I want to marry you and have a bun

Yes, I still love you in my heart.never changed.Liang Jianshuai thought in his heart, looked at him, but couldn't say such a thing.He thought of the girl holding his arm that day, and thought of the huge pressure from his family, Liang Jianshuai thought about it and his mind cleared up a little.What the hell was he doing just now?

"What the hell are you worrying about?!" Li Naijun looked at him, a surge of anger rose in his heart, and he was so happy: "It was like this four years ago, and it will still be like this four years later." Since they can't be together, they Why do you still do this? !He knows he still loves him, he knows!But why did he refuse to admit it?

"Liang Jianshuai, tell me, what were you doing just now? What do you mean?"

"I'll take you back." Liang Jianshuai sighed softly and said, "Where do you live?"

Li Naijun felt extremely disappointed, and Liang Jianshuai's attitude was like a basin of cold water pouring cold water on him.Reluctantly, he turned his head to the other side, and said two words angrily, "Company."

The two had nothing to say along the way, and Liang Jianshuai sent him back to the company.Li Naijun got off the car and left angrily.Liang Jianshuai watched his slender figure walk into the dilapidated residential building.He watched silently in the car for a while, and finally drove away helplessly.Li Naijun stood on the third floor and watched his car leave until it disappeared, feeling mixed emotions in his heart.

This sweet encounter mixed with pain brought Liang Jianshuai back to the nightmare of four years ago.In his dreams there is always a crying child, that is the young Li Naijun.He felt very strange, he had never known the young Li Naijun, why did the young him appear so clearly in his dream?

In the dream, Li Naijun was crying all the time, probably being bullied by someone, crying miserably, with snot and tears streaming down his nose, Liang Jianshuai wanted to tell him not to cry, but time and space seemed to separate them.Li Naijun couldn't hear what he said, he kept crying, crying all night.

Don't cry.

Liang Jianshuai was awakened by his despairing voice.

He really felt that he had shouted out of his dream, and it was that desperate voice that woke him up from his dream.

Liang Jianshuai lay on the bed, exhausted, and rubbed his forehead with his hand.It was already dawn outside, and he couldn't fall asleep, so he just got up.Liang Jianshuai came out after washing up, but Lan Tian hadn't gotten up yet.

Don't worry about the late shift today.

Liang Jianshuai walked to the kitchen and made breakfast for the two of them.

After cooking and eating, the blue sky has not risen yet.

Liang Jianshuai stared blankly at the dining table, really feeling like a loner.His "super friendship" with Lan Tian also made him embarrassed, maybe it was his illusion, he hoped it was an illusion, but... Alas, Liang Jianshuai got up, went back to his room, changed his clothes, picked up his mobile phone keys and went out.

Because of the last night's unhappiness between the two of them, Liang Jianshuai felt a little reluctant to face Li Naijun.But he missed him again, wanted to see him.In the past, when he didn't know where he was, he could bear it, but now he knew that he was there, he couldn't bear it anymore.Even if he crosses thousands of mountains and rivers, even if there are many obstacles in front of him, he still wants to go to him.

He hated himself for his constant and ambiguous attitude, but he couldn't help it.Liang Jianshuai did not go directly to Li Naijun's company dormitory to look for him, but drove to the old city, hoping to have a look at him from a distance.He wandered around the old town.Maybe because there are people he loves here, he suddenly felt that this place was extraordinarily intimate.

The new city is in the area where he works, and this is the old city.There are still many old houses left in the old city. Some buildings from the period of the Republic of China have not been demolished, and some have been demolished, and new buildings have been built. The new buildings are not high, just like the original ones, with two floors.When Liang Jianshuai drove from the new urban area to the old urban area, he felt like he had traveled through time.

Liang Jianshuai wandered around but did not see Li Naijun.He parked the car on the side of the road and looked at the Q group.I turned to the top and didn't see any news from Li Naijun.He looked at the time, it was only eight o'clock, eight o'clock, Liang Jianshuai laughed himself first, it would be a ghost if there was news, who would come out early in the morning to install the computer?Not only the installer, but even the users haven't woken up yet!

Liang Jianshuai leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, speechless about his current behavior.

Since you want to see him, why not go directly to his company dormitory to find him?Why such a big detour?What are you thinking about expecting an unexpected "encounter"?

Didi, the phone suddenly rang.Liang Jianshuai was startled.

Liang Jianshuai picked up his phone and took a look.Li Naijun chatted with him in private: What class do you have today?

Habitual second reply: evening shift

Li Naijun: Oh

Oh, that's the end?Liang Jianshuai stared at the phone for a while, seeing that he was really silent, so he had to ask: What's the matter?

Li Naijun: nothing

It's nothing... Liang Jianshuai is getting a little angry, what's wrong with you so early in the morning!

Li Naijun: You got up so early

Liang Jianshuai: Yes

Li Naijun: You usually get up so early

Liang Jianshuai: Yes

Liang Jianshuai waited for a long time to see what he wanted to say.And then... there is no more.Topic dies from ummm ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Topic: What did I do wrong

Liang Jianshuai looked at it once, felt bored, threw the phone away, and drove back.

When he came back, Lan Tian was eating breakfast at the dining table. When he saw him, he wondered, "Where did you go early in the morning? Running?"

"No, just go for a stroll." Liang Jianshuai was in low spirits and didn't want to talk much.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Lan Tian looked at Liang Jianshuai.The dark circles under Liang Jianshuai's face were particularly distinct.

"Well, go back to catch up on sleep." Liang Jianshuai said, and really went back to the bedroom.

Liang Jianshuai threw himself back on the bed, and at that moment he was so ashamed that he really wanted to go to the kitchen and take a kitchen knife to kill himself.Shame, Liang Jianshuai, shame.

"Ah Shuai, it's time to eat." After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, Lan Tian's voice came from outside the door.

"Well," Liang Jianshuai replied, and looked at his phone, it was already twelve o'clock at noon.

"I'm off today, you go to work alone in the afternoon." Lan Tian said almost apologetically during the meal.

"Oh," Liang Jianshuai replied while eating.

"Ah Shuai," Lan Tian hesitated to speak.

"Huh?" Liang Jianshuai looked up at him.

"Can you go home directly after work tonight?"

"Oh, yes, what's the matter?"

"Today is my birthday."

"Birthday?" Liang Jianshuai repeated softly. He never cared much about these things.Sometimes he didn't even remember his own birthday, let alone someone else's.

"Happy birthday." Liang Jianshuai congratulated politely.

"Are you going to give me a gift?" Lan Tian looked at him expectantly.

"What gift do you want?"

"As long as it's from you, I like it."

"Hmm..." Liang Jianshuai lowered his head, pretending to be nonchalantly picking up the rice in the bowl.Lan Tian's naked and longing eyes were too dazzling, he couldn't bear it.

"Then I'll see and buy it." Liang Jianshuai said after a while.

"Okay." Lan Tian was very happy.

At work, Li Naijun revealed in the group that he had a rest today and asked everyone to drink after work.The reason why it is called "disclosure" is because he didn't tell Liang Jianshuai seriously, but chatted with others in the group.Liang Jianshuai watched them chat happily like a bystander, and felt a little uncomfortable.

After work, Liang Jianshuai thought about what gift he wanted to buy for Lan Tian.He grew up so big that he didn't give out many birthday presents. Except for the little milk cat, he hardly cared whose birthday it was.

Well, little milk cat, Liang Jianshuai couldn't help thinking of the past again.At that time, he had no money as a student, and the little milk cat pestered him to ask for a birthday present. In a hurry, Liang Jianshuai asked, "Do you want me to pack myself as a gift for you?" "Yes" - he said.In the end, of course, he randomly entered the store and bought a little bear for him. It was regarded as a gift. He remembered that he was very happy at that time.Now that I think about it, there should be a truckload of toys in his house, and what he gave was really shabby.

Liang Jianshuai walked to the car and saw someone leaning against his car, he couldn't help but froze.That man was tall and tall, so beautiful no matter how he looked at it, even smoking a cigarette.smokes? !Liang Jianshuai stepped forward and glared at him: "When did you learn to smoke?"

Li Naijun sprayed a puff of smoke on his face, and smiled wryly: "When you're not around."

Liang Jianshuai was choked by the smoke, and frowned displeasedly: "Quit, smoking is harmful to health."

"Well, if you say quit, just quit..." Li Naijun threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stamped it out.Damn, even this pose is so beautiful that one's heart trembles.Liang Jianshuai sighed in his heart, is there no cure for himself?

Li Naijun stared at him with bright eyes, suddenly stretched out his hand, scooped him up, pulled him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

"It's all because of these disobedient feet, insisting on running to see you. These hands are also disobedient, and want to hug you when they see you."

"..." Liang Jianshuai didn't know whether to laugh or cry when he heard his coquettish words. Fortunately, there was no one passing by where he parked, otherwise, he, he would definitely push him away!

Li Naijun's heavy breath hit Liang Jianshuai's neck, making it itchy.They were so close, Liang Jianshuai quickly noticed Li Naijun's reaction, shit... Liang Jianshuai almost stopped breathing.

Li Naijun pushed him away in embarrassment, coughed, and said, "I...I just miss you so much."

What's going on in your mind, hello? !Liang Jianshuai really wanted to question him, but after thinking about it, his body was very honest, and the little milk cat just used his body to express his deep miss for him, so he should be happy.wrong!Why did he respond, but I didn't!Is he really the one below?Liang Jianshuai looked at him with a strange face, and Li Naijun was very embarrassed, "I, I just wanted to take you for a moment..."

"Shut up!" Liang Jianshuai's tone suddenly became cold.

Li Naijun scratched his head, his eyes flickered, "It's fine if you don't want to."

"Why should I be willing?" Liang Jianshuai stared at him, roaring in his heart, beast!I treat you as a pet with all my heart, ah bah, my dearest lover, yet you want to have sex with me all your heart!

"It doesn't matter, the future will last forever, you will accept me." Li Naijun looked at him and murmured: "I will never let you go again, never."

"Well, I'm very touched. But I'm going back, it's Lantian's birthday today, I promise him..."

"What?!" Li Naijun suddenly changed color, "You mean the man who lives with you?"

"Ah."

"Liang Jianshuai!"