[Full-time master] I didn't expect you to have such big eyes

——He will not be my brother, and you will not be my mother.

I, Gu Yiqian, am a widow. I lived alone and alone long after my grandparents passed away.I didn't need family members at that time, and naturally I don't need them at this time.

Gu Ying probably expected this kind of scene after meeting me early in the morning, but she just covered her mouth and cried silently. The mixed-race boy named Xiaohui wanted to go up and say something, but she held her back.

I randomly gathered the flowers and offerings scattered on the ground and stuffed them into the boy's arms, looked at the tearful Gu Ying, and gave them an ultimatum: "Hurry up, I don't want to quarrel with you in front of grandma." .”

"Yiqian, are you really unwilling to forgive mother?"

"I don't want to say what I just said a second time."

Xiaohui, who had been very dissatisfied with me since we met, seemed not to want to endure my treatment of Gu Ying anymore, threw the things in his hand on the ground, gave me a hard look, put his arms around her The direction dragged away, and my mouth was still crackling and saying some English that I couldn't understand.

Gu Ying struggled for a while, she didn't know what the boy said to her, she suddenly quieted down, then she covered her mouth and sobbed softly, and left with Xiaohui.

The figures of the two gradually walked away on the black stone road, turned down the stairs and disappeared from sight.I squatted down and picked up the mess on the ground and threw it into a nearby trash can. When I returned to the tomb, I seemed to be extremely depressed.

Putting such harsh words in front of Gu Ying and seeing her so sad for me, why didn't she feel any pleasure at all?

"Grandma, I don't want to recognize her, but she is my mother after all. Tell me, why did she suddenly appear now? I have missed her for so many years, but now I finally let go, and she broke into my life again."

"Actually... I can't tell what my life is like. Everything seems to be in a mess recently. Do you remember Wang Jiexi who came to see you and grandpa with me last time? He confessed to me, but I dare not Promise. I know that God will not treat me so well. No one wanted me when I was born. After finally making a friend, she moved again. Even you and grandpa left one by one because of me. "

"So how dare I promise Wang Jiexi."

Next, I said a lot to my grandma. I found a place to vent the words that have been stuffy in my heart for a long time.

Almost at the appointed time, I lit three sticks of incense, got up and left.

I went home to cook for my grandma and grandpa, and I hurried back to the team base.When he ran into the training room, it was a few minutes after eight o'clock, and Tiny Herb's training match had just started today.

Although it is a training match, sometimes it does not strictly follow the usual match schedule.Because the team competition is more comprehensive than the individual and group arena competitions, and it accounts for the largest proportion of points in the competition, so in most cases, only the training of the team competition is arranged.

That's it for today.

I went back to my place and turned on the computer, and asked the players who did not participate in the training where the game was being played. After loading it in, a team battle broke out between the two sides.

Wang Jiexi said that today is mainly to practice new tactics, so after entering, I first drew the formation of the two sides on paper, and then took notes according to the changes of the game.

Probably because the tactics are still relatively unfamiliar, the players performed unsatisfactorily in this training match, and the final result was to lose to the opponent.

Wang Jiexi didn't express any opinion on today's ending. After the game ended, he just informed everyone that the game will resume tomorrow and the training match will continue tonight, and dismissed everyone.

Taking advantage of the time when everyone left, I called up the saved OB to read the part I missed earlier, and then wrote all the things I summarized in a notebook and gave it to Wang Jiexi.

The tactic this time is that the knight taunts the output of the opponent, and the ghost sword big move enters the field to control the opponent's undominated control system.There are higher requirements on the players' positioning and the ability of the Cavaliers to find opportunities.

As the Cavalier of our team, Deng Fusheng has always been in charge of defense. This time he needs to switch roles, which is also a challenge.

In the team competition, although the goal is to kill the six opponents, how to start the battle is also a science.A good team and a lot of consumption can lay the foundation for victory.

But today's problems: one is that Deng Fusheng started the team, and the other is that the output of occupations has not kept up.

After I analyzed the problems that arose during the training, he discussed with me after hearing it, and we stopped work after discussing the results we had considered.

Watching Wang Jiexi turn off the computer first, get up and leave, I suddenly remembered that he had met Gu Ying once before.I don't know what Gu Ying said to him that time, whether it was talking about her and me, or persuading Wang Jiexi to let me forgive her.

After meeting Gu Ying by chance today, I became more and more curious about their meeting.

After all...that was also the trigger for me and Wang Jiexi to come to this point.

"Wang Jiexi." Seeing that he was about to open the door and come out, I subconsciously called out to stop him, but as soon as I said the words, I regretted it.

At the beginning, I lost my temper with him because of this matter, blaming him for being nosy, but now I brought it up, what's the matter?

"Anything else?" he asked.

"...No, it's okay, you go to rest, it's getting late."

"If you want to ask about your mother, you can tell me directly." As smart as Wang Jiexi, how could he not notice my small thoughts.

After being lukewarm for two months, it was abnormal for me to take the initiative to call him, not to mention hem and haw like this, how could he not guess my thoughts.

It's just... what position do I have to ask him to tell me about Gu Ying after blaming him.

Lowering my head, I turned off the computer in a panic, and it took me a long time to choke out three words: "I... sorry..."

"Don't apologize to me. If you want to know, I will tell you." His voice sounded with the sound of footsteps, and he was getting closer and closer to me. Every step seemed to be walking on my heart, even with my heartbeat Start to speed up.

"Wang Jiexi, if you say to me now, 'Since you blamed me at the beginning, now beg me and I won't tell you' I feel better."

He laughed, walked over to me and pulled an e-sports chair and sat down.And I bowed my head here, and I could feel his gaze on my head.

"I've been waiting for you to ask me about this. Yiqian, enough trouble, we have to face many things." It's been a long time since he called me that, so now I feel a little dazed when I hear it.I raised my head and glanced quietly at Wang Jiexi. He was sitting upright in front of him, with a serious face and no intention of joking at all.

I know what he is referring to, it's not that we haven't talked about it, but it has no direct connection with Gu Ying's matter, and I don't even understand what he meant by mentioning it.

After hesitating for a moment, I asked, "Wang Jiexi, can we go back to how we were before?" In this way, I won't worry about you leaving suddenly, and I won't worry about God suddenly taking away the people around me.

Wang Jiexi obviously didn't know my fear and worry, and refused with a stern expression: "Not good."

In an instant, I felt as if I was in a pool of stagnant water, surrounded by dead silence, the world was wrapped in darkness, everything became dull, and even the air that made people live was cut off.It was as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out of my heart, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe. The blood flowing out of it coagulated into tears that rushed out of my eyes, blurring my vision in an instant.

Catching the flash of panic in Wang Jiexi's expression, I closed my eyes, got up and prepared to leave, but his voice came again: "Yiqian, do you think I can bear the relationship between us as ordinary colleagues?"

"I……"

"I've liked you for so long, and it's been four years since I've maintained my previous relationship with you, but now I want to fight for myself."

His words seemed to be endowed with magic power, pulling me out of the endless abyss.Staring at him blankly, I opened my mouth, not knowing how to respond.

It's one thing to know he likes me, but quite another to hear him admit it.

"I don't know why you are running away because of fear, at least let me prove myself." He stood up and walked to me, looking down at me with burning eyes.

"I...I don't know."

"It's okay, I'll think with you."

"Do you have to give an answer today? Can you let me think about it again?"

"No, once you are given time to think about it, you will definitely try to escape. I have reached this point, how can I give you a chance to escape."

To say what kind of person Wang Jiexi is, as the captain of Team Tiny Herb, he is serious, conscientious and careful; as an ordinary friend, he is patient and gentle, with a certain amount of advance and retreat.Others like to say that his thinking is unconstrained, but after getting to know him carefully, he finds that this person is very down-to-earth.

But among the many labels belonging to him, there is no strong word.I didn't expect that he would be so tough on this matter today, and he wouldn't let me have any possibility of backing down.

Even now, I haven't changed my mind.The shadow of childhood left too much influence, and I didn't have the courage to take chances and risk myself.

He should have been rejected as before.

I thought of rejecting him.

I wiped off the tears on my face and met his gaze, hesitated to speak several times, but never said that.

Wang Jiexi wasn't in a hurry at all, his pretty face was as calm as usual, and he didn't look like a person waiting for an answer after confessing at all.

I was a little irritated by his attitude of winning.After hesitating for a long time, he answered irrelevantly, "Wang Jiexi, I saw my mother today."

He pondered for a few seconds, and didn't express too much surprise at my words, but he didn't press any further, as if he knew that the first thing I had to solve was my mother's affairs.

"It's getting late, let's go back and rest." Seeing that I didn't continue to talk about what happened with Gu Ying, Wang Jiexi didn't take the initiative to ask, and he didn't force me to answer his confession.Compared with the forceful posture just now, he has completely restrained his edge at this time, and his flag is quiet, but his expression is still so calm, it seems that my way of forcibly changing the subject has not affected him at all.

Following him out of the training room, I asked him at the stairs where the two were about to go their separate ways, "Wang Jiexi, should I have a talk with her?"