in love with the zerg queen

The nurse died.

She was in a state of sluggishness for a long time.

The new nurse has arrived.

The new nurse did not have the gentle eyebrows and eyes of the previous woman. Her face looked old, with a mean face, and there were a few whitening silver threads on her head.

Moreover, this wet nurse is very good at acting.

In front of Mrs. Xia, she was very careful and careful, but when he turned his head, he never accompanied her, and often left her aside, busying himself with needlework.

It's not that the wet nurse is irresponsible, she just ignores her a lot of the time.

She misses the warm embrace of her former wet nurse and her gentle voice, however, these memories have become eternal.

Because she is dead.

Hate is a seed, fear is a fountain of water.

In the past, a young girl who didn't know how to feel sad, deep in her heart, a seed took root.

After Aunt Yao invited Mrs. Xia to go back, she commented contemptuously: "This Mrs. Xia is also a fool. The wet nurse was loyal to her before, but this time she found such an ugly one. She was still worried that other women would look better, so she came to seduce her husband."

While looking at her son crawling around on the ground, she embroidered flowers slowly: "But this Xia family is really stupid. This man is like a cat. There is no cat in the world who doesn't steal. A man's heart is not here." On her body, even if she replaces all the maidservants around her with ugly girls, she still can't stop men from stealing sex outside."

The confidant maid beside him handed over the tea thoughtfully: "Master, my heart is all on you, miss, so what else does the Xia family have besides occupying the title of a royal family?"

Except for the title of the main room!

Yao shi was mending a brand new dress with a needle in his hand, his eyes were full of smiles.

What she wanted most was the title of the main wife.

This was something she couldn't ask for, and she had to sink her heart and endure it.

Back then, Wang Xun was willing to marry the Xia family, but in fact he was a little sincere. After all, compared to her, the Xia family came from the top famous family in the capital, and his father was the Minister of the Household Department. No problem.

The first time she saw Xia's paintings, the first time she saw Xia and Wang Xun playing chess and beat Wang Xun, and the first time she heard Xia's piano sound, she suddenly understood that she had played chess with Wang Xun. In front of her, the husband who is sincere and sincere, and who has sworn to each other, why did he choose to marry Xia Shi as his wife? Xia Shi has talents that she never had.

Therefore, the Xia family soon became pregnant.

However, after being in contact with Xia Shi for a long time, Yao Shi has figured out her temperament. Even if she is talented, she doesn't know how the family raises Xia Shi so purely. Aunt Jiang cried all night there.

Men always feel a little more pity for beautiful and weak women.

But if this beauty's eyes are full of tears all the time, after a long time, no matter how sympathetic a man is, he will not want to go home by himself, and see a wife who only knows to cry at any time.

Crying as if no one in the family is sorry for her.

Half a year after Xia Shi entered the house, after Wang Xun went to Xia Shi's place again, he only saw her still crying, and he became bored in his heart. He didn't go to the concubine's room for a long time since his new wife started. There, this is also respect for the new wife.

For his new wife, Wang Xun loved him from the bottom of his heart.

But he had to face intrigue and intrigue in court, and when he returned home, he just wanted to relax, not to comfort a weeping beauty who could only mourn and cry.

Feeling bored, he suddenly thought of Aunt Yao.

He found that he hadn't been to Aunt Yao's place for a long time.

Because she committed herself to him, she was carried in the door with the gift of a concubine, and he and her loved each other for a long time, until he met Xia Shi.

Aunt Yao's room was not close to where the main house lived. After Xia's entry into the family, Aunt Yao moved to a remote corner, but the old lady said: "I have wronged my Jiaojiaoer."

Afterwards, Aunt Yao, who heard Xia's nurse's arrangement, moved to a remote corner silently, still with a smile on her face.

And after that?

Wang Xun remembered, and what he remembered afterwards was Yao Shi's obedient eyebrows.

When he and Xia shi were eating together at the dinner table as hosts, she and Aunt Jiang were serving meals together.

Auntie Auntie.

It can be regarded as half a master, but also a slave.

He walked to Aunt Yao's yard.

It was getting late at this time, and dim candles were lit in the house.

The courtyard is not as lively as Xia Clan's. In Xia Clan's place, there are only two first-class maids, four second-class maids, eight third-class maids, and some rough maids. There are more than ten servant girls in total. 20 people.

Yao Shi has only three servants here.

He heard the voices of Yao shi and his servant girl inside.

"Miss, it's getting late, you'd better eat first."

Then came Yao Shi's contemptuous whisper: "Wait a little longer."

Then there was a moment of silence, and the servant girl's voice was a bit sad: "Miss, don't wait, my uncle is staying with the mistress every day now, he won't come."

Yao Shi stared blankly at the table of food in front of her, and she said: "It's okay, I cook all his favorite food, in case he comes to my place one day, he can't eat delicious food..."

At this moment, Wang Xun's heart seemed to be pulled hard.

In his heart, he never forgot Aunt Yao.

It's just that there are some things that are more important than love. He is now at a critical moment in his official career, and Hubu Shangshu loves his only daughter very much. Before he is promoted to an official position, he can only be by Xia's side.

But people are not grass and trees, who can be ruthless.

After all, he still fell in love with Xia Shi.

When Aunt Yao saw him, she looked a little at a loss.

For the beloved who hadn't been in her room for a long time, she was happy in her heart, but her face showed a bit of restraint. As usual, she smiled at him gently: "You are here, have you eaten? I'm going to heat up the food."

At this moment, Wang Xun's heart softened completely.

Isn't what he wants is to return from court and have a wife who has been waiting by his side for ten years?

That day, he had dinner with Yao shi, and then the two sat together quietly, chatting about childhood stories from time to time, the innocence of their childhood sweethearts, Yao shi bowed his head slightly, his skin was fair and tender under the candlelight , but has become a bit haggard.

He, for ignoring her, owes her a lot.

In the days that followed, he spent most of his days staying at Yao's side.

Yao shi only knows a few words, not as good as Xia shi. She is good at piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but she has a flexibility and tolerance that Xia shi does not have. With Yao shi, Wang Xun feels the feeling of being a husband, not with Xia shi. He made an appointment with his friend to go to the Qinlou Chu Pavilion once, and when he came back, he would face her questioning and endless crying.

Gradually, he lost his initial love for Xia Shi, and sometimes he even wondered why he fell in love with Xia Shi?

Obviously at the beginning, he loved Yao Shi so much, why did he let her down in the end?

Yao Shi has never been jealous.

She also felt wronged, but he ignored her feelings.

Afterwards, Xia family and Yao family became pregnant one after another. Xia's natal family naturally disagreed, and he also put a lot of pressure on this matter. In famous families, in order to show respect for the first wife, unless the first wife gave birth to the eldest son After that or seven years of nothing, the birth of a concubine will be considered.

At that time, Yao clearly remembered that Wang Xun said to her: "Your child cannot be kept."

This matter was decided by the old lady.

The old lady told Xia in person that Yao was her own granddaughter, and she was weak. If she had a miscarriage, she might kill Yao. Yao hid behind the door and looked at her own body. For her own sake, the grandmother wore a cane and almost knelt down in front of Mrs. Xia, her fingers were silently grasping the door.

The nails were deeply embedded in the crack of the door, and the long nails broke off.

Suddenly, she remembered her grandmother's words.

"Jiaojiaoer, it's not that you are not worthy of being Wang Xun's wife, but that you can't!" The old lady's eyes were full of tears, "Your biological father is the fifth son of Forging Knife Valley, and his wife is the seventh elder of Shenyin Sect. daughter, if you let her know that you are alive, you will die!"

In the martial arts world, the three major sects can stand shoulder to shoulder with the royal family, and the empire is not in the hands of the royal family. The three major sects are closely related to the royal family, and the existence of the empire also relies on the sect family.

Musha!

This seems to be another world for a family of civil servants like the Wang family.

With a high status and a bloody storm, if it weren't for the constraints of the three major sects, these martial arts people would have acted even more recklessly.

For the first time, Yao shi felt unwilling and somewhat resentful towards his grandmother, but more, he yearned for that piece of martial arts.

It was a world she could only dream of.

Now, she looked at the old lady and begged that woman.

She bit her lip, her eyes filled with tears.

Even if the old lady treats her badly in some aspects, this is the grandmother who single-handedly raised her and protected her all the time, the only relative in the world who treats her well.

She stared at Xia Shi.

Staring intently.

Someday.

someday!

Ah Heng found out that Xia Shi was pregnant again when he was one year old.

This time, Xia's eyes were full of joy, and when she saw Ah Heng, there was no complaint in her face anymore. She was looking forward to the arrival of this child with all her heart. To her, this child It was the dawn of her life in this big family. As long as she gave birth to a son-in-law, she would be able to completely stabilize her position in this family.

Ah Heng once again became a dispensable and transparent person.

Mrs. Xia would still come to see her at first, but the servant girl beside her said: "Miss can walk now, if you accidentally bump into madam, it would be bad if you get pregnant."

Afterwards, Xia Shi, who was afraid of her fetal gas, didn't come to see her very much until before giving birth.

Ah Heng felt nothing in his heart.

Psychologically, she has never recognized her parents in this life.

Apart from giving this flesh and blood body, these parents have given her nothing, so she doesn't have to treat them as parents.

right?

When Yao Shi knew that Xia Shi was pregnant, he didn't take it to heart.

She slowly finished the pattern of butterflies playing with water on the veil in her hand, and said without raising her head: "If you are pregnant, you can get pregnant. Whether the child can be fed after birth is still a question."

Wang Xun has long since disliked the Xia family. This child is only for the heart of An Xia's natal family.