If I don't quit, I will be forced to usurp the throne.

I feel a little bald.

Naturally, this idea of ​​mine did not come out of thin air, but was reasonably inferred from many sources.But now I am afraid that my reasonable inference is true.

Think about it, after four years of undercover work, I have already become a cadre, and the task has not been completed yet.

What a mess, the possibility of usurping the throne is higher than completing the task in this way!

But right now... I know too little about the current leader Dazai, and I have no way of doing it right now!

"I need some other news..." I stared at the computer, resting my chin on one hand, and tapping my index finger rhythmically on the desktop with the other.

"... Tsk, try it."

I started looking for hidden files on the computer, and entered passwords one by one according to the prompts according to my habits and reasoning.

"The person I like the most...in this world, it should be Brother Zero...that is Zero..."

"My favorite fruit...since I'm still an illusionist, it's pineapples...wait a minute, pineapple is...ananas..."

"Favorite pet...that's of course Natsume...ah no, in this world...is it Dundon? That's...Atsushi..."

After watching the prompt to enter the password successfully, I let out a sigh of relief.

Immediately afterwards, another dialog box popped up - [If you were to make a summary of your life, what title would you choose? 】

The countdown is 60 seconds.

I stared at the conversation box, without any clue for a while.

My own life... is it okay?Still OK?Have a house and a cat?But I have nothing in this world...

I hesitated for a long time, and in the last ten seconds, I typed: [I am no longer here].

The dialog box disappears and the hidden file is displayed.

I sighed and opened the file with a complex expression.

……

[November 4 sunny]

[Today is the first day I joined Hong Kong Hei, and it is also the first day my mission begins.

Think about how an undercover agent like me actually writes a diary. Wouldn't it be self-exposed if I was discovered one day?But I think if I don't record it, if I disappear one day, no one will know my existence.

Wow, Nobody Knows is such a good word, if I ever write a novel full-time, I will use this as the title. "The Me Nobody Knows" is very stylish when you listen to it.

In short, when I came out of the police academy, I only knew that my mission was to go undercover to assassinate.In fact, it doesn't matter, after all, after my illusion was accidentally exposed, it's not the first time I've done an assassination mission.Coupled with my ability to deal with the aftermath, I am like a secret weapon.And they used my secret weapon not to assassinate directly but to go undercover first... I frowned, knowing that this trip must not be easy.

They told me to assassinate the leader of the organization I went undercover.At first I thought, oh well, isn't it just to sneak in to gain the trust of the leader and then strike while the other party is unprepared.Although I haven't seen this kind of operation before, I have seen a lot of information, and I am familiar with it.

But when I came in, I felt something was wrong.I originally thought about joining the black lizard first, and then slowly climb up after getting acquainted, but for some reason, I was called by the leader directly after completing a task.

At that time, my first reaction was that someone betrayed me!Otherwise, I couldn't have been discovered so quickly!After all, I haven't shown my talent yet, so it can't be because of my beauty!I don't think this is OK!

The leader of this organization is very young, only two years older than me, and looks a little too thin. When he saw me, he smiled, and the first sentence he said was "I have been waiting for you for a long time".

I was so scared that I almost died on the spot.Damn, it's clear that you know my identity as an undercover agent, right? !Don't let me know who betrayed me, I must kill him!But fortunately, I have also been trained how to deal with this situation, so I pretended to be stupid and got over it.I don't know what the other party's mentality is, but they didn't directly take me down for torture, but promoted me to be the leader of the ten men of the Black Lizard.The others did not object to it. It seems that although this leader has not been in office for a long time, he has a lot of prestige.

It really scared me to death. I was still a child. Why did I have to face such a terrifying situation? I was already prepared to call Master to save me and was ready to run away at any time.

Since my undercover identity has not been exposed...could it be that my illusion was discovered to be not a supernatural power?In this way, I can understand what it means to wait for me for a long time, after all illusionists are so rare. 】

[November 6 cloudy]

[Today the leader picked up a child outside, named Atsushi Nakajima.escaped from the orphanage.Although he looked particularly thin, trembling and self-pitying, the leader seemed to have high hopes for him.But since he also had high hopes for me when I came, I can only say that he may not have good eyesight.

Two months have passed and I still haven't carried out my assassination mission. It's not my fault, it's really hard to kill.I already had the idea of ​​giving up immediately.This is an impossible mission. I think the person who sent me the mission wanted me to die.When did I offend my boss?Or are you afraid of me, an illusionist?You can't be jealous of my beauty, right?On this point, I am still very self-aware, as if I would never use a gun even if I wanted to assassinate someone.

Master Fengli is right, neither the mafia nor the police are good people. 】

[June 6 light rain]

【Why Nakajima Atsushi is a white tiger? !Oh my god, I've been in despair for the past few days. I didn't expect that there would be big cats to suck. I love it. 】

[Heavy rain on June 6]

[Dun Dun, this unbelievable thing!Unable to control the tiger transformation freely!Alas, the cat-sucking plan has been ruined for the time being. 】

…………

[November 7 sunny]

[I joined the guerrillas directly under the leader. I think if the leader is not blind or he wants to plot against me.I will not let him succeed!I won't do it at a time like this!Don't think that if you set me up, I will be fooled!Pooh! 】

…………

【December 12, Xiaoxue】

[I think the leader is a little bit wrong recently.Although he has always been wrong, but today is particularly wrong.Today is also the day when I became the captain of the guerrilla team. The other party seemed to be happier than me, and even called me Xiaoqian affectionately, which scared me so much that I resigned on the spot.I always feel that he already knows that I am an undercover agent and was sent to assassinate him, and he always treats me well just to make me jump back or be reluctant to give up the resource of illusionist.

The chief looked unhappy and did not approve my resignation.

He said that reassuring me would never hurt me. I was touched on the face but there was no fluctuation in my heart.Who would believe such a thing?

I can barely believe what Dun Dun said, and I can also believe what Mr. Chuya said, but this one in front of me is fine.If it wasn't for the fact that the other party was so cruel that he couldn't tolerate both black and white, I wouldn't have been sent here either.

Someone assassinated the leader again today, but unfortunately that colleague also failed.However, because of this assassination, the only light-transmitting glass wall in the chief's office was no longer opened, and it became pitch black.The last gleam of natural light in this office has also disappeared.

Hey, so what is there to do with this cold Hong Kong gangster?I don't see the leader as such a power-hungry person. I really don't understand why he is doing his best to expand Hong Kong gangsters.

Ah, forget it, it has nothing to do with me anyway. 】

[Rain on November 12]

[It is rare that there is no snow on Christmas. It is really cold and damp today, which makes people very uncomfortable.

I really hope that there is someone with fire abilities, who can make people warm up.

The leader hasn't left the office since that day, probably because it's dangerous once he comes out.

Hey, the difficulty of my task has increased again, and I want to resign, in two ways. 】

………………

[November 3 sunny]

[Unknowingly, I have been in Hong Kong and Heilongjiang for three years, and I don’t even know what I am doing here, fishing?

It is impossible to assassinate the leader, not even in this lifetime.Because the difficulty is too high, and because some idiot brought a gun when meeting the leader before, the security system was upgraded to another level.Mr. Chuya had no choice but to personally protect the leader.

There are always idiots who get me into trouble before I can come up with a plan that works and I have to scrap half of the plan and start over.This group of laggards actually blamed me for not carrying out the assassination.According to their way of giving away people's heads, if I really did it, I would have died a long time ago.

I have already decided that if they force me again, I will go to Vongola, Italy and join my master.It is said that my master's boss is particularly easy to talk to.

Today I became a cadre preparation, and I think it is more feasible to wait for the leader to die naturally and take the opportunity to take the opportunity to take the position than to assassinate the leader.

After all, I don't think the leader takes rest, and he is getting thinner and thinner.In addition, he was already two years older than me, and he was a male, so he must have died earlier than me. 】

…………

[Overcast to light rain on May 5]

[Today's big cat is not good, violated the leader's order, and ran to the previous orphanage.

I know that he was abused by the director of the orphanage before, so he has always had a psychological shadow, but I didn't expect him to want to cut off the past and run to the orphanage to prove that he is different from the past.

The leader ordered me to go to the orphanage to catch him back, but when I arrived a bit late, the other party was beating a bloody corpse like a mental breakdown, and the surroundings were in a mess.

Afterwards I learned that it was the director of his orphanage, and that the director was not really abusing him, but trying to protect him in his own way.Although I don't agree with this approach.And this day the dean prepared a birthday present for him, which was a watch.It is said that having a separate watch in this orphanage is a proof of independence of personality.

Dun Dun should also understand this, and that's why he felt so devastated about killing himself by mistake.I have a hunch that the time when I can freely masturbate big cats will be postponed again.After that, he will only lose control even more in terms of his abilities.

I think I need to apply to the leader to find him a psychiatrist, otherwise our new guerrilla captain will be finished. 】

[November 5 cloudy]

[The psychiatrist was still not invited, so I had no choice but to be a charlatan, and went to make up a lot of psychology knowledge to give Dun Dun some psychological counseling.It really didn't work.

Although it is obvious that this unlucky child's dependence on me has deepened.

Alas, this cold Hong Kong black, even the big cat has lost his temperature, what should I do?

The only temperature in this place is actually me, a [-]-year-old boy, Hong Kong and black are completely hopeless.

I think I can go back, and say that Hong Kong and black will finish themselves sooner or later. 】

………………

[November 7 sunny]

[Today is memorable, it is my first day officially as a cadre.

I feel like I'm one step closer to killing the boss and inheriting Hong Kong, although I don't know why this has suddenly become my goal.

But it seems to be getting closer to my real goal, because I was arranged to take turns protecting the leader with Mr. Chuya.

Although Mr. Nakaya complained about my promotion speed, he still gave me red wine as a gift, expressing that I will work hard.Maybe it's because I can help him share part of the work after I come up.

Although I agreed on the surface, I didn't agree with it in my heart.After all, I'm a [-]-year-old boy at heart. If I really want to work hard, I'm going to be the leader.

But this red wine is quite expensive, I still want to thank Mr. Chuya for his generosity.In turn, I advised Mr. Nakaya to learn to be lazy, otherwise the pressure will be so high and it will be easy to not grow taller.Then the other party fought with me.

Alas, the leader of Hong Kong gangsters is like that, and his colleagues are not loved by colleagues. This place is really not for people. 】

………………

[Rain on November 8]

[The job of protecting the leader is not done by humans! ! !So where did so many assassination tricks come from! ! ! 】

[Heavy rain on June 8]

[Don't the leaders need to sleep? ? ?I've quietly dozed off three times!He was also caught by Mr. Nakaya once, and he was taken out and taught a lesson! 】

[November 8 sunny]

【busy.Too tired to complain. 】

………………

【September 9 heavy rain】

[Oh, I want to resign.The world is so big, I want to go to the clam side to have a look. 】

……

This is the last page of the diary, it was September 9 last year.There is no record after that, I don't know if it is because I am too busy with work or too much pressure, so I feel like complaining.

In short... I have fully felt my pain in this world.

"It's not easy, I..." I sniffed, feeling sympathy and sadness for [myself] from the bottom of my heart, and was about to close the file, when suddenly I had a thought, created a new file, and started to record.