Balancing

Li Wei was almost ordered by Lu Heng. When he received this decadent and depressed call, he was playing with his cute little niece at a relative's house. As soon as Uncle Lu hung up the phone, he hurried away from his relative's house and rushed to Lu Heng. Uncle, Li Wei can tell that Master Lu is very depressed, and the consequences will be serious.

At this moment, Lu Heng was sitting at a late-night food stall, ordered a few small dishes on the table, and when Li Wei arrived, there were already two or three empty beer bottles, "Hey, boss, what's the matter, what stimulated you?" He pulled a chair from the side facing Lu Heng and sat down.

"Come here? Have you eaten?" Lu Heng greeted the waiter who came to the stall, added two more stir-fried vegetables, and took a set of dishes.

Li Wei shook his head, and stretched out his hand to stop, "Don't order, I ate at my uncle's."

"Then accompany me to drink two bottles. I am happy today and have passed the assessment." When he said this, Lu Heng's expression was not happy at all, on the contrary, it was full of bitterness.Yes, what a wonderful day today, how did you live such a virtuous life?The more Lu Heng thought about it, the more aggrieved and confused he became, and he drank another glass of wine.

"Damn, why don't you drink ass here for such a great event, why don't you order a luxury bag to celebrate." Li Wei, who was shocked by the good news of the explosion, didn't notice Lu Heng's strangeness at all, and his voice was so excited It rose eight degrees.

Lu Heng smiled wryly, and filled his and Li Wei's cups with wine, "There's nothing to celebrate, and it wasn't too glorious to come out three years ago, so just have a good drink with me."

Only then did Li Wei notice Lu Heng's Qingcang face, "Lu Heng, what's wrong with you, something is wrong, haven't you been waiting for this day? Why are you so depressed?"

"Yeah, just wait for this day," Lu Heng took a sip of his wine, and wiped his overflowing mouth with his hands. "Why do you think I'm in a hurry to go back? Mom won't come back either." When he said this, a weak gleam flashed in Lu Heng's eyes.

"How can you say that? Don't you remember how you spent the past three years? You can see that when those special policemen are on duty, the light in their eyes is different from usual. Lu Heng, you didn't become this special policeman for anyone. Yes, being a special police officer has always been your ideal. Your life is brought out from your roots. You can’t always use the accident three years ago to toss yourself now. We are still alive, so we must live well. Your mother definitely hopes You can live well and live in your own way." Li Wei was a little excited, he watched Lu Heng go all the way in the past three years, Lu Heng is a tough man in his bones, not to mention the logistics department, even the public security and criminal police. If it is not enough to suppress the explosive power that is ready to go out in his body, he should hold the blocking guard in the most critical and most valuable place.

Lu Heng couldn't hide his sadness, "Okay, don't get excited, let's go with brother." He picked up his glass and touched the one in front of Li Wei.

Li Wei couldn't suppress his indignation, and he didn't know why, so he picked up the wine and slurped down a glass.

"Lu Heng, your obstacle should be healed, you must be fine if you pass the assessment, right?" Li Wei looked at Lu Heng with concern.

"Well, it should be, it's not shaking anymore." Lu Heng said neither hasty nor slow, neither arrogant nor impatient, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

Li Wei wanted to be happy for him again, but was suppressed by his indifferent expression. "Uncle Lu, you are very strange. What made you so boring. Hey, I don't understand. You don't want to go back to the special police team because you don't want me?" Li Wei really couldn't think of Lu Heng. What is the purpose of this reluctance.

"Puff!" Lu Heng almost spit out his wine after taking a sip. "That's right, it will be so lonely for us Li Xiaohua to work alone in the future. Of course, I can't bear it for you, Uncle Lu."

"Get out, I believe in your ghost, you really don't want to part with me, take me away too, it sounds nice, you are coaxing the little girl." Li Wei rolled his eyes at Lu Heng, shooting countless small arrows of hatred in his eyes.

"Hey, don't tell me, it's really okay. Didn't you major in firearms management in the police school? The firearms department in the team is really short of talent all the year round. I can mention it to Captain Gu. Maybe we can fight for it. Let's go to work together." When Li Wei reminded Lu Heng, he really put this matter together.

"What are you talking about? Uncle Lu, are you serious?" Li Wei's eyes glowed like gold, as if he had heard something important. He has been studying firearms management and maintenance in the police academy. They all went to the public security police, and few people would deal with cold firearms, but Li Xiaohua is different, but he is very interested in a pile of copper and iron. It is no wonder that there will be no suitable department to accept him after graduation. "I know it's very difficult to get into the SWAT team. I'm weak in physical fitness, so I don't want to pass the test." After speaking, he lowered his head in frustration.

"Well, I can recommend it, but you still have to take the test. Physical fitness is nothing. You have healthy limbs, why are you afraid of this? How about I help you with special training and help you pass the test?" Lu Heng said to Li Wei. Smiling, Li Wei almost burst into tears of gratitude for some words of encouragement.

"Boss, I knew you were loyal enough. With your heart, I just didn't go in, and I didn't pass the exam. Brother, I also remember you, Uncle Lu, for the rest of your life." Li Wei filled the wine, raised his hands, and respected him throbbingly. I ordered Lu Heng a cup.

Lu Heng twitched the corners of his mouth, feeling that he was really gratified that he could bring hope to those around him. He couldn't help but think of Jian Ming. Back then, he also brought hope to himself in this way. Would he also feel gratified for himself today? To be happy, will he regret the effort and effort he has put in for himself?Would he... hate himself now?

Lu Heng drank several cups in a row, even though Li Wei kept teasing him intentionally or unintentionally, he didn't speak or laugh anymore.

"Lu Heng, did something happen to you today? After the assessment, it must not be a matter of work, it is..." Li Wei turned his occasionally witty little head on, desperately turning around. "Is.. emotional?"

God, I'm so smart.Seeing Lu Heng's whole body trembling, Li Wei could almost confirm his guess.

"Lu Heng, did you quarrel with Jian Ming?" When Li Wei blurted out this sentence, he immediately regretted it. It's over. Uncle Lu didn't know that he knew what kind of relationship he had with Jian Ming.Isn't this forcing him to come out with himself?Li Wei wanted to slap himself a few times for this broken mouth.

"You..." Lu Heng was about to speak when Li Wei hurriedly interrupted him.

"I'm sorry, Lu Heng, I... frankly, I followed you the day I took you to buy flowers, and found out that you were related to that person. I... know you..." Li Wei put on a desperate attitude and conceded everything. out.

Lu Heng was stunned, it wasn't because Li Wei knew about the embarrassment, but because he was following this matter, it was uncomfortable to hear. "Are you following me?"

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, I have no malicious intentions, following you is really purely out of my curiosity, after knowing you are in a relationship, I have always wanted to know who it is, which girl can conquer you, Mr. Lu, I just want to gossip, you understand Do you understand the envy, jealousy and hatred of a single dog like me..." On a breezy autumn day, Li Weiling was sweating when he spoke.

It took a long time for Lu Heng to react. He smiled, very tragically. Yes, Li Wei heard such an aura.

"Haha...I didn't expect to see a man instead of the girl?" Lu Heng's smile became more and more ugly, as if he was out of tune with the erhu.

"...Boss...Big..." Li Wei felt his forehead twitch, he was really panicked, he had never seen Lu Heng like this before, it was so creepy.

"Is Jian Ming pretty? Isn't she worse than a girl?" Lu Heng slowly stopped laughing, sliding his fingers to remove the moisture from the corners of his eyes.

Li Wei has a strong desire to survive, "beautiful, prettier than many women, really perfect."

"Do you think I'm gay?"

"...Ah? Don't you? Then you like...men?" Li Wei was confused and didn't understand why Lu Heng asked such a factual question without thinking.

"Then why don't I like you?" Lu Heng narrowed his eyes, curled his mouth, and looked at Li Wei.

Li Wei's face turned red in an instant, and he stuttered: "I...I...maybe...can't...be good enough..."

"Hahahaha, fuck, Li Xiaohua, what are you afraid of? You think too much." Lu Heng raised his head and rolled back and forth with laughter, his eye circles were wet with laughter.

"Fuck, fuck/Your uncle, you are playing with me." Li Wei suddenly realized, a burst of embarrassment and anger, and he was so angry that he followed Lu Heng to laugh, the two laughed together, and the passers-by all looked up. Come to the eyes of 'these two psychos'.

After a long time, Lu Heng slowly calmed down, took two mouthfuls of the cold dishes, drank the wine in his glass, and said meaningfully: "Li Xiaohua, in this life, I may only like him .” After speaking, he lit a cigarette.

"..." Li Wei was stunned. He stared at Lu Heng and said nothing for a long time. He knew the weight of these words from Lu Heng's mouth. At least since he met Lu Heng, Lu Heng had never said "in this life." 'Three words.

"I don't know if I'm gay. If I'm gay to like him, I'll be it. I don't care. Heh, but even so, I might not be qualified to like him." Lu Heng said in a low voice, blinking his wet eyes , Ai Ai staring at the empty cup in his hand.

Li Wei's chest felt tight as if someone had punched him.

"Lu Heng, what do you mean? Don't tell me you are unrequited love? Jian Ming doesn't like you?" Li Wei shook his head immediately after thinking about it, "No, he came to the office to look for you that day. I have feelings for you. He was a little unhappy when he saw us making trouble. Did you guys quarrel? It’s nothing to quarrel. Listen to me, there is no one in love who doesn’t quarrel..."

"No quarrel, nothing." Lu Heng interrupted Li Wei's eloquence, and concluded weakly.

"Lu Heng, I don't know how to fall in love with a man, but, I think it's similar to talking about a girl. If you like it, go conquer him. I can see that he likes you. Eyes can't deceive people, go forward and understand Well, just chase after him cheekily, you are so tall and mighty, it will be a matter of time before you subdue him." Li Wei said that he was not consoling, obviously feeling that he was still too inexperienced and got stuck at a critical moment.

Lu Heng looked at him and smiled slightly, "Okay, what you said, I'm more experienced than you, don't talk about it, drink, I'm going to get drunk today, so I can just sleep at your house."

"Okay, anyway, my sister just flew, and she won't be back until the day after tomorrow, so go to my house." Li Wei poured wine for the two of them, and drank indulgently, as brothers, you can't lose the chain at this time, he knows very well, Lu Heng's heart I'm not happy, but all I can do is stay with me to the end.

Lu Heng's home.

When Jian Ming woke up, it was almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night. He didn't stay any longer. He got up, packed up, and drove home. He was still worried about Lu Heng. He didn't know where he went so late and whether he would come back. Home, after thinking about it, it would be better to explain something, I took out my phone and sent him a message, the content is very simple, four words: [I have gone home]

At this time, Lu Heng and Li Wei were already too drunk to recognize their parents. They held each other's shoulders, facing the wind, and walked on the empty street on their way home. When they got into a taxi, they almost didn't meet directly. Duke Zhou, phone message?At least not tonight.

This eventful mid-autumn holiday has just passed, and after returning to work, Jian Ming immediately transferred the house payment to Leng Guofeng, went to the housing management bureau to complete the new house formalities, and got a brand new set of keys , at the moment, he was standing in the middle of the living room of his new house, looking around this well-decorated three-bedroom apartment, filled with emotion.

This is where he and his sister are going to start again. He chose the bedroom with the most sunshine all day for his sister, and he kept imagining what his sister would like in his mind. raised slightly.

Still immersed in the longing for a reunion life with his sister soon, the ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted him, and he glanced at the screen, it was Leng Feng.

"Hey."

"Jian Ming, it's been almost a week, have you thought about it?" Leng Feng seemed to have become less and less patient since the last showdown, and he spoke straightforwardly without talking nonsense. He was really angry and felt for Jian Ming. The betrayal in the world, yes, an arrogant person usually only sees himself, he thinks that betrayal is betrayal, and no one can refute it.

"Well, I've thought about it." Jian Ming frowned hard, but his tone was very calm.

"Is that a year or three months?"

"Three months." Jian Ming knew very well that this tactic of delaying the attack was only suitable for short, smooth battles. Now he only hoped that the mysterious person would contact him quickly. Between the two of them, he would rather choose the latter, even if it was a stranger, even There are many dangers, but it is better than Leng Feng's shameless threats. Jian Ming is not a pedantic person, but he will not be humiliated by others. He judges the situation and has a clear love and hate.

"Very well, that's what I thought too, let's make an appointment tomorrow." Uncontrollable excitement came from the phone.

Jian Ming smiled mockingly, but of course the person on the phone couldn't see it. "Okay, you arrange, and the address will be sent to my mobile phone."

After hanging up the phone, he subconsciously entered WeChat. For several days, Lu Heng hadn't sent a message or called, which was a good thing for him, but why did his chest feel congested?The back of Lu Heng turning and leaving that day was always repeated in front of his eyes. He even felt that Lu Heng would not turn back after turning around, is that so?He gripped the phone tightly, his eyes dimmed.

Jian Ming knows that every step he takes is chosen by himself, so no matter how wronged he may be in the future, he has no right to regret it.

But please, the sun will be warm tomorrow, and everything will be fine for that person.