[Comprehensive] Why am I not dead yet?
Chapter 53
The ax of Marduk, the weapon that killed him back then, is now using the power of the Demon God Pillar, using his own body as the final sword furnace, and fusing the last bones to forge the final sword.
After reaching this point, Lian Su should have been considered dead. For the next task, she had to pay the world's restraint force on credit, and exchanged a one-time spirit base from the other party, barely enough to allow her to continue to live. a while.
Ah...it's really a bad habit.I thought I could get rid of it by digging out my heart, but in the end I still planted it once.
She walked out of the forest with her sword in her hand, but just as she stepped out of the forest, a huge shadow appeared in front of Lian Su.
In detail, she has seen this goddess before.When she didn't know anything but it was indeed the first time she reunited with Jin Gu, she hid behind a tree not far away and carefully watched.
But she is definitely not his mother Tiamat, this goddess with snake body and wings from a foreign land curled up like an eagle's sharp claws, standing there looking at her timidly, her eyes full of tangled pain.
"...my child." Her snake tail slapped the ground uneasily, trying to get close to it again and again, but in the end, she just wandered not far away to look at it.
The trembling cry of the goddess really came from the heart, and it was completely a grief-stricken mother's feeling of remorse and pity for the child she had accidentally left behind, but——
"...As expected, you are not her."
Lian Su sighed, even she herself didn't know how sad and helpless her expression looked at the moment.
"But at best, I can only be regarded as the last wreck... So I have no position to reprimand you in this matter, unknown goddess."
The swing of Gorgon's snake tail was getting bigger and bigger. She instinctively felt that what the child was going to say next was something she didn't want to hear at all, but she couldn't bear to cover her ears. Waist stood up and looked at himself with a guilty expression.
"Although it sounds too much to say, but would you mind letting me kill the goddess once? Please don't worry, it's just 'killing' the consciousness that belongs to my mother attached to you."
Gorgon paused, his voice already trembling: "...Are you going to reject me? In this case? I can take you back to my blood temple, as long as those humans are used as sacrifices, it is you Now this kind of injury can also be cured!... So please, don't refuse mom, okay?"
"If I just want to destroy human beings, then I can do it myself, mother... what are you talking about now? What about destroying human beings? I finally found a place to stay, but do you know For me, this is just a dream, no matter which side I stand on, it is still a dream... When I wake up from the dream, I still have nothing."
She is a monster that is not recognized by time, space, history, and human beings. She didn't even have a name at the beginning. A personal gift to her that she has been using until now, that's all.
Why is this world a singularity?
Why are you looking at me now?
The white-haired woman sighed in a low voice, and slowly arched her body as if she couldn't bear the pain, her fingers turned white.
"I've been waiting for you for so long, just expecting you to look at me and recognize my worth...but no, not until death."
She held the hilt of the sword with her backhand, and slowly gathered her five fingers.
"—then I will take my last step for my king, even though he probably never expects so, but please see that in this world is a singularity, whether it is what I do here or his feelings for me For the sake of disappearing... just let me go."
Gorgon didn't move, she waited almost docilely for what was about to happen the next moment, without any intention of stopping it.Lian Su could only bend her eyes and reveal a bitter and helpless smile.
"I don't have any extra energy to fight with you, and if I leave now, I won't catch up to you...so don't you hide?"
Gorgon shook his head... Those eyes were not those of Furies, but those of Tiamat.
At the moment when the sword pierced her heart, the goddess just raised her hand and stroked the top of her head, asking cautiously, "Being stripped of the bones...does it hurt?"
Lian Su was stunned for a moment, then curled up her mouth and nodded, and replied in a hoarse voice.
"...Of course it hurts, Mom."
……ow.
Mom, I'm in so much pain.
The pain was terrific, the pain made me want to cry, the pain made me want to give up my identity as a soldier, and I wanted to roll all over the floor and act coquettishly like a child, but I still tried my best to endure these impulses and try to look up at my mother.
Thinking about it, even comforting her at the last moment: "It's okay, I don't hurt" or something.
——But you didn't look at me, you stared at your enemies, you roared at their disrespect and neglect of you, and cursed the children of these gods for abandoning you who indulged them infinitely.
That despair is more terrifying than any weapon.
Because it is not a single individual, but a collection of sad wishes... That is to say, she has felt the pain of living but not dying more than once.
She worked very hard, and worked very hard to get to the present, but she finally got there and didn't want to leave.
"...Mother, please come and take me home, okay?"
——It was not the goddess with snake body and wings that responded to this sentence, but the strange fluctuations from above the ocean in the distance.
The primordial sea that gave birth to this world is [crying].
Soldiers and other groups of soldiers traveling to and from the Persian Gulf saw a horrific and peculiar sight.
It only takes a moment to be infested with sludge to the black ocean, and the end of the world that can no longer be seen clearly.
- This is the time of destruction.
——This is the time when humanity burns away.
——This is the time when the Creator Goddess wakes up and returns.
Lian Su looked at the goddess Gorgon who had been "killed" by herself as part of the god Tiamat, and with the help of the restraining force, she forcibly returned to the seat of the heroic spirit.She squeezed the hilt of her sword tightly and raised her head towards the sky.
"Guest from a foreign land...please call me by name."
Fujimaru Tachibana in Uruk suddenly opened his eyes wide. For a moment, he didn't even care about Matthew over there. He just jumped up on the spot, turned around and ran towards the king's palace.
...Ah, I can see it.
Located on the side of the palace, it was accidentally mixed with the human spirit foundation, and a knife that was pulled down by Gilgamesh as a symbol of class... Now it happens to be a unique holy relic.Fujimaru Tachibana rushed up to hold the knife, and when she turned around panting, she saw Siduri who was just standing there.
"Are you doing the summoning work, Ms. Fujimaru?"
Fujimaru Tachibana nodded, and Siduri turned sideways to make way: "Then please come with me, and I will take you to the place Wang Yingling summoned before."
The girl clenched the knife in her hand.
will work.
she thinks.
At that moment, I did hear Sister Lian Su's voice——
The master of Chaldea finally stood in front of the altar. The inexplicable excitement and tension seemed to be holding her heart with one hand. As she raised her hand to start her own magic circuit, every beat of her heart It seemed so difficult.
You are under me, entrust my fate to your sword, obey the name of the Holy Grail, if you obey this will and principle, respond——! ! !
The magic circuit that was forcibly transformed and engraved on the girl's body had to endure the oppression that far exceeds that of every heroic spirit summoning. Without the special help of the Chaldean system, it would be inevitable for a girl alone to attempt a summoning of this scale. After paying a considerable price, the magic power was drawn infinitely, and the magic power stored in the body was drained, followed by the coldness and numbness that spread from the fingertips, as if he had lost too much blood, or someone was pulling away. her blood...
But it's still one step away!
"I swear here, I am the one who accomplishes all good deeds in the world, and I am the one who eliminates all evils in the world!!!
Come through the wheel of inhibition, O guardian of the scales! ! ! "
A strong, sharp, blade-like whirlwind roared from around the summoning array, illuminating the world with dazzling brilliance. The girl master instinctively closed her eyes. At this time, a cold hand grasped She hadn't had time to take her hand back.
Gilgamesh rushed in after him, and before he had time to speak, the woman came out from the summoning circle again, her hair was like frost and snow, her white clothes were stained with blood, and she held a golden long sword in her hand.
"Servant, Saber, you came here by summoning. Long time no see, little girl of Chaldea... I crawled back from the underworld."
After she finished saying this, she fell down from the altar and was hugged by Fujimaru Tachibana, then bent her knees and knelt down on the ground beside her, letting the person in her arms Could be more comfortable.
"...Ah, welcome back, Sister Lian Su."
Although Fujimaru Tachibana still said this sentence with a smile on her face, her voice was filled with tears, "How did you make yourself like this?"
"I can't help it. After all, I no longer exist on the Heroic Seat. If I want to come back as soon as possible, I don't have so much strength and I can only use this method. Ah, there is one more thing. The Goddess Three Alliance has collapsed. Quetzal and Nemesis Goddess Gorgon have been sent back to the Seat of Heroes by me, and the rest also promised me to stop messing around."
"Stop talking, now is not the time to talk about this..." Fujimaru Tachibana frantically tried to bandage her up, but found that there was no blood on her body, and even that brilliant and beautiful blond hair had turned into a cold Frosty.
"...Hey, where is your divinity?" This was Gilgamesh's voice, his tone was too calm, and he couldn't hear any joy or anger, but it made people feel a kind of cold coercion that was about to come.
"Take it away." Just after Lian Su finished saying this, she felt her collar tightened, followed by her entire body turned upside down, changing from the soft and lovely girl master who just signed the contract to a hero Wang's muscular arms.
Lian Su who was suddenly hugged by the princess: "..."
There is no such thing as elation or deer bumping. Although she does not deny her feelings for Gilgamesh at the moment, she still prefers soft girls no matter from which point of view.
Lian Su said innocently: "My lord, now I am his servant, please return me."
"You take away the spirit foundation you carved on Uruk as a barrier first." Gilgamesh snorted coldly, but the corners of his mouth evoked an extremely happy smile.
"——This king's determination to protect Uruk has permeated the earth!
Of course, there is another sentence I wanted to say to you before: Lian Su, I am very happy that you have such thoughts for this king. "
The blond king smiled gently at her for the first time, and his eyes were filled with some kind of deep emotion that she had never been able to get or dare to ask for countless times, without concealing it, accompanied by this person's usual arrogance and arrogance, He looked into her eyes frankly.
Lian Su looked up at those scarlet eyes, and was startled suddenly.
Under this shock, Gilgamesh had already left the altar with her in his arms, and Siduri had already left to prepare for Lian Su's laundry. There was no one around for a while, only Matthew hurried to the altar. Next to Tachibana Fujimaru, who was still kneeling over there, looked at her anxiously: "Senior! Are you okay!?...Senior?"
She looked at herself at a loss and didn't speak, let alone speak, just the Master who sat there quietly and shed tears.
Compared with the two monarchs and ministers whose atmosphere was so harmonious that made one's heart ache, Fujimaru Tachibana's reaction was quite strange.
Her eyes were empty, sitting on the spot, Fujimaru Tachibana should be happy, happy, and satisfied: because the picture she was looking forward to finally appeared, the king waited in place and waited for his cherished courtier, and the courtier did not hesitate to go from the most distant The place returned to the king's side.
...But why are you so sad now?
Every word of King Gilgamesh's consolation can make the girl feel pain that does not belong to her.This feeling is not unfamiliar. After signing a number of heroic spirits in Chaldea, in order to maximize the bond between the master and the servant, Fujimaru Tachibana can occasionally feel the deep feelings of the servant in other forms. But that's because the other party's emotions fluctuate to the extreme, and they can only vaguely notice the slightest bit when they are overjoyed and sad.
She helplessly held the arm of the girl next to her, looked at her with a dazed and incomprehensible expression, and cried, "I feel so uncomfortable, it hurts so much, Matthew...I hurt so much."
Fujimaru Tachibana only had a momentary opportunity to peek into the heart of the heroic spirit she had just obtained, but just this moment of influence was enough to make this tough-willed girl master who had experienced many battles cry until she couldn't breathe.
How could anyone bear such endless grief and pain as if nothing had happened, while smiling frankly and calmly at others?
... She has no way to stop at all, even if she has reached this point, even if it is the end of Uruk, even if this is the end of most of these people, only she, only she still wants to open her eyes again. keep going.
That man really loves Gilgamesh.
——But she also knew better than anyone else that this was just a dream she wanted to do desperately.
After reaching this point, Lian Su should have been considered dead. For the next task, she had to pay the world's restraint force on credit, and exchanged a one-time spirit base from the other party, barely enough to allow her to continue to live. a while.
Ah...it's really a bad habit.I thought I could get rid of it by digging out my heart, but in the end I still planted it once.
She walked out of the forest with her sword in her hand, but just as she stepped out of the forest, a huge shadow appeared in front of Lian Su.
In detail, she has seen this goddess before.When she didn't know anything but it was indeed the first time she reunited with Jin Gu, she hid behind a tree not far away and carefully watched.
But she is definitely not his mother Tiamat, this goddess with snake body and wings from a foreign land curled up like an eagle's sharp claws, standing there looking at her timidly, her eyes full of tangled pain.
"...my child." Her snake tail slapped the ground uneasily, trying to get close to it again and again, but in the end, she just wandered not far away to look at it.
The trembling cry of the goddess really came from the heart, and it was completely a grief-stricken mother's feeling of remorse and pity for the child she had accidentally left behind, but——
"...As expected, you are not her."
Lian Su sighed, even she herself didn't know how sad and helpless her expression looked at the moment.
"But at best, I can only be regarded as the last wreck... So I have no position to reprimand you in this matter, unknown goddess."
The swing of Gorgon's snake tail was getting bigger and bigger. She instinctively felt that what the child was going to say next was something she didn't want to hear at all, but she couldn't bear to cover her ears. Waist stood up and looked at himself with a guilty expression.
"Although it sounds too much to say, but would you mind letting me kill the goddess once? Please don't worry, it's just 'killing' the consciousness that belongs to my mother attached to you."
Gorgon paused, his voice already trembling: "...Are you going to reject me? In this case? I can take you back to my blood temple, as long as those humans are used as sacrifices, it is you Now this kind of injury can also be cured!... So please, don't refuse mom, okay?"
"If I just want to destroy human beings, then I can do it myself, mother... what are you talking about now? What about destroying human beings? I finally found a place to stay, but do you know For me, this is just a dream, no matter which side I stand on, it is still a dream... When I wake up from the dream, I still have nothing."
She is a monster that is not recognized by time, space, history, and human beings. She didn't even have a name at the beginning. A personal gift to her that she has been using until now, that's all.
Why is this world a singularity?
Why are you looking at me now?
The white-haired woman sighed in a low voice, and slowly arched her body as if she couldn't bear the pain, her fingers turned white.
"I've been waiting for you for so long, just expecting you to look at me and recognize my worth...but no, not until death."
She held the hilt of the sword with her backhand, and slowly gathered her five fingers.
"—then I will take my last step for my king, even though he probably never expects so, but please see that in this world is a singularity, whether it is what I do here or his feelings for me For the sake of disappearing... just let me go."
Gorgon didn't move, she waited almost docilely for what was about to happen the next moment, without any intention of stopping it.Lian Su could only bend her eyes and reveal a bitter and helpless smile.
"I don't have any extra energy to fight with you, and if I leave now, I won't catch up to you...so don't you hide?"
Gorgon shook his head... Those eyes were not those of Furies, but those of Tiamat.
At the moment when the sword pierced her heart, the goddess just raised her hand and stroked the top of her head, asking cautiously, "Being stripped of the bones...does it hurt?"
Lian Su was stunned for a moment, then curled up her mouth and nodded, and replied in a hoarse voice.
"...Of course it hurts, Mom."
……ow.
Mom, I'm in so much pain.
The pain was terrific, the pain made me want to cry, the pain made me want to give up my identity as a soldier, and I wanted to roll all over the floor and act coquettishly like a child, but I still tried my best to endure these impulses and try to look up at my mother.
Thinking about it, even comforting her at the last moment: "It's okay, I don't hurt" or something.
——But you didn't look at me, you stared at your enemies, you roared at their disrespect and neglect of you, and cursed the children of these gods for abandoning you who indulged them infinitely.
That despair is more terrifying than any weapon.
Because it is not a single individual, but a collection of sad wishes... That is to say, she has felt the pain of living but not dying more than once.
She worked very hard, and worked very hard to get to the present, but she finally got there and didn't want to leave.
"...Mother, please come and take me home, okay?"
——It was not the goddess with snake body and wings that responded to this sentence, but the strange fluctuations from above the ocean in the distance.
The primordial sea that gave birth to this world is [crying].
Soldiers and other groups of soldiers traveling to and from the Persian Gulf saw a horrific and peculiar sight.
It only takes a moment to be infested with sludge to the black ocean, and the end of the world that can no longer be seen clearly.
- This is the time of destruction.
——This is the time when humanity burns away.
——This is the time when the Creator Goddess wakes up and returns.
Lian Su looked at the goddess Gorgon who had been "killed" by herself as part of the god Tiamat, and with the help of the restraining force, she forcibly returned to the seat of the heroic spirit.She squeezed the hilt of her sword tightly and raised her head towards the sky.
"Guest from a foreign land...please call me by name."
Fujimaru Tachibana in Uruk suddenly opened his eyes wide. For a moment, he didn't even care about Matthew over there. He just jumped up on the spot, turned around and ran towards the king's palace.
...Ah, I can see it.
Located on the side of the palace, it was accidentally mixed with the human spirit foundation, and a knife that was pulled down by Gilgamesh as a symbol of class... Now it happens to be a unique holy relic.Fujimaru Tachibana rushed up to hold the knife, and when she turned around panting, she saw Siduri who was just standing there.
"Are you doing the summoning work, Ms. Fujimaru?"
Fujimaru Tachibana nodded, and Siduri turned sideways to make way: "Then please come with me, and I will take you to the place Wang Yingling summoned before."
The girl clenched the knife in her hand.
will work.
she thinks.
At that moment, I did hear Sister Lian Su's voice——
The master of Chaldea finally stood in front of the altar. The inexplicable excitement and tension seemed to be holding her heart with one hand. As she raised her hand to start her own magic circuit, every beat of her heart It seemed so difficult.
You are under me, entrust my fate to your sword, obey the name of the Holy Grail, if you obey this will and principle, respond——! ! !
The magic circuit that was forcibly transformed and engraved on the girl's body had to endure the oppression that far exceeds that of every heroic spirit summoning. Without the special help of the Chaldean system, it would be inevitable for a girl alone to attempt a summoning of this scale. After paying a considerable price, the magic power was drawn infinitely, and the magic power stored in the body was drained, followed by the coldness and numbness that spread from the fingertips, as if he had lost too much blood, or someone was pulling away. her blood...
But it's still one step away!
"I swear here, I am the one who accomplishes all good deeds in the world, and I am the one who eliminates all evils in the world!!!
Come through the wheel of inhibition, O guardian of the scales! ! ! "
A strong, sharp, blade-like whirlwind roared from around the summoning array, illuminating the world with dazzling brilliance. The girl master instinctively closed her eyes. At this time, a cold hand grasped She hadn't had time to take her hand back.
Gilgamesh rushed in after him, and before he had time to speak, the woman came out from the summoning circle again, her hair was like frost and snow, her white clothes were stained with blood, and she held a golden long sword in her hand.
"Servant, Saber, you came here by summoning. Long time no see, little girl of Chaldea... I crawled back from the underworld."
After she finished saying this, she fell down from the altar and was hugged by Fujimaru Tachibana, then bent her knees and knelt down on the ground beside her, letting the person in her arms Could be more comfortable.
"...Ah, welcome back, Sister Lian Su."
Although Fujimaru Tachibana still said this sentence with a smile on her face, her voice was filled with tears, "How did you make yourself like this?"
"I can't help it. After all, I no longer exist on the Heroic Seat. If I want to come back as soon as possible, I don't have so much strength and I can only use this method. Ah, there is one more thing. The Goddess Three Alliance has collapsed. Quetzal and Nemesis Goddess Gorgon have been sent back to the Seat of Heroes by me, and the rest also promised me to stop messing around."
"Stop talking, now is not the time to talk about this..." Fujimaru Tachibana frantically tried to bandage her up, but found that there was no blood on her body, and even that brilliant and beautiful blond hair had turned into a cold Frosty.
"...Hey, where is your divinity?" This was Gilgamesh's voice, his tone was too calm, and he couldn't hear any joy or anger, but it made people feel a kind of cold coercion that was about to come.
"Take it away." Just after Lian Su finished saying this, she felt her collar tightened, followed by her entire body turned upside down, changing from the soft and lovely girl master who just signed the contract to a hero Wang's muscular arms.
Lian Su who was suddenly hugged by the princess: "..."
There is no such thing as elation or deer bumping. Although she does not deny her feelings for Gilgamesh at the moment, she still prefers soft girls no matter from which point of view.
Lian Su said innocently: "My lord, now I am his servant, please return me."
"You take away the spirit foundation you carved on Uruk as a barrier first." Gilgamesh snorted coldly, but the corners of his mouth evoked an extremely happy smile.
"——This king's determination to protect Uruk has permeated the earth!
Of course, there is another sentence I wanted to say to you before: Lian Su, I am very happy that you have such thoughts for this king. "
The blond king smiled gently at her for the first time, and his eyes were filled with some kind of deep emotion that she had never been able to get or dare to ask for countless times, without concealing it, accompanied by this person's usual arrogance and arrogance, He looked into her eyes frankly.
Lian Su looked up at those scarlet eyes, and was startled suddenly.
Under this shock, Gilgamesh had already left the altar with her in his arms, and Siduri had already left to prepare for Lian Su's laundry. There was no one around for a while, only Matthew hurried to the altar. Next to Tachibana Fujimaru, who was still kneeling over there, looked at her anxiously: "Senior! Are you okay!?...Senior?"
She looked at herself at a loss and didn't speak, let alone speak, just the Master who sat there quietly and shed tears.
Compared with the two monarchs and ministers whose atmosphere was so harmonious that made one's heart ache, Fujimaru Tachibana's reaction was quite strange.
Her eyes were empty, sitting on the spot, Fujimaru Tachibana should be happy, happy, and satisfied: because the picture she was looking forward to finally appeared, the king waited in place and waited for his cherished courtier, and the courtier did not hesitate to go from the most distant The place returned to the king's side.
...But why are you so sad now?
Every word of King Gilgamesh's consolation can make the girl feel pain that does not belong to her.This feeling is not unfamiliar. After signing a number of heroic spirits in Chaldea, in order to maximize the bond between the master and the servant, Fujimaru Tachibana can occasionally feel the deep feelings of the servant in other forms. But that's because the other party's emotions fluctuate to the extreme, and they can only vaguely notice the slightest bit when they are overjoyed and sad.
She helplessly held the arm of the girl next to her, looked at her with a dazed and incomprehensible expression, and cried, "I feel so uncomfortable, it hurts so much, Matthew...I hurt so much."
Fujimaru Tachibana only had a momentary opportunity to peek into the heart of the heroic spirit she had just obtained, but just this moment of influence was enough to make this tough-willed girl master who had experienced many battles cry until she couldn't breathe.
How could anyone bear such endless grief and pain as if nothing had happened, while smiling frankly and calmly at others?
... She has no way to stop at all, even if she has reached this point, even if it is the end of Uruk, even if this is the end of most of these people, only she, only she still wants to open her eyes again. keep going.
That man really loves Gilgamesh.
——But she also knew better than anyone else that this was just a dream she wanted to do desperately.
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