I wish my son was stupid and reckless

Li Lan sat on the ground for a while, and when she was about to get up, she suddenly felt a headache.

Ever since he bumped his head when he was young, he has had such symptoms from time to time. After being imprisoned, he asked Liping to take a closer look. There is nothing serious about it, but it should not be too involved, otherwise it will easily hurt.

It's just that the headache came on much more quickly this time. Li Lan subconsciously propped up the edge of the bed, as if she wanted to stand up, but she didn't.

Li Yan looked coldly at him struggling to get up, stretched out his hand a little and quickly retracted it, not without vigilance, he said: "Don't put on airs. Now that I fall into your hands, I did it myself."

"Father...don't believe me..." Li Lan exhaled forcefully, resisting the sharp pain in his skull, and whispered: "Father...why don't you believe Lan'er...except Lan Who else can you trust...?Li Lun is dead, Li Jing is dead, they are all dead... you only have Lan'er! "

"If not, how could you securely sit on the position of prison? You—"

"It's the father's fault whether to raise or not to teach."

Li Lan interrupted his father's sarcastic remarks with a tired and weak tone, but it fell into the emperor's ears like thunder from nine heavens.

"Father didn't teach Lan'er that anyone can't be killed... If Li Lun upsets Father, he deserves to die." Li Lan laughed softly. It was very cold and weird, Li Yan's face was frozen, but Li Lan said in a low voice: "Father wants many sons, but Lan'er never wants an elder brother. If he dies, it will make Father so sad, and even blame me ...Then he deserves to die even more. It's the father's fault whether he raises it or not. It's the first time Lan'er has seen what ordinary children learn in elementary school. So, father, what have you taught me? Father's kindness, son's love, or brothers and friends Christine?"

The emperor's back teeth clenched unconsciously. He wanted to scold Li Lan and interrupt his next words, but he couldn't make a sound... Didn't he just fail to do what a father should do?

But what face do people who have cheated him for more than ten years accuse him of?

"You didn't." Li Lan decided with only three words.The emperor was frightened and angry, and he didn't even know that his anger came from Li Lan's unprecedented rebellion; or the fact that he had caused all this with his own hands, ruined the lives of several sons, and was not worthy of being a father at all.

Familiar tremors emerged, the emperor's slender and pale fingers unconsciously tightened the quilt, everything in front of him was in a trance, and Lu Li's voice and light and shadow changed from far and near, Li Yanqiang steadied his mind and wanted to catch those , but in vain.

He even felt that his throat, which had been sluggish and difficult to make a sound, suddenly moistened, it was that kind of warm moisture with the smell of iron.

Li Lan endured the rampant pain in his head and raised his eyes, and saw his father's frighteningly pale lips suddenly revealing a bright color, like blood.

He hurriedly sat down beside the bed, and reached out to embrace his father, but was opened again.

The blood on Li Lan's face also faded away, and the previous eerie look disappeared like frost in the sun.

"But I don't blame you, father, Lan'er doesn't blame you at all... Lan'er can't wait to give you his life...but you don't believe in Lan'er." Li Lan said, leaning forward as if to kiss him The emperor's father, but the bloodless lips did not fall on the emperor's cheek, the young man's strong palm pressed the emperor's hand, leading his hand into the dark space at the head of the bed.

Li Yan frowned and struggled vigorously, but the child he was able to pick up back then was now taller than him, and his strength was so strong that he couldn't break free, not to mention that he was out of place at the moment, he couldn't be stronger... Unexpectedly, his fingertips were pressed against something sharp, and the pain was so painful that even his sanity was cleared.

It's his crossbow.Li Yan froze for a moment, and felt his finger along the tip of the arrow. The crossbow was cocked, and as long as he held it in his hand and snapped it, a person's life could be taken away.After Li Lan brought him to touch the crossbow, he withdrew his hand and hugged him purely.His youngest son still used the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus when bathing. The sweet, warm and soft fragrance overflowed from the young man. He buried his face in the emperor's chest, and his thin pajamas were easily soaked with tears.

Li Yan caressed the stringed hard crossbow blankly. Li Lan spoke in his arms, buried too close, and his voice made his chest vibrate.

He said: "Father, don't be angry, you will get sick...you can kill me, just kill me."

"Day and night, I hoped that the father would wake up and recognize me again...but the father finally woke up, but he didn't want me anymore..."

"Then I don't want me anymore."