in love with the zerg queen

When she became conscious, she heard her own crying, small, like a little milk cat, weak.

Then, a middle-aged woman's voice sounded.

"Congratulations madam, congratulations madam, you gave birth to a daughter."

"My daughter..." Another gentle voice sounded, weak, the woman's voice was slightly disappointed, and after a moment of silence, she asked, "Where is your husband?"

Wen Po hiccupped for a moment.

My lord is not here with Madam, because Aunt Yao also gave birth last night.

"Master Wang went to see Aunt Yao."

Silence again.

"Hold me the baby."

Madam frowned.

"Like a little monkey, crumpled."

"Wait for the eldest lady to bloom in a few days and it will look good." This is how Wen Po comforted the lady.

The lady's voice was gentle and maternal, and she was carefully hugged by a pair of warm hands.

She couldn't keep her eyes open.

But I can feel the sadness of this lady.

Tears dripped down her face, and those hands hugged her tightly, crying silently.

"You obviously don't love me, why did you marry me in the first place?"

The woman's voice was full of sadness.

She was at a loss.

what are you crying

Your hands are so hot.

who are you?

Why are you holding me and crying?

She still remembers the last moment of her life.

Her whole body was in pain, from the inside of her body to every inch of skin on the outside, the pain made her twitch all over.

The sun was shining brightly, quietly shining on her face through the light-colored glass window outside the window.

【Mother. 】

The left hand was held by a warm hand, which held her palm tightly, and the hot temperature of the palm was transmitted through the familiar hand. Mother held back her tears and said: [Ah Heng, mother is here.] . 】

【I hurt. 】

She murmured: [I really hurt. 】

Her flaccid arm was in her mother's hand, thinner than her wrist. The dyscrasia in the terminal stage made her look like a withered flower. What was once a vibrant body now only remains A skinny body.

【dad. 】

【Hey, Dad is here. 】

A face with a strong smile appeared in front of him. That face lost a lot of weight, and the beard on his face grew a lot. In more than a year, his hair at the temples was almost completely white, and his eyes were bloodshot. After the initial mourning, now all that remains is a forced, weary smile.

The boy does not cry easily.

She had never seen Dad cry.

But at this moment, she saw the tears in her father's eyes, like the most precious diamond, dazzling and unforgettable for her forever.

[Big Brother, Second Brother? 】

[Sister, we are here! 】The eldest brother and the second brother are very busy with work on weekdays, but they appeared at her bedside at the same time today.

【I'm dying. 】

【You say, after death, do people go to heaven or hell?I don't want to die. 】

[I'm only 21 years old, mom, why me. 】

Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes one by one.

The long-term pain and suffering made her skinny, and the flesh on her cheeks was deeply sunken. At the end of the disease, she could only lie on the bed, and her long-term weak body made her even need help to turn over. Her hair was sparse. It is because of the chemotherapy that the hair loss is almost the same.

Dad kept crying. He had just come back from talking with the doctor, and he obviously saw the reality of her illness. No amount of money could save her life.

The fragility of life is nothing more than this.

Her eyes began to blur, and she knew that the metastatic lesions began to oppress her brain. If this continued, she would soon lose sight of everything.

She heard the monitor beeping.

too painful.

I don't want to do this again.

【Ah Heng, be strong, mom loves you, mom can't lose you. 】There were hot tears falling on her palm, which made her originally confused and sad heart sink along with it.

She finally replied: [Mom, I love you too, but I don’t want to die with tubes all over my body, so please give up the rescue. 】

【Aheng. 】

【Ah Heng, the whole family is here. 】

[No, you must not give up until the last moment. How do you know that a miracle will not happen? ] The first one to object was the elder brother.

[I don't want to give up either, so I'll try my best to save it. ] This is my mother's voice.

She barely opened her eyes, and her eyes were already blurred: [Brother, I am not living for myself, but for you, if not, really, there is no hope, I want to live too... Mom, I am in so much pain , I'm so tired, stop arguing! 】

While crying, her mother signed the agreement to give up rescue.

The ECG monitor suddenly issued a piercing alarm sound.

She opened her eyes blankly.

The faint cry lingered in her ears.

She tried her best.

The heartbeat disappeared bit by bit.

Breathing gradually weakened.

Her skin became pale from the lack of oxygen, a mouthful of blood gushed out of her throat, and her eyes suddenly opened wide.

The originally blurred vision became extremely clear at that second.

My mother's hair has a little more silver, and my father's hair has turned half white in just over a year. Everyone in the family is numb after a long period of grief, and everyone is full of exhaustion.

The greatest pain in life is that a white-haired person gives a black-haired person.

Then, vision, smell, and touch all disappeared.

Obviously no longer conscious.

But she could hear the cries of her loved ones, hoarse.

【sorry. 】

[Mom, Dad, brother, I'm sorry. 】

[There is no longer a day to be filial. 】

【I love you so much, but I will also lose you forever. 】

She died, she was born.

With the memory of the previous life, I was born again.

She was born, and she really wanted to say to her mother that her daughter is fine, don't read it.

Next to her ear was another woman's voice.

In her previous life, her mother told her that when she was just born, the whole family was very happy.

Congratulations, happy daughter.

Since then, she has become a little princess held in the palm of her family's hands and cared for.

What she got was the wholehearted love and care of her family.

In this life, when she could not open her eyes, she felt warm tears falling on her face, and those hands hugged her, as if embracing the last warmth of life, her soft, sad explain.

"Why, are you a girl?"

【Why are you a girl? 】

Those words accompanied her through the short period of infancy, those sentimental eyes looking at her as if her birth had been a mistake.

[Why am I a girl? 】

[Because I was originally a girl. 】

After the woman had shed enough tears, she was sent to the nursing mother. An adult soul is housed in a baby's body. The instinct directly expressed in the body is that she will be like a baby, sleeping for a lot of time .

Thinking began to stagnate and delay, and even the sadness of leaving relatives and never seeing them faded away little by little. In the dream, she was crying hysterically, sadly, holding her mother's hand tightly with both hands, non-stop Said, Mom, Mom, I don't want to go, I don't want to leave you.

Repeated dreams, repeated images.

Until the rare moments of waking, the residual mourning was repeated in the dream.

The child's world, after all, has not gone out of memory.

Her mother in this life is so sentimental. In front of her, she said the most things, why are you not a boy?

why?

why.

why. .

why? !

There are so many whys in this world.

From being dazed at the beginning, she became impatient with this woman's endless questioning.

The pitiful admiration that had just come into this world and just fell into the hands of a woman disappeared in the woman's endless tears and questioning.

She thought it was a long time.

In fact, it was only a few days.

When she could barely open her eyes to look at the world.

Tears fell all at once.

In the quaint and fragrant world, what appeared in her vision were gloomy beams and pillars and toga with large sleeves.

She was stunned for a while, as if she didn't know what happened.

she was born.

she lived.

But in this life, she will never return to her family.

The distance between her and her family does not span the vast starry sky, but the insurmountable space and time.

Throughout her life, she may only be able to become an ordinary ancient woman in this seemingly ancient society, follow the three obediences and four virtues, and spend the rest of her life under the protection of her family, future husband and children.

Seeing the baby girl crying suddenly, the nurse couldn't help comforting her in a low voice. The baby's face slowly opened up, with eyebrows and eyes like her father's, and a face like her mother's. When it grows up, it may be a dignified and elegant beauty.

She cried once except when she was born, this is the second time she cried.

She was tired from crying, looking at the nurse with an ordinary and pretty face but gentle eyes, a little peace was born in her heart, so she arched her little head in the nurse's arms and fell asleep peacefully.

The tenderness she couldn't feel from that woman, she felt from the nurse.

At this time, she hadn't imagined it.

Her life is more legendary than an epic, and her life is more turbulent and ups and downs than anyone else's.

She never expected that one day, she would be able to truly fly a spaceship and soar through the universe, and she would travel to many places in her life, and finally she would have an unforgettable lover, and spend the rest of her life hand in hand.

At this time, she was just a little baby.

The wet nurse held her, and the warmth of her palm fell on her body through the swaddle, and her hands were the same as her eyes.

Soft as water.

Her first impression of this wet nurse was her mother's breath.

On the third day after being able to open her eyes, she saw her mother in this life.

A pair of soft deer eyes still want to talk, white/pink skin, small cherry mouth, looks delicate and weak, she stretched out her hand, hugged her, looked at her face, she was stunned for a moment, she The mother in this life is a sickly beauty, but also a sentimental beauty, very much like the sad woman in the book of Red Chamber who washes her face with tears all day long and is as beautiful as a flower.

However, she couldn't fall in love with the sentimental woman after all.

Because this mother has no love for her.

A woman who regards her husband as the sky, is bitter about not being able to give birth to a son, and then complains and even angers her daughter.