Pretend to B

Su Xing and He Chi are in Class [-] and Class [-].In the second year of high school, there were only five science classes, and the two took the head and the tail respectively.

Su Xing only went to school on the first day of school. He found a black mask and put it on, saying that he had contracted pneumonia and coughed a few times from time to time, pretending it was real.

He took the textbooks, handed in the leave note, and left. He Chi also wanted to follow him back to the hospital, but was stopped by Su Xing before he left the teaching building.

He Chi held his schoolbag in one hand, and said casually, "I don't go to class either, I'm bored."

Li Lang has transferred to another school, and Lu Mao and Ke Lele are in the liberal arts class. In the past, the good friends with him in the class were all scumbags. ", there is no reason for it.He Chi looked at the class schedule for a long time, and there were not many familiar faces in this new class.

Although He Chi Ziqian said that he was just a part-time hooligan, no one in Quan 36 believed it.Who doesn't know that Boss He beat up more people than he passed the exam.He was famous, and as soon as he entered the classroom sipping on mints, about forty people in a class had their mouths stuck with glue, and they dared not even breathe.Dozens of eyes and searchlights shot at him, and he randomly found an empty seat in the back row and sat down. The dumb tablemate trembled in fright, wishing he could shrink under the table, for fear that Boss He would fight with him .

It's boring, new classmates are boring, and new deskmates are even more boring.

Su Xing took off his mask, and his nose was covered with fine beads of sweat. He wiped his sweat and said, "No."

He Chi was not convinced, curled his lips and said, "Why? You can skip class, why can't I?"

"I can take the first place in the exam without attending class," Su Xing asked with raised eyebrows, "Can you?"

He Chi: "...I can't."

Su Xing nodded: "Very good, stand at attention, take a break and turn around, go back to class."

"I'll look for you after class tonight!" He Chi stood on the stairs and turned his head and said, "Remember to eat at noon, eat more meat, do you hear me?"

Su Xing waved at him, like a parent sending a child to kindergarten, and said earnestly: "Go, study hard, improve every day, build a good relationship with teachers and classmates, sleep less and listen more."

"Crap."

He Chi smiled, turned around and went upstairs.

Li Lang's life is not going well recently, his father put him in the first middle school for no reason, deducted his pocket money for no reason, and for no reason let him use his mobile phone or surf the Internet, as long as the monthly exam is not in the same day If the bottom ten in the middle row are in the bottom ten, return the phone to him.

He rushed to the old man and asked more than a dozen why. The old man was wearing glasses, sitting on the sofa reading documents, looked up and said lightly: "There is no reason, those bad students in No. 36, you will never be together with them." Promising."

Angrily, Li Lang was about to refute, when he lowered his head and accidentally caught a glimpse of the document in the old man's hand. In the upper right corner was a photo of his ID card. Why did it look familiar?Just as he was about to bend down to see clearly, the old man closed the folder with a bang and said that there was an urgent meeting tonight, so don't bother him.

Li Lang rubbed his nose, and just glanced at the photo in a hurry, why did he feel a bit like... Xueba?

He remembered that his father asked him about the relationship between the boss and Xueba before, and he always felt that things were a bit complicated.

After dinner, Li Lang touched the study room, the door was ajar, and the old man was on the phone with someone inside. He called the person on the other end of the phone "Old He", it seemed that he was Boss He and his father.He hid outside the door and couldn't hear clearly, but vaguely caught a few words, such as "gender", "fraud", "punishment" and so on.

He slid away against the wall, and after thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't come up with any clues. Could it be that Uncle He found out that the eldest brother fell in love early and wanted to kill the little bud of love?

That's not right, didn't Uncle He ignore the boss long ago?Why are you so concerned about him now?

He couldn't figure it out, so he covered himself with the quilt and fell asleep.

On the first day of school, his father said that his hair was dyed in a mess, so he got him out of bed early in the morning, sent him to have his head shaved, and threw him into the school.

Li Lang had a shiny forehead, and as soon as he entered the classroom, he saw Zhou Jinyan sitting in the first row.

Zhou Jinyan was stunned for a few seconds, and the first sentence he opened his mouth was: "Why is your head bald?"

Li Lang: "...can you be a little bit more important?"

Only then did Zhou Jinyan come to his senses, staring and said, "Why did you come to No. [-] Middle School?!"

Li Lang finally saw someone who could talk, and he told Zhou Jinyan all the things he thought were wrong, including his father suddenly not letting him hang out with He Chi, transferring him to No. [-] Middle School, and He Chi asking him to borrow money , and the document that I accidentally glimpsed yesterday.

"Quickly move your smart little head." Li Lang dangled Zhou Jinyan's hoodie, "Find out what's going on? I'm dizzy!"

Zhou Jinyan was dazzled by him, patted his hand a few times, scratched his head in frustration and said, "I don't understand either! I called Ah Xing several times and asked him to come out for self-study. He They say they have no time to work..."

The two of them thought about it for a long time but couldn't figure it out. Li Lang decided to go home at night and ask his father to find out what was going on.

After school, the old man called back and said that the Education Bureau had an emergency meeting and he was going home late.Li Lang was watching TV in the living room. He waited and waited. The cartoons on the children's channel had been broadcast for three rounds. His father hadn't come back yet. He couldn't sit still, yawned, and went back to his room to read cartoons.

Li Lang didn't get what he wanted and waited until his father came home, but He Chi unexpectedly received a call.

He rushed to the hospital after school, packed two servings of fried rice and crockpot soup on the way, and squatted in the corridor with Su Xing for dinner.

Su Xing picked out the chopped onion from the fried rice and gave it to He Chi. While He Chi disliked him for being a picky eater, he put the lean meat from his share of rice into Su Xing's bowl.

"It's too much, I can't eat it." Su Xing said.

"You have to eat if you can't eat!" He Chi glared at him, "Look for yourself how thin you have become, see? You are like chopsticks in my hand, I don't even have to use any force, just tap Breaking can break you."

"I can break you too." Su Xing said suddenly after eating two mouthfuls of fried rice.

"Hey, is it up?" He Chi put down the bowl and chopsticks, clenched his fist and stretched out his arm, showing off his strong biceps, and said triumphantly, "See? Your little arm still wants to break me? Are you confident enough?"

"Break it down." Su Xing smiled, and glanced at He Chi's crotch.

"Ah?" He Chi was stunned before he realized it, patted his crotch, and said boldly, "I'm a giant pillar of the sky, can you break it with a little milk pot?!"

Su Xing snorted, turned his wrist, and asked He Chi, "Try?"

"Try it," He Chi blinked, and whispered into Su Xing's ear, "Try it with a small mouth or a small butt?"

With a blank expression on his face, Su Xing crushed He Chi hard on the instep.

He Chi laughed so hard.

Su Xing sometimes feels that he is quite awesome, and it is difficult to live this day. He and He Chi are like homeless people, sitting down in the corners and eating fried rice, just like this. You can also joke around casually.

He was born without the skill point of "joy in bitterness". Su Xing used to think that suffering is just suffering, and insisting on adding some "joy" to it is nothing but self-deception. This is like shit mixed with sugar. It's still a piece of shit.

If there are four buttons in his body, "sour, sweet, bitter, and spicy", the other three buttons will be broken. At the time of the direct current, He Chi suddenly appeared, waved his big hand, and pressed the "sweet" button "snap", he finally tasted the taste of sweetness, the cells all over his body swelled, jumping and saying that he wanted more many.

Biologically, sweet craving is defined as a physiological response.The craving for sweets will cause physical and psychological dependence. If animals are allowed to eat sweets habitually, their brains will be stimulated and they will feel happy.Once the supply is stopped, they will feel painful, irritable and unbearable.

It's over, it turns out that idiot He Chi has been poisoning him with sugar.

"What are you looking at?" He Chi noticed that Su Xing was staring at him with tilted head, so he nodded his forehead and said with a straight face, "Eat well!"

Unexpectedly, Su Xing leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

This unexpected kiss made He Chi startled, and asked with a smirk, "Why did you kiss me?"

After this kiss, Su Xing was also dumbfounded. He didn't know why, but just looked at it and moved closer.

He buried his head in his meal and whispered, "You're sweet."

He Chi laughed, touched his face and said, "Rub my face with oil."

"Shut up!" Su Xing blushed and glared at him, "Eat well!"

The two hurriedly finished their dinner and returned to the ward. He Chi sat on a chair and did his homework. The exercise book was placed on his lap. He had tall legs and long legs. This posture seemed aggrieved. Su Xing asked him to go back first. He Chi said Do another set of physics and chemistry problems.

Su Xing couldn't resist him, so he went to the small supermarket downstairs and bought a small bench. He Chi sat on the small bench and his notebook on the plastic chair, which made him feel much better.

In the afternoon, the hospital came to notify Su Hong to enter the ICU tomorrow. Su Xing leaned on the edge of the bed and rubbed body lotion on Su Hong.He squeezed the lotion into the palm of his hand, grabbed Su Hong's arm and wiped it down. The white dead skin on the skin due to dryness was smoothed out, as if the branches that were about to wither had revived.

After applying the lotion, Su Xing followed the technique taught by the nurse to massage Su Hong's calf. I don't know if it was because of her strength that it hurt her. Her calf muscles suddenly tightened, her ankle twisted, and a low cry came from her throat. , slowly opened his eyes.

"Auntie is awake." He Chi said pleasantly.

Su Hong fell asleep for [-] or [-] hours a day, and occasionally woke up for a while, and didn't even have the strength to speak.

Su Xing pulled down her trousers, covered her with the quilt, leaned over the head of the bed with both hands, and asked her, "Are you thirsty? Do you want a drink?"

Su Hong opened her eyes and stared at Su Xing blankly. He had lost weight, his cheekbones protruded high, and he was haggard, without any energy.

Su Hong's eyes were sore, she moved her fingers, and her fingertips grabbed Su Xing's sleeve and tugged twice.

He Chi put down his homework and walked over, asking, "Does Auntie want to sit up?"

Su Hong blinked, and tapped her chin lightly.

Su Xing and He Chi held Su Hong's arms on the left and right, carefully lifted her up, and put two big pillows on her back.

"I feel refreshed today." He Chi said with a smile.

Su Xing took a cup of hot water and mixed some cold water into the cup. He tested the temperature of the water, and gently pressed the rim of the cup to Su Hong's lips: "Drink some water."

Su Hong drank half a glass of water in small sips, and licked her lips again. He Chi took out a tissue to wipe her mouth, and brushed the hair sticking to her mouth behind her ears.

Su Hong leaned against the head of the bed for a while, and her short breathing gradually became more even, and she didn't look as weak as a few days ago.

"Can you talk?" Su Xing asked him.

"I think..." Su Hong opened her mouth with some difficulty, "Going home..."

"Well," Su Xing nodded and said yes, "Go home when you recover from illness."

"It's dead, I don't want to be treated..." Su Hong shook her head slightly, "You let me go home..."

After a moment of silence, Su Xing asked, "Do you still want to drink water? Drink some more."

"I... dream about your father every day..." Su Hong tremblingly grabbed Su Xing's shirt hem and said, "I miss him..."

Su Xing held up the cup and said, "Drink water, it's not hot, it's warm."

Su Hong's teeth trembled, and a thin "hiss" sound came from her throat. She stared at Su Xing closely, opened her eyes to the maximum, and swung her arm, knocking off the paper cup in Su Xing's hand.

"I'm dying," Su Hong said while panting, "I'm dying..."

The paper cup fell on the floor, and the warm water flowed all over the floor. Su Xing didn't say a word, and went to the balcony to get a mop and came in to wipe the floor.

He Chi took the mop from Su Xing and said, "I'll do it."

Su Xing walked back to the hospital bed, without saying a word, and stared at Su Hong stubbornly.

None of them were willing to look away first, as if they were fighting a battle without gunpowder, and whoever quit the first step would lose.

After He Chi cleaned up the water stains on the ground, he sighed slightly when he saw this scene.

No wonder Su Xing was raised by Su Hong. The mother and son have exactly the same personality. They usually speak frankly when they have something to say, but they are awkward when facing each other, and neither of them will give in.

He took Su Xing's hand and took a step back, stood in front of Su Xing himself, pulled the quilt covering Su Hong's body, and said to her: "Auntie, don't worry about the money, we have a solution. Don't worry about this guy, I will watch him, make sure he eats three meals a day on time, and sleeps seven hours a day, okay?"

Su Hong closed her eyes, turned her head to the other side, and pursed her mouth tightly.

After she fell asleep again, Su Xing leaned against the wall in the corridor and looked down at his toes.

He Chi followed, stood in front of him, and asked him, "What do you want?"

"I want to smoke," Su Xing said in a muffled voice, and Chao Hechi spread out his palms, "give me a few."

He Chi patted his palm with a smile, and said, "No, the smokers are worse than me recently."

Su Xing tapped his toes on the ground a few times, he lowered his head, and He Chi only saw his slightly long bangs, with the ends of his hair covering his eyelids.

"She doesn't want to live anymore," Su Xing said after a moment of silence, "She knew she was sick a long time ago, and she did everything possible to hide it from me. She did it on purpose."

His voice was a little dry, and he squeezed out every word with difficulty.He Chi licked his lips, not knowing what to say.

Su Xing raised his head and looked at him with flustered and helpless eyes, tremblingly said: "He Chi, she doesn't want to live anymore, what should I do?"

He Chi felt sore when he looked at him like this.Except for the first day when Su Hong was sent to the hospital, Su Xing never showed even a little bit of panic or loss. He lived like an invincible giant, gritted his teeth and carried the family on his shoulders.

Only this time, he asked He Chi what he should do.

He Chi seemed to be choked by someone, his chest throbbing with pain, he closed his eyes, hugged Su Xing in his arms, and wrapped his arms around him tightly.

At twelve o'clock at night, He Chi returned to Ruyi District, took a hasty shower, and just as he came out of the toilet, his phone rang.

"Hello?" He Chi didn't even look at it, and picked up the phone while wiping his hair.

"Me." He Lei's voice came from the other end of the phone.

He Chi paused, and threw the towel aside.

He Lei said, "The old man has gone."

He Chi was a little shocked. The head of Xinyang's leading enterprise passed away, but he didn't see any news about it, and he didn't hear any rumors.

He Lei seemed to have guessed his thoughts, laughed, and explained: "The company suppressed the news and has not made it public."

"None of my business." He Chi said coldly.

With an unclear smile in his voice, He Lei said patiently to him: "You can still choose to stand by my side and be the young master of the He family."

"Oh, I see." He Chi sat down on the sofa and replied casually, "I refuse."

He didn't give any face at all, and He Lei didn't get angry when he touched a hard nail. Instead, he smiled with a good temper: "You can treat our conversation today as a deal, which is beneficial to both you and me."

"Oh, I'm not interested." He Chi replied with his legs crossed.

"I have already asked someone to change your file. You can return to Alpha, and you don't need to hide it." He Lei said, "This is my sincerity in inviting you back."

He Chi was taken aback, changing the file?What file?

He turned on the old computer on the coffee table, logged into the educational administration system, clicked on "Basic Information", and filled in the gender column with "Male Alpha".

He Chi closed his eyes tightly, for fear that he might make a mistake, and the five letters were placed on the screen brightly, very eye-catching.

The secret he had hidden for more than five years was revealed so lightly.

He thought about it countless times, what should he do when he goes to university and finds a job?Do we have to carry this false identity and carry this false file forever?Which school and which company would want a person who even faked his gender?

But He Lei solved this problem by raising his hand.For him, this is a trivial matter that is not worth mentioning, but it is just a matter of making a few phone calls.

No matter how tense the relationship between He Lei and He Chi is, this incident is not bad news for He Chi.But there was a "boom" in his mind, and he couldn't feel any other emotions except anger.

In order to stay by He Lei's side, Guan Xinxin asked him to pretend to be a beta; now, in order to gain a firm foothold in the company, He Lei asked him to be an Alpha again.

Who he is has never been his own decision.

He Chi's palm hit the computer keyboard hard, and the broken computer couldn't resist the slap. The Enter key was smashed and bounced off his forehead.

He Lei heard the sound of typing on the keyboard, chuckled, and asked, "How is it?"

He Chi smiled: "It's not that good, you want to change it or not."

"It's not that I can't live without you," He Lei said calmly, "This company is mine, the only difference is sooner or later."

He Chi understood what he meant, it's not that He Lei couldn't do without him.

If He Lei wanted Wei Shi to change his surname, he had to support an Alpha heir who truly stood by his side.As long as he beckons, ten or a hundred women will naturally be willing to be his reproductive machines.

In his eyes, He Chi has long been a useless move. He doesn't really need He Chi. He just needs a tool to help him bear part of the firepower at this critical moment, so that the group of old antiques who are loyal to Webster can be dispersed. energy.

"Are you okay? It's okay, I'll hang up." He Chi put his legs up on the coffee table, not interested in arguing with him, his feet dangling impatiently.

"He Chi," He Lei knocked on the table twice, and said in a deep voice, "One must weigh the pros and cons before making a decision. If you leave the He family, you are nothing."

He Chi paused for a moment with his feet dangling wildly in the air, straightened his back, and said, "I am myself."

"Why are you being yourself? Just relying on your false identity as a beta?" He Lei snorted with some disdain, and said, "I appreciate your courage to put everything in one basket. Of course you can choose to be yourself. But I'm a businessman, I helped you this time, if you don't want to come back, it's fine, but you have to pay some price elsewhere."

He Chi's heart beat twice violently, and that strong uneasiness wrapped him tightly again.

Before he had time to ask, He Lei hung up the phone.

The next morning, He Chi skipped half a day of class.

Su Hong was pushed into the ICU - known as the place closest to death, He Chi and Su Xing couldn't do anything, just sat outside the ward.

Su Xing looked very calm, except for drinking water non-stop.He had already drank six bottles of mineral water in the morning, as if drinking water would relieve his inner anxiety.

He Chi looked distressed, but there was nothing he could do, he could only hold Su Xing's hand tightly.

Near noon, the doctor came out of the ward and told them that Su Hong's creatinine value had risen to more than 800, and she was ready for dialysis at any time.

Su Xing suddenly felt a chill on his back, and his temples felt like needle pricks.

He Chi pressed his palm against his lower back, and said to the doctor, "Okay, I'll follow your arrangement. As long as the disease can be cured, we will fully cooperate."

When the doctor left, He Chi pressed Su Xing's shoulder and said to him: "It's okay, let's listen to the doctor, for sure..."

"I understand," Su Xing raised his head and glanced at him, then said with a smile, "Go eat, after you eat, go to class."

"I'll stay..." He Chi stopped in the middle of speaking, then sighed, and patted Su Xing's head, "Okay, let's eat first."

The two found a casserole restaurant to eat rice noodles. After dinner, He Chi rode his bicycle to school. Su Xing returned to the hospital. The ICU did not allow family members to visit him. He stood in the corridor for a while, and then found a room with few people. He took out a razor from the luggage bag he carried with him, and shaved off the stubble in front of the mirror.

The cuffs of the shirt seemed to be a bit dirty, that guy He Chi didn't pay attention when he slid the rice noodles, two drops of chili oil splashed on his cuffs.He squeezed some hand sanitizer into the palm of his hand and rubbed it on his sleeve, only to find that the red oil stain was not clean.

Su Xing looked left and right in the mirror, and simply folded the cuffs of the shirt in half, thus covering the dirty place.

In the morning, the school leader called him and told him to go to school as soon as possible. He said he didn't have time, so he should go in the afternoon.

Su Xing saw that the time was almost up. He planned to take the bus there, and if it was fast, he would come back early. What if Su Hong's condition suddenly improved in the afternoon and he came out of the ICU?

He got on the bus and put in a one-dollar coin. The master said that the air-conditioned car would cost two yuan. Su Xing didn't have much change, so a little girl swiped his student card for him.

Su Xing smiled at her and said thank you. The little girl's face turned red, she stepped on her canvas shoes and sat in the back row, hiding behind the back of the front seat to watch Su Xing secretly.

The principal's office was full of people, all the senior party leaders that Su Xing knew came, and there were a few senior officials who sat on the leather sofa and stared at him seriously.

Su Xing knocked on the door and nodded to the people in the office.

The vice-principal picked up a document and threw it at him. The A4 paper was scattered all over the floor. Su Xing lowered his head and glanced at it. It was all his student files for the past few years, as well as the fake medical examination report he went to a small clinic every year.

A group of people pointed at his nose and muttered something, but Su Xing couldn't hear a single word, all he could think about was hurry up.

Can you stop talking, hurry up, hurry up!

His attitude can't be said to be bad, he didn't make excuses, he didn't cry, he was very calm, almost answering every question.

"Do you know that you are an Omega?"

"Ah."

"Are you deliberately lying about your gender?"

"Yes."

"Your behavior is a serious deception! The nature is very bad! If something happens, have you thought about how much it will affect the school?"

"Ah."

"Why are you doing this?"

Hearing this question, Su Xing slowly raised his head. He hadn't slept well for several days, and his eye sockets were covered with bloodshot eyes.

He moved his fingers and finally gave an answer other than "um" and "yes": "Because I still have to live."

There was a moment of silence in the office, and soon it boiled again.

Su Xing stood by the door, the hot air outside the door steamed his back, and the vertical air conditioner with strong wind was placed in front, and the cold wind slapped his face.

His body was hot and cold, his mouth was dry, and there was a thin rustle of electricity in his ears.

He only heard a few words, such as "serious violation of discipline", "moral stain", "expulsion from school" and so on. The principal took a document and asked him to sign, but he didn't even look at it, and took a fountain pen to write his own words. name, then looked around and asked, "Can I go?"

Coming out of the administrative building, Su Xing strolled around the playground slowly. He didn't feel reluctant to part with the sandpit, horizontal bar, track, and flower garden. "Losing" was already a normal state for him.

He wandered to the teaching building again, went up to the third floor, and found Class [-] and [-] of Senior High School.

Su Xing stood at the back door and looked in. His class was in history class.The electric fan was humming, and He Chi was sitting in the back row. He was sleeping on the table, his neck covered with fine sweat.

Su Xing couldn't help but smile, as expected he didn't listen to the class well.

His direction was against the light, and the scorching sun shone into the classroom from behind him, and He Chi was shrouded in a bright white light.

Su Xing remembered that one evening, he was also like this, hiding by the door and peeking at He Chi. That day, the dim light of the setting sun hit his side face, and the dust floating in the air tightly surrounded him.

Su Xing felt that he was also a speck in the dust, just looking at He Chi made his heart flutter.

No matter how long we've been together, as long as we see him, our hearts are still moved.

Feelings of reluctance and nostalgia welled up in his chest belatedly. The bunker was the bunker where he and He Chi had rolled together, the horizontal bar was the horizontal bar where He Chi showed off his strong arm muscles to him, and the track was He Chi After running the 3000 meters, the runway where he hugged the man and the flower garden was the one where He Chi secretly folded a little daisy and insisted on sticking it behind his ear...

Su Xing reached out his hand to catch He Chi in the light, but his fingertips touched the metal window frame, causing him to shake his fingers.

He Chi was still sleeping. He hated politics the most, and every sleep was a lesson.

Su Xing watched quietly for a while, then turned and left.