my school boy

"Where did God Tian go?" Cao Kefan looked around in a panic, "Isn't he being taken away by some bodhisattva just because he is handsome?"

Dong Yan saw that Tian Yu respectfully held the smoky incense, and was already kneeling in front of the smiling gilded Bodhisattva, chanting something, and solemnly kowtowed three times.

Tian Yu didn't believe this.

That year his father went out to work, and his mother donated a lot of incense money to the small temple in the village, praying for safety and wealth, but when he turned around, he received the news that his father had fallen off the scaffolding. The trouser legs are already empty.

The contractor left 2000 yuan in nutrition expenses and disappeared without a trace. The family was impoverished, and he borrowed money everywhere to eat closed doors. In the end, he was his twin sister who gave up her studies and worked in a garment factory after graduating from junior high school. Money to subsidize the family.

From that time on, Tian Yu knew that neither the gods and bodhisattvas in the sky nor the relatives around him whose blood was thicker than water could be trusted.Regardless of whether there is a cliff or an abyss in front of him, he can only rely on himself.

But Tian Yu thought, what if the big Buddha in the Temple of the Reclining Buddha is different from the Bodhisattva in his small village?What if this golden Buddha, which receives a steady stream of pious pilgrims every day, can hear his own voice and help himself achieve a little bit?

Buddha said, let go of ego.

The so-called obsession, knowing that it is impossible, but still can't let it go.

Tian Yu lay at the Buddha's feet, raised her eyes to look at the big Buddha with half-opened and half-closed eyes.There is a faint smile on the corner of the Buddha's mouth. I don't know how many joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys this smile has witnessed in the world.

Thousands of years are nothing more than thousands of times of flowers blooming and falling in a long-standing temple, and the snow falls without a trace, but the joys and sorrows of the world's creatures are real.

Tian Yu silently read, if it is possible, if it is possible to be with Teacher Shen.

Dong Yan pursed his lips, walked up the stairs, and made three respectful bows: If you can, let the people around you do so.

Cao Kefan didn't notice the treacherous atmosphere between the two at all, and still knelt in front of the Bodhisattva in fear, as if talking to his old friend, "Boss Buddha! Please don't let me fail this year, don't let me fail." If I fail a test, I will be a vegetarian for three months!"

Cao Kefan lowered his head and thought for a while, but felt that it was not worthwhile, "Three months is still too much, Boss Buddha, why don't we just take one month! Or I can bring you my lumpy ginseng and deer antler to honor you!"

If you tell the Bodhisattva your wish, he will know what to do with you?Dong Yan rolled his eyes angrily when he was still bargaining with the Bodhisattva.

The three of them wandered around the cherry blossom forest again, sweating all over, and went to an online celebrity shop outside the temple to eat the famous plain noodles before returning to the dormitory.

After walking for a day, he only ate some light food. No matter how hard Tian Yu fights hunger, he is still a young man who is growing up. On the way back, he bought a bowl of instant noodles at the supermarket and made do with it in the dormitory.

After eating, Tian Yu took out his mobile phone. What Dong Yan said today made him extremely panicked.In fact, whether it is known by others or discriminated against, he doesn't care.He was just afraid that this matter would have a bad influence on Shen Shucheng.Although he thought that it would be fine even if Shen Shucheng knew about it, he still didn't hope that he would become Shen Shucheng's trouble one day.

Everything starts from myself, let me put an end to this unrequited secret love with my own hands.

"Dong Yan, I think you are a good girl. I am really grateful that you can understand my feelings for Teacher Shen, but this is my own wishful thinking after all. I don't want more people to know about this, okay?" ?”

There was a quick reply to the message, "Okay."

Seeing Dong Yan's news, Tian Yu was relieved to finish eating the cold instant noodles, but not long after eating, Tian Yu's stomach ached a little.

At first, Tian Yu thought that he hurt his stomach by eating too fast, so he lay down on the bed after washing, but in the middle of the night, the pain did not get better, but became more serious, like holding an electric drill into his stomach. As if hitting a nail, Tian Yu's eyes were staring in pain, and he was afraid of waking up the others, so he could only bite the quilt, and the sweat fell on the pillow cover layer by layer, soaking the pillow cover.

"Cao Kefan..." Tian Yu was already furious when he called out the name, "Cao Kefan, I..."

Cao Kefan who was sleeping in the next bed did not see any movement, so Tian Yu had to kick the bed with all his strength.

"Tian Shen, you are in the middle of the night, what are you doing..." Cao Kefan was woken up in a half-dream and half-awake. He was full of anger, but he could hear Tian Yu shouting softly, "I think I'm going to die..."

Cao Kefan was startled, jumped up from the bed, turned on the light, and rushed to Tian Yu's bed, only to find that Tian Yu's face was pale and bloodless, curled up in the corner of the bed with his hands covering his belly, and there were fresh tooth marks on the quilt .

"I..." Before he finished speaking, Tian Yu passed out.

"You! What's wrong with you?!"

Waking up in the dormitory in the middle of the night panicked for a while,

"He, is he going to die?" Song Zhibo's lips trembled in fright.

"He said he was going to die, what should we do?!" Cao Kefan was about to cry.

"Ambulance, call 120!" Liu Lu yelled at the other two people who climbed onto the bed to pinch Tianyu.

Shen Shucheng sat at the computer desk, opened Word, and wanted to write something, but found that he couldn't write.

Looking at the time, it was already two o'clock in the morning. He scratched his hair, took out the melatonin next to the desk, poured out a pill, and was about to swallow it with water when the phone rang suddenly Get up—Tian Yu.

Call yourself so late?Could it be...

An ominous premonition flashed in Shen Shucheng's heart, and he quickly answered the phone, but it was Cao Kefan crying, "Mr. Shen, can you come to the affiliated hospital? Tian Yu, Tian Yu is about to die!"

The so-called five thunderbolts are probably this kind of feeling.

Shen Shucheng immediately got up, picked up the coat at the door, and rushed to the hospital, Cao Kefan's words echoed in his ears, "Tian Yu is dying soon."

Why was there an accident all of a sudden?Obviously when I saw him on Friday, he was still alive and well, obviously his dream had not been realized yet, obviously his life had just started.

Why is it dying soon?

He was suddenly very frightened, so frightened that his running legs trembled uncontrollably, trembling, and fell into the grass on the side of the road, before he could care about the wound on his elbow that was scratched by sand and stones, Shen Shucheng struggled to get up from the ground He ran like crazy to the hospital.

Shen Shucheng didn't dare to think about what would happen if he was left with a cold body when he walked into the ward.He suddenly regretted that he didn't tell him that he liked him.

If you know that parting is coming so fast, some words will not be so difficult to say.

In front of the ward, the doctor on duty frowned and was talking to Cao Kefan.

Shen Shucheng pulled Cao Kefan away, "Doctor, tell me something!"

"Are you his family?" Yisheng asked, pushing his glasses.

"I..." Shen Shucheng shook his hands in pain, "I am his teacher, you can tell me anything."

"That's it." The doctor flipped through the folder in his hand, "The patient has acute appendicitis and needs surgery, and we are already preparing for it."

"What?" Shen Shucheng couldn't believe his ears, and suddenly laughed, "Appendicitis?"

The doctor looked at the man in front of him with dissatisfaction, and thought that I am in the surgery department, not the psychiatry department. Why is there a mental illness? He took the folder and left in a hurry.

With a "snap", Cao Kefan only felt his Tianling Gai humming, and then Shen Shucheng yelled, "You kid playing with me? What do you mean you're dying! Do you believe I beat you until you're dying?!"

Cao Kefan was so wronged that he was about to cry, "Mr. Shen, don't hit me! I don't know what happened! Tian Yu, Tian Yu said it himself!"

Thinking of Cao Kefan's kindness for sending Tian Yu here in the middle of the night, Shen Shucheng finally put away his slap, "Next time you talk nonsense like that, I'll let you go to the third floor!"

"Ah?" Cao Kefan said miserably, not knowing what Shen Shucheng meant.

Shen Shucheng said coldly, "The third floor is the Department of Orthopedics."

After all, he took out a bank card, "The password is the last six digits of the card number, you go and pay first."

After Cao Kefan ran away with his bank card in hand, Shen Shucheng gently opened the door of the ward.

That thin and slender body just curled up on the white hospital bed, pressed his stomach hard with his hands, gritted his teeth, closed his eyes tightly, and the sweat on his forehead dripped down his cheeks The water mark, the drip next to it, flowed into his body along the needle tip.

Shen Shucheng's brows trembled slightly, and he sat on the edge of the bed, let Tian Yu lean on his body, pulled out Tian Yu's bitten lower lip, and patted his back lightly.

Those tightly closed eyes opened weakly, and when they saw the face of the person hugging him, they were suddenly startled, and their breathing became obviously rapid.

"Mr. Shen, I'm sorry, I..." Physical strength did not allow him to say too much.

"Hush..." Shen Shucheng pressed Tian Yu's head into his arms, "It's okay, it's okay."

"Am I dying..." Tian Yu's tears suddenly flowed down uncontrollably, "I know, I'm dying, right?"

Shen Shucheng wanted to laugh, and let Tianyu lean his head on his shoulder, "No, what are you talking about, you are..."

"I..." Tian Yu interrupted him, the pain in his abdomen made him dizzy, he thought to himself that this was clearly what Shen Shucheng used to comfort himself, so he would not believe it.

Thinking of being able to lie in Shen Shucheng's warm arms before dying, Tian Yu was not afraid of death at all.But when he thought that he was going to die soon, but Shen Shucheng knew nothing about his love, he felt regretful in life.

"Mr. Shen..." Tian Yu's voice was obviously crying, "I, I want to tell you something..."

"Huh?" Shen Shucheng hugged Tian Yu even tighter, holding his hand, trying to pass his own warmth to him.

"I, I'm about to die." Tian Yu's voice became weaker and weaker, he thought, since I'm about to die, even if you don't like me, it won't cause too much trouble to your life.

Then allow me, in a life of fear and trembling, to indulge once a little.

Tian Yu exhausted the remaining strength to straighten up from Shen Shucheng's arms, looked at Shen Shucheng's slightly astonished but still gentle eyes, "I like you."

After all, without waiting for Shen Shucheng to make any reply, he kissed her.

Tian Yu only dared to touch Shen Shucheng's mouth lightly with his lips.

For him, that's enough.

And he also clearly felt that when he touched Shen Shucheng's lips, Shen Shucheng panicked.