Doomsday Daigou

The dark road was no different from the road Yu Xinglan had traveled before, the only thing that illuminated the road was the headlights of the car he was riding on now.

Yu Xinglan was sitting in the co-pilot's seat, there was no one else in the car, the car was just driving automatically.

This is also the technology of the Ark.

Just two hours ago, he left the grand enthronement ceremony. Yu Xinglan has always been a little resistant to gatherings like this kind of ceremony with a large number of people.

Although the people were extremely excited and jubilant, because as soon as Yu Xinglan took office, he ordered the extermination of the rampant cannibals in the city and executed them in public with severe punishments. Super seeds, developing agriculture that brings fresh food.

Not to mention Yu Xinglan's appearance is enough to make both men and women fascinated by it.

Such a "king" who combines beauty, wisdom, and benevolent government is the most intoxicating hallucinogenic drug in this chaotic last days.

He brought the light called "Hope", he is not only a "King", but also a "God"

He feels that he is really not a leader. Usually, when encountering such a crowded scene, he can only express his deepness with silence. In fact, he can't wait to leave as soon as possible.

Although his mana has not recovered at all now, a small spell such as changing the color of his hair is still possible for him.

Moreover, Yushen's concealment method is not so much a spell, but rather a biological instinct, which can easily switch to the state of black hair and black eyes.

It's a little strange that when his spiritual root was shattered for the first time, his hair color and eye color turned black on his own initiative, but after the second time his spiritual root was shattered, his hair color and eye color did not change.

But now he was in no mood to worry about these details.

When he was sitting in the car alone, he looked at the scenery outside and suddenly thought, why must he chase Cang Lin so hard?

Even when he knew that Cang Lin already had a bright future and was promoted to the position of general, he still wanted to drag him into this troubled water?

The result has been one unpredictable disaster after another.

Yu Xinglan suddenly realized that she was not the kind of person she thought she was before.

He always thinks that he is really thinking about others, he doesn't care about other people's malice, and he can treat everyone with gentleness. He even thinks that the life span of mortals is as short as a mayfly, and all mistakes of mortals can be forgiven. They are too weak and too short, as long as they need, I can release my kindness infinitely and warm these tiny mayflies.

He used to think that he was a true man of benevolence and righteousness, and he didn't ask for anything in return, because short-lived mortals couldn't afford him in return; he thought that his morality was flawless; he thought that he would never hurt anyone.

He is always complacent with these "thoughts", and when he judges himself, he also feels that what he has done should be perfect.

Human nature may be inherently evil, but he thought that he did not have these dark hazes of human nature in his heart.

Only such a perfect human nature can cope with the too long, almost eternal lifespan, isn't it?

As a member of the Mikami family, morality must be perfect.

If ordinary people feel that it is too tiring for a person to live like a saint, because life is too short, but for the people of Yushen's family, because life is too long, it is meaningful to live like a saint.

If necessary, let him spend ten years, 20 years, 30 years, or even 50 years to reform a bad person, he feels no problem.

Mortals are too short-lived to afford the great goodwill of Yushen's family.

He used to spend five or ten years persuading people to be good, and even made longer-term plans, but when he was in Languo, the wicked people he influenced either reformed themselves in a few years, or spent ten years, or spent no time at all. Sorry for him, he died directly.

Although human nature is inherently evil, Yu Xinglan would really admire a villain who can persevere in doing evil for decades without repenting or dying.

Thinking of such a pathetic mortal, doing good or evil is so fleeting.

He felt that it was more necessary for him to warm these tiny lives that could not be conserved.

Even his servants would sometimes say that he lived like a Bodhisattva, not a living person.

But he always smiled, thinking that being kind to others is his "humanity."

Even if among the people he helped, very few would actively repay him, even if he repaid, it was nothing more than giving back the property within his ability.

None of these Yu Xinglan is needed.

If you are unlucky, you will meet unrighteous people who he has helped and who will plot against him and frame him in turn.

Yu Xinglan didn't care about this, because, can this kind of person survive the decades of probation he has had?

No, no fun.

But when facing Cang Lin, he was confused.

At the beginning, he just regarded Cang Lin as one of countless mortals, reaching out to him in trouble.He doesn't want Cang Lin to return him anything, because he just wants to save a poor slave, put his life on the right track, and then get a stable and happy life as other mortals know, just like a firefly, spend his short life hundred years.

As for himself, he still has an endless life journey, and he and Cang Lin will never meet again.

However, such an inconspicuous Cang Lin is willing to sacrifice himself just because of his insignificant kindness, time and time again, saying things that mortals have never said, and even looking at him, there is a flash in his eyes that a mortal should not have. ardent expectations and greed.

That kind of greed is the so-called "love" of mortals.To want to own someone.

It's not that Yu Xinglan has never met someone who has a crush on her heart, even many.

But there has never been a person with such persistent eyes as Cang Lin.

What really moved Cang Lin was the unusual paranoia in his gaze, to the point that even if he wanted the moon in the sky, Cang Lin would do anything to get it off.

No matter what he wants Cang Lin to do, Cang Lin will definitely do it.

He can even squander Cang Lin's attachment to him unscrupulously, as if with Cang Lin, he can do whatever he wants, bad things, good things, cruel things.

Cang Lin will always do it for him.

This obsession, which can be called pathological paranoia, aroused something deep in his heart that shouldn't be there...

Selfish desires.

To admit this, Yu Xinglan felt extremely frustrated.

He always felt that he was a selfless and perfect person, without all the negative attitudes of ordinary people, but Cang Lin stirred up black vortexes in his heart.

Cang Lin projected his own greed and paranoia on him, and also brought his... paranoia towards Cang Lin.

"Am I paranoid?" Yu Xinglan lay on the seat and closed her eyes.

Bigotry is often the root of mortal evil.

Behind the paranoia is a deep desire.

At some point, he had become displeased that Cang Lin didn't belong to him.

I can't see Cang Lin no longer projecting his unique paranoia on himself.

what.

Really not reconciled.

Whether Cang Lin is in heaven or hell,

She couldn't help but grab him, making him only look at herself.

I'm really surprised, am I such an overbearing and unreasonable person?

"You are not a paranoid person, why do you have to chase Cang Lin back? Even if you risk your life, you must go to him desperately?" Bei Mingxiao's voice came from the rear seat.

It turned out that it quietly followed Yu Xinglan without knowing when.

"Why did you come here to die?" Yu Xinglan asked, "It's just a cat that also has no mana."

"Cang Lin made a wish and asked me to take care of you." Bei Mingxiao said, "I may not be able to help you, but I may be able to untie your knot. I see that you have not been very happy since yesterday, so I want to Talk to you. After all, Yue Youhan is not a father who can communicate well."

If you don't look in the rearview mirror and listen to the voice, Bei Mingxiao is definitely a gentle and modest gentleman.

Yu Xinglan simply closed her eyes: "What I'm confused about is that I really brought disaster to Cang Lin, do I really have the exclusive evil desire of mortals?"

"As long as you are human, you will have all kinds of desires, and there will be no perfect man." Bei Mingxiao said, "You have such thoughts, which shows that you have human nature. It can even be said that there is such a confused you. You are a real person. You don't have to worry about this kind of thinking, as long as what you do can finally save Cang Lin, then there is no problem. After all, Cang Lin's disappearance this time is not your fault."

"I... I always thought that I was a human being before, but what puzzled me was that I found myself now—

More like a demon. "Yu Xinglan said, "It's not just because of Cang Lin—I reviewed my actions during this period, and I found that what I did was becoming more and more unreasonable.

I should have interrogated the golden mermaid, interrogated Su Xiangen, and even investigated the master of the ark, or tried to investigate Yu Wuchen. I could have done more things, I could have grasped more details and information to control the overall situation .

but--

I do not have.

Those ones----

People who make me feel out of control, and monsters beyond common sense,

I don't even want to have a word with them.

in my heart,

only

kill.

Let them never be reborn again!I can't stand up forever! "

When Yu Xinglan said this word, he suddenly opened his eyes, and his eyes reflected in the rearview mirror looked so strange at this moment.

And yet so real.

"I thought I was a saint without evil thoughts before, but do saints have the pleasure of killing?" Yu Xinglan glanced behind her, "When I help the world, I feel inexplicable joy. But that is not what ordinary people call being kind to others. Get the joy from the heart.

Can only be called pleasure.

This kind of joy is no different from the mood I felt when I killed the golden mermaid.

as long as

It was found that the other party was not strong enough to control, not strong enough to be a mortal honestly.

I had the urge to tear him apart. "

Hearing Yu Xinglan's increasingly icy words, Bei Mingxiao's gaze also became deeper.

"Yu Xinglan, you have never considered yourself a human being, have you?

You are just looking down on all beings.

Even when you talk to me now, I can feel your deep-seated contempt.

Apart from your ancient god bloodline, I can't explain the origin of your mentality.

In the rare classics obtained by Huanxuan, it records the deeds of the Great God Yuyang, your ancestor of the ancient gods.I think your personality may be inherited from her.

God Yuyang, as the strongest ancient god among the ancient gods, the emperor of all gods, does not allow any ancient god to make trouble, even if she offends her, she will be doomed.Her berserk even wiped out the ancient gods.

The few people in the Dark Realm who know the ancient books of the Supreme God call you the prince of the Emperor Yuyang. I think this title does not only mean that you have inherited the blood of the Emperor Yushen.

The vision of mortals is too narrow to see the real tyranny in your blood, and your ruthlessness will only be shown when dealing with those monsters.Even so, I hope you can restrain yourself, or it may even be yourself who gets hurt.

Just like now, turning around, there is still life. "

"I can't do it." Yu Xinglan suddenly raised the corners of her mouth, "I must go to Cang Lin. Otherwise, I will feel that the rest of my life will be meaningless."

"It's not an exaggeration to say that you are infatuated." Bei Mingxiao sighed.

"Do you want me to set up the navigation to take you back?" Yu Xinglan asked, "You don't have to die with me."

"I have no way to transform into a human form in this world. After you die, the Gate of No Way will disappear. Instead of being an ordinary talking cat here for the rest of your life, why don't you go and see the so-called miracle." Bei Mingxiao was very calm.

"Ah, I didn't expect that a cat could easily achieve the open-minded person I wanted to be." Yu Xinglan laughed, "But you are so cute! I mean only look at the appearance!"

"Yu Xinglan, you will be embarrassed by what you said sooner or later." Bei Mingmiao said, lying on the back seat with her little claws, "However, if you only look at it from the level of a mortal, you are already close to a real gentleman. Except I don’t think much about other people’s feelings except doing good things on my own.”

"Am I that kind of person?" Yu Xinglan snorted.

"Why aren't you? Let me tell you, a real gentleman will not disregard other people's wishes."

"But you are really cute, and everyone who sees you can't help but smoke."

"Hmph. You can only be called a hypocrite. You first learn how to respect the world instead of despising the world, and then talk about the way of a gentleman!"

Beiming Maozi's tone was like a life mentor.