Balancing

On the way back, Jian Ming kept thinking about what Gu Tao said, and the more he thought about it, the more he understood why the crux of the problems in Lu Heng's body came from. Apart from the guilt and self-blame towards his mother, there was also a place where he used to be a friend. No wonder From then on, he closed himself off and stopped making friends, not because he didn't want to but... he didn't dare.

In the sky, the crimson sunset had already faded under the tall buildings. When Jian Ming arrived home, he called Chen Fei and confirmed the time of the patient transfer that was originally scheduled in the afternoon. Then he slowly opened the door and entered the room, sitting on the sofa.

He turned on the TV, turned the volume down, then leaned back on the sofa, closed his eyes and fell asleep, but his mind never stopped. He remembered that when he left the special police team, Gu Tao asked him whether he could let Lu Heng try again The request to stop the shooting, the words from Lu Heng's circle of friends appeared in front of his eyes, so it was so...

Ringing...the phone rings on the couch.

"Jian Ming, it's me."

"Lu Heng?"

"Well, I... have you eaten yet?" Lu Heng hesitated on the phone.

"I'm about to eat, what's the matter?" Jian Ming got up from the sofa and came to the kitchen. Lu Heng reminded him that he was really hungry right now.

He held the phone in one hand, opened the refrigerator with the other, looked at the ingredients in the refrigerator, and thought about what to do.

"Oh, I haven't eaten yet. I want to say...I asked you to eat together. If you are ready to eat, forget it." Lu Heng's disappointed tone resembled a child who didn't get candy.

Jian Ming smiled, he is such a child who is easily wronged.

"Where are you going to eat?" Jian Ming asked.

"I don't know. It doesn't matter if you find a shop downstairs."

"Why don't you come to my house to eat? I'll make an extra serving." Jian Ming felt that he must have contracted Lu Heng's inability to speak well, why did he just invite him to come home like that?It was too late when I wanted to take it back.

"Really? You cook for me? Okay, I'll go." For Lu Heng, such a dinner is more precious than all delicacies from all over the world. From last night to today, he has endured for a long time without calling Jian Ming. He couldn't help hitting one, eating anything was an excuse, even hearing his voice, Lu Heng felt at ease.

Unexpectedly, there was a surprise!

Lu Heng asked Jian Ming for the address, and excitedly picked up the key and went out.

On the other hand, Jian Ming froze in place dumbfounded, panicked for a moment.

He thought that he must have felt pity for him after hearing what Lu Heng had experienced in the afternoon, so he couldn't bear his pitiful tone and blurted out to invite him over.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with being friends with Lu Heng, except that your emotions will infiltrate during the treatment process, and there is no other harm. Jian Ming decided to make mistakes and make him his friend. However, he must treat Lu Heng as soon as possible. It is better to reverse the abnormal dependence and affection. After all, they are not the same kind of people, and they can't make mistakes because of their own selfishness at the beginning.

Thinking of this, Jian Ming nodded in self-deception, and began to take out the food to be prepared from the refrigerator and put it on the cooking table.He wanted to make spaghetti bolognese and cook a creamy mushroom soup. He was about to start, but found that there was no cheese. Checking the time, he hurriedly picked up his wallet and went downstairs to the supermarket to buy.

It was not very dark yet, as if a heavy layer of dust had shrouded the complex, street lamps mixed with dim warm light in the air, Jian Ming bought something and was about to enter the complex, when he turned the corner, he saw Leng Feng upright His pestle was by the side of the aisle, and seemed to have been standing there for a while.

"Leng Feng, did you not understand what I said yesterday?" Jian Ming was a little angry when he saw him.

Leng Feng walked towards him calmly, with an embarrassed smile on his face, "Xiao Ming, are you still angry with me? Can you give me a chance to explain to you what happened back then?"

"The year is over, and we are also in the past, don't come looking for me, okay?" Jian Ming tried his best to maintain a calm tone.

"In the past? Have you passed? Xiao Ming, I haven't. In the past six years, I have never forgotten you. I don't believe you have forgotten everything we used to be." Leng Feng took a few steps closer, almost face to face, He looked at Jian Ming with a burning gaze.

Jian Ming subconsciously wanted to back away, but was grabbed by Leng Feng. Just as he was about to speak, Leng Feng covered his face and kissed him on the lips.This sudden and forceful kiss made Jian Ming stunned for a few seconds. After realizing it, he quickly wanted to push it away, but Leng Feng grabbed him even tighter. Just as he was about to wrap his hands around Jian Ming's arms, he heard a gust of wind in his ears. With a loud sound, a fist hit the side of his face heavily.

"Lu Heng..." Jian Ming stared blankly at what happened in front of him, his mind was buzzing.

Lu Heng had just arrived in the community where Jian Ming lived, and when he caught up with such a good show, he had mixed feelings in his heart.He saw Jian Ming meeting that guy named Leng Feng, saw their unfriendly conversation, and finally saw that annoying guy kissing Jian Ming... Damn, he dared to kiss Jian Ming? !

After being punched, Leng Feng leaned down in the grass beside the road. The punch was not light. Blood was seen at the corner of his mouth. He covered half of his face with his hands and stood up unsteadily, "You? It's you again. Hehe, Jane Ming, this doesn't look like your eyes." He looked at Lu Heng and then at Jian Ming, with an ugly smile, his mouth trembling and still not forgetting to sneer.

"Fuck, don't you think the face is okay over there, I..." Lu Heng was furious when he heard what he said, and wanted to rush forward again.

Jian Ming grabbed his raised arm and yelled to stop him: "That's enough, do you want to go back to your unit as a crime of intentional injury?"

"You..." Lu Heng didn't expect that he would be reprimanded. He was so wronged that he couldn't speak.

"Leng Feng, I will take some time to talk to you clearly, you go first today, I have something else to do." Jian Ming turned his face to Leng Feng's direction, but did not look at him, and said coldly.

Of course Leng Feng knew that he was a superfluous person now, the reckless man looked at him as if he was going to swallow him alive, Leng Feng, who had never suffered from immediate losses, angrily dropped the sentence "Okay, Jian Ming, I'll wait for you. "Turn around and leave.

Only then did Jian Ming slowly let go of Lu Heng's arm, and looked up at him, "...do you still remember that you are a policeman? Did you start fighting?"

"Of course I remember, that's why I taught that hooligan." Lu Heng said angrily.Turning his head to the side, deliberately not looking at Jian Ming.

"Okay, let's go up first, if you have something to say, let's go."

Lu Heng wanted to leave in his heart, but he followed him into the elevator with both feet. The elevator was so quiet that one could breathe lightly. Lu Heng held his breath in his chest, and he pursed his lips so stubbornly that he didn't say anything. Character.

Jian Ming opened the door of the house, "Come in, Officer Lu." Seeing such an embarrassing scene by Lu Heng, he was actually a little flustered, as if a layer of disguise had been removed, and he was faintly uneasy because his real self was exposed in front of Lu Heng .

Lu Heng stood still at the door, his tone was not smooth yet, he was still shouting at himself.

"Hey, if you can't come in, I'll close the door if you don't come in." Seeing his childish behavior, Jian Ming couldn't laugh or cry. He hadn't gotten into a fight yet, but he did. He was the one who caught the embarrassing scene. What the hell did he do? angry?

Lu Heng said in a rough voice, "I'm not wrong."

Yes yes yes, you were right, it was my fault, I shouldn't have invited you here, and if I didn't invite you, you wouldn't be able to see these things, so there wouldn't be these bad things behind.Sigh... I was wrong on this point... Jian Ming said in his heart, but his tone softened, "Well, I didn't say you were wrong, come in."

Only then did Lu Heng enter the house. Seeing the neat and tidy house in front of him, he didn't know which foot to take first, "Do you... want to take off your shoes?"

"Hehe, no need, you sit on the sofa first, I'll cook, and I'll call you when I'm done." Jian Ming smiled and didn't greet him again, walked to the cooking counter and got busy.

Jianming's house is an open structure, and you can have a panoramic view of the kitchen from the dining room.Lu Heng didn't listen to him, went straight to the table and sat down, staring at Jian Ming's busy back.

The sweet smell of butter slowly filled the air. Lu Heng smelled this tempting fragrance, and looked at the figure wearing an apron cooking at the stove, and felt a satisfaction that he had never had before. Also willing.

He yelled at the back, "Do you want me to help?" He walked over to the kitchen heavily.

"No, you sit back, 5 minutes, even if you are hungry." Jian Ming didn't raise his head, and raised his hand to stop it.

But Lu Heng is not an obedient child. He walked up to Jian Ming and saw that the soup was ready. Jian Ming was taking out the cooked pasta and preparing to make tomato sauce.

He squinted his pair of amber eyes and looked at Jian Ming, and asked in a low voice, "Hey, why did that Leng Feng treat you like that?" His voice was really low, as if he was being asked the question without any confidence.

With a bang, the pot and spoon in Jian Ming's hand slipped onto the stove.

He glanced sideways at Lu Heng, complaining in his heart that this kid is so impatient, he can't wait for 5 minutes, and he asks so... unpretentiously.

Simply turn off the fire, turn around and look directly at Lu Heng, "Didn't you see everything?"

"I saw it, but I don't understand why he...kissed you." Lu Heng blushed first, thinking of the scene where Leng Feng kissed Jian Ming, he couldn't get angry.

"... You don't understand some things after I tell you, and it's none of your business. Get up, do you want to eat?" Jian Ming was speechless. Where did he start to explain this?As he spoke, he put his hand across Lu Heng's chest, trying to push him out of the kitchen.

Lu Heng was already full of anger. He felt that his Chinese cabbage was eaten by the rhubarb next door. Jian Ming actually added fuel to the anger in his heart. He was not angry and grabbed Jian Ming with his backhand across his chest. He pulled the hand in front of him towards him, turned around and pressed him against the edge of the cooking table, clinging to his body tightly, not allowing him any space to escape.

"I don't understand?" He whispered provocatively in Jian Ming's ear, and without waiting for Jian Ming's reaction, he held the back of his head with one hand, leaned over and kissed him, lips touching , Lu Heng's mind went blank, his whole body seemed to be in a fog, and every bone in his body was numb.

He kissed very jerky, but some things are self-taught. After a while, he felt that it was wrong to just stick to his mouth. He tried to lick Jian Ming's lips with his tongue. Jian Ming was shocked and sucked back. In one breath, he stuck his tongue into the opponent's mouth. He tried his best to be lingering and gentle. The tip of his tongue wrapped and stirred in Jian Ming's mouth, and he sucked hard on his lips, showing that he was only a child when he was in school. Ridge's experience.

And Jian Ming was completely blinded by his sudden kiss, really blinded.

I only have enough thoughts in my mind, but I haven't adjusted the meat sauce yet.

Before the brain was deprived of oxygen and Lu Heng was still immersed in it, he pushed away the person pressing on his chest with all his strength.

Lu Heng was feeling comfortable, but when he pushed him away, his brows frowned. "...He can...I can't?" He said very sadly.

"...he's a hooligan, and you are also a hooligan?" Jian Ming was almost amused by his appearance, but he knew in his heart that he didn't reject his kiss. If he didn't stop, he might retaliate against the other party. Out of control.

"..." Lu Heng was at a loss for words, his whole face was as red as a tomato on the cooking table.

"Officer Lu, do you know what you are doing?" Jian Ming felt that it was necessary to face up to the problem in front of him, as well as this person.

Lu Heng looked at him firmly, and said in a firm tone, "Of course I know, Coach Jane."

The author has something to say: update two chapters today, it’s a bonus, hehe~ Thank you for Jian Ming and Lu Heng to every baby who supports them, okay~