Balancing

During that Yunnan border mission, Lu Heng lost two people who were extremely important to him at the same time. One of them was this good brother Sun Zhehao who had always taken care of him as a younger brother. Like his mother, Lu Heng's here has basically become a restricted area that cannot be mentioned. In many cases, it is even more dangerous than mentioning his mother. Three years ago, when their team came back, Gu Tao asked about it once, and Lu Heng almost put his entire office. He was overturned, and several team members failed to hold him down. After venting, he began to twitch and tremble until he fainted.It was also from that time that Lu Heng was arranged to go to Jiang Luchuan for treatment.

Everyone didn't know what he and Sun Zhehao had said on the phone before the exchange of fire and what they had argued with.But that was the last call between them known to everyone. When Sun Zhehao also collapsed, Lu Heng also fainted and fell unconscious in the hospital for two days.

After waking up, he only asked the deputy team four words in the first sentence, "Brother Hao is dead?" Since then, he has never mentioned any word about Sun Zhehao.

Until Tian Kun appeared in front of Lu Heng with this name.

If eyes can kill, the hostility in Lu Heng's eyes at this moment is enough to kill Tian Kun hundreds of times. In the sharp eyes, a blood-licking dragon is faintly sniffing at the fangs that are shining coldly.

"who are you?"

"You don't need to know who I am, but I want to know if you are living comfortably with his life on your back?" Tian Kun's eyes were full of resentment, which also made people shudder.

There are only two times when a person will lose control, one is the bondage that the self cannot resist, and the other is the stimulation of the outside world.And when these two situations occur at the same time, without exception, it will bring a devastating blow to this person, and the double stimulation of behavior and nerves is no less than directly pushing people into the abyss.

Before Tian Kun could utter the last word, Lu Heng rushed up and grabbed the opponent's collar with a vigorous step, raised his fist with one hand, and landed on the opponent's face fiercely. He didn't stop The movement, stepping and strangling Tian Kun's neck, and continuing, the man in front of him reacted very quickly to hold his hand instead, and stepped forward, Lu Heng fell to the ground with an unsteady center of gravity, Tian Kun grabbed him The other hand was clasped behind his waist, and the person sat directly on his back. While he was still lying on the ground, he punched down, aiming at the head for several consecutive punches, Lu Heng was beaten a little Fainted, the strength of his body is astonishing, and his daily grappling and fighting experience is obviously better than that of him who has not practiced seriously for three years.

This made Lu Heng feel extremely humiliated from the inside out. He took a deep breath, and when Tian Kun didn't know how many punches he landed, he turned over, his feet firmly pressed against his thighs, and his arms were horizontally barred. On his shoulders, pressing against the opponent with all his brute force, Lu Heng shook his head, trying to get rid of the dizziness in front of him. He felt a strong rusty smell in his nose, and a stream of heat gushed out, dripping continuously on his body. On Shimoda Kun's face, the blood-red liquid immediately aroused Lu Heng's arrogance and hostility. His mind went blank for a moment. He only knew that he would use all his strength to prevent Tian Kun from fighting back. When the elbow hit the opponent's spine, a few people rushed out from behind, pulling, pulling, and blocking his extremely fatal blow. If this elbow went down, Tian Kun probably wouldn't be disabled, and would lie on the bed It's been months.

"Lu Heng, Tian Kun, what's wrong with you..."

"What kind of hatred do you guys have..."

"Why is there blood all over your face..."

The chattering voices in my ear suddenly approached, Lu Heng was pressed down by several people, and he was already unable to move, and his sanity gradually faded away. Suddenly, his eyes went dark, and he didn't know anything...

As the Mid-Autumn Festival approaches, all the major merchants on the street have resorted to all their magic and devised all kinds of strange promotional methods, thinking that by taking advantage of Chang'e's light, they can help the country and increase their own GDP on this day of reunion of thousands of families.

Jian Ming was wandering in front of a Cantonese-style tea restaurant near the company, checking the time, but Lu Heng hadn't called yet, wondering whether he should go to the gym to exercise first instead of eating?Or should we just go to the restaurant and wait for him?

It's not too early, Lu Heng should not wait until now to find him, is there something else that delays it?Vaguely, he seemed to be restless. For some reason, when the cool night wind blew over his bare/exposed neck, a fine layer of goose bumps formed on it.

In the end, he walked into the restaurant with a very honest body. It was strange that the phone calls were very quiet all night, so quiet that Jian Ming's heart was inexplicably quiet.

When Lu Heng woke up again, all he could see in front of him was the white ceiling above his head. He moved his neck slowly, looked around, and saw the same white flowers. He felt a cold liquid flowing into his body from the back of his hand. It soon became clear that I was in a hospital ward.

His head was still a little dizzy, and the scene in front of him was blurred. When he glanced away, he saw a person sitting at the end of the bed and looking at him.

"Are you awake? Are you still dizzy?" It was Gu Tao.

"...Fortunately." His throat was tight and his voice was hoarse.

Gu Tao stood up, went to his bed and poured him a glass of water, half-raised his head to feed him. "Drink first"

"...Thank you..." Lu Heng swallowed several saliva in succession before he felt refreshed.

Gu Tao put down the cup, lifted his body up a bit, set up the pillow for him to lean against the head of the bed, then looked at his swollen bun-like face seriously, and didn't speak immediately.

"Uncle..." Lu Heng broke the silence first, trying to say something, but was interrupted by Gu Tao.

"It's Captain Gu. Uncle what uncle." There was a burst of shouting.

"The doctor said that you have a mild concussion and you have to stay in the hospital for observation for a day. It's really good. It's been a long time since you've had a fight. Are you enjoying the training?" Gu Tao was obviously angry and said ironically.

"...I didn't recruit him..." Lu Heng couldn't control his voice when he thought of the person who made him lie here.

"Yes, you didn't recruit him, you just beat him up." Gu Tao raised an eyebrow and stared at Lu Heng, as if he had learned the incomplete incident from another person.

"..............."

"I... have nothing to say... Go back, Captain Gu. You can handle today's matter as you want, I admit it." Lu Heng knew very well that even if he went back to the afternoon, he would still beat that kid He didn't spare any effort, he was the one who made the first move, the one who hit him, but the reason was something he couldn't tell. He hadn't figured out where Tian Kun came from, and he didn't know what relationship he had with Sun Zhehao, let alone the reason. Knowing where his conclusions about him come from, any doubts need to be solved by himself. Before he figured it out, Lu Heng didn't want to explain half a word, even if he was wronged.

"You..." Gu Tao felt as if he had swallowed a dead fly alive, and he couldn't continue talking.

"Lu Heng, this is not a question of whether you want to explain, but you must explain. I have already asked Tian Kun over there, and now it is your turn. You better tell me the truth, what happened?" Gu Tao seldom got angry at Lu Heng, and after his sister left, he never spoke to him too loudly, but Lu Heng really scared him about today's incident, which reminded him of Lu Heng's recklessness when he smashed the office three years ago. He was terrified, what kind of thing would make this kid so reckless and out of control.

Gu Tao also knew in his heart that the reason Tian Kun said was not enough to anger Lu Heng to this extent. He wanted to know the real reason from Lu Heng, although it seemed that he did not cooperate.

"What did he say?" It took Lu Heng a long time to reply. There was no trace of emotion in his eyes, as indifferent as... three years ago...

"You don't have to worry about what he said, you tell your reasons." Gu Tao tried his best to stabilize his tone, not wanting to growl at Lu Heng again.

"That's the reason he said." Lu Heng closed his eyes, not wanting to say another word.

Gu Tao sucked in a breath of anger, he almost wanted to punch the person on the hospital bed twice more.

"Lu Heng, I'll give you three days. You'd better give me a reasonable explanation, otherwise on Saturday...you won't come here for the time being." Gu Tao turned and walked out of the ward without giving Lu Heng any chance to refute.

Lu Heng turned his head and looked out of the window, only a sliver of poor moonlight came in from the thick black night sky, he clenched his back molars tightly, and the real nightmare three years ago came to him like a flood Come on, cover his eyes with a layer of water vapor, and let the evil dragon's claws gnaw at his memory...

In 2015, Lu Heng joined the Jiaolong Special Police Team of Haiyang Special Patrol Detachment for the second year. Looking at his beloved blocking work, he doesn't know what kind of danger is waiting for him ahead, he just wants to burn the small flame of realizing self-worth in his heart, his eyes are full of tasks, and only tasks.

Until one day, his mother suddenly disappeared. He panicked. He never thought that his mother would be in any danger because of him. After all, he was not a public security officer in the front line of criminal investigation or anti-drug. He couldn't find his mother in every corner he could think of. For a few moments, he wondered whether the huge drug trafficking case he was participating in was related to the disappearance of his mother, but he couldn't believe it. The probability of this happening was second only to the lottery winner However, it was learned that when the major criminals in the case stayed in the hotel where his mother worked, he faintly felt panic, and all his souls and six souls disappeared with his mother.

Everything has not been confirmed yet, and he is still lucky, but from the moment Myanmar received the call from Sun Zhehao, he could no longer deceive himself. At that moment, even if there was a wooden warehouse on his head, he was far from knowing The mother was terrified at the hands of the gangsters.

"Why didn't you find a chance to let my mother go?" Lu Heng yelled into the phone angrily.

On the other end of the phone was Sun Zhehao. The environment of his call was not good, and his voice was very low. "Lu Heng, don't get excited. Listen to me. They already suspected me at the time. I can't help it. If I give up this time, the efforts of the anti-drug brigade and me for more than half a year will be in vain. Don't worry, I will help you. Mom is here, I will protect your mother, and as soon as the goods arrive tomorrow, I will take your mother away."

"What the hell are you farting? You are a policeman, and my mother is just a commoner. You let her take risks with you? Sun Zhehao, are you crazy to make meritorious deeds?" Lu Heng didn't understand.

"Good brother, trust me once, just this time, I am not doing meritorious service, really not, if you were me, you would definitely do the same."

Lu Heng held back his breath and looked around. Seeing that the deputy team had lit a cigarette and walked away, he lowered his voice and said to Sun Zhehao: "Shut up, I would rather be exposed than do this, never. You give Listen, I will go to your camp at four o'clock in the morning today, you find a chance to let my mother out, and you don't have to worry about the rest."

"No, tomorrow... Tomorrow night I will definitely find a chance... to take your mother out, okay?" Sun Zhehao spoke intermittently, as if he was about to hang up the phone at any time.

Lu Heng slammed his fist on the tree trunk in front of him, and said fiercely: "I will definitely go tonight, you can figure it out." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

At four o'clock in the morning, without telling the deputy team and a group of teammates, he carefully sneaked into the back of the opponent's camp. In order not to be discovered, he climbed in from the back of the mountain, and the towering and dense tropical trees passed by his side. His arms were cut several times, and the countless plants in the forest were like ghosts, which made him feel extremely depressed when he gasped.

When he was approaching the camp, a figure suddenly flashed in front of him, he quickly pulled him back, and hid him in a row of tall bushes, "It's me, don't make a sound." Sun Zhehao covered his mouth with one hand, panting violently Said in a low voice, it can be heard that he seems to have been waiting for himself with high tension.

"Where's my mother?" Lu Heng didn't want to affect the mission, he just wanted to pick up his mother and leave.

Sun Zhehao took his arm and walked a little further into the forest before letting go, and said in a low voice: "Lu Heng, I beg you, you go back first, whether I see you tomorrow or not, I will definitely take your mother back , and send him back to you safely even if you die, okay?"

The night in the forest is darker than the city, and they can hardly see each other's expressions, they can only feel each other's emotions by their voices.

"Brother Hao, I beg you too, I'm the only mother, can you send her out?" Lu Heng's tone also softened, he was really scared, he never begged for help, but at this moment let him kneel down, He is also willing.

"We are sons, but we are also the people's police, Lu Heng, do you really hope that this time the success will fall short?" Sun Zhehao's words were very serious, and Lu Heng could hear his persistence. "As long as they find out that your mother is missing, tomorrow's goods won't arrive, and the transaction after two days won't go through. Now they're just suspicious of me, but tomorrow won't be suspicious. You might as well ask me to bring you now. and let your mother retreat with you. Do you really want to do that?"

"..." Lu Heng didn't speak for a long time, and then he heard his choked up sobs.

Sun Zhehao put his hands on his shoulders and patted him lightly, "I also have someone I love waiting for me to go home. Do you know what I've lived in the past six months? But I can't give up, I can't, do you understand? ?”

Lu Heng sniffed, and said almost pleadingly: "Brother Hao, you remember what you said, my mother is here when you are here. I will hand over my mother to you now, and you must return her to me completely. .”

"Well, don't worry, as soon as the goods arrive, even if I retreat, they won't be able to run away with all the stolen goods. Even if there is no deal the day after tomorrow, capturing these big guys is an account for the country and myself. I will definitely send Your mother will be handed back to you safely, trust me!" Sun Zhehao made a strong promise, comforting the younger brother's sense of self-awareness.

Lu Heng just never expected that this big brother made a slip of the tongue, and they didn't come back the next day, and he didn't know whether it was because their identities had been exposed, or for other reasons, but when he saw them again, they were tied up and became hostages.

What happened next, every time it appeared in my dreams in the past three years, it was like a knife was scratching Lu Heng's heart. Rather than saying that he hated Sun Zhehao's dishonesty, he hated himself more. Why didn't he insist on asking them to Leaving with himself, knowing that there will be a dangerous situation ahead, knowing that there are so many uncertainties, how could he be persuaded?Hate, the one who hates the most can only be himself, what kind of mood does he have to open that wooden warehouse?Maybe at that time, he no longer trusted anyone in his heart, so he opened fire on those villains regardless. Everyone thought that he was trying to complete the task in order not to let even one criminal go. No one knew. The real reason in his heart is simply distrust, distrust of everyone except himself...

Lu Heng lay on the hospital bed, letting tears well out of his eyes, silently accusing him of his mistakes.I don't know how long it took until the phone rang a notification tone.

"Lu Heng, are you okay?"

Jian Ming didn't know why he sent this message, the uneasiness in his heart was getting worse every minute, and he typed these words completely subconsciously.

It's just that this message disappeared like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no reply...