Balancing

In the few days since Jian Ming came back, he couldn't calm down, and every day seemed to be very chaotic. In this impetuous city, even the air was filled with suffocating low pressure. Eight of them are depressed, with different stages and different symptoms, which makes him a little depressed...

Sighing softly, Jian Ming looked at the calendar sticker on the desk. The little pig he drew was marking a happy day, his expression softened instantly, the corner of his mouth smiled, and he tapped his fingers lightly, saying to the little pig : "Sister silly pig, I'm going to see you tomorrow, do you miss brother?" The smiling eyes are full of love.

The next day, Jiang Luchuan called Director He of Jingxin Sanatorium early in the morning, made an appointment, had a simple breakfast, and set off with Jian Ming.

"By the way, did you check the car? I promised to give you a car after graduation. I forgot to ask." Thinking that Jian Ming would either take his own car or take a taxi these days, Jiang Luchuan suddenly remembered his promise.

"Well, there is an old classmate who is driving a car. I have already contacted him. I will go to see if I have nothing to do in the afternoon." .. I bought it myself. In fact.. I gave up the time to go back to China every year during the holidays. I took some cases under the recommendation of my tutor, and I also saved some money. I didn’t move the money you sent later. I did some Financial management, I have been looking for opportunities for you..."

"You boy..." Jiang Luchuan was indeed a little surprised, and the speed of the car slowed down.

Jian Ming closed his eyes and continued, "For so many years, you have taken care of me and my sister. I know that it is not only time-consuming but also costly. I have been studying this major for ten years, and you have never asked me for anything, but It’s almost thirty now, and I’m too embarrassed to see Jian Qi if I don’t stand on my own, don’t you think?”

The heartfelt words really made Jiang Luchuan look at the person next to him with admiration.It was as if a little boy suddenly turned into a big man, and he didn't notice the process in the middle.

The two didn't talk on the road until the car drove into the Meditation Nursing Home.

A few steps after getting out of the car, Jiang Luchuan called Jian Ming, "Mingming, if you decide something, go ahead and do it, as long as you think it's right. You... have grown up too, there is a sentence I haven't said all the time However, as a father, I am really proud of you, you are a very good child, and I... have always been very fortunate that we have this father-son relationship."

Jian Ming was shocked, he didn't know what to say, maybe he didn't need to say anything at all.

"Um....I'll go to the office to find Director He first, and you go to see Jian Qi, and we'll find you later." Jiang Luchuan felt that at this age, it was probably only this time that he felt numb, and his ears felt a little hot.Without waiting for his reaction, he greeted him and walked towards the main building of the courtyard.

Jian Ming looked at this figure for a long time, with a relieved smile on his lips.

After finally waiting for the sunny weather, many patients in the hospital couldn’t wait to bask in the sun. Many people came out on the large lawn of the nursing home, standing and sitting in wheelchairs. The hospital uniform is not much different from the scene in the leisure plaza of the usual community.

Just as Jian Ming was about to enter the dormitory building at the back, suddenly a nurse was pushing a wheelchair past him. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught sight of a shadow, it was...it was his sister.

His heart trembled, and he turned and chased after him.

"younger sister.."

Jian Qi's skin is very fair, and now it seems to be even whiter than before.His eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Jian Ming's, especially those eyes that are as clear as lake water, which are so clean that makes people feel pity. His pink lips are tightly closed, as if he has never opened his mouth in a century.Jian Ming always thought that if she could smile, she would be the most beautiful girl in the world.

"Sir, who are you?" The nurse pushing the wheelchair asked curiously.

Jian Ming slowly knelt down in front of Jian Qi, without taking his eyes off her for a moment, "I am his brother."

The nurse is quite young, she must have been here for the past two years, and she doesn't know Jian Ming. She only knows that the patient seems to have an adoptive father who visits her occasionally.

"Oh, it's Jian Qi's brother, that's great, Qi Qi hasn't seen her brother for a long time, he must be very happy." The nurse supported Jian Qi's shoulder with a cheerful expression, as if she was excited for her.

And Jian Qi's gaze was still quietly looking at the distance ahead, with no expression on her face.

"Qiqi, I'm brother, can you take a look at brother?" Jian Ming put his hands on Jian Qi's, his voice choked up.

"Qiqi, did you hear that? Are you blaming me? Blame brother for leaving for too long? Huh?" Jian Ming looked at his sister who was still unmoved, and gradually lowered his head, as if he was hiding something.

Seeing this scene, the nurse hurriedly comforted her: "Sir, Qiqi actually heard everything, but she just doesn't know how to respond, don't be sad, I'll push her to the front bench, you two have a good chat."

This kind of story happens almost every day in this kind of place, but no matter what the story is, the true feelings can always touch the softest corner of the heart...

When Jiang Luchuan and Director He came to find him, Jian Ming was pulling her sister's hair, and the excitement had calmed down. Seeing them approaching, the corners of her mouth slightly raised: "Qiqi's hair was always short before I left, but now it's so long , really grown up, love beauty..."

"Hey, Jian Ming, she asked you to touch her?" Director He on the side suddenly looked at the two siblings of Jian's family in surprise.

"What? She let him touch her before." Jiang Luchuan was very surprised by Director He's reaction.

"Senior Brother Jiang, do you remember that I told you half a year ago about the suicide of the patient she slept with? At that time, we all rushed in to rescue her. She has a tendency to self-harm, and we were all terrified. It is a good thing to have a reaction, but her reaction... I can’t say well. Anyway, except for Nurse Xiaolin, no one can touch her. I am observing her changes, so I will not tell you about this phenomenon for the time being."

Jian Ming stared straight at Director He, and his brain was working fast.

This situation is of course a good thing. Qiqi's reaction to the outside world is a great breakthrough in itself. If Director He is right, she can calmly accept such physical contact as holding her hand and pulling her hair, which also shows that she With cognition.This is really a great thing.Jian Ming was pleasantly surprised, and became more determined to immediately participate in his sister's treatment.

"Director He, hello, thank you for taking care of Qiqi these past few years, sorry for your trouble." Jian Ming expressed his thanks politely, then looked at Jiang Luchuan with anxiety and anticipation in his eyes.

How could Jiang Luchuan not understand, so he turned around and said to the former college junior next to him: "Director He, you just agree with what we said at the beginning. Afterwards, you can tell Jian Ming in detail about Qiqi's situation. I will let him Come here, what do you think?"

"Of course we can. We really can't find a talented student like Jian Ming." He smiled and nodded at Jian Ming flatteringly.

"Thank you, Director He."

Time passed quickly, and seeing that it was already noon, Jian Ming reluctantly sent his sister back to the room. Before leaving, he especially thanked the nurse named Xiao Lin.

As soon as he walked to the door, he heard Jiang Luchuan answer the phone, and his name was even mentioned on the phone.

"Jian Ming's number, wait a minute, you can ask him yourself, he is right next to me." He said and handed him the phone.

Jian Ming took the phone with some hesitation, "Hello, hello."

"I, Lu Heng, don't have your number. I wanted to ask Lao Jiang. Oh, I didn't expect you to be here." Lu Heng's ruffian voice came from the phone.

"Lu... Heng?" Jian Ming was even more puzzled, he would ask for his own phone number?

"Well, don't doubt it, it's me. I didn't expect that I would look for you in advance?"

Lu Heng's smile on the phone was very unpretentious.

"Oh, I really didn't expect it, what's the matter?" Jian Ming quickly recovered his calm tone, curious in his heart, he was already prepared that this guy might not come to him next Tuesday, but today is only Friday.

"Let's meet, Jane counseling." The psychiatrists specially assigned by the police force, collectively referred to as psychological counselors, may think that assisting in counseling is more acceptable than "treating illnesses". Anyway, in Lu Heng, there is no difference, he It's not that I don't admit that I have a problem, but I just don't believe that these so-called counseling can cure him.

However, this Jian Ming made him want to give it a try...

"I'm not in the counseling office. If you insist on today, you can find me at the Haifeng Car Shop later. I'll send you the address on my phone." Jian Ming saw that Jiang Luchuan kept looking down at his watch, and he didn't want to talk nonsense with Lu Heng.

"Okay, send it." After speaking, he put down the phone.

Jian Ming frowned, seriously feeling that this kind of behavior of hanging up the phone without saying hello must also be included in the scope of counseling.

On the way to the car dealership, Jiang Luchuan looked at him in disbelief, "Lu Heng took the initiative to ask you to meet?"

"Ah."

"Not prescribing medicine?"

"Probably not, the medicine was prescribed for him last time."

"Haha... Well, you still have a solution, so I'll just wait for the good news." Jiang Luchuan laughed heartily.