no."

Tian Yu had never seen Shen Shu as serious as he is now, and timidly replied, "Yes."

"Okay. Then let me tell you, I like you too, that's enough. Just leave everything to me now, okay?"

Shen Shucheng sat next to Tian Yu, held Tian Yu's hand, and felt that Tian Yu's fingertips were cold due to tension.

Tian Yu really wanted to answer "Yes" directly.

But he can't.

Let Shen Shucheng alone bear all the responsibilities, all the pressure, perhaps the future and everyone's condemnation, he can't do it.

"What are you going to do?"

Shen Shucheng's peach blossom eyes are full of affection and silence, which is very beautiful, but Tian Yu sees it in a daze.

"I..." Shen Shucheng rested his head on the mattress, "I'm still thinking about it."

A sigh floated gently in the ward, and finally was swallowed by a ray of sunlight that came in along the gap of the window sill.

"I can't give you what you want." Shen Shucheng said in a muffled voice.

Tian Yu frowned, "I...what do I want?"

"During New Year's Day, you want a peaceful life and three meals a day for a family of three, but I can't provide it." Shen Shucheng chuckled to himself, curling his lips helplessly.

It was the first time Tian Yu saw this, and Shen Shucheng looked at a loss. Normally, he was always smiling, as if there was nothing in this world that he couldn't solve.But at this time, the person lying next to his bed looked like another person, like a beast trapped in a cage of reality, weak and dying.

He stretched out his hand, but stopped in mid-air, wondering if he should touch Shen Shucheng's head.

Shen Shucheng's hair is much thicker and softer than it looks, Tian Yu buried his hands in it, and ran down his scalp bit by bit, the hair covered the back of his hand like warm water, and slipped through the gap between his fingers Let's go, Shen Shu seemed to like it very much, tilted his head, and put his head in Tian Yu's palm.

"But it would be nice to have you in my future life."

Tian Yu bit her lip and said softly, "You are what I want most."

In the ward, there were only two people breathing in silence, excited and flustered, sad and happy.

As for the future, Shen Shucheng and Tian Yuxin tacitly did not mention it. Both of them need some time to add each other's mentions to their future plans.

"Mr. Shen, I..." Tian Yu's stomach suddenly growled.

Shen Shucheng's head buried under the quilt suddenly burst into laughter, "Do you want to eat?"

"I..." Tian Yu's face was flushed red, but his stomach was still screaming relentlessly.

"Don't eat!" Shen Shucheng patted Tian Yu's head, "You must listen to the doctor."

"But..." Tian Yu's face turned redder, and his voice became weaker, "But I'm already ventilated..."

A strange smell diffused through the air in the ward.

Shen Shucheng was a little distracted, took a deep breath, immediately noticed the impurities in the air, looked at Tian Yu who buried her head in the quilt again, raised her eyebrows and smiled maliciously.

"Then, I'll peel an apple for you to eat."

When Tian Yu was discharged from the hospital and returned to the dormitory, there was an extra silk quilt on the bed.

Taking advantage of the other two people not paying attention, Cao Kefan leaned over and whispered, "Mr. Shen asked me to bring it for you."

After all, he gave Tian Yu a meaningful look, which made Tian Yu blush.

"Cao Kefan..." Tian Yu suddenly stopped him, "I, do you and Dong Yan have time? I have caused trouble for both of you during my illness, I think, I want to invite you to have a meal together."

"Eat?" Cao Kefan got excited, and planned to agree immediately, but when he thought that Tian Yugang was hospitalized, almost all the money he earned from his work-study program was used to pay for medical expenses, so he asked him to treat him to dinner, and let Shen Shucheng know, next time he went to the academic affairs Chu might eat himself up, so he quickly waved his hand.

"Don't, don't, don't! It's almost the end of the term, why don't you bring me, a scumbag, when you and Dong Shen are reviewing?"

"Can I add one more?" Liu Lu finished the live broadcast and took off his earphones.

"No!" Cao Kefan stared at him, "Go find Song Zhibo!"

"I refuse." Song Zhibo buried his head in his book, not intending to join the discussion among the three of them at all.

"Then I'll go find Dong Yan." Liu Lu said while tossing his long hair.

Tian Yu panicked, only to realize that she had missed a lot of homework during the hospitalization period, and the last time she went to the laboratory to do experiments, she hadn't finished yet.

"Cao Kefan, did you take notes in class?" Tian Yu wanted to slap herself when she said this, how could someone like Cao Kefan who never wakes up in class have such things as notes, "Forget it, I'll find Dong Yan Well, I'll go to the physics building and I'll be right back."

I haven't come to the laboratory for too long, and Tian Yu keeps a bunch of unfinished experiments in his hands for his brothers and sisters. He must apologize to Shen Wanjun, but he didn't realize it until he walked downstairs to the physics department. Shen Wanjun is so busy. People, why would they sit in the office and wait for themselves all day long, no matter how bad they are, they should send an email to make an appointment first.

But since you're here, let's try our luck.

Tian Yu, who was planning to have the door closed, did not expect that Shen Wanjun was actually in the office.

"I heard from Shen Shucheng about your illness." Shen Wanjun dispelled his worries when he opened his mouth, "I have always emphasized to the students in the laboratory that the body is the most important thing. Let's make up for the experiment."

"Okay." Tian Yu nodded, seeing Shen Wanjun concentrating on correcting the thesis, secretly admired in his heart, it turned out that the idol-like teacher in his heart was so focused on his work, and thinking about himself, he couldn't help feeling a little guilty.

"By the way, Tian Yu, do you have any plans for the summer vacation?" Shen Wanjun turned his head and asked.

"arrange?"

Tian Yu didn't know whether it was an arrangement to help his mother with farm work at home, take care of his disabled father, and watch him not let him go out to drink and come back to be drunk.

"That's right. There is a meeting in New York in July this year. I want you to sort out what you're doing and see if you can submit an oral report. The deadline is next Monday. You can try it."

New York?Was it the New York he thought of?

"Teacher, I..." Tian Yu was a little dazed, and suddenly felt like a dream.

"I want to try."

"Okay, then you can send me the summary before [-] o'clock on Saturday night, and I will revise it for you."

"Then..." Tian Yu originally wanted to ask, if he went to the meeting, how much would he spend in the middle, and he had a disease, so he didn't have much savings now.

"Do you have any other questions?"

"No, no."

The words came to my lips, but I didn't know how to say them.

No matter how bad you are, you can go to Cao Kefan and Dong Yan to borrow some, or take Liu Lu with you when you are reviewing, and say good things to him, or go to a few tutors to save some money.

At night, Tian Yu was thinking about how to write the abstract, and sent a text message to make an appointment with Dong Yan on Saturday, planning to ask Dong Yan after sending the abstract to the teacher on Saturday, when he suddenly received a text message from Shen Shucheng.

——Xiaoyu, I heard that alpacas came to the zoo this year. Shall we go and have a look on Saturday.

——Mr. Shen, I'm sorry, I may not be able to go, I have something to do on Saturday.

——Is there something to see if I can help you solve it?

—No big deal.

Seeing Tian Yu's reply on the phone screen, Shen Shucheng raised his eyebrows, looked at the pendant in his hand, and smiled.

He thought about it for a long time. After the incident in the hospital, the two of them officially started an ulterior "underground love", but what was the hasty confession in the hospital? Rituals to be forgotten.

"Ritual, yes, the sense of ritual is very important!" Shen Shucheng muttered to himself, Tian Yu didn't have time, and said he had something to do, but he didn't tell himself what happened.

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