Deskmate, wake up

Zhou You stood at the corner of the stairs, but he didn't go down.

He even took a few steps back so that Tong Tong could not see him.

He stood aside, clenched his fists, counting the hours.

In less than 5 minutes, Tong Tong pulled up his clothes and wiped his face.

Tong Tong looked around in silence, picked up the lunch box, packed up the tissues, and slowly went down the stairs.

Zhou You let out a long breath with an ugly expression on his face.

He didn't know how much self-control he had used to not hug Tong Tong.

As soon as Tong Tong stepped out of the hospital gate, he saw Zhou You walking towards the hospital gate.

Tong Tong was stunned for a moment, and for a moment, he hurriedly glanced at himself in a panic.

The knee was broken, the palms to the wrists were full of fine wounds, and the white T-shirt on his body was full of dust stains from rolling down the stairs.

The eyes are probably still swollen right now.

Several excuses flashed through my mind, but none of them worked.

He didn't want to say that he fell down the stairs, he didn't want to say that he spilled the lunch box, he didn't want to say that he couldn't hold on anymore, he didn't want to say that he had an emotional breakdown.

He just didn't want to talk about it.

But just like he didn't think of an excuse, he also didn't think Zhou You didn't ask anything.

Zhou You just held his hand, looked at him twice and said, "Don't go to class in the afternoon, go home to treat the wound."

Tong Tong heaved a sigh of relief and nodded.

"I'll take you back." Zhou You said.

"It's time for class, you should go back to school first." Tong Tong whispered, "I...I want to go back by myself."

"Okay." Zhou You nodded without asking anything, and stopped the car for him.

Before getting into the car, he hugged him and told him, "Remember to treat the wound."

"Okay." Tong Tong nodded.

He didn't want to think about why Zhou You didn't ask at all. His mind was in a mess right now, and all his emotions were wrapped together.

He couldn't even tell how sad he was right now.

Back home, Tong Tong treated the wound briefly.He didn't even take a shower, took off his clothes, pulled the quilt over his head and fell asleep.

He knew that all his hard work in the past few days had collapsed, and it was a mess.

After crying with his voice suppressed, he didn't vent at all. He only felt that the stone on his back was getting bigger, making him less and less afraid to breathe.

He saw clearly that he stepped on the ground and fell into the deep pit.The pit was too deep, and he was terrified just looking at it, and he couldn't climb it.

Zhou You came back from school, stood by the bed, looked at Tong Tong who was sleeping in a ball with his head covered and sighed, poured a glass of warm water and put it on his bedside.

Tong Tong couldn't sleep at all, his mind was groggy and messed up throughout the night.

He heard Zhou You's voice, as if calling him to have breakfast, but he didn't want to get up.

No answer.

Then there was no sound in the house, and Zhou You should go to school.

Thinking of this, Tong Tong closed his eyes even harder, and grabbed the quilt tightly.

He just wanted to fall asleep, and passed out without thinking about anything.

When Zhou You came back at night, he found that Tong Tong was still lying on the bed, motionless under the quilt.

Only then did he realize that something was wrong with Tong Tong.

"Tong Tong?" Zhou You yelled and hesitantly stretched out his hand to tear off a small piece of quilt, "Tong Tong?"

He just yelled a second time.

The person under the quilt moved and poked his head out.

"...What?" Tong Tong's eyes were swollen,

"Have you eaten yet?" Zhou You asked him with a frown.

"I want to sleep." Tong Tong got under the quilt again.

Zhou You didn't speak any more, walked out of the bedroom, frowned, and leaned back on the sofa.

He was not willing to force Tong Tong to face this, nor was he willing to wake Tong Tong up from this state.

There is no way to travel around.

Tong Tong's state lasted for two days.

Zhou You found that he drank up the glass of water left by Tong Tong's bed every day, but the steamed buns and noodles left beside him remained untouched.

On the morning of the third day, Zhou You knew that something would happen to Tong Tong if he didn't eat anymore.

"Get up and have some breakfast." Zhou You poked him through the quilt.

Tong Tong, who was covered in the quilt, did not respond and remained motionless.

"The noodles I ordered added the tomatoes you like." Zhou You said again.

Tong Tong is still quiet.

Zhou You frowned, his fists loosened and tightened, he took a step forward and lifted the quilt.

Tong Tong curled up in a ball in the middle of the bed, suddenly saw the light, raised her hand, and covered her eyes.

"Why?" Tong Tong frowned, her voice was hoarse, and she looked at him impatiently through her fingers.

"Have some food." Zhou You said.

"Don't eat." Tong Tong reached out to pull the quilt.

Zhou You grabbed the corner of the quilt tightly: "I've got it, you like to eat..."

"I said no! I won't eat!" Tong Tong suddenly broke out, "I said no! I just want to sleep!"

"It's not good for the stomach to be hungry any longer." Zhou You said.

"I'm not hungry, don't you understand me when I said I'm not hungry?" Tong Tong stretched out his hand and pushed him away irritably.

Zhou You staggered back, staring blankly in place with his eyes open.

Seeing this, Tong Tong was also taken aback for a moment: "I'm not hungry, you can eat by yourself." After speaking, he quickly pulled the quilt over his face.

As soon as the hot air wrapped in the quilt rolled up, the quilt on his body was suddenly lifted, and the cold wind poured in.

Tong Tong subconsciously shrank his body, frowned and was about to lose his temper when he tilted his head and saw Zhou You who was in anger.

Zhou You frowned, with a sullen face, looking very scary.

Zhou You had never lost his temper in front of him, Tong Tong didn't react for a while, and felt a little scared for no reason.

Tong Tong gritted her teeth, Wuming anger rose: "Why..."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhou You stretched out his hand, grabbed his arm and dragged him directly under the bed.

He felt like his feet were off the ground and his arms were about to be pulled off.

Zhou You almost used brute force, dragging and pulling, Tong Tong couldn't stand still at all.

Zhou You rushed forward with the people in his arms, without saying a word.

He kicked open the toilet door and pressed Tong Tong's back neck to make him look at the huge mirror in the toilet.

"Look at you! Look at yourself!" Zhou You forced him to look directly into the mirror.

In the mirror, Tong Tong's face was pale, her hair was messy, and her eyes were black and blue.

The whole person is dejected, no different from someone who stepped into a swamp and waited to die.

Tong Tong struggled not to look, he didn't even wear shoes.

Stepping on the cold tiles with bare feet, after a while, he shivered from the cold.

"How long has it been since you ate? Are you really not hungry?" Zhou You was so angry that he lifted his loose T-shirt with his hands.Pointing to his flat to concave belly, and some clearly visible ribs above.

"There's something wrong with you!" Tong Tong frowned and raised his hand to shake off his hand, "I said, I..."

"Tong Tong." Zhou You called his name in a sad voice.

Zhou You stepped forward and grabbed his shoulders with both hands: "Aren't you going to school? Don't you care about your mother? Don't you go to see your father?"

"Can you leave me alone!" Tong Tong didn't want to hear what he said at all, and avoided pushing him, "I'm just sleepy! I just want to sleep, can't you!"

"No!" Zhou You grabbed him and growled, "You don't want to sleep! You are useless! You are cowardly! You just want to cover your head and act like a fool who doesn't know anything!"

"You use that quilt as a shell! Do you really think that you don't have to come out after getting in! Do you think that if you don't touch those things, they won't exist? Let me tell you, nothing has changed outside, everything is waiting for you! "

Tong Tong opened his mouth to refute, but stared but couldn't make a sound. It was the first time he knew Zhou You was so strong, and he felt his shoulders were about to be crushed.

The lower back was pressed against the cold and hard sink, and it hurt so badly.

My whole body felt like it was hurting, and my brain started buzzing.

He suddenly lost strength in his hands, unable to push Zhou You.

Zhou You looked at his face, frowned, let go of his hand, and took a step back.

Tong Tong lowered her head, her overly long forehead hair covered her eyes and half of her nose.

He listened to his panting, he clearly knew what Zhou You said was right.

He is avoiding, he is unwilling to face it, he thinks that by closing his eyes and covering his ears, he can neither see nor hear anything.

Tong Tong propped up the sink, suddenly raised his head to look at Zhou You.

Zhou You's worry and sadness for him were clearly visible in his eyes.

The tears in the eyes fell without warning, and Tong Tong's eyes were full of blood red.

Big one after another, Zhou You was stunned.

"Don't cry...don't cry..." Zhou You panicked, and frantically wiped his face with his hands, "Where did you hit just now? Back? Waist?"

As Zhou You's warm breath approached, Tong Tong cried louder. He buried himself in Zhou You's arms, crying hysterically with his mouth open.

Zhou You didn't speak anymore, he hugged him tightly, tears welled up in his eyes.

In the narrow bathroom, a ray of sunlight casts in through the open window.

Facing the light, the young man looked like the toughest vine, breaking through the boulder with difficulty and growing wantonly.

Tong Tong's cries became smaller and smaller, and Zhou You heard something was wrong, so he just let go.

Tong Tong fell limply in his arms, her breathing was short and incoherent.Hands gripped his arm tightly.

Zhou You's pupils suddenly dilated, he bent down and picked him up, and rushed to the bedroom.

"Where's the medicine? Where's the medicine?" Zhou You murmured anxiously in a low voice. He turned over the desk with trembling hands, and got the asthma spray beside the stationery bag.

Tong Tong stopped crying a long time ago, but she cried too much and too urgently before, and her respiratory tract can't control the convulsion at the moment.

Zhou You held the spray bottle in one hand and rested the back of his head in the other, constantly blaming himself.

"How could I be willing to scold you..." Zhou You's voice was trembling, "I'm really crazy, I'm crazy, my brain is full of shit..."

After Tong Tong inhaled the spray, he just held his breath to adjust, when he heard Zhou You start scolding himself without hesitation, he laughed happily.

"Are you all right?" Zhou You was still worried, "Is there still time to laugh? Are you still uncomfortable?"

Tong Tong shook his head, feeling relaxed after venting.He looked at Zhou You and couldn't help laughing.

"Stop laughing." Zhou You wiped his sweaty forehead hair, "Did you bump into something in the toilet just now?"

Tong Tong didn't answer, but kept laughing.

Smiling and laughing, with a sound of 'biu', a snot bubble came out of his nostrils.

Tong Tong: "..."

Tong Tong stopped smiling.

Zhou You froze for a moment, pointed at the little snot hanging from the tip of his nose and fell off the bed laughing.

Tong Tong endured and endured, and the snot bubble never burst. He stared at it twice and burst out laughing.

A snot bubble, the two of them stared and laughed for a long time.

Zhou You laughed so hard at the end that his stomach ached, he didn't even have time to take a photo, he reached out to wipe Tong Tong, and even pinched Tong Tong's nose.

Tong Tong sucked his nose unnaturally: "...how can you wipe the snot with your hands, it's so dirty."

"My hands are not yours. I have a lot to do." Zhou You smiled and pulled a wet tissue and wiped his hands.

The atmosphere became quiet.

Zhou You stretched out his fingertips slowly, gently touched Tong Tong's eye sockets swollen from crying, and slowly moved down, he pressed the red tip of his nose.

Tong Tong smiled and didn't hide.

"Are you awake?" Zhou You asked.

Tong Tong nodded lightly.

"Midterm exam tomorrow." Zhou You squeezed his chin, "Do you want to go to school in the morning?"

Tong Tong didn't respond.

"In the morning, I will go with you to grab the crab roe dumplings from the old lady of the Xu family." Zhou You said.

"Yeah." Tong Tong nodded and smiled again.

The senior high school entrance examination is due tomorrow, and the senior high school entrance examination is due so soon, it seems that the time has been stolen by someone.

Tong Tong finished eating the dried noodles that Zhou Youxia had long since dried up, took a shower, and sat at the desk sighing.

"Here are the papers from these days. I have stapled them together for you according to each subject." Zhou You took out the papers one by one from his schoolbag, "I circled the key points for you, you should do the key points first. .”

Tong Tong picked up the pen, pulled off the cap, and twirled the thin rod between his fingers with a sense of familiarity.

My mind was still a little stunned, but it didn't feel like it was wrapped in plastic.

The papers are not very good, and the midterm exam results should not be very good, Tong Tong judged it himself.

The speed and difficulty of updating their province's questions are well-known throughout the country, and their school has been comparable to the city's No. [-] Middle School in recent years.

The difficulty will only be high and not low.

After getting the test paper, Tong Tong knew that his judgment was right.

His test status is okay, but the result should be just passable.

Tong Tong didn't think about it after the exam, took a leave of absence, and went to the hospital early.

He hadn't seen a fucking face in three days.

His father's state has been stable on the edge of the cliff, and there is only a line away from the worst result, once he crosses that line.The life hourglass will start timing.

However, Tong Jingshen's condition is stable, and Pei Yun's condition is also much better.

Seeing him push the door in, he smiled: "Is your cold better?"

"Cold?" Tong Tong was stunned.

"Zhou You said you have a fever." Pei Yun pulled him over to sit down, frowned and stared at him twice, "Why do you look so thin?"

"Have you lost weight?" Tong Tong touched his face a few times and smiled, "That's great, I just lost weight recently."

"Reduce your size, you are too light." Pei Yun stared at him and warned him, "Do you think your two arms can be as thick as Zhou You?"

Tong Tong couldn't stop laughing, it's been a long time since he heard what his mother said about him.

"By the way, Tong Tong, Mom has something to tell you." Pei Yun said with embarrassment on his face, "Tell Zhou You not to let Zhou You come over three times a day. He is in school and going to school again. The family takes care of you, and you still have to come and see me, how tired he is of rushing over and running every day."

Tong Tong was stunned, he suddenly began to think about what Zhou You was doing when he was hiding in the quilt to escape these days.

Zhou You has to go to school, worry about him, and go to the hospital to help him take care of his parents.

You must be exhausted enough to be a clone.

Tong Tong was stunned, her throat was sore.

After staying with his mother in the hospital for an afternoon, Tong Tong came home, sat in the living room, stared at the book, unable to read a single word.

He's been thinking about it.How tiring it must be to travel around.

Not long after school was over, the door of the house was pushed open.

Zhou You opened the door and came in, saw him sitting on the sofa and immediately smiled, rushed over and kissed him, "Wait for me at home?"

"It hit my teeth..." Tong Tong smiled and pushed him away.

"Is Auntie doing well?" Zhou You smiled and got up.

"Very good." Tong Tong said.

"Yes, the grades are out." Zhou You took out a small grade sheet from his schoolbag.

Tong Tong was suddenly nervous, and said anxiously: "How is it?"

"Very good." Zhou You stared at the report card for a few moments, then looked up at him again, "Age No.7, second in class."

"Only seven?" Tong Tong frowned.

A few weeks had left him so far behind.

This is different from the fact that he lost more than 50 points in the previous monthly exam. This is something he did seriously and checked carefully.

Tong Tong's mood is not very good, it is not so easy to catch up.

He suddenly remembered something, paused, and asked, "Who is No.1 now?"

"Me." Zhou You said.

Tong Tong: "..."

fuck me?

"Who?" Tong Tong was shocked.

"Me." Zhou You replied again,

Tong Tong took three breaths and felt suffocated.

"What's wrong?" Zhou You asked.

"It's nothing." Tong Tong smirked at him.

"Don't worry about Uncle's situation. I've already asked my dad to contact the kidney sources in hospitals across the country." Zhou You could see his forced smile and squeezed over to sit next to him. turn up."

Tong Tong was taken aback for a moment, and thanked softly.

"Thank you so much! We don't distinguish between you and me, so we won't play with you anymore." Zhou You stood up with a smile, and blinked at him, "Didn't you eat? Are you tired of noodles?"

"Although I don't know how to cook..." Zhou You kept a secret and said after a long time, "But I know how to make dumplings. Do you like dumplings?"

"I like it." Tong Tong said.

"No problem!" Zhou You snapped his fingers, turned and went to the kitchen, and called back to him, "Help me tie my apron, I'll chop the meat."

Tong Tong took the pink apron from the hook, put it on Zhou You, and tied the rope slowly, hesitating to speak.

The rope became loose and tight, Tong Tong finally said, "Zhou You..."

"Huh?" Zhou You had already washed the meat, pulled out the knife, and began to cut it.

"Are you tired?" Tong Tong asked in a low voice.

"Why are you tired? Why are you tired of chopping meat?" Zhou You snorted, chopping meat with high frequency without stopping.

"I look very tired." Tong Tong lowered his head and said, "I'm tired even thinking about it. I'm sorry Zhou You...I don't know what happened a few days ago, I didn't think about it..."

"Tong Tong." Zhou You stopped moving, frowned and turned around: "Don't think about it, if you say this, then we can't get it right. You ran away from here by yourself because you were worried about me. Looking for me from many kilometers away, my grandpa had an accident, so you watched over me all night, didn’t you?”

Tong Tong was stunned.

"I didn't mention these things to you, because I know that you don't want me to take this as a burden. So I hide it in my heart, and I let it become a kindling that I will treat you better. After Zhou You finished speaking, he lowered his head and rubbed the tip of his nose with the tip of his nose, and asked in a low voice, "It's mutual, isn't it?"

"Zhou You." Tong Tong looked at him, "You..."

"I like you and I'm not tired at all." Zhou You answered quickly, "I'm also very happy, very happy."

"However..." Zhou You paused for a while when he said this, "If you put it this way, I'm not only happy these days because I like you."

"What?" Tong Tong blinked.

Zhou You slowly added: "Mainly... these days I am also very happy to be number one in my grade"

"It feels really good to be the first." Zhou Youyi said that he couldn't stop, and turned around to chop meat excitedly.

"By the way, you can also take photo stickers and display them on the demeanor column at the school gate."

"You should appreciate it for half an hour at school tomorrow, it's so handsome."

"I tore off that photo of yours with my own hands. I put it in my schoolbag. Do you want to see it?"

You can't kill without nodding your head, Zhou You's heart is really ruthless.

Tong Tong, who was poked at the most painful point, no longer feels distressed or blames himself.

"Let's break up." Tong Tong said indifferently.

"Why!" Zhou You turned back in horror.

"I'm not worthy of being number one in my grade." Tong Tong turned around and left.