Eat and heal

"I met a few years ago, but I wasn't familiar with them at that time. Didn't I quit the entertainment circle later? We didn't have much contact with each other." Liu Feng helped him put his things back together, and sat aside to watch, "Later, I was in a I got to know him through a friend’s introduction, and when I’m free, I’ll come out to get together, have a meal or something, not too often, once every few months, after all, everyone is very busy.”

This Meng Lan was quite sure that Zhou Ge was indeed busy. Except for the filming of "One Food, One Healing" where the two of them met, Zhou Ge was always busy at other times. To contact him, he had to go through his agent or Dafumei.

At this time, Zhou Ge hadn't appeared yet. Meng Lan kept in mind the advice of his predecessors, and chatted with the guests while washing the vegetables: "Then... is it Zhou Ge who invited you to participate in this show?"

"How should I put this..." Liu Feng stared at the ceiling and thought for a while before saying, "It's not considered a formal invitation. When we were having dinner together, he mentioned that he was going to make a show, and he had to invite guests for every episode. It is estimated that there are a lot of people to be invited, and the shooting time is also intensive. I am afraid that the schedule will not be easy to arrange. I am based locally, so he said, in case there is any temporary problem with the program guests, can I do a favor and gather the number of people? .”

After finishing speaking, Liu Feng curled his lips in displeasure, and complained, "I'm just trying to get people together."

"Isn't it because you're free?" Zhou Ge's voice sounded first, and he came over while changing his sweater and accused Liu Feng, "What are you doing? Just watch Meng Lan work, and don't even say a favor?"

"No, I am very poisonous, what if we touch the food and the three of us go to the hospital after a meal?" Liu Feng lied solemnly, and in turn picked on his faults, "You still Say me? I watched the last episode of the show, you only peeled half a plate of peanuts from the beginning to the end, and helped to serve a table and chopsticks, what right do you have to say about me?"

Zhou Ge picked up the teapot and poured himself a glass of water, taking it for granted: "This is my home, I have the face to be a master, why do you have it?"

"..." Liu Feng snatched the cup of tea from him, and said without blushing, "I'm shameless."

Zhou Ge with his hand stuck in mid-air: "..."

Meng Lan looked around, did not expect the two of them to bicker when they met, lowered his head and smiled, and said: "No need to help, the old duck soup is already simmering on the stove, the meat has been marinated in advance, and the cooking is very fast. "

As soon as this remark came out, the two elders took it for granted that they leaned on the dining table and chatted their teeth. In the middle was Meng Lan who was chopping vegetables.

In the first episode of the show, Meng Lan was doing the preparation work on the cooking table, so there was little interaction with the guests. This time they improved the method and placed the vegetable cutting process on the dining table, and the guests helped from time to time , Meng Lan can also reply a few words during the chat.

"The purpose of inviting Liu Feng this time is not to let him make up the numbers." Zhou Ge stopped joking, and said the facts seriously, "In fact, during the preparation period of the show, I have already decided to invite him to record an episode. It can be said that he He was one of the first guests I identified."

"Why?" Meng Lan was curious.

"When we went out for dinner and parties together, we kept chatting. He used to be the captain of an idol group. In that era, it can be said that he had his own peak traffic, and he was extremely popular. But after the group disbanded, he directly I quit the entertainment industry, and like many people, I was confused. At that time, I was like everyone else, wondering what he would do after he left the entertainment industry and stopped being a star, and whether he would regret his original career. Decide how he will face his fans, will he live better in the future than before? These problems are not only happening to him, many people will also encounter the problem of having to make a choice at a certain point in their lives , and this decision often affects a person's life."

Meng Lan was fascinated by this, temporarily stopped cutting vegetables, turned her head and glanced at Liu Feng, only to see that the man who was joking just now was just holding a teacup and drinking tea with a slight smile on his face.

"Liu Feng represents a class of people who retreated bravely during the glory days...Of course because he is a star, this kind of decision seems to have been infinitely magnified, and it has been watched by hundreds of millions of eyes. But through the time we have known each other I personally feel that he has undergone many changes over the years, and I think this change is good, so I really want to invite him to share with you what he thought at the beginning, and how he has been in these years. How did you live, some of your own mental journeys."

"You're making it so serious, as if this show is some kind of emotional counseling stage." Liu Feng teased, before pushing the plate in front of him, "Meng Lan, you cut your food, I'm hungry and waiting eat."

Only then did Meng Lan regain her senses, and continued to cut the eggplant in her hand.

"I don't mind being a confidant brother." Zhou Ge shrugged. Seeing that Meng Lan was having a hard time focusing on two tasks, he brought a bag of beans and helped pinch the ends, "So why did you quit the entertainment circle in the first place? Huh? You seem to have never talked about this topic directly."

"Aren't I afraid of being beaten?" Liu Feng touched his nose and whispered in embarrassment. Although his eyes were still a little dodgy, he didn't avoid the topic. "I was young at that time, young and vigorous. Fans They hold it in high regard, the company takes good care of me, and a few teammates pamper me quite a bit, as for myself, I think I have a bit of talent, sometimes, I’m quite defiant.”

Zhou Ge nodded: "I agree with this. When I saw you, your eyes looked like they were on your head."

Liu Feng immediately retorted: "Don't take the blame for me! I was crazy at that time! How could you be so defiant? You are the one who is defiant! You are a well-known TV host, you don't like our idols, hehe .”

Zhou Ge didn't even bother to refute his behavior of biting back, and only gave him a blank stare.

Fortunately, Liu Feng didn't bother with this topic, and continued to talk about himself: "I was selected by the company because of my versatility in writing, composing and singing. I am very happy that the songs I wrote not only won prizes but were also loved by audiences across the country.”

He put an emphasis on the word "special": "Later, two albums were released one after another, and the response was very good. In those years, when we walked on the street, we could cause traffic jams. It is not an exaggeration at all. There are many endorsements. Yes, there are more interviews, more variety shows, more invitations to performances, and a national tour concert, with every seat packed, it’s really popular.”

Liu Feng talked about the past, a bit of nostalgia and a bit of pride appeared on his face, but more of it was the indifference of seeing the bustling.He said: "I was very happy at first, and felt that my talent had been affirmed. Everyone loved me so much, and I was the best."

Meng Lan, attracted by the story again, hurriedly asked, "What happened next?"

"Later?" Liu Feng was silent for a moment, then sneered, "Tired, annoyed, full of hostility."

"Because you're too busy with work?" Meng Lan guessed.

"There is a lot of work, busy work, it's normal, everyone spends money on us, of course we want to present the best to everyone. And do our job well, so that we can be worthy of those who like me, I never feel that work Tired, tired of work, that’s my job, of course I have to do it well. Stars are like this, under the ubiquitous lens, you can’t be yourself, you can be imperfect, but you can’t do wrong things.” Liu Feng Fei said such a sentence quickly, but did not elaborate, but quickly changed the subject, "I feel tired, annoyed, and full of hostility because I am disappointed in myself."

These words made Zhou Ge and Meng Lan stunned on the spot, as if they didn't expect Liu Feng to say such words.

Liu Feng was amused by their reaction, and joked: "Do you think that I won't be disappointed in myself if I'm so popular and surrounded by stars?"

Zhou Ge smiled, put the chopped beans into a vegetable bowl and pushed them to Meng Lan, and said to Liu Feng, "Normally, people who stand at the top of the pyramid will be overconfident, or they may be arrogant, and they must You will feel lonely, but I have never seen a few people who stand so tall and will be disappointed in yourself. What are you disappointed? Do you feel that you are too worldly? Do you feel that you have been sucked into the vortex by the entertainment circle and cannot get out?"

Although he said this with a smile, the last two sentences were so sharp.

This is why Liu Feng likes to chat with Zhou Ge.

This person is always sober and rational, as if he can see through everything.

So, Liu Feng also smiled along with him, and said seriously: "At that time, I couldn't write songs anymore."

The originally dense barrage in the video seemed to be erased by something suddenly, and in an instant, there was not a single one.

Just after Liu Feng said "I couldn't write songs at that time".

If there is any substance to this almost dead silence, millions of netizens who are chasing updates are stunned behind the screen, not knowing how to write comments, so there is a surprising blank in the barrage that rolled half of the video like a storm.

Liu Feng has become a powerful idol group because of his omnipotent ability in writing, composing, singing and singing. He also stands out among the powerful group because of his handsome appearance, becoming a first-line star with both appearance and talent.But he said that he couldn't write songs at that time.

A first-line star who can't write songs will soon fall from the altar.

Liu Feng was extremely aware of this.

He even realized it before everyone around him.When his company and agent are immersed in the huge fame and fortune he brought, when his teammates are participating in variety shows and TV movies, when his friends are envious of him, when almost all reporters in the entertainment circle are Writing praiseworthy words for him, when his fans are obsessed with his talented and beautiful Mary Su character, when his parents are also boasting about his success to relatives, Liu Feng is in a pile of piles, without a chance to breathe During the high-intensity work, he realized that he could not write songs.

He is going to fall into the abyss.

At that time, he was only 19 years old.

A 19-year-old boy runs faster than others and stands taller than others, so he also stands in front of the Stone of Truth earlier than others, realizing that his prematurely consumed talent will lead him to a place of eternal doom.

He turned his head and found that the people around him were far behind him, laughing and admiring the blooming flowers around him, lingering on the beautiful scenery everywhere.

Afterwards, many things happened. Idol groups disbanded one after another. The company’s top management changed several times. The manager also resigned and left.

But when he picked up the pen but couldn't even write a string of notes that satisfied him, Liu Feng said, I want to quit the entertainment circle.

At that time, he was still under the spotlight, and he could overlook half of the entertainment industry, but he said, I'm leaving.

Resolute like a defiant knight.

And then he never really looked back.

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