second dream

Is it a profession that has never been introduced before?This guy is very good at logic. He was especially good at mathematics when he was a child. Now he is studying in the software major of the best university in our locality. I heard that a professor already likes him. He plans to take him to the laboratory after the end of his junior year to experience graduate school in advance. life.

I have never understood computer software and the like, but this does not prevent me from knowing how powerful the evil is.Some useful small software on my computer are all installed by evil people, especially in line with my usage habits, just like tailor-made. Sometimes I always think, if the software is so user-friendly, will it develop? Artificial intelligence or something.

Half a semester passed in a blink of an eye, and I asked the supermarket owner for a few days off, planning to go home.

Just kidding, it's not that I want to go back, I don't want to leave here.It's a tradition in my family. I have to go back to my hometown to pay respects to my ancestors on a regular basis. In short, I want to tell my ancestors that my children and grandchildren are doing well now, and you will bless me from below.

I always feel that this is for psychological comfort, people are dead, who cares about your well-being!

Regardless of my willingness or not, our family of four boarded the train back to our hometown on time.I sat with Xie, and my parents were diagonally across from us. They never stopped talking along the way.

For a while, the little grandson of my uncle’s family, and for a while, the second nephew of my old aunt’s family. I don’t know these people anyway. Thinking that I have to listen to them for several hours, I just close my eyes and go to Zhou Gong. up.

When Xie woke me up, I could already see a large family and relatives waiting outside the train.

My hometown is relatively remote, in a valley, and it has not developed for so many years, and what I see every year is the same.I quietly hid behind my mother, honestly carrying a gift of more than [-] catties, pretending that I did not exist.

In fact, as long as the evil is there, no one will notice me even if I don't hide.

The oldest person on my dad's side is my great-grandfather, who is over 90 years old and still very strong.By the way, my grandpa passed away when he was five years old. At that time, my grandma had just given birth to my dad, and there were three daughters on top. It was a hard life. Thanks to the help of my grandpa, I survived.

So my dad insisted on coming back every once in a while, mostly for my grandpa, who is in good health, and my dad put a lot of effort into it.

Speaking of my great grandfather, it is also very bitter.

Three children were born one after the other, all died of starvation and illness that year. Finally, I had a son in my [-]s. As a result, my uncle was very happy to have a child after he got married. He drank too much. □, beat him to death.

He went to prison when he was in his twenties, and he was released just a few years ago. He is already in his sixties and knows nothing. He is completely out of touch with society. Forever in prison.

There are two younger sisters under him, I have never seen them, but I have heard their stories, the whole thing is a wonderful thing.

The second aunt found a partner, and the two had two children. Unexpectedly, my eldest sister is almost an adult, and the second uncle and my third aunt are on good terms.Both of them are almost fifty years old, and I heard that they have a seven or eight-year-old son

Just talking about the seniority of the child and my two older sisters, whether they are real siblings or cousins, I am worried about this family.

The place where we stayed was always the grandpa's house, and the three children couldn't count on it. The grandpa bought himself an outfit for the elderly a long time ago. Every time we come back, we live in the big yard of the grandpa.

Speaking of which, Xie's reputation in our hometown is really not low.Famous university, good looks, and special affairs, every time I come back, some aunts come over and try to talk to him about marriage... I always feel that I am not living at the same time as them.

In the evening, there was no entertainment in the countryside, so Xie and I rolled up a mat and ran to the roof of the bungalow to enjoy the cool.I'm a person who doesn't have fun without the Internet, and I always feel awkward, just turning over and over there, like popping popcorn.

I don't know if he was annoyed by Xie, but he stepped forward with his long legs and pressed his arms, and he completely crushed me under him.

I don't know if my brain is broken, I always feel that this scene seems familiar, and it has never happened before.

Xie seemed to be stunned for a moment, and he turned over and lay down again as if nothing had happened, and said, I thought it was a big beetle spinning around on the mud plate, but it was not.

go to hell!

I don't know if you have played with mud when you were young. We have such a way of playing.That is to squeeze the mud into a cone shape, insert a spike from a sour jujube branch on the top, put a leather strip about one centimeter wide peeled off from a sorghum stalk on the top, and then fix two worms at both ends of the strip, and they will grow up. It will buzz and fly in the same direction, and the pimp will spin, just like a small fan.

The point is, that kind of big beetle is very ugly, it looks like an alien tortoise, and we will use it as the most vicious ultimate word when cursing people.

The result is that I ignore him all day, although no one can see it.

After that, things like going to the grave, we juniors are actually followers, just follow along for a while, and it's time to leave in a blink of an eye.According to the custom, they must have a big drunk. The men all get together to drink, and the women have a small meal with the children, which is similar to the Chinese New Year.

I don't go to the table, usually I will hide out at this time, go to the mountains or other villages for a walk, and I will come back after they finish drinking.

I can't drink, my old family doesn't know about it, and my family won't understand it to them.Whenever drinking occasions, I will use various reasons to avoid.

As for why, it is very simple, I have hepatitis B.

To be precise, I am a carrier of hepatitis B. Alcohol is like a poison to me, but it is hard to talk about this disease.

People generally don’t pay attention to the difference between hepatitis B patients and carriers, because for them, both are called hepatitis B and can be transmitted, so there is no difference. As for the impact of the difference on the parties involved-who cares, they are not the parties involved anyway.

I've known about this for a long time, so it's not just because I'm lazy.

Liver cancer trilogy, hepatitis B, liver cirrhosis, liver cancer.If there is no accident, my life is probably these three steps, the difference is only sooner or later.Fortunately, I am still young and strong, and my family members are vaccinated regularly, so they will not reject me.

Another thing to be thankful for is that the probability of my situation being transmitted to the next generation is very low, but the premise is that there will be girls who are willing to give me a chance to create the next generation

After returning home, everything was back on track, but Xie's attitude became a little strange.He rarely comes to my small house, and even when he does, he walks in a hurry, hardly communicates with me, and even the traces of ambiguity on his body are reduced.

I'm used to his attitude of treating me like my own home, so I'm not used to being treated like a guest like this. Who knows what he's up to.

Within a few days, I knew what he was up to. This guy actually drove a car to pick me up!Although it is only a million-dollar car, it is enough to surprise me. He is only in his third year of junior high school. He is a student like me. How could his parents agree to buy him a car? !

Regarding the car, I only have an impression of an old driver's license that was issued three years ago. It was seriously altered and the name was hard to see. It didn't even have a photo. I wondered if someone took the driver's license to my house. After all, we All of them are loyal users of public transportation.

Now that I have a car, I can no longer use the excuse of not being able to catch the car not to go home.

That's great.

When Xie and I were in school, we always advanced together and retreated together.

I still remember that when I was a day student in junior high school, every morning, I was the one who pulled Xie up from the bed, squeezed toothpaste for him, took a towel, and then pushed him into the toilet.

It's not that I like to serve him. At that time, the school was very strict. Every morning, I had to go through three gates, and at the end I had to count people in the class. Maybe it was because I was an older brother. Every time I was late, I always got criticized Me, I was dissatisfied at the beginning, but I didn't bother to speak out as the number of times increased, so I could only honestly make a personal alarm clock every morning.

Later, when high school asked to live on campus, I thought I was finally free from the fate of being a nanny. I don’t know why, but Xie and I were still separated into a dormitory, and even our beds were next to each other.No way, we still have to continue.

There was a biweekly holiday in high school, and then we would take the earliest bus home together. This habit lasted for three years, until we were divided into arts and science classes, and we never changed.

But now I don't know why, but I am very afraid to drive home with Xie.Yes, I don’t know what’s scary about him, I just don’t dare to be with him, sometimes when I meet him on a train, my legs will go weak.

After going to university, one of us was in the south of the city and the other was in the east of the city, so we couldn't run into each other anyway.

After nearly three years like this, before he knew it, the burly and expressive Xie in his memory had become a face with a small face. Really, time is a butcher's knife.

In fact, frankly speaking, the moment I sat in the passenger seat, I was quite nervous, and I didn't know why I was so nervous.Probably because I'm just a coward.

In the end, although Xie didn't say anything but his eyes couldn't be rejected, I sat down carefully and put on my seat belt immediately.

Speechless all the way.

I'm nervous, my saliva is dry.As for Xie, he seems to have not only facial paralysis, but also aphasia...

When I got home safely, I saw my mother going in and out of the kitchen when I entered the door.

No way!Is dad cooking?

Although my family is regarded as an enlightened family,