flammable relationship

When the stomach is full, the blood rushes from the head to the stomach, and people start to feel sleepy.But when I think about sleep problems, the sleepiness will disappear as soon as I say it, but even if I am not sleepy, I can't be so busy staring and staring until dawn.

How strange that is.

"Hmm..." Teacher Fu pondered, stroked his upper lip, switched his eyes back and forth between the bed and Wei Ran, and tried to speak, "Is there..."

"No."

The words started and were cut off cleanly.

Fu Yiheng was amazed: "Do you know what I want to ask?"

Wei Ran was half-sitting on the desk, with one foot propped on the ground and the other dangling lazily, holding the Peppa Pig doll pillow that Wei Xi crazily complained about, pulling his nose and ears for a while, Kneading and kneading like venting anger.He raised his eyelids and glanced at Fu Yiheng, with no expression on his face, and his tone was not very enthusiastic: "There is no extra quilt, I can't make a bed on the floor, I have to sleep on the bed, here, you choose one of the two quilts on the bed. Dandelion Love or Fantasy Starry Sky?"

Fu Yiheng: "..."

Dandelion...what the hell?

Wei Ran was silent, thinking that although Mr. Fu was crooked, he might be on par with him in terms of straight male thinking, so he changed to an easy-to-understand saying among men, and pouted at the two quilts: "White , or blue."

"Oh, whatever. White." Fu Yiheng subconsciously gave his personal preference.

"Row."

"..."

After finishing speaking, Fu Yiheng came to his senses and said.Wei Ran is too cunning, he does not give the other party the right to give opinions at all, he only gives choices within the specified range, and it is a single choice, one or two, nothing else, it seems quite democratic at first glance.Generally speaking, people who fall into this kind of rhetoric trap will only choose from the options given, and will not consider other possibilities.Because people are lazy, it is always troublesome to develop new ideas.

In this way, it is tantamount to letting go and agreeing to share the same bed.

Fu Yiheng was dawdling, a little hesitant. Ever since he figured out his sexual orientation, he was more sensitive to incidents such as lonely men and widows sharing a room. Unless necessary, he also tried to avoid going in and out of public bathhouses where a large number of men gather together to bask in the birds Although it is said that everyone has what they should have and no one is worse than anyone else, we still have to avoid suspicion, otherwise a comrade mixed in, regardless of whether his mind is pure or not, will look like a sex maniac. Diaphragm response.Furthermore, Mr. Fu does not like too intimate physical contact and exposure by nature. In the words of Jin Chen before, it is a bit closer to sex and indifference.

Fu Yiheng doesn't feel that he is indifferent, he is just a bit of a mental cleanser, and usually deliberately rejects the idea of ​​​​three inches below the navel, which is also related to years of self-discipline.

Wei Ran didn't care. He shrugged his shoulders, jumped down, turned off the light with a bang, groped and climbed onto the bed, closed his clothes and lay down against the wall, then patted the hard bed board, teasing: " Come to sleep, Teacher Fu, it's getting late, if you don't sleep, you will get wrinkles."

Feeling personally attacked by age, Fu Yiheng felt a little bit self-defeating, and said sadly: "When you're old, you've already grown what you should grow, and it's not too bad."

Wei Ran laughed: "Teacher Fu is young."

"Don't flatter me, I can really float."

"Float, while you are young, you can still float."

"?"

In a few words, the embarrassment was resolved.

He acted frankly, so Fu Yiheng couldn't be more coy and evasive, otherwise he would appear to have a ghost in his heart, so he stooped generously and took off his shoes, touched the darkness, and lay lightly on the half of the bed that was vacated for him , Covered with a quilt, it was covered up to the tip of the chin, neat and tight, with a grave face, as if lying in a tailor-made single coffin.

The person next to the pillow stopped talking, and breathed very lightly, barely audible.

The night in Pingyang seems to be quieter and darker than that in the city.

As soon as the light was turned off, the ink color spread out wantonly, the moonlight could not penetrate the thick cloth curtains, and the night vision ability of people was almost reduced to a useless level.

Seeing nothing anyway, Fu Yiheng simply closed his eyes.He knew that Wei Ran was facing him sideways, because he could feel the wet and light breath hitting his cheeks one after another, and the pores reacted in a stressful way, shrinking and opening again, extremely busy.The breath was fast and slow, sometimes light and sometimes heavy. Judging from the extremely irregular frequency, the other party's mental activities should not be as calm as it seems on the surface.

It's like the tip of an iceberg on a calm sea, blue and white, and the sea breeze is gentle. It looks very peaceful, but no one can tell how huge the iceberg is hiding on the bottom of the sea, and it is bearing the impact of the turbulent undercurrent. .

The darkness made Fu Yiheng a little nervous for no reason. He moved his fingers, and the quilt made a light rustling sound, which was extraordinarily noisy due to the dense silence, and then this sound was swallowed up by the night, and the room returned to silent silence again.

The silence slows down time, and 10 minutes passes as long as a century.

Fu Yiheng stared at the beams of the house with staring eyes, no sleepiness at all, so he couldn't bear it and opened his mouth: "Wei Ran, I have a question."

"Hmm." Wei Ran turned sideways, folded his arms, opened his eyes silently, stared at Teacher Fu's blurred outline, and pulled the corner of his extremely thin lips, "I think you may have more than one question."

With the tip of his tongue against the palate, Fu Yiheng paused, and then searched in his mind.As soon as the search engine was opened, Wei Ran's name was entered, and before the search button was pressed, questions flooded in one after another, and for a while, he couldn't decide which one to ask first.

He is still picking and choosing, but there are already urgings: "Ask whatever you want to ask."

Whether you can answer it or not, or whether you are willing to answer it, is not certain.

Mr. Fu was delighted by the honesty that was rarely seen in a century, and felt that he had finally taken a step closer to the inner world of the troubled student. After thinking about it for a while, he asked, "Does Wei Xi go to school in Pingyang?"

"You want to ask why she didn't stay with me in the big city, but was arranged in this poor corner?" Wei Ran changed his words and translated his question.

Fu Yiheng had to admit: "Well, it's about the same."

The people around were silent for a while, as if they were organizing their words, thinking about how to start.

"Actually, we were together in the beginning, me, Wei Xi, and my mother." Wei Ran folded his hands behind his head, and his tone was not salty, "Until the end of elementary school, the girl is sensible, there is One day when I came back from school, I suddenly understood what the dirty words from the neighbors in the neighborhood meant. After a fight, I didn’t want to stay with my mother any longer. I thought she was dirty and ashamed. It just so happened that the old woman... Grandma came to the city to pick her up, and she talked a lot of nonsense. To sum it up, the top beam is not straight and the bottom beam is crooked. So I spent a summer vacation, lingering, crying every day, making troubles and hanged myself, doing both hard and soft things, but after that, nothing happened, so I moved back to Pingyang willingly and willingly."

"Your mother agreed?"

"What else can I do if I disagree?" Wei Ran asked back, "One is my own mother, the other is my own daughter. No one treats her, and they are all ashamed of her. Living to this extent, they are considered utterly useless. Who makes the decision?"

"how about you?"

"What am I?"

"Why don't you leave with your sister?"

Fu Yiheng turned to face him, trying to catch those cold brown eyes in the darkness, to see what kind of expression was inside, but the night was too dark, and the man hid too deeply, so he couldn't see anything clearly.

After a while, Wei Ran felt the probing gaze, stretched out his hands, grabbed Teacher Fu's shoulders, and pulled him back.

"I can't go." He withdrew his hand, his tone sounded a little cold, "I'm gone, who will accompany her? There must always be someone by her side. Even if it is a murderer, if he is shot, there will be family members waiting to collect the body, you say Isn't it? No matter how miserable she is, she won't be left alone, that would be too miserable. "

The air became heavy, sucked into the lungs and turned into substance, grinding the soft alveoli and trachea like rough grit.

Fu Yiheng was unable to answer for a while, and his tongue wandered around in his mouth, but he couldn't think of any effective comforting words. He froze for a moment, and could only murmur: "Yes, I can't. I can tell that you love me very much. she."

"Love?" Wei Ran sneered, saying this seriously questioned word was like poking his sore foot, which made his cold voice even more chilly, "If you can whitewash it with love If Taiping let the past go, I also hope that I love her."

Fu Yiheng fell silent, this is not a topic he can interrupt.

Wei Ran didn't expect him to speak out, he was a little bit talking to himself.

"Sometimes I envy Wei Xi. She has a clear distinction between likes and dislikes. If she likes it, she just kisses it. If she hates it, she just stays away. I don't have this ability, and I don't have the ability to sort out those emotions. It must have been underdeveloped in the mother's womb, or it may be that my personality was inherited from my mother, and she escaped this part of the gene by chance. Well... anyway, that girl is a relatively advanced species."

After hearing this description, Fu Yiheng laughed: "No, it was you who protected her very well. Only a straightforward and simple person can be able to distinguish between love and hate."

"She's not innocent, she's really stupid." Wei Ran corrected, his voice carried a pampering that he didn't even realize, "I was bullied when I was single since I was a child, and if I am not good at other things, I will lose golden beans the most. I believe that Santa Claus will climb the chimney to deliver gifts, because every time other children have presents at Christmas but she doesn’t, I lie to her and say it’s because our house doesn’t have a chimney. When it comes to Christmas Eve, no matter how cold it is, you must open the door. I hope that Santa Claus will not walk down the chimney in a certain year. I am stupid and not good at studying. My ideal in life is to be a veterinarian. Because I like small animals, I ended up in high school I chose Liberal Arts. Sigh, to be honest, if it wasn't for her resemblance, I would doubt that she is my own sister..."

When the topic came up with Wei Xi, Wei Ran seemed to have opened up the chatterbox and became alive. Fu Yiheng listened to him rambling on about those embarrassing things about Wei Xi's childhood, and the atmosphere suddenly became warm, but there was a knife buried in this warmth, and the tip of his heart was cut off One piece, acid water gurgling out.

Thanks to Wei Xi, Fu Yiheng thought to himself.

Sometimes, the belief that keeps someone going is not necessarily love or religion, it may just be needed.Because of the existence of the younger sister, because the younger sister needs him, the boy can walk on the road full of thorns for more than ten years, and he can always keep his softness and kindness in the torrent of the world, and he will not stay in the wrong way and be negative. Emotions blind your eyes.

From this point of view, it is not so arbitrarily judged who the brothers and sisters are supporting and who is guarding the other.

I don't know how long the night talk lasted. It's uncertain who fell asleep first. At a certain moment, both parties ended the topic tacitly.

Teacher Fu woke up dizzy the next day, and there was nothing around him. When he touched the quilt, he was already cold.He stared at the pink Paige pillow for a while, his eyes gradually focused, and he glanced at a book on the bedside bookcase. It was thin and had an English name on the spine. At first glance, he didn't know what it was. , the font has a gothic style.

While studying with squinted eyes, Wei Ran came in carrying a bulging black plastic bag.

"Morning." Fu Yiheng rubbed his messy hair, lifted the quilt and yawned.

"Why don't you get more sleep? It's still early." Wei Ran walked to the bed and put the bag on his knees, "I went out to buy you toiletries. There is no bathroom at home, and there is a circled space if you want to take a shower , there is a shed without a shower, so you have to scoop water by yourself. If you want to wash, you don’t mind the trouble, I’ll boil hot water for you right now.”

Fu Yiheng sweated a little when he first arrived in Pingyang yesterday, and now his whole body was sticky and greasy. After wearing the shirt for a whole day, it was very uncomfortable to stick to his skin. After thinking about himself, he nodded hurriedly: "Of course I have to wash it, sorry for your inconvenience."

"No trouble." Wei Ran changed into a clean white T-shirt and jeans, showing a row of neat white teeth at him, "Wait, I'll boil the water."

Now that he woke up, of course Fu Yiheng couldn't just sit on the bed and wait.

As soon as Wei Ran left, he put on his shoes on the ground. As soon as his feet touched the ground, all the bones in his body began to scream and ache. He gritted his teeth and hissed, and looked back at the bed that was as hard as a steel plate. , I am particularly curious about how I can sleep so darkly and sweetly until dawn, without even having a dream.

When I came here, I was tricked by Lian Meng. It's time to wash up now, and I didn't prepare anything.He reached for the bag Wei Ran handed him just now, opened it and peeked inside, and found that Wei Ran was quite careful, toothbrush, toothpaste and towels were all available, in addition, there was a smooth hard box, just looking at it Can't guess what's inside.

Curiously, Fu Yiheng took out the box alone, turned to the front, and saw the exposed male model printed on the box at a glance, showing off his slick pectoral, abdominal and thigh muscles swayingly.

After staring at the male model for two seconds, my brain went blank for a moment. When I realized it, Mr. Fu's paralyzed face turned red.

How about such a complete service?Even underwear is considered.

Or a low-waist triangle with mesh...

The author has something to say: The plot of Pingyang is quite important, because it is necessary to completely leave the school environment and get out of the framework of identity, so that Teacher Fu can barely face his own heart.