in love with the zerg queen

The woman looked at her newly made embroidered shoes with disgust. The embroidered shoes were stained with the blood splashed by Ah Heng. She turned around in disgust: "It's disgusting, I have to get a new pair of shoes."

She is not afraid of Ah Heng's revenge. Without Jie Ling, she is just a useless piece of trash!

Walking out of the Shura field, she heard a scream of hysteria, like the resentment suppressed in her chest melted inch by inch during several years of fermentation, and finally burst out, her voice was a little hoarse at the end, Like a dying person longing for the final redemption, Ru Shao's footsteps paused for a moment, she raised the corner of her mouth, and at the moment when Ah Heng's miserable screams stopped abruptly, she took another step, and said to the maid beside her: " Why are you standing there, hurry up!"

A gray-black mist rose again before Ah Heng's eyes, and she felt a hole was dug in the position of her heart, and her whole body was leaking air.

I do not know how long it has been.

or for a moment

or it's been a few days

When she woke up, she felt continuous needle pricks slithering over her exposed skin, and she could feel the piercing pain through her clothes.

The eyeballs that were almost frozen in the eye sockets moved a few times with difficulty. She opened her eyes, and what she saw was the white sky.

The first freezing rain mixed with thin snowflakes fell sporadically on her face and body.

She woke up from the cold.

Come to think of it, the once happy life is like a long-running dream. In the dream, the whole family is eating New Year’s Eve dinner, and through the glass window, we can clearly see the gorgeous fireworks flying all over the sky, and colorful bright lights bloom and disappear in the sky.

There were twelve courses on the table in front of her.

Mom picked an uncut green vegetable into her bowl, and said with a smile: Eating long vegetables represents longevity.

She wasn't interested in the long dishes that didn't even put any salt in them. She focused her eyes on the sweet and sour fish most of the time. The side of a fish was quickly picked to reveal the fish bone. She stretched out her chopsticks, intending to turn over the fish.

Dad's chopsticks stopped it.

She pouted and bowed her head.

I remembered.

This means that there is more than enough (fish) every year.

She thought that she had gradually forgotten the things in her previous life.

After all, it has been more than ten years, even the day lily should be cold.

In fact, she did not forget.

There are many things that you never need to think about all the time, but you will never forget them even if you die.

The life in the previous life was as plain as water, but it also brought a little bit of warmth into the life. Looking at it now, it was a past as happy as honey.

Why always remember the past?

Why is there no share of Mengpo soup on Naihe Bridge?

A person reincarnated with the memory of her previous life is not a gift from God, but the most severe punishment from God.

She deliberately forgot about the past.

It's not because she doesn't miss it, but the reality is too bitter. If she had never been to heaven, and had never felt the warmth of the sun on her face, she would not be in such pain. This is an unspeakable pain. It was so bitter that she was about to vomit out bile.

Then she threw up.

The cold air flowed like a knife cutting her body. She straightened up and took two unsteady steps. An unbearable disgusting smell filled her mouth, and her stomach, which hadn't eaten for a long time, began to rebel.

She bent over like a poor shrimp, vomiting faintly.

Tears and snot flowed together, and she vomited for a long time before she regained her strength.

"what!"

She uttered a monotonous syllable.

He stretched out his hand to wipe the vomit from the corner of his mouth. On the back of his hand was a green, unidentified sticky substance mixed with spots of blood.

Her eyes widened.

She stared at the white sky, cold and tired.

"Ha ha!"

She covered her heart and laughed out loud, as if she stepped on a frozen corpse under her feet.

She lowered her head and saw that it was the child of Liuhutang who was killed by her. One day ago, he was still alive, but now, he lost his life and turned into a cold corpse. She numbly raised her foot on the abdomen of the corpse Step on hard.

Only a crisp bone crack was heard.

Like breaking a twig.

She moved her stiff limbs.

The corners of the mouth were splitting uncontrollably, and the body was already numb with pain, as if there was a raging fire burning in his heart, and it was getting hotter and hotter.

She picked up a bloody knife on the ground.

The blade is sharp enough.

She put the blade on her neck.

For a moment, she wanted to slit her own throat.

The warm blood dyes the snowflakes red, and the long hair that has been frozen into a knot will also be dyed this sad color.

The brain-filling picture is too beautiful, but you can only enjoy the moment.

She intends to leave this poignant picture to others.

Murder is not a crime.

Killing is an art.

A blurry picture emerged in my mind.

Cherry blossoms, beauties and knives, mixed with splashed blood, blend into a dreamy and beautiful picture.

Before her mouth was closed, the mist she exhaled condensed into pieces, and the icy air was poured directly into her throat, freezing her and her lungs aching.

She straightened up unsteadily and raised her head.

"Hahaha!"

She took a deep breath, and a hoarse laugh came out of her throat. She couldn't stop laughing. She laughed as she walked, but there was no tear in her eyes.

"Hahahahahahahahahahaha!"

Laughter echoed in the empty world, and she almost died of laughter.

Something seems to be broken.

That is a worldview that has been in place for many years, a belief that has been cultivated by parents for many years.

Be strong, be brave, and not be afraid of setbacks.

You must not have the heart to harm others, and you must not have the heart to guard against others. I believe that there is love in this world.

Something seems to be growing.

It is an infinite evil thought that grows in the dark.

The world kisses me bitterly.

I report to the world with sword songs.

In fact, she once ran to a mental hospital out of curiosity.

Because one of her cousins ​​was a psychiatrist, she had access to a murderous man.

It is said that the killer once killed two of his junior high school classmates, two college classmates, as well as his wife and daughter.

When she interviewed this seriously mentally ill patient, she was extremely surprised. Judging by his appearance, this man turned out to be well-mannered, not like a perverted murderer, but more like a scholar.

Of course, in order to prevent him from going crazy, in addition to the necessary safety measures, she had to keep a certain distance from that mental patient.

He pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose:

.

The thin-looking man looks calm:

The man sneered:

The man didn't answer, just sneered.

She doesn't go astray.

.

Obviously, I did nothing wrong.

Obviously, at the very beginning, I just wanted to live~

Since when did she step back step by step?

Once the bottom line of morality and principle is trampled once, it will start to collapse infinitely, retreating step by step.

After all, she became beyond recognition.

In her last memory, she recalled a scene.

This is their third year in Louyuge.

They sat side by side,

The little girl was weaving a red rope between her fingers, and Jie Ling sat aside, calmly watching the red rope in the little girl's hand turn into a beautiful bracelet in her dexterous hands.

She made a living knot at last, and said to Jie Ling, "Hand over here."

She saw Jie Ling stretch out her hand obediently, and let the little girl tie the cheap bracelet on her wrist.

she answered.

She blinked, a little amused:

A gentle kiss landed on her hairline.

After all, she lost everyone who loved her.

The nurse who was forced to death.

After finally having a family, he was forced to break up his family.

I finally saw hope, and finally told you that it was a mirage.

Only then did she realize that all the hypocritical persistence and all the kind thoughts in the past were just a joke.

There were no tears in her eyes, her laughter was almost hoarse, and her mouth was full of blood. She wiped it with her fingers, and it was full of blood.

It was dark before her eyes, and she fell to the ground with a snap.

Xuanyuan Zhi was very surprised by this result.

It was an unbelievable ending for her!Lan Xing, who was once the most optimistic and was already cultivated by his right-hand man, died in the hands of the person he trusted the most, and it was in the hands of a medicine man.

For a moment, he wanted to end this girl's life, because the subordinate he cared most about and had the most hope of being promoted to Grandmaster died worthlessly like this.

But Ah Heng survived after all.

There was no description in that cheat book at all, and he was also very curious about what the consequences would be, but Ah Heng already knew all the truth. Growing up, how deep was her affection for Jie Ling.

Ah Heng has gained Jieling's skills for so many years, so he will become stronger no matter what.

However, Ah Heng must be full of hatred for Lou Yuge now.

Xuanyuanzhi made a decision in a moment. He waved his hand and ordered: "I am very sorry that Jieling died, but there are more important things to send Ah Heng back. Give her a bowl of water from the Demon Transformation Pond."

Lily of the valley soon found out the news.

The little girl who often came to play with her on weekdays suddenly stopped coming. Afterwards, the little girl was sent back to her residence in a coma. There are tear marks on the face.

A suffocating darkness.

She felt that she was walking on the edge of a cliff, and her whole body was shaking. The wind was too strong, and the whistling sound of the wind was in her ears.

She can only try to stabilize her body so as not to fall.

A pale, bloodless face was reflected under the cliff, and the moment she lowered her head, she met her gaze.

It was a sad face, just looking up at her quietly, silently, and soundlessly.

She didn't feel sad, but felt a little joy in her heart. She looked towards the pale face, and her feet were empty.

At the moment when her body was weightless, a heavier feeling came one after another. She suddenly opened her eyes and panted heavily.

A wet towel was placed on her forehead, and she saw beside her, a girl with a translucent body sitting on a stool, with her hands on her forehead, and the scars disappeared at a speed visible to the naked eye.

It's her own newfound special ability: healing wounds.

Before she was alienated, she studied medicine with her father, and now she can be regarded as returning to her profession.

Lily of the Valley has completed the transformation in just a few days. Her appearance is a bit scary, and her internal organs have also changed a lot. Several red blood vessels are embedded in this body. Seeing Ah Heng open his eyes, Ling Lan joyfully raised her tentacles to touch her hand: "Ah Heng, you're finally awake!"

Afterwards, Mu Jin, who had been watching by the side, saw that Ah Heng seemed to have woken up, and brought the prepared bowl of 'medicine' with a light red color to it: "Girl, drink the medicine."

Ah Heng stared at the 'medicine' in Mu Jin's hand.

Lily of the valley didn't know, of course she knew what it was.

Without saying a word, she drank the bowl of 'medicine' silently.

Unexpectedly, not bitter.

The faint smell of blood is a little sour, but it's not too bad to drink.

Her expression was calm.

It's like nothing happened.

Hibiscus breathed a sigh of relief after she drank the 'medicine'.

Ling Lan has been guarding Ah Heng for several days. After Hibiscus retreated, she also felt a little drowsy. She was sleeping vaguely. In her dream, she seemed to be walking on the edge of a cliff. The girl who had been there for a few days was gone.

There was still residual warmth on the quilt.

Suzuran suddenly panicked.

The way he had been sent back a few days earlier had worried her until she had confirmed the sad news.

The girl next to Ah Heng died.

She rushed out without thinking.

Jie Ling is dead, she is very worried that Ah Heng will not be able to bear such a blow and do impulsive things.

The weather in the past few days has been abnormal, and it is as cold as the winter in the extreme north. Even with internal protection, she still feels the bone-chilling cold.

Ah Heng's girl was of mediocre aptitude, she was only wearing unlined clothing, and she hadn't recovered from a serious illness, so she was very worried about that girl.

She looked around in the wind and snow until a woman appeared in front of her.

The woman's face was full of smiles.

"Are you looking for that idiot Ah Heng?"

The woman dressed up grandly, as if celebrating a grand day, and she said, "I saw her go to the magic pond."

Ling Lan was taken aback, and didn't have time to ask the woman what happened.

Why did everything change overnight? She had never seen Ah Heng's eyes look so hopeless, as if all expectations had been exhausted.

"Aheng!"

"Aheng!"

Ling Lan asked the way to Huamochi, and ran towards the destination under the strange eyes of others, she looked around in the cave.

Thick mist floated in the demon pool, and the warm stench permeated the closed cave.

Outside it was covered with white snow and covered in silver, but inside it was like hot summer. Lily of the Valley looked around and saw no one.

What about Ah Heng?

Her gaze fell on the magic pool.

There is no one guarding the Demon Transformation Pond, and if you stay in this place for a little longer, you will have hallucinations, so this moment.

Lily of the valley felt that she was hallucinating.

The pool water that had turned ginger red suddenly burst into countless bubbles, and after that, a girl slowly floated up from the water.

His skin was so fair that it was almost a kind of dead gray, and his empty dark eyes stared blankly at Lily of the Valley.

With a bright smile in the sun and an innocent smile, Ah Heng was riding a bicycle, and the wind blew wantonly from her arms and face.

A cheerful smile spread across the sky, and she held a paper pinwheel in her hand, and the windmill was spinning.

Then walk away from her one by one.

What is even more frightening is the hole in this person's eyes, like two bottomless caves, in which nothing is left.

The sun is everywhere, and the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming.

However, when the sun fell on her body, there was no warmth at all. She felt cold, just like that winter when she and her wrapped in

In the thin cotton wool, at that time, although poor, life was full of hope.

The pool was much deeper than she had imagined.

She could feel her tears escaping in the pool water. The tears were hot, but the pool water was icy cold. She opened her eyes, and through the water surface, a little light flashed and flickered with the waves. Her body began to become hot, like It was in hot water, and she couldn't breathe.

She opened her hands, suddenly, she saw her, it seemed that there was a person hugging her gently and tenderly, and then wept sadly.

The night was extraordinarily long.

Across a bottomless abyss, Ling Lan and Ah Heng looked at each other from afar.

Ah Heng's long hair was floating in the pool water, and the clothes on her body were completely corroded. Her eyes mixed with infinite pain seemed to be soaked with fresh blood, and she looked quietly at Lily of the Valley, "You Are you looking for me?"

She tilted her head and asked softly.

It is clear that the temperature around the Demonic Transformation Pond is extremely high, even though it is windy and snowy outside, the inside is as warm as spring, but at this moment, the lily of the valley is like falling into an ice cave, and the girl in front of her is only showing her head and half of her thin shoulders, she is naked On her skin, large swathes of hideous texture climbed up her shoulders and neck.

That's a blood vessel about to burst.

"Ah Heng." She stared blankly at the girl in the pool, looking at those crazy eyes, and burst into tears.

Because lily of the valley knew.

The kind girl who used to be is dead after all.

No one will ever say to her again: "Sister Linglan, there is no need to know his good and evil before saving someone. A person has both good and evil, and everyone has the right to live."

Apart from part of the memory, the Demon Transformation Pond can remove her vitality, as well as her feelings.

Ling Lan looked at Ah Heng's blood vessels, which burst one by one, and then merged into the blood pool, and could no longer be seen.

Ah Heng smiled more and more happily at Lily of the Valley.

Amid Lily of the Lily's cries, the woman's clean and empty laughter became sharper and sharper.

She finally woke up.

In fact, what she has been stubbornly insisting on is nothing but ridiculous things after all.

Her world is subverted bit by bit.

When did it start?

Long time ago?

In her previous life, her parents taught her how to love the world.

In this life, these people taught her how to hate the world.

Why have you been refusing to compromise?

At this moment, she was sober as never before.

Also crazy like never before.

She felt the blood in her body boiling, and there seemed to be some kind of distorted force pouring into her body in the pool water, which made her heart start to boil, and the desire to kill wrapped her up layer by layer, and she seemed to hear countless dead souls There was screaming in her ears.

"Ah Heng, Ah Heng!" Ling Lan continued to cry out in pain.

She could no longer hear any sound from the outside world.

In the dark, she raised her head, the desire to kill occupied her whole mind, eroding her.

She heard a vague question.

She smiled slightly.