Da Deyun

Mr. and Mrs. Da on the side of Shengjing don't have such a leisurely and joyful appearance.

It’s not that the child has never been out of the house, more than ten days is not too much; it’s just that if he goes out at this step, it doesn’t mean that he will never come back.

Mr. Da didn't say anything to his wife, and he didn't mention anything about the child's departure from Beijing; the strange thing is, his wife didn't ask, and there was nothing wrong between the two of them as usual.

It's just that he can't sleep, the food is tasteless, and the look of frowning is hard to pretend.

The teacher sat in the study and read a book, his eyes stopped on a page and he hadn't moved for more than half an hour.

The movement of the madam pushing the door of the study was not small, but he was "preoccupied" and didn't notice it.Madam approached the inner room, walked around the table, stood beside him and sighed softly.

The reflection on the book deepened, Mr. Da lost his mind, raised his head and found his wife next to him; seeing her frowning.It is rare to have suffering.

"What's wrong?" The corner of the gentleman's mouth twitched slightly, he pulled his wife to sit down, and said, "Why don't you go to rest first?"

It was late at night, and she always valued sleep. If she didn't get enough sleep for a day, she would be mentally tired and feel sleepy.

"You didn't sleep either." Madam said with a smile, but there was no energy in her tone.

The husband pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, not knowing how to respond, the two sat silently; he didn't want to say anything at all, he was afraid that she would worry and he didn't want her to feel sad.

Madam sighed, and said, "Since you... have let Dalin go, trust him."

Mr. looked up. .Facing Mrs. Madam's gaze, there was some blurred vision: "You know..."

"My child, can you still hide it from me?" Madame laughed, as if joking that he underestimated herself; then the smile on her mouth faded slowly, and she looked vaguely recalling something, and said: "Back then he came from Jialing Pass. When I came back, I was as depressed as if I had lost my soul, and I kept talking about Zaier in my sleep, I knew this day would come sooner or later."

The husband looked at her and said, "You also think I'm wrong?"

Madam smiled: "If you're wrong, I won't come to see you! It's midnight, don't sleep."

After all, they are husband and wife for many years, and they talked to the bottom of their hearts at once, which amused Mr.

The lady continued: "At that time, the children were too young. Now that they grow up, let them decide for themselves."

The gentleman lowered his eyes and remained silent.

"Didn't you let Zai'er leave Shengjing at that time, because you were worried that Dalin's ignorance would harm them?" Madam An Ran smiled, although she was a little helpless, but more understanding, and said: "But so many things happened. Is it not enough? They are not sensible, but we don’t believe it; on the Lantern Festival, when the cubs fell into the water, Dalin’s appearance told us that it was not the thorns in your mouth that hurt them, but us. .”

It's us, it's us who killed the child.

It's us who are self righteous and want to force them onto the so-called correct and safe path.

For children, we are more hurtful and heart-piercing than those "thorns".

The gentleman finally raised his head, took a deep breath, and smiled at his wife. ——It was only then that I realized that I was not here to speak for the children, but to persuade him to feel relieved.

Seeing his expression, Madam felt relieved; she patted Mr.'s hand and said: "It's nothing, they are all our children, and we can be together for the rest of our lives."

"Mm." The gentleman didn't say much, he just held his wife's hand with a smile.

Mr. is a learned man, writing articles and discussing principles are top-notch, and there is no student in the world who does not admire him.But sometimes the difficulties in this person's heart cannot be clearly explained by ancient books and classics.

Where is the love for the child, just love you.

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The greatest advantage of people is that they have feelings. Many things that cannot be explained clearly are not worth mentioning in feelings.

For example, Yang Jiu resolutely went to the northwest;

Just like when the young master wore a cloak of snow to Jialing;

Just like when Tao Yang called his name in the depths of the bamboo forest;

Another example is that Lao Qin is now willing to try the decoction.

They are all the same young and ignorant, desperate, but they are also sincere and straightforward, and live according to their heart.

Many were also once teenagers.I once sent youth with enthusiasm, but not everyone can be cherished and not let down, let alone everyone has the luck to embrace a loved one.

Some people don't have to wait for you to turn around, just walk away.

Thinking about the cup of hangover tea that the hall master offered to Yunyan in the past, this is the most authentic appearance.Some people come into your life just to buy you a cup of tea, but you cry and laugh because of this cup of tea.

You come alone and you have to go alone, and the terrible thing is that the return journey does not fill you with the same joy as the way you came.

I hope that your heart is like my heart, and I will definitely live up to my lovesickness.

It's a pity that you don't know my heart, and you are alone in unrequited love.

That day. .Qin Xiaoxian was dressed in black, with broken hair hanging down his temples, a pale but handsome appearance, which Yuxi always remembered.

And he had red eyes, smiled, tilted his head and said to her: "It didn't hurt as much as when I saw you that night."

It was supposed to make people happy, but she cried for a long time, not like the calm and airy appearance in the past.

Where is there any calmness, unspoken decency, it's not that someone has done enough, it's just because it's not that person.

"Some people are like a piece of bluestone, but if you like it, the bluestone becomes radiant."

Qin Xiaoxian held her face, and rubbed the corners of her lips with his fingertips; the tears all over his face were so distressing, and the corners of his lips were biting blood, how painful it was.

Yuxi took a step forward, and buried her small face in his chest. .Wrapping his hands around his waist, he said: "From now on, pick tung flowers for me every day, okay?"

If you are not here, the tung flowers will not be fragrant.

"Okay." He agreed, but pulled her arms away with both hands, feeling so sad that he wanted to cry.

Yuxi looked at him.

"You never owe me anything." He said it with sincerity, and the bitterness in his heart spread bit by bit: "You don't have to do anything, I am willing."

I like you, not to make you feel sorry for me.

Yuxi froze on the spot, as if she didn't expect that her joke about liking others became a wound in his heart.

She was flustered, she was at a loss, she wanted to explain, but in the end she blocked her throat in the wry smile in front of her eyes.

"Go, Brother Meng is in Qitang." He said.

If it weren't for his red eyes and the uncontrollable frown between his brows, Yuxi would have believed his gentle smile like jade.

Her heart throbbed with pain, she subconsciously bit the corner of her lips again, and looked at the big fool in front of her who was as bright as a bright star, as bright as a bright moon, but always underestimated himself and looked at himself with pity.

You are obviously fine, why don't you believe in yourself.

Biting the bloody lip again, the mouth bleeds.He hurriedly raised his hand to wipe it away, holding that little face, coaxing her to let go over and over again.

This injury, it's not me that hurts, it's clearly him.

Yuxi turned her head to one side, turned her face away, and knocked down his flustered hand; stepped forward, grabbed his skirt, stepped forward, and kissed him.

Qin Xiaoxian's whole body froze, unable to move like the paulownia wood, what he saw when he lowered his eyes was her tearful eyelashes trembling under his eyes.

The smell of blood permeated between the lips and teeth of the two, slightly bitter but very sweet.

After a long while, she opened her eyes, her red lips leaned together, she moved away slightly, pressed against his nose, and said softly: "I like you, always have, never changed."

For a person who has been alone for a long time, the answer is always more important than the explanation.

Feeling her breath hitting the corner of his lips, and her voice hitting his heart, he closed his eyes and tried to wake himself up.

As soon as he raised his hand, he put it around her waist, and hugged her legs off the ground, just as his lips and teeth met.

What reason do you want? Does reason have the fragrance of tung flowers?

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It's not that I belittle myself, it's just that I don't believe in myself when I meet you. ~.