[Full-time master] I didn't expect you to have such big eyes

That crying not only made my eyes sore and my throat hoarse, but even Shiqian was taken aback by my pathetic way of venting. At night, when I dreamed, I dreamed that he said to me: "Oh my aunt, It's all my fault, I shouldn't kill you, please stop crying."

Coupled with Fang Shiqian's sad face, these words were full of joy. After two hahas, I woke up laughing from the dream, and then sadly discovered that the cold wind that blew for so long yesterday made me catch a cold.

This has not yet reached the season of high incidence of flu in autumn and winter, but I am already ahead of the times, and I am grateful for it.Recently, the testing phase of the new season has just ended. The proper adjustment of the team and the research on other teams have all come together at this time. As the analyst of the team, I have been very busy for a while, and the cold has not only not healed, but has become serious. .

Ever since, in Tiny Herb's training room, there will always be an intermittent 'Ah Sneeze' in the past few days.Finally, under the torment of alternating coughing and sneezing, someone couldn't help it anymore.

After finishing the basic training, Li Yihui took off the earphones and sincerely suggested to me: "Sister Qian, why don't you go to the infirmary to get some fluid? If you keep coughing, I think your lungs will come out."

"Leave her alone, who told her that her head is so bad that she would run around in the street in her pajamas, so you have to let her get well and improve her memory." This is concerned about me, he just wants to come out to spoil the scenery.

I pulled a piece of paper and blew my nose, I threw the ball of paper into the trash can by my feet, and replied unabatedly: "Why are you everywhere? Don't talk about going shopping in pajamas, when I am happy, I will still be naked out."

Crowd: ...

The training room suddenly fell silent, and after a long while, Liu Xiaobie said cautiously, "Qian...Sister Qian, the impact of this is not very good."

I blew my nose again, and after thinking about it carefully, it was indeed a bit bad.This guy has a cold, and he's a little out of his wits when he's talking trash.

On the contrary, Shi Qian, who was called back by my sentence just now, was happy, leaned on his gaming chair, looked at me, and educated everyone: "How come your sister Qian was called the number one troll in the national uniform before? This spirit of being crazy and even scolding yourself is worth learning from."

"Four hundred, then do you want to try what it's like to hit you when I go crazy?"

Fang Shiqian: "Slip away, shrews can't afford it."

I:"……"

It seems that this guy really lacks a beating from socialism.

After checking the training content of the team members, I took the time to go to the infirmary. The intern doctor Bei who came over two months ago is on duty today.

This Dr. Bei is still as in my impression, mature, intellectual, and infinitely charming. When she saw me with that glamorous face, a flash of doubt flashed across her face, but she quickly concealed this emotion under that outstanding face, and stood up. Going to pour a glass of water, she pointed to the stool for me to sit down, and put the water on the table next to me by the way.

I picked it up and took a sip before telling Dr. Bei that I was sick recently and came here for an infusion.

Dr. Bei nodded, asked me to do a skin test first, and said, "You don't look very good, haven't you had a good rest recently?"

Subconsciously touching my face, I wondered if my complexion was that bad, and I answered Dr. Bei's question honestly: "I'm a little tired from work during this time, and I still have insomnia."

"If you have a cold, you should take a good rest. Your body is important." It is probably a common problem of doctors. Dr. Bei, who doesn't seem to talk much, has to say a few words at this time, "Some of the medicines given to you will make people sleepy. Let you sleep, I will watch you."

Smiling gratefully at Dr. Bei, I got up and went for a skin test with her, and after confirming that I was not allergic to the drug, she gave me an injection.

Lying on the hospital bed in the infirmary, I used the hand that hadn’t been pricked to scan Weibo with my mobile phone. I looked at the trending searches I was interested in, and browsed the official blogs of various teams. At the end of the click, I somehow clicked into Wang Jiexi’s Weibo blog home page.

Looking at the picture of Corgi on the phone screen and the picture with the word "cute" written on it, I suddenly remembered that I went to the farmhouse with him during the summer break.

I still remember that he posted this Weibo in retaliation after I posted a yellow duck with big and small eyes.

Click in, and all the hot comments are on Aite Gu Yiqian, I couldn't help laughing.

At that time, he and I were really good.

She didn't pierce that layer of window paper, relying on being his senior at work, she could tease him and care about him, even if she just had a crush on him, she was quite happy.Unlike now, there is no communication between the two outside of work.

I turned off the phone and put it on my chest, staring blankly at the ceiling with my mind blank.

How did I end up like this with him?

Because he confessed to me?

Because he went to see my mother behind my back?

Or is it because he presumptuously takes care of my affairs?

It seems that it is neither.

In an instant, I seemed to have walked into a dead end, and no matter how I went around, the wall in front of me was a wall that prevented me from going down.

I don't know how long it took, but I fell asleep.

In the dream, I dreamed of Gu Ying, who I had only seen her true face in photos for a long time, dreamed of the elementary school classmate who moved abroad as soon as I became friends, and dreamed of my grandparents who cooked dinner every time after school and waited for me at home .

Everything seems to be back to the past, I am still the excellent and filial Gu Yiqian that my neighbor said, and I still live in that old house with my grandparents and live a simple and happy life.

I felt the uncomfortable feeling of being pressed from the cold and numb hands. I suddenly woke up from the dream. I could barely catch a mature and beautiful face in my hazy vision. Then I looked around and found that I was lying on the bed in the infirmary. Outside half of the hand, the whole body is covered tightly.

After being in a daze for two seconds, he remembered the infusion in the infirmary.

"Did you just pull out the needle?" Probably due to illness, my voice was dry and hoarse, and when I spoke, my throat still felt tearing.

"Well, if you want to sleep, you can lie down for a while, and it will be dinner time in a while."

I got up and took over the task of pressing the needle on the back of my hand from Dr. Bei, and she went to pour me a glass of water, moisten my throat, and I felt more comfortable talking: "I'm sorry to trouble you today."

"It's nothing, just come back tomorrow and prescribe some medicine and you'll be fine."

After drinking the water in my hand, I was about to get up from the bed, when I suddenly remembered that I didn't have something in my hands, and I groped around on the bed and finally found the mobile phone that almost fell on the floor.

Leaving the infirmary, I went to the training room first. The training time in the afternoon was not over yet. The team members were all sitting in front of the computer and practicing seriously. I went to the cafeteria before them. After eating, I went directly back to the dormitory Packing up, tidy up.

It may be that I had such a dream today, I actually want to go home and have a look.

Because my grandparents only had Gu Ying as their only daughter, after they passed away, the old house stayed in my name, but since I came to Tiny Herb for trial training, I basically didn't go back very often except for the New Year.

Before the things were packed, Liu Fei had already returned. As soon as she entered the door, she asked with a puzzled face, "Sister Qian, what are you doing packing? You ran away from home?"

"Which home is it? I'll go home tonight."

"Your family? You're not..." Liu Fei realized that what he said next was inappropriate, so he stopped in time.I didn't argue with her, anyway, everyone in Tiny Herb knew that my family's situation was special, but Wang Jiexi was the only one who knew the details.

After arranging the cosmetics, everything was packed, I zipped up the backpack, and Liu Fei, who had been quiet for a while, came over again and asked mysteriously, "Sister Qian, did you have a problem with the captain?"

"Yeah." Anyway, it's obvious that I didn't talk to him except discussing work, so I might as well admit it.

"Did something happen? It's so serious this time."

I stared at her, pretending to be relaxed and said: "It's serious, you just worry about it."

"Originally! Usually the captain really annoys you. If I ask you like this, I will definitely hurt him. This time, I just said two words. It is not easy to see. Also, you have a cold these days. The captain seems to have not seen it. If Before, I took you to the infirmary. Sister Qian, don’t think I’m talkative. When the captain is sincere to someone, he must be sincere to her alone, but if he gives up, he really gives up. "

I didn't care to think about when Liu Fei noticed the difference between me and Wang Jiexi. I just felt that I was so heartless in front of them. It was really uncomfortable for me to talk about such a serious topic for the first time.After stopping for a long time, I raised my eyes to look at Liu Fei, her expression was a little unnatural, I don't know what was going on in her heart, whether she was afraid that telling the truth would make me sad or she felt uneasy because of educating me.

I pursed my lips, and my voice was a little hoarse when I spoke: "If this is the case... then it would be the best."

After finishing speaking, I put my bag on my back and strode out the door.

After leaving the club, I waited for the bus at the station and followed the crowd onto the bus. Because of the rush hour, the people in the bus were so crowded that it was difficult to breathe.

My throat was itchy, and I couldn't help covering my mouth and coughing a few times, maybe it was because I coughed too hard, my throat seemed to be torn, just like the armor I used to cover up my inferiority complex and escape all these years.

For some reason, at that moment, I suddenly missed the days of being carried to see a doctor.

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