Balancing

So, the stalking still makes sense. On the way to the address given by Jian Ming, Lu Heng couldn't help but praise himself.

This seems to be a law, every time he deals with Jian Ming's issues, he has his own style, good is sincerely kind, Lai is also sincerely good, but no matter at any time, as long as there is a little bit of disharmony between them, Lu Heng bears the brunt of the whole package, and will definitely not work hard for his family Mingming to reconcile. Lu Heng believes that a man should stand upright outside. In front of his wife, face and reason are not as important as the other party's smile. This kind of awareness is not for everyone. Yes, it's just that Lu Heng is very talented, and he has long understood the essence of it.

It's just that his family, Mingming, is too preoccupied, and the only confusion now is how to make Mingming open his heart to him. He is not stupid, as Li Xiaohua said, and he will never believe that Jian Ming has no feelings for him. The bastard words of my playmates made me want to slap myself after I finished speaking, so I asked Mingming to let me do this. It can be seen that he has a heart for me. Lu Heng is very smart now, and he has all the points for upgrading behind closed doors in five days Increased IQ.

He deeply realized that Jian Ming cared about and cared about all the things that are important to him now, such as staying up all night to take care of himself who had a fever and nightmares all night, such as sending him home in the middle of the night and paying the bill Buying medicine, for example, in order to help him pass the assessment and return to the team as soon as possible, he insisted on reconciling the conflict between himself and his uncle... Just recalling it is full of emotions, and Lu Heng regrets it. Why can't he see these things when he is angry? Ming did such a beastly thing, is it just that he didn't get a response?

It was just a response, Lu Heng decided not to be particular about it, as long as his Ming Ming was by his side, he would be able to wait.

After arriving at the port and looking around for a long time, finally seeing the Land Rover parked opposite the harbor, Lu Heng slowed down his trotting pace, took a deep breath, and walked towards the car.

The car window was only half closed, Jian Ming was falling asleep with his left hand on the steering wheel, his right elbow resting on the center armrest, his head leaning against the seat headrest.

He didn't sleep well, his brows were furrowed, and his eyelids trembled slightly due to the force of closing them. Seeing the way his eyelashes rose and fell with his heavy breathing, Lu Heng felt indescribably uncomfortable.

When Jian Ming woke up, all the lights in the harbor were on, and the first picture he saw when he opened his eyes was Lu Heng leaning against the car window and staring at himself, full of pity.

"How long have you been here? Why didn't you call me?" Jian Ming unlocked the car door and gestured to him, "Get in the car, it's cold by the sea."

"I've never seen you fall asleep outside, how tired you are, I don't want to wake you up." Lu Heng shook his head, smiled, walked around to the other side and got into the car.

Jian Ming felt a little embarrassed, subconsciously wanted to put on his glasses.

"Don't wear it, you will have a special distance when you wear glasses." Lu Heng wanted to stop him, blocking his hand holding the glasses.

Jian Ming was stunned, looked at Lu Heng with unclear meaning, and immediately said with a chuckle, "There is always a distance between people." The hand that was restrained by Lu Heng did not resist, and even put the glasses into it in the center trunk.

"I've always wanted to ask, didn't you say you're not short-sighted? Why do you always wear glasses?" Lu Heng was very moved by his obedience, as if Jian Ming was a little different at this time, and he couldn't tell what was different.

Jian Ming smiled: "I started wearing glasses in the second year in the United States, and I don't remember the reason. I happened to wear glasses for half a day in class, and I was very focused that day, as if the outside world had nothing to do with me. Thinking about problems is also clearer than usual, how to put it, I have a sense of security, and then my mind is very quiet, and I can see problems more thoroughly. Anyway, I have been wearing it for work and study after that.”

Lu Heng was flattered, he didn't expect Jian Ming to answer him so seriously, neither perfunctory nor thoughtful about it.

"I have another question. You found the Crayon Shin-chan on your WeChat avatar at random, or you really like it. I always feel that it is far from your temperament." Lu Heng wanted to try it, and his eyes were full of anticipation. bubbles.

Jian Ming laughed out loud when he heard that, "You mean Shinnosuke who twisted his ass?" Picking up the phone, he opened the photo album and handed it to Lu Heng, "Look, I also have Xiaoxin who dances elephants here, the dynamic superman Xiaoxin , Xiaoxin who was caught stealing food, and this, Xiaoxin who hugged the thigh of a beautiful sister..."

Lu Heng took a look, hey, there are at least dozens of pictures of Crayon Shinchan in various shapes in the album, and he immediately admired Jian Ming with a childlike smile on his face.

"I suffered from severe depression when I was thirteen or fourteen years old. My dad..." Jian Ming paused, "..he used many methods to treat me, but nothing improved. Later, he gave me visual therapy , I watch a lot of animations, everything else is okay, but I was very happy when I watched Crayon Shin-chan, and I was happy when I saw Shinnosuke, no matter what he was doing, I laughed very uncontrollably. Xiaokui, I stopped laughing and cried a lot. The depression gradually recovered. It was like a dream. In the dream, I remembered Xiaoxin. He was my only good friend during those days. , he healed me."

"Oh." Lu Heng rubbed his eyes, "Mingming, thank you for telling me this."

"What's the matter, your eyes are so red, are you crying?" Jian Ming gave Lu Heng a sneaky look, his eyes were really watery. "Lu Heng, I also want to ask you a question. You are so big and white? Why do you cry so much? I won't talk about it in my dreams. I usually cry all the time. Haven't weaned yet?"

Lu Heng turned his head angrily, "Yeah, I've held back for a long time in the past few years, isn't it because you are good at tutoring Jane?"

"I'm ashamed, there's no better police officer Lu, he knows he broke the law." Jian Ming laughed.

Lu Heng shuddered, "Mingming, I'm sorry, today I'm here to formally apologize, I've been scolding myself for five days, and I'm still not relieved, why don't you scold me, no, just beat me up." Seriously.

"It's a beautiful thought. My hand still hurts when I hit you. You owe me more and more. What should I do? I'm worried about you." Jian Ming glanced at him with the corner of his mouth hooked, "Promise me something unconditionally." Come on."

"Okay, what's the matter?"

"I don't tell you first, you just promise first."

"...Okay, okay!" In the dark, Lu Heng felt that he would pay a terrible price for today's 'OK'.

Jian Ming nodded in satisfaction, looked at the sky outside, "It's so late, I'm hungry, let's go eat."

"Your stomach can't be hungry, and you don't eat at such a late hour..." Lu Heng felt that from the time he went to buy medicine for Jian Ming from the pharmacy on the first circuit, he felt like he had been cursed and entered Jian Ming. Being together by himself, and then going to the pharmacy again and again, he didn't want to go to the pharmacy again today. In order to break this curse, he started talking unceremoniously.

"It's okay, I'm too full at noon, and it's just right to eat now." Jian Ming smiled.

"By the way, you..." Lu Heng hesitated to speak, his small eyes glanced at Jian Ming's lower body.

Jian Ming raised his eyes, but didn't even look at him. "Okay, no, can I let you go like this?"

Lu Heng's face turned red and white.

"Mingming, actually I still have something to say to you today... How about we talk about it after dinner... let's go." Lu Heng scratched his head in embarrassment, thought about it and held back the words, honestly Really fasten your seat belt.

"How can I eat half of what you're talking about? Tell me, and leave after you finish." Jian Ming unbuckled his seat belt, leaned against the car door, looked in Lu Heng's direction, and waited for him to speak.

"Oh" Lu Heng suddenly paused, and a needle fell silently in the car...Of course it was inaudible, but the sound of the two people's breathing faintly jumped into each other's ears.

After a long time, just when Jian Ming was about to move his mouth, Lu Heng took a deep breath and jumped ahead of him.

"Jian Ming, I told you, you are my... that... first love."

Jian Ming nodded.

"I also said that I never liked anyone else, I just liked you and cared about you, remember that."

Jian Ming nodded again.

"Then I want to make a formal confession now, don't interrupt me, just listen to me, okay?" Lu Heng finally found the central idea and smoothed out the words.

Jian Ming froze for a few seconds, then nodded.

Lu Heng looked at him with focused eyes. "I have a bad temper and poor self-control. Apart from being more courageous, I have no advantages in being serious. This is also the reason why I didn't fall in love before. I always feel that no one can stand me, and I can't stand myself. But when I met To you, it is quite unexpected, you are different from any kind of people I know, I said before that you are not from the earth, it is true, that is how I feel, the distance between me and you is the distance between the earth and Mars, I am I don’t know how I am so brave enough to like you.”

He paused, touched the back of his head, and continued: "Later, I thought about restraint, and I thought about giving up, but these powers were nothing compared to wanting you. The first time you came to your house, you tested me and asked me to give up. Stay away from you, just because you said you were gay, I never told you, what I was thinking at the time, I hate myself for not being able to answer you loudly, me too, because I have never been in love, I was the first The person who wants to kiss and love is you, tell me, do we count as the same kind?"

Jian Ming's expression was a little strange, but Lu Heng didn't care, and he wanted to finish the sentence in one go, "Jian Ming, I like you so much that I can't give up, so no matter how you drive me away in the future, or provoke me with ironic words, I won't let you down. I won't be fooled by you again, I know you like me too, I have feelings, I'm not stupid, I know there are many things you don't want me to know, including liking me, but I won't force you to respond to me , I will be mature, strong, and make you feel safe without wearing glasses. I will let you not be afraid of anything, and then tell me every confusion and secret in your heart one by one. Before that, I will only Do one thing well... love you well."

Jian Ming turned his head to the side, blinked his eyes forbearance, and his nose felt sour.

Lu Heng approached him, turned his head around, and forced him to look at him. "I'm done talking, don't be burdened, just be the same as before."

Jian Ming's clear eyes were seductively reflected by the lights outside the car window, his lips were thin, he swallowed, and his Adam's apple slipped, so sexy that he almost killed Lu Heng.

Lu Heng followed Jian Ming and swallowed, but the two swallowed not at the same time, Jian Ming swallowed nervously, and Lu Heng swallowed desire/hope.

"You're finished...Sit back when you're finished." Jian Ming felt that he had returned to ten years ago. When he first fell in love, he was not as flustered as he is now. He blushed and wrote directly as Spring Festival couplets.

Lu Heng was not very willing, and Jian Ming obediently reset him with the words "I'm hungry".

He thought to himself, hey, I'm hungry too.

Jian Ming fastened his seat belt and started the car. Feeling awkward in the air, he quickly turned on the music.It's a bit embarrassing for me at this moment, how old is it, and I was confessed and said that I was bumped into by a deer.

"Where to eat?"

"Too soft-hearted?" Lu Heng answered without hesitation.

At this time, a trembling saxophone sounded in the carriage...

There's been somany times

My heart has been broken in two

Ikeptthemwaitinginline

'Causenobody' heart was true

ForeverytimeIgaveintolove

I`dalways in the blue

And just when I was'bout to give up

I found myself an angel called to you

I've been waiting a life time for somebody

Tolovemelikeyoudo

Oh yeah

I was thinking that I'dalways belonely

But God came up with someone like you

Just to think I had made up my mind

Love was over

Somebody gave me the love

Thatsomebodywasyou

It old you night after night

I prayed for someone like you

But no one ever was right

They could not compare to you

I wasn'tsure if Icouldendure

If things just stay the same

Ididn't know if Godhadin store

Aday without your lovin' my way

I've been waiting a life time for somebody

Tolovemelikeyoudo

Oh yeah

I was thinking that I'dalways belonely

But God came up with someone like you

Just to think I had made up my mind

Love was over

Somebody gave me the love

Thatsomebodywasyou

Only you

The author has something to say: the song is called "Thatsomebody was you" and I feel nostalgic recently, and the single is in circulation~