[Comprehensive] Why am I not dead yet?

As time goes by, the date of entrance examination for Xiongying High School is getting closer and closer.

Lian Su himself has no real feeling. Izuku Lvgu has been following All Might for a longer and longer time recently. Although Yinzi Lvgu is a little bit worried, he didn't take it too seriously when Lian Su helped cover up before. superior;

As for Sesseiin Kiara, what she needs to prepare for recently is the final exam and various matters related to her promotion to the second grade. Generally speaking, she has nothing to do.

It's just that, facing the entrance exam of Xiongying High School soon, Young Jill seems a little eager to try.

"——Susu, Susu~Susu~" The beautiful young man with a beautiful face circled around Lian Su and coquettishly said, "That heroic one, I want to go too, why don't you sign up for me so I can take the exam too."

Lian Su glanced at him inexplicably: "What are you doing there? Shouldn't you be angry because a group of ordinary people call themselves heroes and take this title as a profession?"

"Oh, that's what I'll do when I'm an adult, and I'm not so cruel and unreasonable now." Young Jill said while tugging at her sleeve with a smile, "The problems of this era have been solved in this year. I understand it almost, and I won’t be angry, but I want to get closer to you because of this rare opportunity..."

As if he didn't see Xiao Ku sitting on Lian Su's shoulder, as soon as he lowered his voice, the originally cheerful and refreshing boyish tone was immediately stained with grievance and uneasiness: "What do I think about that matter as an adult?" I don't know, do I not care or do I take it for granted?

Yeah, after all, as you said, I have disappeared along with the repaired singularity, and the 'Gilgamesh' of pan-human history will probably not be able to empathize with you like you said... But the current one My words, but every time I think about it, I feel scared. "

"That thing? What?"

Lian Su didn't react for a while.

Young Jill narrowed his eyes, and his tone was slightly dissatisfied: "It means that you blew up the spiritual base for that 'me', how can you forget such things casually."

He deliberately emphasized the accent on the spirit foundation, and as expected, he stopped suddenly when he saw Xiao Ku's tail that was swaying back and forth sitting on Lian Su's shoulder.

"……what."

The movement of Lian Su's hands paused, and he uttered a short monosyllable.

"It's about that."

The other two in the room were waiting for her response.

Young Jill followed her here and paused for a moment, licking his sharp canine teeth with the tip of his tongue.

"...This reaction is so cold, Susu, don't tell me you don't care about that matter anymore, if that happens, I will be angry even for this." Young Jill complained half-truthfully.

"Well, it's probably because I don't know how to react."

She replied calmly, most of her attention was still on the work in her hands.

Before Kiara casually said that she wanted to eat something sweet but didn’t know what to eat, so she came up with the idea of ​​making sweet-scented osmanthus flowers into a bowl of sweet-scented osmanthus rice balls.

Lian Su had a glass bowl, dried osmanthus, honey and white sugar by his hand.

Put dried flowers on the bottom, sprinkle sugar on it in a thick layer, then spread sweet-scented osmanthus, sugar in turn, and finally pour honey, and put it aside for more than three hours, until the honey is soaked, the sugar loses its dry whiteness, and the sweet-scented osmanthus is completely soaked in honey Stick together to form a sweet and dense mass.

When she said this, she poured the remaining half of the bottle of honey into the pot to heat it, then poured the dried osmanthus fragrans mixed with white sugar in a bowl into the pot, and heated it slowly over low heat.

Sticky bubbles slowly popped up in the pot, and Lian Su stood in front of the pot holding a wooden spatula and stirred the boiled things evenly little by little, until the sugar was completely melted.

The sweet and warm fragrance gradually spread in the kitchen, and even the air in the breath was surrounded by the soft sweetness. Lian Su slowly poured the sweet-scented osmanthus boiled in the pot into the previously prepared jar , which answered Young Jill's previous question.

"Strictly speaking, it can't be said that I don't care."

She fastened the cap of the bottle, then turned to look at Young Jill, and said calmly.

"It's just that I have been acting purely based on my own preferences since a long time ago, and I made the first decision when everyone hadn't reacted. Of course, this is a bad bad habit. The bad results are not just explosions. It's just the matter of destroying the spirit base... so it's not so much 'not caring', it's better to say that it's my own business from the beginning to the end;

I prepared for the worst from the beginning of my preparations. I disobeyed the most arrogant king and faced the most terrifying enemy. Even if I worked hard to the last step, all traces would disappear with the world disappear.

From the very beginning, I never imagined how the king would respond to my actions, and I never expected anyone to remember it at the end; the one on the Heroic Throne is willing to put in the effort to remember, and I would like to be grateful. I don't know if I don't care, and I won't feel lost or angry... The so-called don't care, that's what it means. "

Hearing this answer, Young Jill couldn't help but widen his eyes.

Ah, in this way, doesn't it seem that he is the one who makes trouble for no reason?

After a few seconds, he couldn't help laughing.

"...Alas, this answer is really unexpected, and I don't know who cultivated such a bad and willful bad habit for you."

The young man scratched his head, with a troubled expression on his face: "What you're saying is that I'm the thief who used the memory of 'others'... the memory of 'I' who used another singularity that should have disappeared, Then I used this memory to find you who only remembered that 'me'."

"If you hadn't said that, I wouldn't have refuted it; in my opinion, what you are doing at the moment is more like trying to play your own game with someone else's clearance archive strategy. In theory, you can get through it, but the archive and Raiders are not yours either."

Lian Su actually nodded accordingly.

"..."

Young Jill paused and narrowed his eyes.

"It's because I've indulged you too much. You seem to be getting bolder recently."

Hearing this, Lian Su raised her head pretending to be thinking, then lowered her head expressionlessly, and answered.

"strictly speaking--"

She lengthened the ending and paused for a while before adding the second half of the sentence.

"Even the god Tiamat dared to fight me, I have always been very courageous."

The boy curled his lips, his face full of displeasure: "But that one is obviously Gilgamesh too! Isn't it me too!"

Ke Liansu's expression didn't change.

"Young king, have I said this before?——I am willing to admit my heart, but I only admit to that one Gilgamesh."

He suddenly grabbed Lian Su's wrist, pulled her arm and forced her to bend down and look at him, and his originally peaceful voice was also raised a lot, because of some inexplicable anger and unspeakable jealousy that had been suppressed for too long, The clear and clean voice of the young man has also become full of anger at this moment, faintly bringing out the extremely frightening sense of terror and oppression that can only be seen in adults:

"—You bastard woman, let me take a closer look at you!"

Those scarlet eyes stared directly at Lian Su,

"I am also Gilgamesh, the same as the one you knew at the singularity, the real Gilgamesh, who even clearly recorded your traces in my epic in the pan-human history! "

His voice was almost roaring, but he still remembered to suppress his anger so that it would not be too much. When he was the most angry, he just suppressed his voice and gnashed his teeth at Lian Su: "But the traces of the singularity are not only you Does anyone remember!? Chaldea? Do you count on those heroic spirits who carried the will of the mother god? In the end, you can’t leave any traces at all, and in the end, you don’t even want to admit that my memory is real!?”

——At this time, a hand stretched out from above Lian Su's shoulder, and pinched the boy's white and clean wrist. Young Jill looked over with a cold face, and met the cold and dark red eyes of the mad king: "Even if you are the king she was willing to serve to, don't go too far this time."

The young man laughed back in anger, and the golden ripples of the king's treasure house slowly spread behind his back: "...a mere defective product squeezed out of the Holy Grail..."

Lian Su tilted her head at this moment, her expression seemed a little puzzled.

"...It's so strange, this attitude."

The two turned their heads at the same time, and their movements stopped.

She blinked, and asked Gilgamesh back: "According to what I know about Gilgamesh in the history of pan-humanity, he is such an image of a virtuous king who cares about whether the meritorious deeds of an ordinary courtier will be remembered by future generations." Is it?... What I have done for the King of Heroes in the history of pan-humanity should not be able to move that king to such an extent... No, it would be better to say "the King of Heroes will be moved" or something, this description itself is a bit question."

Lian Su paused for a moment, and couldn't help adding a little bit of his own thoughts: "According to the style of the King of Heroes, at best he in the pan-human history would think I'm useful, but from a personal point of view, the hero of the pan-human history The king should pay more attention to Enkidu, right? I'm just a servant of the king, and this has not changed even on the side of the singularity.

If the adult King of Heroes really meets me and learns about my ending, he should first react with ridicule and sarcasm, which is more realistic. "

Young Gil: "..."

Mad King: "..."

Should it be said that she knows too much about the King of Heroes so that her evaluation of herself is too pessimistic, or should it be said that this kind of natural attitude makes people so helpless that they can't get angry at all.

Young Jill puffed up her face, raised her finger and pointed at the mad king who transformed back into Xiao Ku and lay on her shoulder with a bang.

"According to your statement, this is obviously a counterfeit! Why are you so kind to him?"

"Ah? You mean Xiaoku?"

Lian Su hugged Xiao Ku from his shoulders, raised his hands to his chest, and shook at Young Jill.

The boy immediately raised his voice: "This is also Cu Chulainn! Why are you treating him so well? Instead, you don't treat me like you should treat King Gilgamesh you know!"

"No no no."

Lian Su immediately denied it, looked at Young Jill very seriously and said: "You are mistaken, if this little Ku is the Cu Chulainn I know, then he was sent back to the Heroic Spirit by me as early as the moment my strength recovered. seat."

Young Jill: "...Eh?" The contrast was too great, and I didn't turn around a bit.

"Because you see..." She raised the corner of her mouth and touched Xiao Ku's head with one free hand, smiling very brightly.

"I don't care about what happened in the past, but that doesn't mean I don't hold grudges~"

From the beginning to the end, Xiao Ku behaved very well and calmly—including when Lian Su said that he would send him back to the Seat of Heroes.

"...But this is Cu Chulainn too?"

"No, no, it's not about whether it's Cu Chulainn, you can't think about it with 'I admit that the Cu Chulainn created by this Holy Grail is also the Cu Chulainn I admit, so I admit that I like Gilgamesh from the singularity You have to follow the logic of Gilgamesh who admitted that I like human history'."

Lian Su shook his head again: "It is true that Maeve made this one, not the Setante I know; as for me, I will also call him Setante, that is a habit left over from the past, don't look at me like that, I didn't change my words purely because I don’t think there is any need to change—but it must be said that there is an essential difference between you and Setant.”

Young Jill squinted his eyes: "...you don't mean to say that the difference between this king and the Celtic Son of Light is that you didn't give birth to this king's child, do you want to try it? The medicine that made the heroic spirit pregnant is not No."

Lian Su was frightened by this sentence and shook her head crazily, and desperately pressed Xiao Ku who was about to run away: "No, no, I never planned to say that!!! Please calm down! Xiao Ku also calm down!! !"

... The young Wang seemed a little disappointed and clicked his tongue.

"I want to say that I hate that Cu Chulainn I know, but this one has nothing to do with that Cu Chulainn at all, and I don't need to implicate the killing intent of that hatred on Xiao Cu."

Lian Su patted Xiao Ku's head, who had finally calmed down, and sighed.

"As for the singularity of Gilgamesh... But that's already in the past, isn't it? As you said, whether it's traces, memories, or that feeling, I'm the only one who remembers all of them. You just Because of the clairvoyance, the relationship has been affected, but to me, they are indeed two completely different individuals."

She smiled helplessly, stood up straight again, and picked up the bag containing candied sweet-scented osmanthus.

"I will not implicate Xiao Ku because of my feelings for Cu Chulainn, nor will I have any unnecessary thoughts about you because of the memory of the singularity; but I am still grateful for your preference."

"That's all for today's talk, Kiara is still waiting for me, let's take a step first—"

The beautiful young man with red eyes watched Lian Su's back as he quickly left after packing up quickly. It was a long time after the sound of closing the door that he lowered his head and let out a light laugh.

The voice gradually became continuous, forming a series of flamboyant and unrestrained laughter.

"So that's it... are you playing tricks with me?"

The boy's voice turned into a deep and magnetic male voice at some point, and Gilgamesh, who had transformed into an adult, slowly walked out of the room.

He just stood there with a grinning grin on his lips.

——It’s okay, if you want to play, I have plenty of time to play with you.

... But I hope she will remember that Wang's patience has always had a limit.

It's up to you to see when those eyes of yours will see and acknowledge the fact that was settled over 4000 years ago.

——that is, the King of Heroes at the singularity closed the world line at the last moment, making the King of Heroes on the side of pan-human history also admit that everything in the singularity is his own future and his own memory.

For the memory of the King of Heroes, it is not after ending his life on the side of pan-human history that he ascended to the Throne of Heroes that he realized the singularity;

Rather, the moment he awakened the [Eye], he discovered the future of the singularity, and because of this relationship, he extended his hand to Lian Su of Panhuman History.