[His Royal Highness the Prince of Songs] Thank you for the world you gave me

Star Mist:

Are you ok?

It's been two full years since you left without saying goodbye.Although I knew that your departure was only a matter of those few days, I still had hope at that time, hoping that you could leave after the appraisal and give us a few more days to get along well.However, when you told me that you would not go backstage, I knew it was time for you to leave, because you are really not good at lying, maybe you don't want to lie to me, right?From the song you gave me, I understand your mood, from the sad farewell at the beginning, to the hope in the later version, I don’t know what changed your mind, but I know, the later one , should be the real you.May you leave after listening to the song I sang for you that day, I want to give you the same feeling back.It is said that leaving is for a better meeting. I hope that our parting will make people look forward to seeing you again. Therefore, I knew that you would leave, but I did not stop it.It was because of thinking of you that I was able to sing so touchingly that day, right?

I remember that at the end of the game, because I didn't see you, even Sanye and the others came to the intensive training dormitory with us.When a large group of people like us flooded into the living room happily, without the congratulations they thought, Anzi was very unhappy at the time, muttering that you have been missing, and thought you were preparing a celebration ceremony for everyone, but there was no one, and then slammed I went upstairs and went to your room to find you.At that time, I was looking forward to hearing Anzi's voice scolding you, so I just stood there and looked at the stairs she had just walked down.After a while, An Zi came down, alone.I hope I'm not alone, so I walked into the crowd, forced myself to sit on the sofa, then took out my phone and swiped again, I believe, even if you leave, it won't be a word Just leave.Unfortunately, there are no newsletters.

Everyone is sorry for your absence, but no one thinks much about it, except me.Maybe it was because my smile was too forced. When the crowd dispersed, Ren Jinguji asked me what happened in private. I didn't tell him, but I just said that I was too tired.Before going back to the room, I couldn't help but walk around your door. Standing at the door, knowing that there was no one inside, I still knocked on the door, but naturally there was no response.

Going back to my own room, because the competition was over, Gang couldn't wait to move back.Lying alone in an empty room, I suddenly thought of what he said when I first met Cecil, "Things you want to hide will no longer have a chance to be spoken." It turned out that the ending had already happened so early. Is it finished?Staring at the ceiling and emptying myself, I tell myself this is not what you want to see, but I allow myself to indulge once.Ultimately, a sleepless night.

It was the knock on the door that brought back the thoughts that I didn't know where I went. Tianyin's eyes were red, she must be crying, she told me that you left this city and this country yesterday, it was Anzi who didn't Notice the letter you left on the table.She said, you told everyone in your letter that you sneaked away alone, you went abroad for advanced studies, and you were waiting for us abroad.She said, you know that you are too much, so because you don't want to disturb everyone's mood of the game, you chose to leave a letter and wait for others to find out.She said that as soon as Zuomi saw the letter, she was very angry and sent messages to all your communication methods, but the phone was turned off and the message was not read.She talked a lot and showed me the letter.

You are so stupid that you can't even tell a lie.Studying, traveling, medical treatment, in order to leave, you gave many different excuses.You see, when everyone meets, things go down the drain, right?I know that you left for medical treatment, but I won't tell others, you don't want others to worry about you, do you?Of course I'm on your side.When they said that you were contradicting yourself, I smiled and told them that you like to do multiple things with one stroke the most. You must be traveling around in the name of further study, and you don’t want to stimulate the bitter working crowd. The study was replaced by penance.Someone suddenly realized that you were not mean enough.Someone stared at me suspiciously.I just smile.

Not long after the evaluation ended, our intensive course also ended. I thought this was the end, but the day before the end of the course, Tianyin received your letter.She generously shared the content of the letter with everyone who cared about you. You said that you have successfully arrived in other countries' territories; you said that you had a good time abroad; Things are bundled, you chose to give up modern and convenient communication tools, and use the most primitive letter communication; you said, don't worry about you, and don't need to reply to you, because you don't know how long you will stay there.You just exposed my lie unconsciously, but I can only smile.

Soon, An Zi created a group and pulled everyone into it. I hope that if everyone receives your letter, they will tell others. It is not necessary to share the content, but they must know your safety and location.You must have wondered when I had such a good relationship with Tianyin and the others, and you started calling them by their first names, right?It's because of this group, it's because of you.

After we parted, I bought a large map of the world and hung it on the wall of my bedroom at home.Every time they say, where are you, I will take a thumbtack to mark it, I want to record the footprints in your letter, maybe you really walked, maybe you dreamed, I hope I have this in the future When you are able, follow your footsteps and hold my concert.After all, you have always been my guide.

In the first year you left, what I know is that you sent back nine letters from three places, your parents, Mai, Mato, Sami, Amane, Yasuko, Tokiya and me.I am very glad to receive your letter. I have carefully identified it and confirmed that it is your own handwriting.In the letter, you said that you would miss love, you said that you would be tired, you said that you would not adapt to the climate, but you have been emphasizing, intentionally or unintentionally, that the world is too big and the scenery is too beautiful, you don’t want to leave, and sometimes even I almost forgot to write the letter.Zuomi said that when you come back, she must have a "heart-to-heart talk" with you.

In the second year after you left, we only received four letters from you, your parents, Zomi and Tianyin.Because today happened to be the beginning of the third year, An Zi complained in the group that you forgot about her, that you didn't value her, that after you came back, I would "get along" with you for a while, so that you would seriously remember her She never dared to ignore her again.

From Manto, we see the sketches you send home by season.In the portrait, you seem to be full of energy, with a sunny smile, and you always ask the painter to paint the local landmarks behind you, as if you are afraid that others will not know where you are.They said that you are really annoying, knowing that they must be super busy as idols, they still didn't forget to show them like this.I flipped through the chat history and saved the photos of your sketches, but there was a trace of not so gratifying thoughts secretly growing in my heart.

In the second year after you left, the firm assigned the retrained husband to me as the exclusive composer, and I accepted.Don't worry, I will live a good life, work hard, and continue our unfulfilled dreams just like you expected.Hope we can meet again at the end of your journey.Then, I want to hear you tell me that you've been watching me grow in other places.I want to hear you tell me you're happy with me.

Ok, that's all for today, Gon got me a chance to represent my country, I'm off to practice, trust me, you'll be able to see me on TV in other countries soon, I promise.

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