[My English] Is it wrong to seek an encounter in an office?

Kongzi sat quietly on the hospital bed, and the water drops on the white lilies on the bedside reflected a slightly harsh light under the sunlight.

The girl's long gray hair was scattered on both sides of her arms, just covering her wrists wrapped in bandages.The cool breeze of early autumn poured into the ward quietly through the window, shaking the sunny doll hanging on the window to make a slight noise.

She just sat there, like a delicate doll, gloomy, as if she was nowhere.

This is what Green Valley saw when he came in.

The young man was taken aback, he almost subconsciously called out "Student An Nian".

Kong Zi turned her head when she heard the words, holding an unknown thick book in her hand, which made Lu Gu feel that they were actually not in the ward but in a coffee shop some afternoon.

"Senior." The girl smiled, she seemed to want to get out of bed to move a stool for Lugu, but was stopped by the other party's eyes, "Have you finished today's work? I didn't expect you to come so early."

"I don't have any work today," Lu Gu explained while pulling a bench and sitting next to the bed, "I'm sorry, it's just burns, but you stayed here for several days..."

"It doesn't matter," Kongzi still smiled, she raised her arms, showing the bandaged wrists in the young man's sight, "Anyway, I'm alone when I go home, and I don't have to cook by myself in the hospital! "

Green Valley was a little surprised.

The firm's intern file does not record too detailed information.What he knew about the family situation of An Niankongzi was limited to "only child" and "both parents were university professors".

"Oh? Don't seniors know?" Seeing the young man's expression, Kongzi tilted his head and explained, "Mom and Dad have been conducting academic research overseas for many years, and I have lived alone since junior high school... Although I am alone life, but in fact, there are also nannies at home.”

"Won't you feel lonely?"

"I'm used to it." She squinted her eyes and smiled, "It's not inconvenient to have a nanny at home."

"How can that be done—" the young man felt incredible, and turned up the volume, "There is no way to replace family members!"

Kongzi opened her eyes wide as if frightened by the other party's sudden excitement, the girl's honey-golden pupils shone faintly in the sun, and for a moment, Lu Gu felt that she seemed to be crying.

"...Sorry," the young man came back to his senses, and he coughed embarrassingly, "I didn't mean to blame you, but...if possible, let's have a good talk with your parents."

The girl smiled lightly.

"It's so gentle," she said, "Senior can obviously leave me alone."

Green Valley was a little embarrassed by her words of praise or exclamation. The young man lowered his head and avoided the other party's inquiring gaze, "I'm sorry for asking about your family affairs at will."

"Please don't mind," the girl stretched out her hand as if wanting to comfort him, but suddenly remembered the difference in identity between herself and the person in front of her, so she put her hand back under the quilt without any trace, "I don't hate this."

Green Valley was still a little annoyed.As early as when he was a student, his classmate Hong reminded him, but until he entered the society, this reckless problem has not been completely corrected.

Not everyone is happy to be invaded by others.

Even if such an approach can indeed give some people the redemption they hoped for, others will only feel the anger of having their secrets kept in their hearts revealed in broad daylight.

Simply An Nian Kongzi is not such a person.

"Seniors, don't say such things again, especially in front of my parents."

The girl turned her head to look at the window of the ward. From her angle, she could just see the green belt downstairs.Probably due to the fine weather, patients living in the hospital sat on benches in twos and threes to bask in the sun.The little boy in hospital gown was led by his mother and walked slowly on the terrazzo road. His leg had a plaster cast and he had a cane in his right hand, which made their movements seem slow and unnatural.

Green Valley opened his mouth.

"Even if they don't say it, I know it," Kongzi closed the book, and put the hardcover book next to the vase, "Actually, they didn't expect me to be born."

An Nianjia's parents are busy with academics. For them, the efficiency and return of doing things are much more important than other factors.In their eyes, raising children is the most worthwhile job—in today’s increasingly advanced technology, "raising children for old age" has become a joke, not to mention that the social status of university professors is quite high wherever they are placed, and their knowledge is also very high. Enough to feed them for a lifetime.

Kongzi didn't think there was anything wrong with their thinking.Everyone has the right to choose their own way of life, and the way of life chosen by their parents is not unreasonable, at least they ensured that she has no worries about food and clothing.

But sometimes I still feel a little lonely.

The young man felt that this was not a topic that could be discussed further, so he spoke bluntly, shifting the focus of the chat from Kong Zi's family situation to his career aspirations, "Student An Nian...why do you want to be a hero?"

The girl didn't seem to expect that the other party would end the last topic so easily, she was stunned for a few seconds, and then replied softly, "There is no particular reason, I just hope that I can help someone. "

The lack of family affection makes her unable to find the reason why she is "needed", and being a professional hero is just hoping that she can become "the existence needed by someone".

Seniors will not understand.

she thinks.

Inherited OneForAll, was admitted to Xiongying High School, made a name for himself as a student, and then became No.1 today through hard work. "Puppet" is indeed not smooth sailing on the road of a professional hero, but at least he has indeed been needed by some people.

Protecting someone or maintaining social order is too illusory for An Niankongzi.

Green Valley reached out and patted her head.

For today's Japanese society, it is not uncommon to choose to become a professional hero even for money or reputation. Even if a considerable number of people think that heroes should be selfless and great, in fact, for the stability of order, appropriate giving up is also necessary. .

The young man's palm on top of his head was warm and strong.

Kongzi blinked his eyes.

She couldn't understand why Green Valley suddenly made such a comforting move.The other party's actions made her feel that she was being treated as a child who hadn't grown up yet.

In fact, she really hasn't grown up yet.

The sharp ringtone of the mobile phone suddenly rang, breaking the stagnant atmosphere in the ward.

"Ah, I'm sorry, it seems that there is urgent work." The young man glanced at the caller ID, and his tone became cramped, "I thought I would come to accompany you when I was free today..."

Kongzi interrupted the young man with a smile, "It's okay, as long as senior goes there."

Although I really want to stay here and look at this junior who is not worry-free in every sense, but compared to juniors, work is the most important thing.

Green Valley picked up the phone and waved to the person on the hospital bed, "Then I'm leaving."

"Be careful on the road."

The girl was still smiling, it was just the most common smile for others, but it was empty and insubstantial when it was placed on her face at this moment.

When the door of the ward was closed by the young man, the polite and warm smile finally disappeared.

"I... like Senior Puppet."

Kongzi lowered his eyelids, and gently twirled the hair hanging by his side with his index finger.

"When will the seniors find out?"

The author has something to say:

drop a few foreshadowing

As well as a friendly reminder, the core setting of the heroine in this article is the "personality will have an impact on the personality of the holder" mentioned by Brother Ping in the original work