[His Royal Highness the Prince of Songs] Thank you for the world you gave me

After leaving, Xingwu didn't go home directly, but came to the restaurant that also served afternoon tea that he became more and more familiar with recently.The restaurant is run by an old couple and is located on a street that is neither noisy nor secluded.Xingwu discovered this place about two and a half years ago, when he fled from the hospital that time, when he came back to his senses, he was already at the door of this store.By coincidence, she pushed the door and went in without having fully organized her thoughts, but she had a rare cold face, without even a trace of a smile on her face.

After ordering a cup of American black coffee, Xingwu sat in the hidden seat by the window farthest from the door.Yes, she has always known that it is a miracle that she can live so freely, and it is also a miracle to be reborn with memories, so she thanked the gods of this world and thanked them for their gifts, even though it might just be a boring game between gods, even if humans In front of them, she might just be an ant-like existence, but she still thanked them.She never expected to live long, but she was declared dead at the age of 14. In her previous life, she was just a student who did not walk out of the ivory tower called a school. She had never experienced anything. No matter how mature she was, she could mature to what extent?No matter how much construction has been done in my heart, it will still be difficult to accept this news for a while, right?

What Xingwu inadvertently saw in the hospital was a discussion about her condition between the dean and a foreign friend who was probably a friend. She couldn't understand all of it, but she could understand it roughly with the help of the Internet.The first half was no different from what she knew before, but the latter was something she had never heard of. What is "comprehensive organ failure"?What is "In the best case, she won't live to be 20 years old"?Can she act as if she doesn't understand?Can't.Even if her mother never showed it, even if her mother promised her that she would not blame herself, she knew that it was just her mother hiding them from her. If she died like this, her mother would definitely not be the first to accept it.So she has to be stronger, and she has to find a way to minimize the damage.However, I can't help but still feel resentful, why me?No, I can’t think like this, I’m already very happy, I’m a person like me who doesn’t know how to be blessed, right?What I have always seen is the beauty of this world, shouldn't I also be exposed to some misfortunes in order to restore my peace?

Looking out of the window, what Xingwu saw was a begging figure.

Am I much happier than him?I have food and drink, have time to do what I like, have someone to take care of me when I am sick, and have someone who cares about me. I am really happy.My previous thoughts were so wrong, and the thought of comparing myself to less fortunate people was so despicable.Look at the people in a hurry on the street, who doesn't have their own troubles?It's just that everyone knows what is the most important thing and what should be taken to heart.There is no need to think too much. Every section of this city has its own happiness and misfortune, and has its own story. Maybe just this kind of observation is enough?Xingwu let out a long breath, as if she wanted to expel all the turbidity in her heart, she picked up the coffee and took a sip, didn't she want black coffee?Why is it sweet?

She looked at the shopkeeper sitting behind the counter, and the old lady just smiled lovingly at her.

Xingwu lowered her eyes, how lucky she is, even if she meets by chance, she can still meet someone who cares about strangers.

From then on, Xingwu would go to that store and sit there when she had time, sometimes turning her head to look at the people outside the window, sometimes thinking about her own thoughts quietly, and sometimes taking the unfinished score to think .But knowing what the old lady was thinking, she never ordered bitter black coffee again.She also didn't say anything else to the two old people in the store, because she didn't want to be grateful, because she couldn't afford it.

After deciding to act separately from Huo as much as possible, the younger sister doesn't need her to take care of her when she is in school, and she has a lot of time to come here to think about things quietly.Because no one knew her, even if the old people showed kindness to her, but she never said anything to them, so here, she doesn't need to be full of gratitude, right?She doesn't need to be so optimistic, does she?Therefore, Xingwu who came here didn't have the usual smile on his face. As long as he is a person, he must be in a low mood. It's always okay not to smile, right?But when she doesn't smile, it doesn't mean she must be in a bad mood, she just doesn't want to laugh.

I habitually sat down where I usually sit, and ordered a cup of cappuccino.As time passed, he tilted his head to look at Xingwu outside the window and suddenly felt a dissatisfied gaze staring at him.Xingwu turned his head to look at the person who had already stood by his table, um, the man, he looked familiar, but he didn't recognize him.

"Hey, since you've come here, I can sign for you, but don't come here again in the future."

"?" Xingwu was confused, signed?Chased here?Still, "Why can't I come here?"

The person standing seemed a little annoyed: "Didn't you just want me to sign? You even sat in my seat. Your behavior has already troubled people, don't show up again." As soon as he entered the door, he saw the old lady kept He kept looking here, this was his seat all the time, he didn't expect these girls to find this place and sit there as a matter of course.

"Ranmaru, you made a mistake. This girl has always been sitting here, but you have never been here together before." Seeing that the boy seemed to have misunderstood, the old woman hurried over to smooth things over.I have never seen that girl smile, but the mood is indeed not as bad as the first time I came here, and I can't let Ranmaru scare people away.

"Lanwan?" Xingwu squeezed his chin with his right hand, and said the name slowly, "Signature? Oh!" Xingwu clenched his right hand into a fist and tapped it on his outstretched left hand, as if he suddenly realized, "You are the one Popular idol Kurosaki Ranmaru! I wonder why he looks so familiar." By the way, he is also from Saotome's office, so should I call him senior?But meeting me like this in this place, and the fact that I know the boss very well, will it cause me trouble?How about I just pretend I'm not Tianyangxingwu?Anyway, there are so many people in the same office, so they might not meet each other, right?Xingwu began to struggle.At this time, Hoshigiri had already forgotten all the plots that she remembered clearly before entering Saotome. In fact, when she was still in school, because of other distractions, the plots had begun to be lost.When I met Kurosaki Ranmaru now, I didn't think that he would be the senior who was in charge of instructing ST☆RISH in the intensive course.

When Xingwu was tangled, Kurosaki Ranmaru was a little embarrassed to hear what the old lady said, and blamed himself for not being clear about it, so he casually accused him, wondering if it would bring trouble to the grandmother and the others?Kurosaki Ranmaru was seriously thinking about the need for an apology.

Seeing that the matter was clarified and the two of them didn't quarrel, the old grandma let the two children be alone at ease, and went back behind the counter leisurely.

When Hoshigiri decided to just treat Kurosaki Ranmaru as an ordinary idol, Ranmaru unexpectedly apologized to her.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault for accusing you without knowing the facts. As compensation, I'll buy you a cup of coffee." Although there was still some contempt in his tone, he was indeed apologizing.

Hey, didn't everyone say that Kurosaki Ranmaru is a serious, indifferent and difficult person who is somewhat arrogant?Is this person who will apologize and admit that he was impulsive really that Kurosaki Ranmaru?

"Senior, you are serious. Since it is your position, I will leave immediately." Xingwu spoke subconsciously, and when she realized it, she had no way to take back her words.In fact, it's nothing, isn't it that Kurosaki Ranmaru is serious, indifferent, difficult to get along with and a little arrogant?Even if he knew something, he wouldn't talk nonsense, or he didn't notice that she called him senior at all, well, that's it.No problem at all.While doing self-suggestion, Xingwu put down the appropriate amount of money and got up to leave.

"Senior?" Ranmaru looked at the person standing up in front of him, and asked curiously, "Could it be that you are from the Saotome Office?" If you were from the same school before, you should be called "Senior", and "Senior" should only be called after work Some titles.

"Yes, but I'm just a newcomer who has just joined." So you don't need to worry about things like me. go.

Kurosaki Ranmaru didn't stop him, but when he saw his senior, he was so eager to leave, it was very suspicious, as if he was hiding something.He put away the cups and money on the table, and went to chat with the old woman sitting behind the counter.Recently, he has been making announcements. If the president hadn't assigned them a guiding task, he might not have time to visit the elderly couple who took good care of him during his most difficult time.

"Grandma, do you care about that girl just now?" Seeing that the old grandma was still thinking about something, Heisaki couldn't help asking.

"Well, I'm a little concerned. I always feel that when I saw her for the first time, she was a bit like you in the past." The old grandma fell into memories.

Kurosaki snorted at this, and the girl seemed to be a person who didn't have any major troubles, and even if something went wrong, she was just moaning about it.After all, grandma is getting old, not only loves to worry, but also overflows with sympathy: "Grandma, you think too much, I don't know what she is usually like, but look at the tip she left today than the coffee she ordered There are so many prices, how can such a person who spends a lot and doesn't know how to be frugal have such troubles."

The old grandma smiled and touched Heisaki who was sitting next to her: "I was so impressed when she first came here, the feeling of being alone and at a loss and the first time I saw you You are still too young, I have been watching people all my life, so I am sure of this. And I can also feel that her mood has become much calmer recently, which should be from two From the time she entered our store for the first time years ago to now, she must have figured out some things that bothered her before. Ranmaru, you are much older than that child, you have to learn to relax yourself, Don't push yourself too hard. Me and your grandpa will feel bad."

"I didn't force myself, you don't have to worry."

"By the way, Ranmaru, do you know that girl?"

"I don't know each other, but she said that we should be colleagues in a firm. She should be a junior."

The old grandma raised her left hand and gently patted the hand that Lanwan was holding her right hand: "If you meet her in the future, if you can, try to take care of her as much as possible, that child, I have never seen her smile, alas."

Although he was not very willing, Kurosaki still complied.

The author has something to say:

Well, I always feel like the Holy Mother after writing it, ORZ, in fact, Meng Yu just wanted to talk about this attitude towards life... Well, well, the Holy Mother is the Holy Mother, there will always be some people who I don’t want to let Ta is sad, so there are some things that really can only be complained to after the past.It was a mess, Meng Yu didn't know what to say anymore, it was Jiang Zi. . .