Buddhist villains are cheated daily

On the day of the car accident, there was a rare snowfall in the sky. It was not deep winter at that time, so this snowfall was particularly strange.

When I woke up in a daze, everything in front of my eyes was blood red, warm liquid was flowing down my face, and my legs felt excruciating pain.At that moment, I didn't know what happened to my legs.My tears rolled down big and big, I was scared... desperate... I called my parents, but no one answered me.

The surrounding air became colder and colder, and the flowing liquid was no longer warm, but became colder.

Gradually, I passed out.

After waking up in the hospital, my parents were told they were dead, and I was lying in bed all day, unable to move my legs.

At that moment, I looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, and suddenly I didn't know why God left me here alone.

Because the relatives of my parents lost contact a long time ago, the funeral was arranged by others, and I was finally released from the hospital after lying in bed for several months.Those well-meaning people sent me to the Sunshine Orphanage, where a very friendly woman said that from today onwards, this is our home.

Home……

What home do I have?

Ever since my parents died, I have never had a home.

The woman he spoke to was a very gentle person. The children here affectionately called her the Dean's mother. I was very reticent at first, because I didn't want to call such a person "Mom". I have... no mother up.

Thinking of this, I could only hide and cry secretly, because I felt that at that time, no one could understand me, care and love me, and I became the loneliest person in the world.

But later, I gradually discovered that some of the children living around me were even worse than me, but they still smiled happily every day and lived hard.

At that time, I just understood what "sunshine" is, so I think this should be the so-called "sunshine".

They look so happy, so well-behaved and sensible.I want to be like them too, but I just can't do it.My legs can't walk. Whenever I want to play with them, I hate the car accident. If it wasn't for the car accident, I would be able to run happily with them in the sun.

Later, the number of people around me gradually decreased. Most of them met good families and gradually integrated into their families.

And I was the one left.

I thought I would never be adopted, but I never thought that one day, I would meet someone willing to adopt me.

I've met them, with unfamiliar faces, but the kindness in their eyes can't be deceiving.

I was silent for a long time, and finally said to them: "I actually... don't want to live with you."

Yes, I still can't accept...

I can't accept my sudden extra parents. I still remember rushing home that day because I wanted to celebrate my birthday. If it wasn't for this, they wouldn't have died...

So I also resent myself, and I don't even hope that I can live with others and live so happily.

So, they ended up choosing another child.

When they left, I watched their backs for a long time.

I also want warmth, I also want...a happy and complete family.

However, all this is my fantasy.

So after that I became more and more reticent, because my legs are inconvenient, so I have a lot of inconvenience in daily life, but I don't want others to treat me as a waste, so I tried hard to adapt to this kind of life, and it took a long time In order to accomplish things that are very simple for ordinary people, such as getting in and out of bed and going to the toilet by yourself.